Showing posts with label personalities. Show all posts
Showing posts with label personalities. Show all posts

Saturday, 11 July 2015

Day 359, Have you walked the 40 Miles for water each day, says the poor man?

A dialogue between a rich man and a poor man:


Poor man:                                        

My back hurts from all this waking up early in the morning to go to a well
that is 40 Miles away from where I live. I have to walk up there to reach it.
I got to do it, otherwise my 4 children, my wife and myself would be without water.
Water shortage started 2 generations ago, from my generation.
We have had many promises for help, but none ever effective.
First the wells closer to my home dried up, and then we started to look for wells further away.
My older daughter helps me sometimes with carrying water back.
We used to have a dunky, but she died, and now since there is less water available,
taking care of the animal stocks has become even more challenging.
Right now, I only have 2 goats, 1 duck, 3 chickens. I try my best to take care of them.
I know that someday soon one of them is gonna go, because we just need to eat too.
It breaks my heart having to kill my animals, especially when they grow so close to me.
But we gotta eat! but for how long?


Rich man:                                

I am driven to my business each morning by my personal chauffeur.
I do not really communicate with my chauffeur. I just give him my schedule
in advance so he knows to be there when I need to be somewhere.
My children, they have everything money can buy. I work hard for them to have
anything their hearts desires. I am aware that I do not have actual time to be there for them,
but we live in a world where money rules, thus money comes first in my life.
Without money, my happiness and that of my children will be none existent.
The way I have to do business is also not something to really be proud of in reality.
It is a world of "dog eat dog."
But as I said in the beginning, I have to make money and as long as there is this opportunity to
make more and more money, I will do whatever it is in my power to make more and more money.
So to you my fellow poor man, I find that you are just someone who complaints about their situation a lot,
and don't really do whatever it takes to get yourself out of it, its like you have no more will-power.
We Rich people, don't ussually adress poor people as dispicable in public, but I have to give it to
you now. We find you within our mids a dispicable bunch!


Poor man:

Well rich man, it is very easy to find me dispicable, when you have not actually really stood
in my shoes. It is very easy to see me as a scum of the earth so to speak. It is very easy to have all kinds of
judgements about me. It is easy to ignore me, very easy to treat me as less human than yourself.
At the end of the day, and this day when it comes, it is always going to be in a moment of time right HERE, because to the
moment in time it doesn't matter, it is just another moment in time, where we each get to sow what we reap, face our consequences, what we have accepted and allowed to be done to LIFE when we are here.
The trees you see, are in every moment standing completely as trees, they are never influenced to be something else they are not, there is NO way a tree can make itself belief itself to be something else, the same goes for any other expression that is NOT a human. However us humans, we are a bunch that loses itself in believing itself to be something else that it is not, and what it is for real, it doesn't give it value at all, because what it believes itself to be is of much more importance and value.
That thing the human belief itself to be within his mind, veils the human to see, to realize and to understand that the life that is within and as him is equal in everyone and everything else. The human cannot see that this life is equal in everyone else and everything else!  The human believes, based on its very own make-believe world in his head, itself to be a system of believe systems as what it really is, that this is of much more value than the life that is within and as him. Thus the personalities the human believes itself to be, because he experience them as an energetic experience, is what the human think and belief it is for real, more real than its human physical body/form, the real physical expression of LIFE.
So, based on this understanding, my fellow rich man, you have only managed by seeing me as dispicable, because you have allowed that which is defined by men as dispicable to be here and instead of standing up and stop it and change it, you allow life in another as yourself to be dispicable, therefore, I am dispicable to you.

Rich man:

Whateverrrrrrrr........!!!                




The moral of this story and coined dialogue between a rich man and a poor man is to bring to the topic of what lots of rich man are thinking and believing about someone that is poor. And understand when I say: "rich man," I am NOT explicitly saying someone that is a multimillionaire alone or a Billionaire, I am saying, ALL of us that are capable of being able to have their survival needs met.
This believe system is a very strong believe system, because it will make one always being against any solution that will eradicate poverty forever more. Real practical solutions that will be permanent to eradicate poverty, these rich people, will resist it no matter what, and if they are in a position where they can put more pressure on the resistance to protect and enforce their view point, they will.

