Day 223, Being Nice. Part 7

Now i am continuing with the last dimension, which will be the Consequence Dimension.


Before i start with this Dimension, i will put a little of what i wrote yesterday here:




Self-Reward:



My reward that i can give to myself within this context of physical behaviour, is that i will be more attentive and more focus on energy rises within me and more keen to STOP my participation in them, IF so happens to be i find myself into situation that will make my body react in certain/specific way as a warning. By this my gift to myself is, that i will become more and more aware when i listen to my body and follow its warnings, whereby little by little i will become more Self-aware as the whom i am as the human physical form as one as equal as LIFE.




So now to the consequence Dimension.



                                                                     

                                                             


Problem:



Consequence Dimension:


** Getting into physical fight enjuring others and myself
** causing people to fear me because of me becoming angry
** Me not facing the whom i am as this character/personality that exist within me as me
** me making it possible for my body and other body to be harmed 
** me living as this character of being good only avoiding facing me and becoming real





Solution:



Self-forgiveness statements:


I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to create a consequence where i will get into physical fights with others, enjuring them and also myself and never ever taking into consideration that theanger that come up within me only if i choose and allow it and act upon it will hurt myself and others as myself as the physical forms of this earth, and not the character/personality that is getting angry. Thus within this i forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to generate anger within me to enjure myself and others as myself as the physical form of life as our human physical body.


I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to cause people to generate fear within them to/towards me branding myself as an object of fear to/towards them, without seeing/realizing/understanding that in those moments i was making sure that fear continues within life, and that life continues to be fearful, thus perpetuating fear into existence.


I forgive myself that i haven't accepted and allowed myself to see/realize/understand that accepting and allowing fear within myself is the same as accepting and allowing fear within the whole existence, inside equals outside, outside equals inside. Thus within this i realize that in order for fear to not exist anymore i MUST start within terminating it within me first and then walk as one of those whom have deleted fear within himself as an example to others, so that fear can never ever have an existence in life, as each will be shown that is possible to LIVE without fear, that fear is not necessary.

Therefore within this, i forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to generate and create fear within myself and project this fear on the living physical reality affecting/infecting the whole of all of life with this disease that is fear, whereby within and without ME, fear exist and harms LIFE.


I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to not face/confront this character/personality that exist within me as me as the mind as energy and instead of facing/confronting myself as this character/personality as ''being a nice guy,'' i let myself deliberately be played by this character/personality that i myself created within myself to NOT face/confront my own reality, because of the inherent fear that exists within me as me as the mind as energy, that the whom i am as a quiet normal guy is not fit to thrive into this world and this society, thus must create a fake one.


I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to create a fake character within me as me as the mind and not stood as the character that does need a character/personality in the mind, it is the character as the whom the human physical form that i am express itself as this quiet normal guy.


I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to make it possible for my body and other bodies to be harmed by my action due to my choice of acting based on energetic reactions within me as me as the mind.


I forgive myself that i haven't accepted and allowed myself to see/realize/understand to what extreme i was using energies within myself and based on these harming my own body and body of others which is equal to harming LIFE, because all bodies in whatever form are bodies/forms of LIFE, no matter how small or big or the difference in shape and color, each are all individually forms of LIFE.


I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to play this character/personality as a ''nice guy,'' just in order to not face me as the whom i am as a quiet normal guy within this world, this reality,just because of the world society not being respectful to quiet normal guys most of the times.


I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to base some few events that happened to me in the past and superimpose it on the whole world, in order for me to escape the whom i am as a quiet normal guy, as the way i express me in this world as the human physical form/body i have been gifted by life.




Self-commitment statements:


I commit myself to when and as i see myself going into or i am about to go into anger generation of energy within me, I immediately STOP, take a deep breath and bring myself back HERE, till i am clear and stable and nothing moves within me as me as the mind as energy, whereby i won't hurt my body or other bodies as myself.


