So, here i am continuing with the walking of the dimension in regard to this point of communication.
For more context, from what i wrote a day before, here is a little excerpt:
Self-Reward:
I can see now that i am fearing exposing myself in order to not get rid of what i have accepted and allowed myself to be/become as a mind consciousness system, thus now that i can see myself within my writing i then will be more vigilant and attentive in other similar moments/circumstances when these arive/present themselves, in order to little by little move myself out of this pattern and also to STOP myself from being like this, till i move myself as myself as my directive WILL, within the principle of Oneness and Equality, that which is BEST for all LIFE.
Problem:
Imagination-dimension:
*** Imaginging saying what i have to say, and then due to that getting into conflict/friction with her, just because i exposed myself.
*** Imagining myself being very annoyed/bothersome with expressing myself as the mind consciousness system with myself or with another due to the fear of Maybe/possibly having to work on it.
*** Imaging the other also going through the experiences of being annoyed and/or being bothered by what i have to say.
Solutions:
Self-forgiveness statements:
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to imagine saying what i have to say to her, because i belief that by saying/sharing myself to her, i will be getting into conflict/friction with her, just because i exposed myself as the mind consciousness system, something i need to stop and correct within myself and that i need to see for myself in words and actions first, before i can stop myself as this LIE that i have accepted and allowed myself to be/become wherein i am completely unaware as the whom i am as LIFE, as the human physical body/form and as my breath of LIFE in every moment.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to think/belief that i really NEED to see myself in words and action First, when in reality i can see all of this if i pause and stay within and as my breath, and just be HERE so i don't communicate words of separation to SELF as myself and others as myself.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to use words in separation to myself as SELF as LIFE, and therefore create an outcome that is NOT best for all.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to imagine being annoyed/bothersome with myself to share myself as the mind consciousness system that i have accepted and allowed myself to be/become with another as myself, as i fear having to maybe/possibly having to work on it as myself as what i have become.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to use my imagination as to see something annoying/bothersome as a way to try and see how i can avoid working on myself, because i know within me that this means that i have to change me.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to Fear changing me, because changing me means according to myself as a mind consciousness system that I won't exist anymore, as the various of stages of what i have been is not here anymore. Thus within this i realize that i fear that which is as me as a system as a memory within my mind consciousness system, without seeing/realizing/understanding that Me as the human physical form as an expression of LIFE has always and is still HERE. Thus i Forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to FEAR to Be HERE.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to imagine another as myself also maybe/possibly going through the same experiences of being annoyed/bothersome if i am to say what i have to say as me exposing myself as the mind consciousness system.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to link imagination to fear of not exposing myself as a mind consciousness system.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to even have an imagination about another as myself being annoyed/bothersome, just because i am annoyed/bothersome within myself with my own thoughts.
Self-commitment statements:
I commit myself to when and as i see myself going into or i am about to go into believing that sharing myself with/to her i will be getting into conflict/friction, when this all part of myself imagining stuff that are not even happening at all in the moment, To STOP, take a deep breath and bring myself back HERE, till i am clear and stable and nothing moves within me as me as the mind as energy and from this clarity andstability i communicate to her in a way that will be BEST for both of us, thus taking my directive will and direct myself in a way where i can communicate better to what is really happening within myself and so i can deal with the fear of exposing myself in order to get rid of the self that i have accepted and allowed myself to be/become as a LIE.
I commit myself to when and as i see myself going into or i am about to go into trying to create a need within myself that i need to see myself as in the words and actions first, which when one is not constantly and consistently in Breath is not possible to do this, and thus i immediately STOP, take a deep breath and bring myself back HERE, and continue focusing on my breathing till i am clear and stable and nothing moves within me as me as the mind as energy and from this starting point I then Speak, use words as myself right HERE in breath one and equal.
I commit myself to when and as i see myself going into or i am about to go into using words in separation to mySELF, i STOP-----------take a deep breath and bring myself back HERE and focus on my breathing till i am clear and stable and grounded and within this clarity and stability i then use words as myself within my breath one and equal.