So I implore you the reader to have a good look within yourself as I do, to see if there are any judgements, thoughts, reactions within you about poor people, to remember that YOU are here and you ought it to LIFE to make sure LIFE is dignified in whatever form it expresses itself as within and as.




Thanks.


Larry Manuela




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Saturday, 28 December 2013

Day 274, Challenge and No Challenge Part 2

Now i am going to get into the Self-commitment statements:




                                                               


Self-Commitment statements

When and as i see myself going into or i am about to go into going into playing a personality out to be liked by women in this world, I STOP--------------- take a deep breath and bring myself back here, till i am clear and stable as the mind as energy.

I realize that by living the personalities in my mind deliberately because i have seen what i get from them,  i then continiously play them out to such an extent that i became them.

Therefore, i commit myself to make sure i pay attention to my personalities i have become and little by little work them out through practical Self-forgiveness in writing and then to make sure i write also corrective application for myself that are livable for me at the moment.

When and as i see myself going into or i am about to go into manipulating others using my personalities in order to get into a relationship, I STOP--------- take a deep breath and ground myself till i am clear and stable and nothing moves within me as me as the mind as energy.

I realize that i am manipulating others with my personalities just to get what i want, thus to feed my self-interest.

Therefore, i commit myself to in a moment to in pracise stop feeding my self-interest and just focus on my practical/physical breathing and make sure i write them out and then make a commitment to myself to not feed my self-interest to any personalities till i get all the points that are of and as self-interest as what i ahve become in this world.

When and as i see myself going into or i am about to go into letting myself get manipulated by others, I STOP------ take a deep breath and bring myself back here till i am clear and stable and notning moves within me as me as the mind as energy.

I realize that i am letting myself get manipulated deliberatly in order to also get what i want in the end, which is postive energetic experience.

Thus within this, i commit myself to work on focusing on myself and slow myself in breath in order to see when it is am deliberately participating in  letting myself get manipulated to get what i want, and to just stop it and write it out and make sure i have something practical to do in order to keep my focus in being grounded here and not get into participation in the mind and if it persists it means that i have to write more about it, because i am not seeing a point or getting a point sorted out.

When and as i see myself going into or about to go into using the phrase or sentence: '' we must accept someone for whom they are inside, the outside is not so important,'' I STOP take a deep breath and bring myself back here, till i am clear and stable and nothing moves within me as me as the mind as energy.

I realize that i use this sentence or phrase to give the personality in the mind more value and importance than the body itself where the mind in it cannot exist without.

Therefore, i commit myself to make sure i practise through my writing of self-forgiveness and my commitments to life,  till i become one and equal with and as my body and also with the mind that i have become itself in the body to understand myself as it completely in order to see myself as how i function within and as the mind in all its dimensions and layers.

When and as i see myself going into or i am about to go into seeing the body as just only a carrier for myself as personalities in a mind, I STOP----------- take a deep breath and bring myself back here till i am clear and stable and nothing moves within me as me as the mind as energy.

I realize that i see the body as an carier because i experience myself mostly as the personalities in my mind, and i am not in actuality really my body itself, all of it, like moving as the totality as all of what it consists of and exists as.

Therefore, i commit myself through my writing of self-forgiveness and my commitment to life to find out to find out how i work as the mind and then when i understand me as the mind i can stop myself in participation in it, because i know how i work as the mind, i am the directive principle thereof.

When and as i see myself going into or i am about to go into using the phrase or sentence: '' the person's heart is what counts,'' I STOP----------- take a deep breath and bring myself back here till i am clear and stable and nothing moves within me as me as the mind as energy.

I realize that i am using the physical heart as an example for depthness of emotions, because it is somewhere in this area that i experience deep emotions and feelings, thus giving feelings and emotions more value than anything else in this world according to my personal experience.

Thus i commit myself to workout all these deep emotions and feeling through my writing of self-forgiveness and my commitment to life so i just live here in every moment without having to depend on deep feelings and emotions in order to do something, and i just do something because of common sense and has to be done and accumulates to what is best for all.