I commit myself to when and as i see myself going into or i am about to go into projecting fear to/towards others as myself whereby i will be the very object of this fear, i immediately STOP, take a deep breath and bring myself back HERE, till i am clear and stable and nothing moves within me as me as the mind as energy.


I commit myself to when and as i see myself going into participation of fear within myself i jsut immediately STOP, take a deep breath and bring myself back home, HERE, and make sure i continue being HERE, till i am clear and stable and nothing moves within me as me as the mind as energy.


I commit myself to when and as i see myself going into generating and creating fear within me whereby i affect/infect all of LIFE, harming it, I STOP, take a deep breath and continue breathing till i am clear and stable and nothing moves within me as me as the mind as energy.


I commit myself to when and as i see myself going into or i am about to go into NOT confronting/facing the whom i am as a quiet normal guy, I STOP, take a deep breath and continue focusing on my breath till i am clear and stable and nothing moves within me as me as the mind as energy.


I commit myself to when and as i see myself going into or i am about to go into blaming the world society in oder for me to hold on to a false character/personality as a ''nice guy,'' for purposes of survival, i STOP, take a deep breath and continue breathing till i am clear and stable and nothing moves within me as me as the mind as energy.

I commit myself to when and as i see myself going into or i am about to go into superimposition of myself as a false character/personality as a nice guy, i STOP bring myself back HERE and take a very deep breath or many deep breaths till i am clear and stable and nothing moves within me as me as the mind as energy and from this clarity and stability i then express me as the whom i am as the main character as the Human Physical Body.





Self-Reward:


The opportunity to gift myself the reward as to make sure that i remain myself as the human physical body that is really HERE Constantly and Consistently, the only point about myself that i can trust and for real rely on, the only character of this Earth that is Real. Thus to stick to my physical breathing as what the body does to sustain itself as form of life to express itself on this planet is what i can count on, and that will never stop supporting me. Within this i now am aware that to become any character in the mind, is delusional and illusionary, and are only parasites that feed/consume the body that is Real in order for them to keep on having an illusion of being real and alive.

Thanks.



Larry Manuela

Join us at: DESTENI

Have a look at our solution to all the problems in this world, and i mean ALL: EQUALMONEY

Support our research and by one or more of our educational products that will surely blow your mind:   EQAFE

Walk yourself out of your illusion back into the physical LIFE substance through using the tools in this course: DIP

Do the course of a lifetime and change yourself in order to change the world:DIP     If not able to afford this one, here is a free version to get you started in becoming a REAL caring human being: http://lite.desteniiprocess.com/

Day 222, Being Nice, Part 6

I am continuing now with the next dimension, which will be the dimension of: '' Physical/behavioural dimension.''

Now before i start with this dimension let me give a little bit of what i wrote in my previous blog:



Self-Reward:


What i have worked out within my self-forgiveness statements and self-commitment statements made me realize that reactions based on energy within me are not necessary and that i can live without them and have a much more fruitful life, thus by this i gift myself the power to STOP and change me in the moment i see myself reacting till the day will come that i have no reactions as energy within me as me as the mind.




Now to the Physical/behavioural Dimension.




                                                                             

Problem:









Physical/Behavioural Dimension:


*** loosing my voice, trembling thereof.
*** tears running on my cheek
*** upset stomach
*** muscle contraction
*** hands trembling







Solution:





Self-forgiveness statements:



I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to due to my mind participation in relationship with my self-created emotions within me, i then by having too much emotions in one particular moment due to anger, i create a physical consequence that make my voice change and start to tremble.


I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to let myself influence my human physical body to such an extent where even my voice will tremble because of tremendous energy fluctuation within my body in relation to anger, and this anger being just a mechanism for the fear that is behind it to continue existing in order to keep the mind in its place of the decision maker.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to let my mind be the decision maker and not Myself as the human physical form that i am, as the REAL expression of LIFE of this physical existence.


I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to get so emotionally charged with anger that my body reacted with tears coming out of my eyes and running on my cheek.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to NOT know exactly as to why my body must use tears to cope with the energy rise of anger within me, therefore i forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to let my body have reactions that i am totally unaware as to why they happen in certain/specific way.