I commit myself to when and as i see myself going into or i am about to go into using my imagination based on what i myself experience within myself and by believing that using this imagination avoid me from having to facing myself as the mind consciousness system, I STOP------------take a deep breath and Earth myself back HERE and hold my hands together to remind myself that i am HERE and also to keep on focusing at the same time within/as my breath till i am clear and stable and nothing moves within me as me as the mind as energy and from this starting point i then act/move/communicate with another as myself.
I commit myself to when and as i see myself going into or i am about to go into Fearing myself because i am about to stop and change myself, I STOP-----------take a deep breath and bring myself back HERE till i am clear and stable and nothing moves within me as me as the mind as energy, and i continue breathing and focusing on my breathing till i am clear and stable and no fear exists within me as me as the mind as energy, and i am totally clear i then act/move/communicate.
I commit myself to when and as i see myself going into or i am about to go into imaging others as myself maybe/possibly going through the same experiences as i do, when this is an assumption and a belief, I STOP-----------------take a deep breath and bring myself back HERE till i am clear and stable and nothing moves within me as me as the mind as energy.
I commit myself to when and as i see myself going into or i am about to go into linking imagination to fear or to better yet strengthen the fear within myself, I STOP-------take a deep breath and bring myself back HERE till i am clear and stable and nothing moves within me as me as the mind as energy, and then i can communicate with another as myself within and as my breath and my human phsysical body/form, one and equal.
Self-Reward:
within this i gift myself the gift of using my imagination to NOT sabotage myself and/or strengthen my own self-created fear of exposing myself, but to actually use it to See/realize/understand myself as the whom i have accepted and allowed myself to be/become in this world in a moment, so that in these moments i can then STOP myself and correct myself to function effectively in communication and within the principle of what is BEST for all.
Thanks.
Larry Manuela
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My ex. is telling me that the children have a school camp thing to go to, and it is mandatory and besides that, paying for them to go is also mandatory and the date you have to pay is also mandatory. So the school is deciding for me when i need to pay them and if one cannot afford this they will call the: '' attendance officer'' which usually means in this country looking for ways to take your children away from you, because you can't take care of them. Some people belief that in this country they have some ''good rules'' but when you take a closer look to the fucking rules, they are NOT ''good'' at all. I mean by the very starting point already that there needs to be a rule to punish parents when they don't have money to take care of their children is beyond insanity. They have some social services that are to be considered ''good'' but it is a false ''goodness'' because that to is in reality an acceptance of the system as it is. By the very fact that there is this kind of NEED in a so-called: '' rich country,'' like this one i am living in right now which is Holland, it means that the system has failed. Because in a so-called: '' rich country'' ( there cannot be people living in situations where they can't take care of themselves, and that they need to be rescued by a social service fee, and it is not really a rescue but more like a way to make your life a living hell so you can go back to work( being a wage-slave) as soon as possible, it's a passive forceful way to put you back to work ), it doesn't make any sense. Now for those whom don't know how the system works,and have been brainwashed throughout their lives to accept this system no matter what, to them the system is fine, and especially when things are still working for them in the system, they will say: '' these are things you just can't stop within the system, but the system itself is perfectly fine, there is nothing wrong with the system.'' Now this is the level of understanding that amounts to insanity and ignorance of major proportion, to not say: '' STUPIDITY ''
How can i look in my children's eyes and tell them: '' you look at this world, this is what i together with all the parents in this world have been preparing for you, and your future is going to be worse then this, but when you get there your problem, you fix it yourself because i can't do that for you now, right here.'' Do i love my children if i am ALLOWING this SHIT in this world...?? So who are we then if we are NOT even willing to take this ONE decision to STAND for REAL for LIFE and STOP all atrocities in this world, because we owe it to our children, and their children and their children's children. The way things are going, if we continue like this my children maybe won't even be capable of making any children for crying out loud with all the poison that is here in this world created by us humans, and to be more precisely the psychopaths that are walking this world as PARENTS...!!! It is we the parents that are the teachers, we the parents that are the law-makers, we the parents are the politicians, we the parents are the drug addicts, we the parents are the ones going to war and creating war-machines, it is we the parents that are creating all kinds of technology that are deliberately to break in certain specific amount of time after usage...etc etc etc........No child created this fucked system HERE, it is ALL done by PARENTS, like you and me..!! So parents wake the fuck up and STOP doing what you are doing, because you will produce children that will be worse then you are today, as the evident is now more then obvious in this world through the young people..!!! And understand this is NOT an opinion or a belief or a justification or a blame or whatever, it is a factual exposure of what we as parents have done as parents, and are still doing..!!
