Day 347, Give me a Job, I need a job?!

Here we are in a moment in time, where finally we are all going through the same thing again, where we are seeing that the jobs we have are not really for purposes of bettering our living on the planet. Jobs purely exist right for purposes of getting money or for making money,........nothing to do with LIFE!!!!

The crashing of the system of money that is going on now, is worse and will continue to worsen up till we stand up, because this time it's different than the previous times it happened in the past, because now we have accumulated enough damage, where looking for a war to stop and make a reset with the same old thing again will not suffice. We have exhausted and consume more and more of the resources, we have become purely a bunch of consumers, doing nothing else than consuming and consuming, especially in the "rich countries."  Or to be more precisely, the "rich people," which is everyone that can afford a job and can pay for their survival needs without much difficulty, in two words: "The Have's."


                                                                

When I have a look at the people living in this country and also at other people in other countries, they all blame the politicians for not producing enough jobs......that is all they all talk about constantly. We need more jobs, we need more jobs, there is not enough jobs, people are without jobs......jobs, jobs, jobs,jobs, jobs...........If I put on the T.V. and go through the channels where there are news and social programmings going on some television talk-shows, I will hear this word, job again and again on the tips of the tongues of the people, over and over, everything is being placed on the shoulders of the word: "job." As if having a job is having a life. Unfortunately it is so in this system of inequality we have accepted and allowed, however this does mean that it HAVE to be so.


                                                    

So one can say for certain that this delusion about: "MUST having a job," in order to have a life on the planet is as good as imprinted within the minds of all human beings that they can only interpret and see jobs and no jobs. When having a job and getting the reward in the form of money doing the job, we are happy, but as soon as there is no job and there is then no reward, we are extremely unhappy and very stressful and fearful, because we are all aware that without a job there is no other way one will be effective enough in the system of money as it exists now in this world. The word: "job," is nothing but something we use to get the money we were effectively brainwashed to accept as THE only way we can share what is on the planet in order to meet our survival needs.

But the reality is that there is NO sharing going on, there is only business going on, ways of making more and more money, through businesses we are trying, and some successfully too, to accumulate more and more of this thing called money, because more means; we have more saying and more buying power and also more influence in a world where we have accepted and allowed that money have more value than LIFE itself. Those conducted the big businesses have made sure, through laws to keep them as close as possible in being the owners of a particular resource that are being used to transform that into the machinery of making money, making a mockery between the relationships that exist between humans in making usage of the resources that are provided by the earth, as the nature that exists on earth.

                             

We are only looking at how we can make more money. Saving money is just another word for having more money for myself actually in fact. Again nothing to do with supporting LIFE on earth.

Supporting LIFE on earth is like THE most alienated idea people seem to hear when it is shared, because most people interpret life as only their life or the life of the ones close to them.......but not ALL of LIFE. Thus the moment ALL of LIFE is mentioned they will feel a resistance to/towards it, because we were brainwashed to only care about our lives and even that is very superficial too. Thus sharing is something we have been brainwashed NOT to do, even though we were told by our parents to share with others, but the reality of living together is not so as we express through our words. We talk about it, but in the way we deal and give or use our money says something else, namely: "I better hold on to my money, because one never knows when I will be in need of it in times of difficulties, when money is scares." Now this phrase is imprinted into us through the word banks came up with, called: " savings."  They were encouraging people to remember to open saving accounts to save their money in the banks, because the banks themselves then can use it to make profit, without the individual being aware of this.

Having savings seems as a great thing, and it may be so, in this system of lack, or better said: " deliberate created illusion of lack."  But this lack only exists in the money system, not actually in the resources of earth that are here to support us in living as best as possible on the planet. People are starving not necessarily because they do not have food, they are dying of hunger/starving because the means to get to the food is none existent, and that means is: " money."  Some people are without homes in this world, not because the earth is not producing enough resources to built homes with, and us not having enough people that can built homes, oh no.........it is because these people do not have money to be able to pay for a house or housing. The same goes with medicine and water and you name it, all the things that should have been a priority in each human beings life on this planet, a priority that actually should be a given, mimicking what nature is doing, like our bodies itself is doing, always making sure that the whole body is supported equally so that the body can exist as a body, as a whole. Nature is making sure that all of what is here as an expression of this very nature is taking care of, because nature is making sure that all life on earth is supported equally, from the very small up to the very large, all according to their specific design and survival needs, on land and in the oceans, everywhere.