I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to have an upset stomach due to me participating into anger within myself.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to abuse my physical body so much so that even when it is giving me physical alerts/hints, yet i still go into the emotional energy and hurt my body anyways, making it uncomfortable, so much so that the stomach becomes upset.


I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to NOT see/realize/understand as to what extent i am hurting my body by participating in energies within/as my mind.


I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to contract my muscles when i am angry, because i can see within myself that it is my human physical body prepairing itself for any blow that might hit it, thus my muscles become hard and ready to receive an unexpeted blow to minimize physical harm as much as possible to all the parts of what the body consists of and as.


I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to react with my hands trembling, because i know within myself that i am going to use my hands if there will be a physical fight and therefore my body is trying to make me aware that it is itself that is going to go through the real physical pain and not the personality/character that is busy generating emotions of anger to perpetuate fear.


I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to NOT pay attention to my own human physical body and listen to it when it gave me all kinds of signs, but yet i always acted against it. 

Thus within this, I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to act against my human physical body that is an expression of LIFE, thus acting against my human physical body is acting against LIFE equal and one.


I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to went so far to not only hurt myself as my human physical form/body, but also hurt other human physical forms/bodies without having any idea whatsoever as to what extent i am hurting myself as all as one as equal as LIFE.



Self-commitment statements:


I commit myself to when and as i see myself going into or i am to go into my mind participation with my own self-created emotions, i immediately STOP, take a deep breath and bring myself back HERE till i am clear and stable and i am sure that there is NO energy movements within me as me as the mind and from this i then act or just be HERE.


I commit myself to when and as i see myself going into participating into anger that will influence my voice to change and tremble, i immediately STOP the participation into and as the emotion of anger and take a deep breath or many deep breaths till i am clear/calm/stalbe and nothing moves within me anymore so i in this matter don't create inner conflict within myself and also outside myself where eventaully in both cases it is always my body that have to bear the physical consequences thereof.


I commit myself to when and as i see myself letting my mind making decision for me instead of me standing within and as my human form and my physical breath and within this making a clear common sense decision that will be BEST for all of LIFE, I STOP and take a deep breath and focus on my breathing till i am clear and stable and nothing moves within me as me as the mind as energy.


I commit myself to when and as i see myself having the body alerts/hints i immediately listen to them and follow them and do this in conjuction with my breathing so i am stable and clear within my human physical body and that i am one and equal within and as it.


I commit myself to when and as i see myself going into muscle contraction to immediately STOP and investigate within myself as to WHY i am contracting my muscles, because i now know that it is my body warning me that it have to protect itself, thus i immediately STOP whatever i will be doing or about to do and take a deep breath till i am clear and stable and my muscles are relaxed.


I commit msyelf to when and as i see myself going into feeling my hands trembling i immediately STOP and investigate the point within me that is making my hands shake/tremble, because it is an indication from my body to warn me that i am about to hurt it, so i HEAR my body and i STOP and take a deep breath till i am clear and stable and nothing moves within me as me as the mind as energy.







Self-Reward:



My reward that i can give to myself within this context of physical behaviour, is that i will be more attentive and more focus on energy rises within me and more keen to STOP my participation in them, IF so happens to be i find myself into situation that will make my body react in certain/specific way as a warning. By this my gift to myself is, that i will become more and more aware when i listen to my body and follow its warnings, whereby little by little i will become more Self-aware as the whom i am as the human physical form as one as equal as LIFE.






Thanks.




Larry Manuela

Join us at: DESTENI

Have a look at our solution to all the problems in this world, and i mean ALL: EQUALMONEY

Support our research and by one or more of our educational products that will surely blow your mind:   EQAFE

Walk yourself out of your illusion back into the physical LIFE substance through using the tools in this course: DIP

Do the course of a lifetime and change yourself in order to change the world:DIP     If not able to afford this one, here is a free version to get you started in becoming a REAL caring human being: http://lite.desteniiprocess.com/

Related articles

• Day 329 In Constant War with my Body, Battling to Win Picture Perfection
• "Hiding In My Room" Character Dimensions - An Artists Journey To Life: Day 314
• Day 216, Being Nice.