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to let a system exist that dictates what i should and should not do and all of it based on the way of the system and the way of the system is NOT a way that is BEST for all LIFE.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to let laws/rules/regulations to be mandatory within this world, without me and everyone else ever having anything to say about them, we were not involved in the decision making and the agreement about those laws/rules/regulations to be implemented on ourselves. So herein i realize we accepted and allowed laws/rules/regulations that enforces us to be slaves,and we are so used to it, that we agree with it fully now,we just accept with our whole hearts our own enslavement through laws/rules/regulations made by the ones whom consider themselves smart and intelligent. In reality they are only smart in destruction to make themselves belief they are in control,when in truth control can never happen in separation, REAL control only exists in ONENESS and EQUALITY.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to not see/realize/understand that in the very word mandatory is implied that it is coming from the outside being superimposed upon me through my acceptance and allowance of it, so i go living under the dictatorship of what is mandated upon me, without me having any saying at all in it.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to react in anger when i found out that i am being put under pressure to abide by the laws/rules/regulations of the system that are mandatory without me having any saying at all in what is to be mandated by others and wherein i MUST obey literally.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to get angry a little bit with my ex. by always coming with this stuff to me, and like in her own way also trying to do the same thing that the system does to everyone, like put a mandate on me to comply with what is being mandatory by/through the government, just because she is afraid that they might come and take the children away.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to still react every time my ex. call me or message me, because most of the times if it is not all of the times, it will be about MONEY and her worries with and about money and asking me for money, that i don't have, and then act all frustrated and stressed when i say that i don't have it with me and give me the fault of her going through all this bullshit which makes me angry at times.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to even connect the word ''anger'' with the word ''mandatory.'' and within this i see that i give the word ''mandatory'' an weight of negativity. Thus i forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to to give the words ''mandatory'' a n weight of negativity, for i experience it as a negative thing, because it forces me to do something that is enslaving and confining me and not freeing me, and i see that everything that is not freeing me as negative. So within this i forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to see everything that does not free me as negative, instead of looking at it just as what it is, as something that just doesn't free me and that is it.
I commit myself to show that mandatory laws/rules/regulations where one have not participating in making the decision for them exist and hence when they are implemented enslave one, are all created for the purpose of control or seeming control.
I commit myself to make sure that every time i am about to engage in anger to STOP take a deep breath and make sure i ground myself here, stabilize myself here and touch something that is physical in order to remind me that i am HERE.
I commit myself to show that mandatory laws/rules/regulations done without my consent and to be implemented on myself and everyone else that is not the decision makers are all crimes against LIFE,because decisions that are matters of life and death are being made without me having a saying within it,when it is about my own living, and especially when they are not what is BEST for all LIFE.
I commit myself to show that the laws/rules/regulations in this world in all institutions and establishments and corporations and companies are all laws/rules/regulations to protect these alone and the ones whom own them, but not the people that are being slave for them to keep these entities alive.
I commit myself to show that schools are just another way to make people comply to this system of abuse, and where they start to force one using the children as bates to drill their mandatory bullshit laws/rules/regulations in order to keep the control tight.
Thanks.
Larry Manuela
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I am continuing here in part 2 where i left of in part 1.........