       

But of course we humans believe we are such a special bunch and that we can change these laws of nature and make of nature what we want it to be to fit into our delusions of grandeur, without having an inkling of an idea what we are busy creating that will have an effect/outcome/consequence on life on earth that will be destructive and harmful to lots of expressions including ourselves. even now that the evidences of these are apparent, we still want to continue with the same old system that has injected us into this very moment where the extremity of two outcomes exists, as in us either making  it or not?


Thus, we must first realize and also accept that we are delusional about "needing a job."  When we accept this problem, we can than start to see solutions, because right now, most of the solutions we are trying to bring are all about: "  We need to create jobs for people."  
Acting as if the job that are withering away is why we are where we are, when in reality, it is the laws/rules and regulations supporting a monetary system of inequality IS the problem.
Thus what do we do, we change the laws/rules and regulations of money to support Equality for all!!!



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Day 186, It Is Over, Or Will We Invent Other Date..??

Now today on this side of the world the whole 21 December 2012 hype has truly ended, it is now the 22 nd. All the lies are now on the table. What will the ones that were lied to be going through now..??  Will they invent some new shit to belief in again looking for ways to keep on abdicating their responsiblity to what is going on in this world..??

                                                                  

Would they let some master/guru/scientist/lightworker/channeler/conspiracy theorist or whomever fool them again, or would they be so gullible to let themselves be brainwashed again into believing some BS...??

So when nothing happened there were people that even though they didn't belief this whole thing but yet they felt a sort of a relief, and there were people in this world that are now in this very moment confused, because they spent years dedicating their lives believing some bullshit and spending lots of money supporting all this 2012 hype and now what happened..?? absolutely nothing, they may even now still be hoping that some calamity could happen just for them to say: '' you see, i was right anyways.''  Can you imagen that some people are having hopes of destruction of life on earth, just to have their believes being proven to be right...??   How sick is this..!!!


So whomever you are out there, get yourself together, shake yourself and join us in this physical/practical/factual walking to change ourselves in order to change the world so no-one ever in the whole of existence can fool themselves into believing there is something MORE then LIFE. Where we throw out this whole absurdity called: ''BELIEVE'' away forever more, and start LIVING..!!


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Day 132, Going Into The Military..??

There was a time in the past when i was younger that i wanted to go into the military. I was looking at it from the perspective of going into the military and learn some technical skills and get to be doing ''good things'' for people whom were in trouble either in this country or in other countries. Understand that this is the kind of bullshit that is being told to the young people to persuade  them into joining the military, as if it is a great adventure, and besides that, they pay you well to, to become a soldier.

 

 

I passed almost all the tests, but after i have passed the psychological tests and so forth, i had to talk with one of the officers and in that particular conversation he was asking me some questions. Now before i continue, as i was waiting in the big hall for my turn to go in and have the conversation i looked at all the people there and  i noticed the ones that had higher rankings when they were walking in and took a seat, they don't say hallo at all to no-one. They were proliferating themselves as arrogant, and in that moment i just had a good look within myself and i asked myself: '' is this really where you want to be, and with people that are like this..??''

So i went in and the officer started asking me questions and he asked me if i have had any troubles with the justice system and if i have had some fines in whatever matter. Now i remembered then that i did receive a fine from riding in the metro without paying, but they never sent me anything home to pay, so i never bothered asking them either, so i thought that will not be accountable since they never sent me a bill to pay the fine. So i said to the officer: '' no, i have no fines.''  And as i was answering his questions, he was looking in the computer, and he replied: '' you know Mr. Manuela, in the military we don't like people whom are liars, so are you sure you have no fines..???    And i repeat once more: '' no, i have no fines, because in my mind i was sure that the one fine will not be visible anymore since i have never received any bills and it was something like at that time 5 to 6 month later, so in my mind it cannot be in the computer otherwise they should have sent me a bill.  Anyways, he told me, well since you are insisting in lying to us, i must in this moment not let you proceed with this whole test, because in the military we need people whom we can trust and we don't want liars, so hereby you are dismissed.   Well, let me tell you, when i got out of the office to leave that place, i felt a relief, and i said to myself:  '' thank goodness for that little fine,'' because i just didn't felt like that was the place for me to be, i didn't like the attitude of the people at all, it looked all stiff and cold, and the body language showing arrogance--------i just saw myself going to have a lot of problems with these people if i were to be in their midst. Because from my experience with interaction with arrogant people, i know that most if not all arrogant people are people whom always want to be better then others and see themselves as more then others, and i never liked people like this. Because they are very abusive either verbally or physically. The thing that i found out about this whole military bullshit, is that they can get any information about anyone if they like to, if they have your identity information. Because the people whom are dealing with these fines were not the police or something like that, they do work for the state, but it it doesn't fall under the police and legal departments. And even after the whole military tryout, i never got the bill home either from the department till this day, that is like 13 years later, wherein i will be asked to pay my way due fine. So to me that means they can look into systems of other departments and find out about things about you if your name is there very easily, they don't need any chip insertion as people belief/think that are afraid of these things, as all the conspiracy theories out there are trumpet around everywhere....lolll

