Showing posts with label valuable. Show all posts
Showing posts with label valuable. Show all posts

Tuesday, 15 April 2014

Day 302, Who am I in relationship with the word: " Water" part 17

Now I am continuing with the the next word which is: " Water."

I suggest to have a look at the blog where I placed the list of words I am writing about individually now:


http://larry7yearwalk.blogspot.com/2014/02/day-286-what-is-understanding.html


Now lets see what the one of the dicionaries online are saying about this word:



                                                               




wa·ter

 noun, often attributive \ˈwȯ-tər, ˈwä-\
: the clear liquid that has no color, taste, or smell, that falls from clouds as rain, that forms streams, lakes, and seas, and that is used for drinking, washing, etc.
: an area of water (such as a lake, river, or ocean)
waters : a specific area of water; especially : an area of seawater

Full Definition of WATER

1
a :  the liquid that descends from the clouds as rain, forms streams, lakes, and seas, and is a major constituent of all living matter and that when pure is an odorless, tasteless, very slightly compressible liquid oxide of hydrogen H2O which appears bluish in thick layers, freezes at 0° C and boils at 100° C, has a maximum density at 4° C and a high specific heat, is feebly ionized to hydrogen and hydroxyl ions, and is a poor conductor of electricity and a good solvent
b :  a natural mineral water —usually used in plural
2
:  a particular quantity or body of water: as
a (1) plural :  the water occupying or flowing in a particular bed 
(2) chiefly British :  lake, pond
b :  a quantity or depth of water adequate for some purpose (as navigation)
c plural 
(1) :  a band of seawater abutting on the land of a particular sovereignty and under the control of that sovereignty (2) :  the sea of a particular part of the earth
d :  water supply <threatened to turn off the water>
3
:  travel or transportation on water <we went by water>
4
:  the level of water at a particular state of the tide :  tide
5
:  liquid containing or resembling water: as
a (1) :  a pharmaceutical or cosmetic preparation made with water 
(2) :  a watery solution of a gaseous or readily volatile substance — compare ammonia water
b archaic :  a distilled fluid (as an essence); especially :  a distilled alcoholic liquor
c :  a watery fluid (as tears, urine, or sap) formed or circulating in a living body
d :  amniotic fluid; also :  bag of waters
6
a :  the degree of clarity and luster of a precious stone
b :  degree of excellence <a scholar of the first water>
7
8
a :  stock not representing assets of the issuing company and not backed by earning power
b :  fictitious or exaggerated asset entries that give a stock an unrealistic book value
— above water
:  out of difficulty

Sunday, 10 November 2013

Day 265, Why does the Concrete Jungle seem Isolated?


                                                                   





I have noticed within myself that when i am walking in the city, any city small or big and there are not many people in the city i experience this as lifeless and a form of isolation when i walk in the city.
So i started investigating this point within and as myself. And of course i started questioning it whithin and as myself as to understand, WHY it is i am experiencing it like that.
Then i noticed a peculiar thing; that most of the things we humans take from the earth to create something else with it, have no real movement as in the movement of LIFE. What do i mean with this; That it doesn't move like nature does.

For example when i take a walk in nature, even when there is NOT one individual human being there, still i do NOT experience this lifelessness or isolation within and as myself. Because every individual part of nature in that particular place/area and moment are all moving, even the trees. The breese of the wind that moves the branches and leafs of the tree, there is this presence of LIFE happening/Growth/expansion, even though it is NOT seen with my human eyes yet, the little movements that are not visible to my human eyes.


                                                           

In the concrete jungle there is another thing happening, there is decay, the buildings going empty, closing down, lots of ENDING in many ways. And when the buildings are done being built, they will stay within that form as they were built and finished for a very long time, till they end. One may say; 'but trees end too!'  Yes they do. But look at this peculiar thing. They don't end because of stagnation or of not growing, of not expanding, they end because they have reached a certain length of time, of growing and expanding and also there are many other consequences related to them as the human factor for example, that put an end to their lives in different ways and manners, that i will call; genocide.

So what i have noticed is; that when we humans create something with the resources of the earth, it will NOT have growth in it, or a way to expand itself naturally. What we touch and create has a tendency to stay stagnant not having LIFE-movement as in growth and expansion. So we take from the earth that which is growing and is expanding, and we create that which is stagnant and standing still/freeze with it. And now i see more clearly why it is that; cities never attracted me, as in going to some country to walk and see what people have created as old buildings and things like that, i never could understand people that will go to a country to watch old buildings. To me it was like a waste of time and money. If i go to another country i will be more interested to see the nature of that country and not its buildings created by men.


Self-Forgiveness statements:


I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to have the experience of lifelessness and isolation to exist within me as me as the mind as energy, when i walk in a city, be it; small or big and when there is not many people or no people at all because everything is closed or it is in the evening.