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed a world where money influences the way we live with each other and with everything else to a degree where the money has taken the place of LIFE, and make sure that LIFE suffers.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define life according to money and act as if life is something that can be defined.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to weight my relationships in the past with money as seeing it and judging whom it is i am going to be with depending on the amount of money they have, either if they have lots of money or very little, but yet the money issue was there.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to consider money as more valuable then life in my life, without seeing/realizing/understanding how money as i give it value is not supportive to what is really valuable, it works against LIFE, which is what is really valuable. Within this i realize that nothing can escape LIFE, not even death, because even death must take place in LIFE. So the death of the monetary system as it exist now, that does NOT support life as it should, MUST DIE..!!
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to NOT see/realize/understand how money within relationships with people always brings a relationship of friction/conflict, because the money i have accepted and allowed to be in LIFE is not one and equal in supporting me as LIFE, it is against my own support as me as LIFE. Thus by the very starting-point it is already in conflict/friction with LIFE.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to measure things as valuable in this world according to the price they have been given as the amount of money they are worth according to the system of DEBT, without seeing/realizing/understand that i was not valuing the things as to their functionality and support they can give to LIFE, because within the current system things are valued according to how much profit they can accumulate for one individual or a few individuals. So within this, i forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to value things according to the profit i can generate out of it, or the so called: 'market value'' the thing have.
NOTE: i use the word ''thing'' in the sentence above, because in the system as it exists now, everyTHING have a price human/animals/plant/and everyTHING else on the planet, even the planet itself for what it has as resources.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to imprison myself to a monetary system that supports imprisonment instead of supporting freedom of expression as LIFE in ways that are best for all LIFE always.
I commit myself to whenever i see myself into reactions to/towards my ex. girlfriend, i STOP---------BREATHE......and make sure i do not feed the reaction(s) within me and keep breathing till the reaction(s) don't exist anymore within me,and make sure i am touching something that is physically here.
I commit myself to show that money in this world as it exist today at the moment does NOT support LIFE in anyways whatsoever, and make sure to debunk and expose the monetary system as it exist now, so others may start to question it and realize that we have to get together and stop this atrocity we have accepted and allowed to be here in our names, and make sure we transform this money into money that support ALL LIFE which will be the EQUALMONEY system.
I commit myself to use the money i make now within this system of abuse and direct it to/towards what is supporting LIFE, and not for selfish purposes that benefit only me and not LIFE in it's entirety.
I commit myself to make sure to show how the monetary system works within the working-place and makes of everyone in the working-place just wage-slaves and nothing more, with the belief that because one is being ''paid'' that this is acceptable and justifiable.
I commit myself to make sure to learn everything that is thrown at me that i am capable of learning so i can support myself better and the people around me better and also the group of people i am in so we can move faster as group to bring about a world that is truly best for all LIFE.
I commit myself to work within the group of desteni, and together bring about a solution towards the problems in this world that are best for all LIFE, till this is done..!!
Thanks.
Larry Manuela
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Now, this title of my blog that i am about to write about, is in this country and many other countries a very hot topic and point of discussion within political parties and their affiliations. But when we take a closer and critical look at this BULLSHIT we will see that none of us ever can talk about these ''norms and values'' because we never really LIVED norms and values. What we now see as ''norms and values'' are all culturally-related, economically-related, religiously-related, financially-related, belief-based-related, but never ever LIFE-RELATED.
As long as LIFE is not the only real value and that all norms are sprouting out of it, nothing else is of value and should be considered a norm.
That is why laws/rules/regulations can exist where you can be put on the streets if you don't have the money to pay your rent, this means what...?? It means that the thing you are paying with, which is money has gotten more value then your life, and the house or apartment you're living in also, because you as LIFE is not valuable enough to live in it. And this is what you and i have accepted and allowed to be here, we are all responsible for this bullshit.Now within the current system, all this is being seen as ''normal'' meaning; ' it is normal that if you don't pay or have money to pay, you get thrown out of the house or the apartment, it is so ''normal'' that even the ones being thrown out see it as ''normal'', and ''acceptable''. '
That is why we have laws/rules/regulations that protect those who have more money more then those who have less or very very little money or NO money at all. why..?? because all of us together have managed to give money value, and never LIFE. So what happens..?? Money is the norm of the society, and this money as norm within it's laws/rules/regulation it is written that every citizen must obey it's rules of making everyone PAY and be in DEBT from birth till death.