Self-forgiveness:

 

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to wanted to go into the military because of my adventures attitude that i was living back then, wherein i was not even questioning the whole military complex in it's entirety, i just saw it as people whom will go to prepare themselves to protect their country and if there is trouble in other countries  go and help them, IF they are part of alliance agreement wherein ones particular country is in with other countries.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to belief/think that dying for ones country or for the good for all people was a great thing and a tough thing to do as it is being portrayed in the military when in reality it is NOT great at all to go and kill anyone and real tough people are people whom want to LIVE, not people whom want to DIE. People whom stand for LIFE, but not by trying to kill LIFE.  I realize that negative things and things that are destructive to LIFE are being seen as tough things and given much more value, when the toughest thing ever is to live LIFE, as one as equal as all as everything as LIFE, right HERE and be self-honest. People will rather kill each other as in killing LIFE, then to give each other LIFE, they will rather fight then to find and agree to live in peace with each other, and the fight will be seen as something very tough, and peace will be seen as weak, so weak that they will even fight and kill each other using the name of peace..... i mean:'' What The Fuck..!! ''

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to never saw/perceived/viewed how by just wanting to participate even when the very existence of something like a military alone is beyond insanity, i still wanted to be part of it anyways as i was seeing/perceiving/viewing it as something tough without considering in fact what the fuck i was really trying to involve myself within, and wanted to be part of.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to think/belief that the military is here to protect me, when real protection is to prevent the killing of ALL LIFE by giving as you would like to receive, which is a giving of LIFE back to LIFE itself, there is NEVER a loss in giving LIFE to LIFE, because LIFE is the REAL support for all that is manifested as itself as LIFE.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to see the military as something honorable to the country and the people in the country, when in reality it is just plain brainwashing to protect the ones in power in the country, and also to execute their power when they need to.

 

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to not see/realize/understand that the military everywhere in ALL countries is in reality an abomination to LIFE, that will never ever honor LIFE, because it's very intention is to destroy LIFE.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to fall for the propaganda of the military that are going around giving people false hopes and false protection, because with the military one will never reach peace and one will never be protected because it creates more hate in people, and the more hate it creates the more it creates more enemies and have to keep on growing in numbers and in weapon creation. So i realize that with war one will only produce more enemies and NO peace at all as the world is proving and have proven throughout the ages, but still the young people are being brainwashed and their parents approve it either directly or indirectly that it is all o.k. to be part of the military or marine, that it is a great /tough thing to go out and kill other people in other countries that don't agree with the way one live in ones country, with all the none-sense that one belief.

 

I commit myself to show that the military is an abomination to LIFE and also a crime against all LIFE, and should be banned from the face of the earth as soon as possible.

 

I commit myself to show to the young people especially that choosing to go into the military is THE most stupid thing one can ever do, and the greatest crime that one will commit against LIFE, that will  have consequences either HERE in this LIFE or when one dies, there is NO way out for what one accepts  and allows to be done to LIFE.

I commit myself to debunk and expose the military for what it is always, as it is a acceptable crime committed to LIFE where no-one for real is really standing up and saying: '' no more..!! ''

I commit myself to show people whom are saying that they are against the military that they are in truth pro-military, because they are allowing it to exist in their country and allowing their children to participate within it and act as if there is nothing they can  do about it, and even go as far as to say that their children have their own choices, and if they choose to go into the military, it is their choice, when in reality it wasn't a choice, they were brainwashed and are forced through laws and false propaganda to enroll themselves to go into the military.