When and as i see myself going into or i am about to go into giving certain parts or organs of my human body more value as measurement of my mind interpretations as what i experience as energy in my mind, I STOP-------- take a deep breath and bring myself back here till i am clear and stable and nothing moves within me as me as the mind as energy.

I realize that i am giving certain body parts or organs more value then other parts according to the value that i give to a specific emotion or feeling, thus the higher the emotions or feelings, then i use certain body parts or organs to imply that specific feeling or emotion is of more value then other feelings and emotions, they are special, thus creating separation in the mind itself about feelings and emotions and also on the physical level creating separation  by giving certain body parts more value then the rest of the body parts.

Therefore i commit myself to make sure to work out all these false values i have given to feelings and emotions and also to parts of my human physical body and make sure i teach myself to see value in what is LIFE all of it, as and within the physical, so that not any part of the physical reality can be given more value or less value then other part of the physical reality.

When and as i see myself going into or i am about to go into using the phrase or sentence: '' the character that the person is presenting is what is important and not so much how they look like,'' I STOP--------- take a deep breath and bring myself back here till i am clear and stable and nothing moves within me as me as the mind as energy.

I realize that i give certain specific character of an individual or myself more value then the expression of life itself as the human physical body, when i know within me that the character is just a play to get something from someone else, thus to satisfy my self-interest.

Therefore i commit myself to walk my process of writing myself to freedom to see/realize and understand myself as life equal to and one with the expression of life as my human physical body till i am equal and one with it and then by expressing me as this, that itself is what is valuable.

When and as i see myself going into or i am about to go into saying to people; 'i love you for your personality,' I STOP--------------- take a deep breath and bring myself back here till i am clear and stable and nothing moves within me as me as the mind as energy.

I realize that again i am giving the personalities in my mind or that i project as seeing in others more importance and valuable than that which is real itself, which the human physical body/form.

Therefore i commit myself to workout these personalities in my mind till i am them no-more and i live just one and equal with and as my human physical body and my physical breath.

When and as i see myself going into or i am about to go into using the sentence and phrase; 'you are such a lovely person,'' implying that the person is something that is lovely and that part is what is important above all else, I STOP----------- take a deep breath and bring myself back here till i am clear and stable and nothing moves within me as me as the mind as energy.

I realize that i am giving lots of credit to the persona in the mind especially if it has some traits that i preceive as good, because if it is ''good'' i can like it, and then experience a positive energy experience about it within myself.

Thus i commit myself to work out this special trait i look for through another in order to trigger within me positive energy experiences so i can feel good about myself and thus call the other lovely person, so they can continue being lovely and i can continue feeling positive energetic experiences in myself by keeping them in this belief that they are lovely as i intepret it, till i am clear inside myself and not react or create such experiences anymore.


When and as i see myself going into or i am about to go into seeking positive energetic experience to feel happy about myself, I STOP----------- take a deep breath and bring myself back here till i am clear and stable and nothing moves within me as me as the mind as energy.

I realize that i am seeking the positive energetic experience through triggering feelings of happiness within and as me, and projecting it outside of me as seeing it in others according to my own mind interpretation.


Therefore i commit myself to through my writing of self-forgiveness and my commitment to life to practically stop participation in the triggering of happy feelings within me, and make sure i focus on physical chores or any other physical task in order to not get myself possessed within and as the happy feeling, and just be with my breath as i am doing the physical task or chore.


Thanks.


Larry Manuela


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Thursday, 12 December 2013

Day 273, Challenge and No Challenge. Part 1



                                                               




Talking with I, a few days ago i have noticed and realized within me that i have this program within me that came up, which was that i had a look at my relationships in the past and i saw that i was not challenged in my relationships. Now understand, when i say challenge here i am not talking about challenge as in ''intelligence'' or ''competiveness.''

I am talking about the simple fact of being comfortable with someone that is accepting and allowing me as the personality i have become in this world to roam around freely.