That is why we can have pornography on television and all the prostitutes in the streets and in whore houses,and justify it that especially MEN, needs to get their needs/wants/desires taken care of because they might go out and harm and abuse some woman because their drive for sex is out of control.
That is why we can walk into supermarkets and even alcohol-stores and buy alcohol and drink alcohol at parties and talk about how great of a time we are having while being drunk with alcohol.
That is why you need health insurance, or better said you need to PAY for you to have it, your health is dependent on how much money you are going to have when something is wrong with your body, so where the doctors are going to get money out of you when you're sick is more important and valuable then your health, that is why they need all the information about your health insurance first before they do or check anything on you.
That is why education is so so expensive and never mind expensive, that education is being given as DEBT, something you have to pay for in order to get it, and what you get will only be useful in a system of DEBT, it is not useful to LIFE. Education in this world does NOT support LIFE, it supports a system of DEBT and abuse, a system of profit making till we die, a system of self-interest and greed.
That is why you will have neighborhoods divided into rich/middle/poor classes, so that all of the men/women/children as life is not valuable but the amount of money they have will provide them a house in one of these neighborhoods, and all this is ''normal,'' one of the many ''norms'' in most countries in this world.
Now i can continue giving you more of these examples, but you do get the drift already what i mean that what we have in this world as ''norms and values'' are all NOT supporting LIFE...!!!! But we talk about them with such a straight face as if they are, when they are factually/practically NOT so at all.
Self-forgiveness:
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to see the ''norms and values'' in my society as ''normal'' without ever questioning them to see if they are supporting LIFE which is of THE utmost value ever or not.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to belief/think that the ''norms and values'' we have in any particular society is ''good'' when having a closer look, i can see that they are NOT ''good'' at all, because of the point of being supportive to LIFE; 'yes or no..???' And it is a definitive: ''NO''
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to take these ''norms and values'' at heart as if they are of utmost importance when they clearly are NOT supporting LIFE at all.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to participate freely in the ''norms and values'' of the society i am living in without ever questioning them for what they really stand for and represent.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to be driven by the ''norms and values'' set forth by society before i was born into the society and accept them no matter what, even when i was seeing the atrocities that were busy happening in the society i was born into.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to belief/think that in order for me to express me as life in this world i need ''norms and values'' when all i really need is to express me as life as all as one as equal.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to not see/realize/understand how abusive and harmful i am in participating in the idea of ''norms and values'' set forth by my society at large as important, and not LIFE as important and of importance.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to neglect and turn the blind eye when i could clearly see that the ''norms and values'' set forth are not in support of LIFE at all, but instead have lived my life in fear of facing and challenging these idiotic ''norms and values.''
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to be angry at people who open their mouths about ''norms and values'' when they to as me are all abusing life, and we should not even talk about ''norms and values'' as long as we do NOT value LIFE and LIVING itself as THE norm.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to see ''norms and values'' as negative, because that is all they are standing for and represent in this world not realizing that within seeing ''norms and values'' as negative within me is giving them their existence within me and outside of me.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to belief/think that the past generations of people within my society were responsible people and set forth to put in place some ''norms and values'' all of us should be living in and according to, when i did not see the obvious, that the ''norms and values'' were just protecting the ones in power and the system that is used for the purpose of power/control and greed/self-interest.
I commit myself to through writing, self-forgiveness and my commitments show to anyone how our ''norms and values'' mean nothing at all, but are all just window dressing to hide to real evil intentions for continuing with the abuse done to life.
I commit myself to walk as an example in debunking/exposing all the ''norms and values'' we have in place that do NOT support life in anyways whatsoever.
I commit myself to show those who are not seeing yet the their ''norms and values'' are not align with the real way they are living with each other and with all other lifeforms, so they may stand up and take a stand/stance for LIFE.
Thanks.
Larry Manuela
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