Day 221, Being Nice Part 5.

This is a continuation of walking through the dimensions, and what i said lastly i will put here for context:



Reward:


Thus within this i have seen/realized/understood how i'm through my imagination holding on to my self-interest character/personality, keeping it intact within and as my mind as energy. Thus now that i'm aware of this i can then give myself the power to STOP myself in creating myself as such all the time as letting myself participate within all the patterns that constitute the holding intact of the character/personality, thus which is then my reward i have given to myself, as to recognize the whom i am as this character/personality and can then stop me as being/creating myself as it.






Problem:



Reaction dimension:


** reacting in fear for being hurt
** reacting in fear that i might loose a fight
** reacting in fear that my parents will hear some horrible news about me
** nervoursness because i am about to fight and i might get hurt

                                                                                 



Solution:


Self-forgiveness statements:


I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to have a fear existing within me as me as the mind as energy whereby i think/belief i will be hurt, not seeing/realizing/understanding that this fear exsits only within me as me to create a friction/conflict in order for it to continue having an existence within me as me as the mind as energy ordering me around and keeping me in perpetual fear of getting hurt.


I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to fear ''fearing getting hurt'' not seeing/realizing/understanding that i am fearing my own fear.


I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to let fear exist within me as me as the mind as energy, taking my place in my decision making/my directive will to decide.


I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to hold on to the fear that i might loose the fight, without seeing/realizing/understanding that i am making sure that fear continue existing within me as me as the mind as energy.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to not see/realize/understand that by holding on to the fear within me, i am in fact giving fear power over me and keeping it alive within me as me as the mind as energy.


I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to react within a fear that my parents might hear a horrible news about me, without seeing/realizing/understanding whether such thing can happen or not the FEAR itself is NOT necessary.


I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to feel nervousness because i am about to fight and might get hurt in the process to exist within me as a reaction and till today as a memory, and thus within this i forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to hold on to a reaction involving nervousness when i was about to get into a fight and maybe/possibly get hurt in the process.





Self-commitment statements:



I commit myself to when and as i see myself going into or i am about to go into fear of think/believing that i might get hurt or be hurt, I STOP----------take a deep breath, bring myself back HERE and make sure i continue breathing till i am clear and stable and nothing moves within me as me as the mind as energy and out of this clarity and stability i then move as the breath and as the body one and equal remaining HERE.


I commit myself to when and as i see myself going into or i am about to go into fearing getting hurt i just immedaitely STOP, take a deep breath and bring myself back HERE till i am clear and stable and nothing moves within me as me as the mind as energy.


I commit myself to when and as i see myself going into or i am about to go into letting fear take over my decision making, I immediately STOP, take a deep breath and bring myself back HERE, till i am clear and stable and nothing moves within me as me as the mind as energy.


I commit msyelf to when and as i see myself going into or i am about to go into holding on to fear that exists within me as me, I STOP take a deep breath and bring myself back HERE on earth and make sure i continue focusing on my breath till i am clear and stable and nothing moves within me as me as the mind as energy.


I commit myself to when and as i see myself going into or i am about to go into holding unto reaction as fear within wherein i am keeping it alive to exist within me as me, I STOP, take a deep breath and bring myself back HERE and make sure i continue focusing on my breathing till i am clear and stalbe and nothing moves within me as me as the mind as energy.


I commit myself to when and as i see myself going into reacting in fear of hearing something horrible regarding me, I STOP take a deep breath and bring myself back HERE and make sure i do not participate into fear reactions till i am clear and stable and nothing moves within me as me as the mind as energy.


I commit myself to when and as i see myself engaging into a memory that involves reactions of nervousness because i am about to get into a fight and might get hurt I STOP take a deep breath and bring myself back HERE and make sure i remain HERE within and as my breath and my human physical body.