I have noticed and realized that all these wonderful sayings that we use in the world-system in relation to relationships as they are lived in this world at the moment are the defenders and supporters of our personalities. For instance sentences as:




***  '' We must accept someone for whom they are inside, the outside is not so important.''

***  '' The person's heart is what counts.''

***  ''  The character of what the person is presenting is what is important and not so much how they look like.''

***  '' I love you for your personality.''

***  '' You are such a lovely person.''



When i have a look at these statements i/we use or have used closely, i can see that all these statements are related to in order to induce a positive outcome for the one whom wants/desires and is in need of a positive energetic experience, which is actually the whole basis of relationships as they exist in this moment in this world. It is all about finding that ''one person'' to be happy with. And being happy is all about a positive energetic experience.

So all of that is what i found and realized within me as me NOT being challenged, because my personalities i have become were accepted and allowed. I was found by the girfriends as someone that has; ''a nice heart,'' '' a good person,'' '' someone that really shows me that they care about me,'' '' someone that sees and treat me as their special person for them alone and only them,'' '' someone that loves kids.''

So all these traits were/are part of my personality playout in this world. And i see/realize and understand that these personalities are the ones that are more desireable by many people IF not all people in this world. So if we find someone with these traits we are not going to challenge them at all, because apparently one possesses the things the other is wishing for, want and desires. So when i have these characters/personalities all i have to do is be them/play them out and all goes smoothly because the other one does not want to ''loose'' me. So by living as these personalities in the mind, i am in fact not growing, not expanding and learning anything about myself and also in the same breath i am accepting and allowing the other person to keep on being in character to support my character. So we can both get our dosis of positive energetic experiences. Thus i am in this manner manipulating others to get what i want and others accept my manipulation through their own manipulation to also get want they want. It is an exchanging of roles of personalities it seem.

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Self-Forgiveness statements:

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to being comfortable without being challenged as the whom i am, because the whom i am in my mind was never challenged before, because of the personalities i lived as within and as this world were all personalities that are acceptable by the majority of people, especially to women whom were attracted to me and then became my girlfriends.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to manipulate others using my personalities to get what i want and desire in a relationship.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to let others manipulate me so through their manipulation get my reward as a positive energetic experience, a.k.a '' being happy.''

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to use the phrase: '' We must accept someone for whom they are inside, the outside is not so important,'' implying that the personality i am looking for in another is what i need in order for ME to feel happy inside myself, an idea i created within myself and tell myself that the other must have to make ME feel happy about myself.

I forgive myself that in have accepted and allowed myself to give more value to the personality in the mind of another than to give value to the body of the other that is actually real.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to only see the body as a carrier of the personality and validate it as something that i can use if it appeal to my needs by manipulating the personality within it through giving it more value then the body that houses it.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to use the sentence: '' The person's heart is what counts,'' by this using the physical heart as a means to validate the persona's depthness, because the heart is the organ that pumps the blood to circulate the oxigen througout the body and with this i also see the heart through the mind as more important than other organs of the body with their own unique functions within and as the body, thus giving the persona in the mind the same separate value of ''more then'' by linking and use it as a comparison to the heart. Thus within this i forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to give certain organs/parts of my body more value then other parts and then through this link it to the persona in the mind as also being or having that same value.


I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to use the sentence: ''  The character of what the person is presenting is what is important and not so much how they look like,'' trying to convince myself and others that the personalities i/we playout in the world through/via my/our bodies are more important then the body itself that these personalities need in order to exist.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to look at someones presentation as a character and not as whom the being is in fact as a totality and within this only look at the positive things about the person. If the person have lots of things that are negative according to me, i will not choose the person, and if the body has nice shapes and the face is pretty i will let what i see as negative in the personality slide, within this then choosing the body based on the images i have in my mind of how a body should look like for me to like it, and not actually looking at the body as an equal to my body.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to use the sentence: '' I love you for your personality,'' because according to my mind consciousness system, that is what is important and also the whole world is talking and teaching about this, that the personality is what is important about a human being, and not THE human being itself, all of what it consist of and exist as a manifested life-form equal and one with and as me.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to only focus on one aspect of what the human body consists of and exists as, and even within this not seeing/realizing/understanding that i am focusing on the part that is not really real, it is only being experienced as if it is real, but it is not actually real for it cannot exist on itself without the body and just exist on breathing on itself. Thus the personality that i belief i am cannot walk on itself outside the body breathing and be in this world without my human physical body, it is totally dependent on my human physical body and the functions of the human physical body for its existence within the body.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to use the sentence: '' You are such a lovely person,'' because of the value i have given the personalities within myself and others as myself as being MORE valuable then the body itself and the LIFE that is within it and everything else.