I commit myself to work with others to bring about a system in this world in the form of the equalmoney system that will STOP all WARS and ALL military world wide.

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Day 87, Sexual Preferences Names.

1. Homosexuality: “Sexual desire for those of the same sex as oneself”

2. Pedophilia: “Sexual activity with a prepubescent child (generally age 13 years or younger)”.

3. Exhibitionism: “Recurrent, intense sexually arousing fantasies, sexual urges, or behaviors involving the exposure of one’s genitals to an unsuspecting stranger.”

4. Voyeurism: “Achieving sexual excitement” by “peeping”, that is “observing unsuspecting individuals, usually strangers, who are naked, in the process of disrobing, or engaging in sexual activity”

5. Bestiality (clinically known as Zoophilia): Zoophilia is sexual attraction to and relationships with animals. Bestiality is defined as “sexual relations between a person and an animal”

6. Bisexuality: Sexual desire and interaction with both males and females.


7. Coprophilia: Sexual arousal associated with feces.


8. Frotteurism: “Recurrent, intense sexually arousing fantasies, sexual urges, or behaviors involving touching and rubbing against a nonconsenting person”

9. Fetishism: “Recurrent, intense sexually arousing fantasies, sexual urges, or behaviors involving the use of nonliving objects (e.g. female undergarments)”


10. Transvestic Fetishism: “In a heterosexual male, recurrent, intense sexually arousing fantasies, sexual urges, or behaviors involving cross-dressing.” In severe cases he may be diagnosed with the additional “With Gender Dysphoria” when he desires “to dress and live permanently as a female and to seek hormonal or surgical reassignment”


11. Gender Identity Disorder: “A strong and persistent cross-gender identification, which is the desire to be, or insistence that one is, of the other sex,” along with “persistent discomfort about one’s assigned sex or a sense of the inappropriateness in the gender rle of that sex”


12. Klismaphilia: Sexual arousal and pleasure derived from enemas.


13. Necrophilia: “An abnormal obsession with death and the dead, especially an erotic attraction to corpses.


14. Partialism: Sexual arousal obtained through “exclusive focus on part of body”


15. Sexual Masochism: “Recurrent, intense sexually arousing fantasies, sexual urges, or behaviors involving the act (real, no simulated) of being humiliated, beaten, bound, or otherwise made to suffer”

 “Masochistic fantasies (may) involve being raped while being held or bound by others so that there is no possibility of escape. Others act on the masochistic sexual urges themselves (e.g. binding themselves, sticking themselves with pins, shocking themselves electrically, or self-mutilation) or with a partner. Masochistic acts that may be sought with a partner include restraint (physical bondage), blindfolding (sensory bondage), paddling, spanking, whipping, beating, electrical shocks, cutting, pinning and piercing (infibulation), and humiliation (e.g., being urinated or defecated on, being forced to crawl and bark like a dog, or being subjected to verbal abuse).


16. Sexual Sadism: “Recurrent, intense, sexually arousing fantasies, sexual urges, or behaviors involving acts (real, not simulated) in which the psychological or physical suffering (including humiliation) of the victim is sexually exciting to the person”


(T)he sadistic fantasies usually involve having complete control over the victim, who is terrified by anticipation of the impending sadistic act. Others act on the sadistic sexual urges with a consenting partner (who may have Sexual masochism) who willingly suffers pain or humiliation. Still others with Sexual Sadism act on their sadistic sexual urges with nonconsenting victims (e.g., forcing the victim to crawl or keeping the victim in a cage). They also may involve restraint, blindfolding, paddling, spanking, whipping, pinching, beating, burning, electrical shocks, rape, cutting, stabbing, strangulation, torture, mutilation or killing…Sexual Sadism is usually chronic. When Sexual Sadism is practiced with nonconsenting partners, the activity is likely to be repeated until the person with Sexual Sadism is apprehended…Usually…the severity of the sadistic acts increases over time. When…severe…individuals with Sexual Sadism may seriously injure or kill their victims”


17. Telephone Scatologia: Obsession with “obscene phone calls”


18. Transgenderism: A person whose gender identity is not clear, and who may take on the sexual identity of either male or female to carry out sexual fantasies or behaviors.


19. Transsexual: A person who identifies himself as having the identity “of the opposite sex, sometimes so strongly as to undergo surgery and hormone injections to effect a change of sex” (Webster’s).