Self-Reward:


What i have worked out within my self-forgiveness statements and self-commitment statements made me realize that reactions based on energy within me are not necessary and that i can live withou them and have a much more fruitful life, thus by this i gift myself the power to STOP and change me in the moment i see myself reacting till the day will come that i have no reactions as energy within me as me as the mind.



Thanks.



Larry Manuela

Join us at: DESTENI

Have a look at our solution to all the problems in this world, and i mean ALL: EQUALMONEY

Support our research and by one or more of our educational products that will surely blow your mind:   EQAFE

Walk yourself out of your illusion back into the physical LIFE substance through using the tools in this course: DIP

Do the course of a lifetime and change yourself in order to change the world:DIP     If not able to afford this one, here is a free version to get you started in becoming a REAL caring human being: http://lite.desteniiprocess.com/

Related articles

• Day 179: Greed for Entertainment
• Day 132: I can't do it on my own - part 2
• Day 187: Futility and Fear of Failure
• Roots - Day 341

Day 220, Being Nice, Part 4

I am continuing with the next dimension that is to be walked and worked out.

Here is where i left off, in my earlier post:

I commit myself to when and as i see myself going into or about to go into the backchat: '' i have to find another way to mix within dealing with people,'' I STOP, take a deep breath and bring myself back here till i am clear and stable and nothing moves within me as me as the mind as energy.

I commit myself to when and as i see myself going into blaming the outside world to STOP and take a deep breath till i am clear and stable and nothing moves within me as me as the mind as energy.

                                                                         


Problem:



Imagination Dimension:

** Imagining myself winning a fight
** imagining how i could outsmart my opponent in all possible scenarios
** imagining myself winning the fight, before even engaging in the fight
** imagining myself as being all powerful and uncontrollable by anyone
** imagining myself getting hurt in the process of a fight



Solution


Self-forgiveness statements:

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to imagine myself winning a fight as this imagination is then a projection of imbedded memories within me that always seek for me to be the winner.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to let competition be part of me as me as the mind as energy, and as far as to come up with mostly winning possible scenarios involving myself as a main character/personality that as of right now still, i haven't found and stand as one as equal to yet, to see the real ME as i talk/interpret/see/define myself.


I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to not see/realize/understand that the imaginations i have regarding myself are all not real, because they are not taking place HERE and are not physically HERE manifest, thus not part of the physical reality as it exist right HERE, right now.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to let myself get dragged within and as my imagination giving them full reign to exist within me as me and even to the extent to influence my human physical body to move and behave in certain way and mannerism that will lead to a possible self-interested outcome.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to not see/realize/understand that to have a want/desire/need as an self-interest outcome is the very fact of me existing as the character/personality as it too exists within and as the realm of the mind.


I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to live as a self-interest character/personality that uses all kinds of matters of justifications and judgements as to protect its existence within and as the mind as an energetic entity.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to imagine within myself all possible scenarios and outcomes that can lead to me outsmarting my opponent.


I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to want/need/desire to outsmart my opponent because of me wanting to win and fearing loosing.


I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to want/desire/need to win from my opponent because within me i already have the memory of this making me feel good about myself and also making me have a certain/specific feeling of power over another, which in this case is my opponent.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to let a memory of ''feeling good about myself'' to exist witin me as me as the mind as energy in order for me to use it to entertain and keep in place the character/personality that holds and exist as a self-interest charater/personality within me as me as the mind as energy.


I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed msyelf to let a memory exist within me as me as the mind as energy that is holding on to a specific fear that is the fear of loosing, because loosing would mean various things, like; ' being ashamed, being emotionally hurt, being physically hurt,' and thus in order to not go through these awared possible consequences, i use the fear of loosing as an alarm to alert myself that will go off everytime to avoid running into these consequences, and thus never ever coming face to face with the character/personality behind it all.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to imagining myself winning the fight before even engaging in the fight, wherein i am thus preparing myself energetically to boost my energy pockets that exists within me as me as this self-interest character/personality to aquire/consume more energy to keep itself as me as the mind as energy existent and apparently alive.