I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to always seek the positive energetic experience, because i belief that this is what i must find and seek in order to have a happy experience on earth and is even the reason and purpose of my existence on earth, without seeing/realizing and understanding that my real existence on earth is to express me as life as this human form in its full potential to support myself as life as all as one as equal so that life is not only celebrated, but also honored in each expression to express itself in its fullest expression and reach its own perfection in expressing itself in this physical reality of earth and physical exitence in its totality.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to not see/realize/understand that by giving value to my personalities and others personalities i am in fact choosing deliberately to put the personalities on a pedestal above the physical reality that they are dependent on and also on life itself.


O.k. within the next blog i will be writing the Self-commitment statements in regards to these Self-forgiveness statements.


Thanks.


Larry Manuela




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Saturday, 24 August 2013

Day 258, The '' THEY and THEM '' vs the '' ME and WE/US '' Part 3

Now within this post i am continuing with the next dimension of this pacticular point, which is going to be, the Imagination-Dimension.







Imagination-Dimension:


***    I imagine me talking to '' them and they'' and seeing myself being in a argument with them instead of an understanding.


***   I imagine me saying things to '' them and they'' that shut them and they up, that they just have no way of getting themselves out of it.


***  I imagine me saving the day for us by shutting the ''them and they'' out.





Self-Forgiveness statements:


I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to see myself being in an argument with the ''them and they'' as i imagine ''them and they'' in my mind and of course that i must be the one that is right and must win the argument, and thus within this not seeing/realizing/understanding that i am busy participating in a delusion created by myself to protect my own Self-interest as to keep the character/personality within and as my mind being the directive principle of my decisions.


I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to give myself as the characters/personalities in my mind power over myself just in order for me to not have to take my own self-responsibility to stand within and as myself to do that which is BEST for all life, the only choice that will ever be REAL.

I forgive myself that i haven't accepted and allowed myself to in a moment be here within and as my breath to slow myself down in order to see how it is that the ''them and they'' including the ''me'' in my mind are all ME, as characters and personalities that are within and as my mind and my own creation and that all of them are NOT HERE as in the practical physical world, they are all in my mental world, thus my own delusion, using pictures presentations of actual people in reality and then based that picture presentation within my mind as IF i am argumenting with the real ones, when they are all just pictures as memories of real people out of actual reality.


I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to use pictures of other real human bodies within my mind to justify and argument my own way out as if there is really some discussion going on, when in reality i am all alone with myself,with my memories deluding myself into thinking/believing that i am actually having a conversation/discussion/argument with other people.


I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to imagine ''them and they'' being shutted up by me and that they just have no way of getting themselves out of it, thus playing the game of being a winner of arguments within and as my mind and in this also giving myself a position of superiority over ''they and them,'' within/as my mind consciousness system.


I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to feel and be superior to another within and as my mind thus in this matter making sure that this whole superiority and inferiority game of abuse continues within and as this physical reality, because as i accept and allow it to be within and as myself as my mind consciousness system, i am then accepting and allowing it too in the physical reality.


I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to imagine me saving the day for us from ''them and they,'' as in seeing myself as being a hero to humanity, as in making myself feel special about myself as if i am this special human being.


I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to feel special about myself within and as my mind consciousness system, wherein i am validating my self-interest to think/belief that i am more then others and  separating myself form others within and as my mind consciousness system and thus also within and as the physical reality, in relation to my iamgination about saving the day by shutting ''them and they'' out.





Self-Commitment statements:


When and as i see myself go into or i am about to go into imagining myself being in an argument within my mind consciousness system with other people i STOP, take a deep breath and bring myself back HERE and bring myself back HERE till i am clear and stable and nothing moves withing me as me as the mind as energy.