20. Transvestite: “A person who derives sexual pleasure from dressing in the clothes of the opposite sex”


21. Urophilia: Sexual arousal associated with urine.




22. Heterosexual: attraction between males and females.

Source of information:  http://takebackcanada.com/22orientations.html

 

 

As one can see here, there is an evolution into sexual activity in Self,and as Self evolved sexually, so did Self's preferences, that became worse and worse.

Many of you may already know of these names, because if you ventured on any website that is an ''adult website'' and you had to fill in what your preferences are, you would have probably  found many of the above mentioned names or preferences therein.

So within this blog i am going to do self-forgiveness on these '' sexual orientations'' that i have accepted and allowed to be here in this world, in this existence.

 

 

Self-forgiveness:

 

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to identify  myself as a Heterosexual, as me in this simple identification create a character that is a Heterosexual and is then separate form all the others as me, without seeing/realizing/understanding how by this simple character creation within my mind, i am also giving more power in the creation of all the other characters as other names, as sexual preferences/orientations to exist within this world and within the minds of men, thus men within this will superimpose their characters they created on to the physical where it will become physical abuse to the body, that which is really REAL.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to conduct in such survey's where i would be asked what sexual preferences i have, and i had to fill in what i would like and what i would not like and within this i have then given permission for this charade to continue existing in this world, in this reality.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to judge being a Heterosexual as ''positive'' compared to the other sexual orientations, without seeing/realizing/understanding how i was creating a open door for more characters to be played out as the contrary/mirror to what i have chosen to be as my character as is my orientation, which is another attempt of my mind to keep me in the world of opinionated characters full of desires/wishes/energy needs/preferences/orientations.

 

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to even get aroused by just seeing such names/orientation/preferences, just because my mind will overflow with images and pictures of the past things i have put in there as to use for energy consumption on the body.

 

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to create together with others as myself words within ourselves that will be useful to abuse the physical body and turn sex, which is a function of the physical body as means to consume energy, within this even abusing sex itself it has become the number one way to consume not just the human physical body but even the physical existence, because of the propaganda's that are being made using sex as a means to gain profit, consuming physicality to keep an illusion alive in the form of: ''profit generation''

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to create together with others as myself a world where our very physical human functions are imprisoned to our minds, zombienizing our physical bodies to be/become perfect consumers of energy within as the mind and energy without as the monetary world system, within which each participate either directly or indirectly.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to see all these sexual orientations as acceptable when it comes to people's preferences and fantasies, when these are all one by one abusive behaviors of a humanity gone mentally insane.

 

 

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to let laws/rules/regulations to exist that are only existing as punishment and NOT as preventions, because of the very fact that they exist all over the internet and all over the place. Thus meaning if there were laws/rules/regulations that prevented pornography for example, pornography would have not existed on the web at all, because we as responsible human beings would have known from the very start what kind of outflows of consequences would have derived for accepting and allowing such thing to exist within our world, within our reality.

 

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself  to see within these names as ''sexual orientations'' as just descriptions of fantasies in peoples minds, that are not really harmful to society because they are just fantasies in peoples minds, without seeing/realizing/understanding that these fantasies are being played out and those that are dangerous and are even destructive to the human body are all played out in one way or the other in this world in secret and in plane view.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to create a character that is Heterosexual and act as if i am part of the ones whom are ''normal'' when in fact none are normal because each is a character in the mind consuming the body of energy, making each character in fact all murderers, because of physical consumption to transform into energy, where the physical body will little by little die out, which is very evident within becoming of age/growing old. Thus becoming of age and all wrinkled is the proof how the mind sucks like a parasite on the physical body to survive till the body decides that it is enough.

I commit myself to study these orientations and to write about them using common sense in a simple format as to show to what extent we have accepted and allowed ourselves to be/become, here as ourselves as the way we live with each other.

I commit myself to whenever i see myself going into reactions as thoughts/feelings/emotions/judgments/justifications, to STOP ---------Take many deep breaths till i am stable within myself within my breath and make sure i am touching something that is physical so i do not loose myself within my mind.

I commit myself to STOP identifying myself as Heterosexual, for Heterosexual is just another name as is another character invention of my mind that i can choose to play or not, and just be HERE as the real character as the human physical body that i am for real.

I commit myself to debunk all the sexual orientations in this world for what they truly are representing and supporting as outflows of consequences that are abusive and destructive to LIFE.

Thanks.

 

Larry Manuela

 

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