I forgive msyelf that i have accepted and allowed myself to NOT see/realize/understand that the very reason/purpose that I am wanting/wishing/desiring to keep this character/personality alive and existent within me as me, is because of me seeing/interpreting/viewing/defining myself as such and thus thinking/believing that this is the REAL me, when all that is being shown, is time and time again that it is in need of trigger-points in order to have an inkling of an apparent existence. Thus within this i realize that in order for me to be this character/personality that i think/belief i am, i must participate into and as energetic trigger-points, that need to be generated first and then produced for they don't exist constantly and consistently within me as me as the whom i think/belief i am as this character/personality.


I forgive msyelf that i have accepted and allowed myself to imagine myself being all powerful and uncontrollable by anyone, because this belief supports the generating of energy within my body that will be consumed/sukced in order for me as this character/personality to continue existing as the self-interest character/personality whom i belief/think that i am in this world, in this reality.


I forgive myself that i haven't accepted and allowed myself to see/realize/understand the extent of me believing/thinking that a particular character/personality is the whom i am, making myself absolutely delusional for i am aware that whatever i think/belief, and feel energetically is NOT HERE as the physical reality as what my body consists of and exists as, and that my own proof is that i have to make myself belief that i am this character/personality otherwise it does NOT exist.


I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to let an imagination exists within me as me as the mind as energy that is projecting myself as this mind entity as the self-interest character/personality getting hurt in a fight, when in physical real world/reality there is NOT even a fight going on at all.  I realize that i use this imagination of getting hurt not so much as to prevent getting hurt, but in fact as a preparation as being on the lookout and sharpness for when the opportunity does present itself, i am then already charged with sufficient energy to wake up the fear that will make me act in ways as to protect my survival as this self-interest character/personality at all costs.


Thus within this, I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed msyelf to blind myself with my own self-created beliefs about myself to make sure i can protect myself as this self-interest character/personality using the imagination of getting hurt.





Self-commitment statements:


I commit myself to when and as i see myself going into imagining or about to go into imagining myself winning a fight to immediately STOP, Take a deep breath and make sure i continue focusing on my breathing till i am clear and stable and nothing moves within me as me as the mind as energy.


I commit myself to when and as i see myself going into or about to go into imagining myself involved in possible winning scenarios to suit my main character/personality, I STOP, take a deep breath and make sure i continue breathing till i am clear and stable and nothing moves within me as me as the mind as energy, and then within this clearness and stability i walk, and i move myself in complete directiveness.


I commit myself to when and as i see myself going into or about to go into loosing myself into imagination that i am aware now that they are not real at all, i just STOP myself within participation within them and make sure i focus on my breathing and do NOT give the imagination attention and continue focusing on my breathing till i am clear and stable and nothing moves within me as me as the energy as the mind.


I commit myself to when and as i see myself going into or i am about to go into letting myself get dragged into imaginations that can lead my human physical body to act in certain way and/or mannerism that will have a self-interest outcome, I immediately STOP, take a deep breath and bring myself back HERE, and make sure i continue breathing till i am clear and stable and nothing moves within me as me as the mind as energy.

I commit myself to when and as i see myself going into or i am about to go into  wanting/needing/desiring to have an self-interest outcome to immediately STOP, and take a deep breath or many deep breaths till i am clear and stable and nothing moves within me as me as the mind as energy so i can remain in the silence of my breath and the movement of my physical human form and then act out of this clearness and stability.

I commit myself to when and as i see myself going into or i am about to go into letting myself as a self-interest character/personality to justify and judge within me in order to  protect its own survival, I just immediately STOP, take a deep breath and bring myself back HERE, till i am clear and stable within and as my breathing and nothing moves within me as me as the mind as energy.


I commit myself to when and as i see myself going into or i am about to go into imagining all sorts of possible scenarios and outcomes that can lead to outsmarting my opponent, I immediately STOP my participation within such imagination and take and deep breath and make sure i continue focusing on my breathing till i am clear and stable and nothing moves within me as me as the mind as energy.