I realize that i am having arguments within and as my mind consciousness system to maintain my personalities/characters that i play within my own mind consciousness system alive and well and thus having always something for myself to participate within and as my mind consciousness system and continue keeping my mind consciousness system directing me instead of me directing myself.

When and as i see myself going into or i am about to go into or i am abotu to go into using my memories of people within real life without slowing myself down to make sure i do NOT participate in them, I STOP---------------- take a deep breath and bring myself back HERE till i am clear stalbe and nothing moves within me as me as the mind as energy.


I realize that i am using memories of picture presentation of real people in this world to play the game in my mind of blaming ''them and they,'' in order for me to feel good about myself and order to have someone or some people being the point of being responsible and NOT me, and thus within real life the same will manifest where i see these people in real life as responsible and not me.


When and as i see myself going into or i am about to go into seeing myself within my own mind havign arguments with all the invented personalities/characters that are all within and as my own mind, i STOP------------------ take a deep breath and bring myself back HERE till i am clear and stable and nothing moves within me as me as the mind as energy.


I realize that i am using more characters/personalities within my own mind consciousness system to feel superior about other people in the real world, like i am training myself for IF one day something like that will happen, i am prepare for it, NOT seeing/realizing/understanding that in my mind i must always be the one that wins and is superior, thus having nothing to do with reality in every moment of breath.


When and as i see myswelf  going into or i am about to go into feeling special about myself using my imagination, i immediately STOP-------------------- take a deep breath and bring myself back HERE till i am clear and stable and nothing moves within me as me as the mind as energy.


I realize that i am exalting myself as this hero within my own mind in order for me to feel special about myself using the '' they and them'' personalities within and as my mind against the ''me or us'' personalities and wherein the ''me'' wins it for the ''us.'' Within this not seeing/realizing/understanding that i have created 4 personalities to be against each other within my own mind in order for me to just feel better about myself, because that is eventually all that can really happen, me feeling better about msyelf, because none of the characters/personalities are real and the whole scene is NOT the physical reality.


When and as i see myself going into or i am about to go into validation of my Self-interest to think/belief that i am more then others, i immediately STOP,----------------- take a deep breath and bring myself back HERE till i am clear and stable and nothing moves within me as me as the mind as energy.



Therefore;

I commit myself to make sure i slow myself down in my breath so i little by little stop participation in my mind consciousness system and choose exactly in the moment when i know i am starting or about to start letting myself get into the participation, i just breatheee and make sure that i am doing something that involves a real physical movement to support myself physically being here within and as my breath and my human physical body/form. And IF these continue to make notes so i can deal with them later on in writing of Self-forgiveness statements and corrective applications.


I commit myself to in the moment i see memories of picture presentations of real people within the real world in my mind, to immediately focus on my breathing and slow myself down and make sure i touch with my hands any part of my human physical body to help me being here within and as my breath when i am focusing on not letting myself get cought in participation of mind delusions.


I commit myself to investigate through my writings all the point that are related to superiority complex and inferiority complex related to my own process so i can find out what is the fear behind them all, what i am really fearing doing or not doing and when and how i crearted this fear to then embrace it as myself in order to stop me as that fear completely and thus delete it.


I commit myself to investigate through my writing of Self-forgiveness as to why exactly i want to feel special and wanting to be a hero that save the day about myself, as in what happened to me that made me fear myself that i need to feel special about myself in order to think/belief that somehow feeling special about myself is going to change me in real reality.






Self-Reward:


The reward i have given myself within this writing is my realization where i see that i am using certain/specific characters/personalities within my own mind in order for me to feel better about myself  and thus boosting my ego in order to keep participation within my own mind consciousness system to continue being the directive principle in my life and NOT myself being my own directive principle. Thus now that i have realized these points next time if they come up again within me i can more readily direct myself accordingly because i already seen them for what they are and what their purpose is. So my gift to myself here is to stop participation in critical moments and remain here in breath.



Thanks.


Larry Manuela






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