My ex. is telling me that the children have a school camp thing to go to, and it is mandatory and besides that, paying for them to go is also mandatory and the date you have to pay is also mandatory. So the school is deciding for me when i need to pay them and if one cannot afford this they will call the: '' attendance officer'' which usually means in this country looking for ways to take your children away from you, because you can't take care of them. Some people belief that in this country they have some ''good rules'' but when you take a closer look to the fucking rules, they are NOT ''good'' at all. I mean by the very starting point already that there needs to be a rule to punish parents when they don't have money to take care of their children is beyond insanity. They have some social services that are to be considered ''good'' but it is a false ''goodness'' because that to is in reality an acceptance of the system as it is. By the very fact that there is this kind of NEED in a so-called: '' rich country,'' like this one i am living in right now which is Holland, it means that the system has failed. Because in a so-called: '' rich country'' ( there cannot be people living in situations where they can't take care of themselves, and that they need to be rescued by a social service fee, and it is not really a rescue but more like a way to make your life a living hell so you can go back to work( being a wage-slave) as soon as possible, it's a passive forceful way to put you back to work ), it doesn't make any sense. Now for those whom don't know how the system works,and have been brainwashed throughout their lives to accept this system no matter what, to them the system is fine, and especially when things are still working for them in the system, they will say: '' these are things you just can't stop within the system, but the system itself is perfectly fine, there is nothing wrong with the system.'' Now this is the level of understanding that amounts to insanity and ignorance of major proportion, to not say: '' STUPIDITY ''
How can i look in my children's eyes and tell them: '' you look at this world, this is what i together with all the parents in this world have been preparing for you, and your future is going to be worse then this, but when you get there your problem, you fix it yourself because i can't do that for you now, right here.'' Do i love my children if i am ALLOWING this SHIT in this world...?? So who are we then if we are NOT even willing to take this ONE decision to STAND for REAL for LIFE and STOP all atrocities in this world, because we owe it to our children, and their children and their children's children. The way things are going, if we continue like this my children maybe won't even be capable of making any children for crying out loud with all the poison that is here in this world created by us humans, and to be more precisely the psychopaths that are walking this world as PARENTS...!!! It is we the parents that are the teachers, we the parents that are the law-makers, we the parents are the politicians, we the parents are the drug addicts, we the parents are the ones going to war and creating war-machines, it is we the parents that are creating all kinds of technology that are deliberately to break in certain specific amount of time after usage...etc etc etc........No child created this fucked system HERE, it is ALL done by PARENTS, like you and me..!! So parents wake the fuck up and STOP doing what you are doing, because you will produce children that will be worse then you are today, as the evident is now more then obvious in this world through the young people..!!! And understand this is NOT an opinion or a belief or a justification or a blame or whatever, it is a factual exposure of what we as parents have done as parents, and are still doing..!!
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to let a system exist that dictates what i should and should not do and all of it based on the way of the system and the way of the system is NOT a way that is BEST for all LIFE.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to let laws/rules/regulations to be mandatory within this world, without me and everyone else ever having anything to say about them, we were not involved in the decision making and the agreement about those laws/rules/regulations to be implemented on ourselves. So herein i realize we accepted and allowed laws/rules/regulations that enforces us to be slaves,and we are so used to it, that we agree with it fully now,we just accept with our whole hearts our own enslavement through laws/rules/regulations made by the ones whom consider themselves smart and intelligent. In reality they are only smart in destruction to make themselves belief they are in control,when in truth control can never happen in separation, REAL control only exists in ONENESS and EQUALITY.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to not see/realize/understand that in the very word mandatory is implied that it is coming from the outside being superimposed upon me through my acceptance and allowance of it, so i go living under the dictatorship of what is mandated upon me, without me having any saying at all in it.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to react in anger when i found out that i am being put under pressure to abide by the laws/rules/regulations of the system that are mandatory without me having any saying at all in what is to be mandated by others and wherein i MUST obey literally.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to get angry a little bit with my ex. by always coming with this stuff to me, and like in her own way also trying to do the same thing that the system does to everyone, like put a mandate on me to comply with what is being mandatory by/through the government, just because she is afraid that they might come and take the children away.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to still react every time my ex. call me or message me, because most of the times if it is not all of the times, it will be about MONEY and her worries with and about money and asking me for money, that i don't have, and then act all frustrated and stressed when i say that i don't have it with me and give me the fault of her going through all this bullshit which makes me angry at times.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to even connect the word ''anger'' with the word ''mandatory.'' and within this i see that i give the word ''mandatory'' an weight of negativity. Thus i forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to to give the words ''mandatory'' a n weight of negativity, for i experience it as a negative thing, because it forces me to do something that is enslaving and confining me and not freeing me, and i see that everything that is not freeing me as negative. So within this i forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to see everything that does not free me as negative, instead of looking at it just as what it is, as something that just doesn't free me and that is it.
I commit myself to show that mandatory laws/rules/regulations where one have not participating in making the decision for them exist and hence when they are implemented enslave one, are all created for the purpose of control or seeming control.