I commit myself to when and as i see myself going into or i am about to go into wanting/needing/desiring  wating to win and fearing to loose, i immediately STOP, take a deep breath and make sure i do not participate in such wants/needs/desires till i am clear and stable and nothing moves within me as me as the mind as energy.


I commit myself to when and as i see myself going into or i am about to go into making myself feel good about myself and having power over another because of wanting/needing/desiring to win, I immediately STOP, take a deep breath and bring myseklf back HERE and make sure i am touching something that is physically HERE, so i  don't loose myself within and as my mind as energy.


I commit myself to when and as i see myself holding on to this memory as ''feeling good about myself''  that holds and maintain and protect the self-interest character/personality, I immediately STOP, take a deep breath and focus on my breathing till i am clear and stable and nothing moves within me as me as the mind as energy.


I commit myself to when and as i see myself going into or i am about to go into using my imagination with the ''fear of loosing'' to avoid facing myself as the probable outcomes that can derived if i would not be using this ''fear of loosing'' imagination, thus avoiding confronting/facing myself as this self-interest character/personality.

I commit myself to when and as i see myself going into or i am about to go into imagining myself engaging into a fight before even actually being in a fight just in order for me to prepare myself to boost  more energy in order for me as it as the self-interest character/personality to continue existing, i immediately STOP, take a deep breath and make sure i do not let myself participate into imagination and continue focusing on my breathing till i am clear and stable and nothing moves within me as me as the mind as energy.

I commit myself to when and as i see myself going into or i am about to go into seeing/viewing/interpeting/defining myself as this self-interest character/personality in order to keep existing as IF it is alive and real, I STOP, take a deep breath and bring myself back HERE till i am clear and stable and nothing moves within me as me as the mind as energy.

I commit myself to when and as i see myself going into or i am about to go into imagining myself to be all powerful and uncontrollable,because it sustains the self-interest character/personality i think/belief i am with energy, I immediately STOP, take a deep breath and continue focusing on my breathing and not giving attention to my imagination till i am clear and stable and nothing moves within me as me as the mind as energy.

I commit myself to when and as i see myself going into or i am about to go into trying to make myself belief that i am this self-interest character/personality in order for it to have a validity and a apparent life, i immediately STOP, take a deep breath and continue focusing on my breathing till i am clear and stable and nothing moves within me as me as the mind as energy, so i can see/realize/understand whom i am as the human physical body one and equal.

I commit myself to when and as i see myself going into or i am about to go into using my imagination to project myself as getting into a fight just to have sufficient energy to immediately get into fear in order to protect myself as this self-interest character/personality for its own survival.


I commit myself to when and as i see myself going into or i am about to go into using the imagination of getting hurt to protect myself as this self-interest character/personality, I immediately STOP, take a deep breath and continue focusing on my breathing till i am clear and stable and nothing moves within me as me as the mind as energy.



Reward:


Thus within this i have seen/realized/understood how i'm through my imagination holding on to my self-interest character/personality, keeping it intact within and as my mind as energy. Thus now that i'm aware of this i can then give myself the power to STOP myself in creating myself as such all the time as letting myself participate within  all the patterns that constitute the holding intact of the character/personality, thus which is then my reward i have given to myself, as to recognize the whom i am as this character/personality and can then stop me as being/creating myself as it.




Thanks.



Larry Manuela

Join us at: DESTENI

Have a look at our solution to all the problems in this world, and i mean ALL: EQUALMONEY

Support our research and by one or more of our educational products that will surely blow your mind:   EQAFE

Walk yourself out of your illusion back into the physical LIFE substance through using the tools in this course: DIP

Do the course of a lifetime and change yourself in order to change the world:DIP     If not able to afford this one, here is a free version to get you started in becoming a REAL caring human being: http://lite.desteniiprocess.com/

Related articles

• Day 188: The Futility Word.
• Day 208, Feeling Sorry and Desiring Help. Part 2
• Day 132: I can't do it on my own - part 2