I commit myself to make sure that every time i am about to engage in anger to STOP take a deep breath and make sure i ground myself here, stabilize myself here and touch something that is physical in order to remind me that i am HERE.
I commit myself to show that mandatory laws/rules/regulations done without my consent and to be implemented on myself and everyone else that is not the decision makers are all crimes against LIFE,because decisions that are matters of life and death are being made without me having a saying within it,when it is about my own living, and especially when they are not what is BEST for all LIFE.
I commit myself to show that the laws/rules/regulations in this world in all institutions and establishments and corporations and companies are all laws/rules/regulations to protect these alone and the ones whom own them, but not the people that are being slave for them to keep these entities alive.
I commit myself to show that schools are just another way to make people comply to this system of abuse, and where they start to force one using the children as bates to drill their mandatory bullshit laws/rules/regulations in order to keep the control tight.
Thanks.
Larry Manuela
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This word, when it comes to living, expressing- is totally a word much heavy then fuck, cunt,shit and all those words you consider ''bad'' words. you know why..?? Because in this word one is leaving a backdoor open deliberately, is not certain if one wants to do something for real or is directive in ones decision, especially when it is what matters to LIFE..!!!
If i use the words ''i will try'' it means that i am not sure of myself, i don't trust myself, but yet i am aware that something must be done.
There are lots of problems in this world, the we cannot go about ''trying'' to fix them one by one, because we may never reach the end of trying to fix them. By the time we are at the fixing of the second one, a new one will appear or thousands. Most people in this world have not seen/realized/understood this. What we really need is just to make the decision to stand together and to bring about a world that is BEST for ALL LIFE, and that we MUST do through a system. Why a system you may ask..?? Because as of right now and throughout history humanity has only function through systems, rise and fall of systems. For those who don't want to be in a system of money again, i can understand because you have been fucked by the current monetary system so badly or you have seen how the monetary system created and placed by men has fucked lives of others very badly so that you will render yourself as not interested in monetary systems, and would prefer a ''no monetary system'' for us to just express ourselves as LIFE. But for now in the current level of the understanding of the human and to the extent in which the human is brainwashed to accept and allow a monetary system makes it impossible for us to move from MONEY SYSTEM to a NO MONEY SYSTEM, because it won't work, due to the BELIEF that we MUST live by/through MONEY as a SYSTEM that is existent in the human mind. Therefore at DESTENI we have come up with this revolutionary IDEA ever and yet very simple, it is the EQUALMONEY SYSTEM..!!
The Equalmoney system is so simple and is based on the principles of the messages of Jesus: '' give as you would like to receive'' '' love thy neighbour as thyself'' practically. But yet as we whom are participating in Desteni everyday come across, are people NOT wanting/willing to participate due to the fears that they have accumulated within and from the current system, or from other systems that have been brand as ''bad'' like for example communism and socialism. But Equalmoney system is NOT like these at all, but yet many will immediately compare it with them, because in the equalmoney system you will find some principles that within the IDEA of communism and socialism also existed, people will immediately not keep on investigating any further, and see that the starting point of the EqualMoney system is: '' LIFE !!!'' NOT ''us'' being AGAINST ''them''
Socialism and Communism were born out of fear and being AGAINST the ones that are the elite in this world, and yet when/where the body of a little group that were to be making decisions on behave of the bigger group would have still existed in these systems. In the equalmoney system the whole group called humanity will vote for all public policies that matters to LIFE. In the initial stages/the implementation of the Equalmoney system we are going to have to place ourselves in positions in this world where we are going to be leaders for awhile just to change the laws/rules/regulations that now exist in the current failed system to just ONE LAW, and that is: '' always do what is best for all LIFE in ALL ways.'' And when this is done we will have policies in place where all human being will vote on them world wide, because LIFE is our concern ALL life, so everything will be taken into consideration when making policies, and they will all be working in conjunction with how things work practically in this world, and must have a best practical outcome at the level of our understanding in that particular moment, so we will always create and keep creating only that which is BEST for ALL LIFE. Understand if you don't know about the Equalmoney system, in the equalmoney system there will be NO profit making, it is NOT about making profit..!!! Profit will NOT exist at all in an Equalmoney system. It is about SUPPORTING LIFE on a very grand scale, it is a monumental task that requires the participation of all humans for it to work..!!!!!
Now all that i have written here about the equalmoney system is to tell you the following: '' WE ARE NOT TRYING TO DO THIS..!!!'' We are DOING it...!!! Walking breath by breath doing whatever it takes, in whatever way we can to support this great idea born out of common sense, out of oneness and equality/LIFE. Some are already studying now if they don't have the degrees that can place them into positions in this world where they can make the change. All everyone in the group is doing is to give our support to LIFE something more humans should be doing, but at the moment most are sleeping and having only nightmares in their sleep. So your nightmares are going to scare you the fuck up..!!! But when you do, don't forget that you were the dreamer of the nightmare...!!!!!
Some are arguing that all we need to do is educate the people. But this won't work, because the system in place does not support such ideas, and does not want people to be able to question the system, and not all people have the access to money as those whom are saying this have, and the current education is more focused to in educating people to become slaves/workers, and not educate people so they will do always what is best for all LIFE. This does not exist in the current education. In the current educational system it is all about educating yourself and that is IF you have money to afford it, so you can maybe/possibly get a job that pays you well in the future when you are done studying. That is all education is all about in this current world system.!!! Education in the current system is based on training people to become better parasites that look for more and better ways to mine the earth of it's resources and use the human being itself to as a resource without them knowing it to make more and more profit..!! Perfect it appears isn't it..?? Well not at all, because this is abusive, and harmful, and the earth does not have infinite resources, and the human is also not an infinite resource, and to see the human and the earth and the rest of the earth's children as RESOURCES, something one can abuse and manipulate and own is already beyond insanity. But yet here we are doing exactly that, the ''beyond insanity'' thing.
To be continued in part 2......................
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Larry Manuela
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In this blog today i am going to write out an anger i have been accepting and allowing to be within me.
And this anger is specific to the politics and politicians in this world, for they are unwilling to do that which brings that which is best for all life. Even though i know that they are as brainwashed as i am into believing what they believe is the right thing to do is right, when they can't see through their own veil, that the politics they are in and part of is not something or a tool that they are using to bring about that which is best for all life. They are using politics as a tool, to be ''famous'' to be ''selfish'' to be acting as if they are ''problems solvers'' to be actors as '' caretakers'' when in fact all they do is managing what is already here as the system and abide by rules of a totally sick and abusive and destructive system and none have the ''balls'' to take a stand and change the rules within the system,because of fear of loosing their voters and what they give value to in their personal lives.
It is not being understood that whatever that is of and from this system of inequality is an abomination to life, a HARM to life, an ABUSE to life..!! They trust their knowledge and information gain in universities as if that is more then life and can even decides what must happen in life. And the knowledge they get in these universities are all about keeping the status quo, it is not about seeing/realizing/understanding that we are supporting an abusive system and that we are the abusers ourselves, because we are the systems that are in place, either directly participating or indirectly, but participants we ARE..!! And as participants we have accepted and allowed all that is here to be and become what it is today, so we are all individually and collectively responsible for everything that is here, no matter what it is, even when we believe that we are the so-called: '' good people.'' What is here on this earth as the abuse and harm that is being done to life none can claim that they are ''good people'' because real ''good people'' will not accept nor allow such atrocities to ever exist in life. So we must stop all these believes we have about ourselves being ''good people'' because in this we are accepting and allowing the opposite polarity to exist which is ''bad people'' hence we have then the world full of ''good people'' and ''bad people'' but no people that are one and equal to/as life. Have a look into this world and one may see the common sense that i am sharing here, don't we have ''good people'' and ''bad people'' living here on this planet...? Are they not then creating a world where you must have ''good things done'' by the ''good people'' and ''bad things done'' by the ''bad people'' ?? Is this not the world we live in and on..?? Or do we live in and on a world where people are living what is best for all life, honoring life, giving life to life.?? Are we living in and on a world where we are givers and receivers or are we living in and on a world where we are takers and consumers in many many forms...??
Self-forgiveness:
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to get into an emotional reaction to/towards politics and politicians in this world because i judge them by not doing what is to be done so all may live in dignity.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to be moved by my emotional discharge as anger to/towards politics and politicians as i see them not bringing about that which is best for all life.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to be angry,when i know that these people and these rules/laws/regulations are all based in protecting the system and the few within the system that are making sure the system continue being the way it is.
I forgive myself that i haven't accepted and allowed myself to see/realize/understand the extent of our brainwashing and in this not see/realize and understand the trap we have manged to place ourselves within and as.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to project my anger to/towards politicians and politics.
I forgive myself that i haven't accepted and allowed myself to see/realize/understand that me reacting in anger will not in anyways do anything in this world to bring about a world that is best for all life, but instead keep on contributing to that which is already here as the experience as ourselves in this world.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to make opposites to exist within me and the world at large as me.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed polarity to exist within me as me.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed my world that i live in and on to be one where i must suffer and all must suffer instead of taking my responsibility and change me, so be the change that i am a living example as to proof to all and myself that one can truly change.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to judge ''good people'' and ''bad people'' for they are all life expressions but are unaware of themselves as physical life expressions, due to them as me as of right only being a mind persona not having a clue what life and living is truly about.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to loose myself in my mind instead of me being here in breath one and equal.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to give more value to mind then my physical breath, my being one and equal with/as the movement of life as breath.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to be influenced by laws/rules/regulations without questioning them ever in my whole life.
I commit myself to to not judge others as myself for they as me don't know what life and living is all about, because all we have known and ever lived was just ourselves as the personalities we believe we are.
I commit myself to be humble into and as my approach to those whom i know are not yet seeing/realizing/understanding in using their common sense.
I commit myself to not react in emotional reactions such as anger.
I commit myself to never give up to bring about a world that is best for all life, and walk my talk here in the physical no matter what, one and equal to as my breath.
I commit myself to keep on preparing myself to reach a point where i am stable and fully aware of and as what it is a need to do and do so from the starting point of that which is best for all life forever more.
Thanks.
Larry Manuela
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