I forgive myself that i haven't accepted and allowed myself to see/realize and understand before that what we humans at this moment create using the earth resources will be frozen in time as/in another physical form that does not move or can express itself naturally as it did when it was in the form of the resource where we took it from.

I forgive myself that i haven't accepted and allowed myself to see/realize/understand that OUR Human Physical Body/Form is indeed capable of creating another body as itself that can and does move and express itself as another form of LIFE naturally, and WE within and as our minds when we create from the mind CANNOT do this at the moment, from the mind we do NOT create another LIFE, we are at the moment TAKING LIVES through and via the use of the mind and transform it to be less then what it was before, thus creating diminishment and limitation exponentially, down to the point of destruction and annihilation where all that is HERE will be no more.


I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to separate myself from all that is HERE as LIFE no matter if it is in a form that is in movement as expressive life form or/and in a form that is not in movement as an expressive life form, because i within and as myself is NOT living yet as one as equal as LIFE to see/realize and understand that all that is HERE are expressions of and as LIFE from the biggest to the very smallest, from that which SEEM lifeless to that which is, as we call it; ''alive.''

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to think and belief that only when there is people around that there is LIFE, that there is a sense of livelihood, because i am in separation of ALL that is HERE as the planet, as everything that the planet consist of and exist as and i am only in a mental reality that exclude everything else, like the 99,99999.......% of the rest of  LIFE that is also HERE within each moment of Breath.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to see human beings as one expression of LIFE as more important and have more value then the rest of LIFE that is also HERE together one and equal within and as this physical reality.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to only see nature as an expression of life that is more important and have more value then the rest of LIFE that is HERE.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to NOT see/realize and understand that by including only one aspect of LIFE is in reality excluding ALL aspects of LIFE from this one aspect, and thus give value to only one aspect of LIFE and deny and completely separate myself from the rest of the aspects of LIFE, so much so, that even my breathing and my human physical body is OUT of the equation as the rest of the aspects of LIFE, which i do NOT include within and as myself within and as my participation in this reality of physical manifested LIFE and delude myself to only focus on the delusion that is within and as my mind consciousness system wherein i separate ME from all that is HERE to only focus what is interpreted and observed through/via this mind as a personality within it that i at the moment have no idea how i created that personality in my mind to interpret and observe reality in my name, a personality that was put together based on memories gathered/accumulated through my life i deemed important and valuable according to what i have accepted and allowed in myself from others that went before me, that in their turn also have done the same, leaving me to then only being aware of a fraction of what is going on within and as  my own mind conciousness system and NOT the totality of it as all that it consist of and exist as, as the mind consciousness system that i have accepted and allowed myself to be and become within and as this world, within and as this reality, as this existence.



Self-Commitment Statements:

When and as i see myself going into or i am about to go into the experience of feeling lifelessness or isolation when i walk in a city that is small or big and there, I immediately STOP------------- take a deep breath and bring myself back HERE, till i am clear and stable and nothing moves within me as me as the mind as energy.

I realize that based on my mind interpretation and projection i am letting myself experience a ''FEELING'' of lifelessness and isolation, but within this not seeing/realizing nor understanding that a ''FEELING'' of lifelessness and isolation is NOT lifelessness nor isolation itself, and that within this i have absolutely NO understanding within myself as myself as being aware as myself within and as these two words: '' lifelessness and isolation.''

Therefore, i forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to base my living in the physical reality and directing my physical body according to a feeling that is an interpretation of the words; ''lifelessness and isolation.''

I forgive myself that i haven't accepted and allowed myself to see/realize and understand that i have never LIVED these words and that i do NOT even know of these words can be lived, but yet use them as IF i have lived them or i am living them, thus no actual understanding of these words as a physical/practical living application.

Therefore, I commit myself to make sure i investigate these two words first what is their definition as it exist in this world right now and then see IF they can be lived for real and also to see that these two words are words that in this reality can be lived or not practically, through my writing of Self-forgiveness and my commitment to LIFE.


I commit myself to study the phenomena of these realizations as in the body being capable of creating another body and the mind being able at the moment to only create destruction and annihilation to the physical reality, thus NOT in fact being used to support LIFE, but instead being used to Destroy LIFE or Harm LIFE.



When and as i see myself going into or i am about to go into separating myself into my mind consciousness system as what i think and belief is having life or no life, I STOP--------- take a deep breath and bring myself back HERE, till i am clear and stable and nothing moves within me as me as the mind as energy.

I realize that i separate myself from everything that is HERE, through and via my mind consciousness system as what i interpret within it as a fraction even what the mind itself completely consist of and exist as and based on this interpretation i move myself which is NOT a Self-movement.


Therefore, I commit myself to push myself to learn to move within and as my breath and my human physical body and as my whole mind within equal and one awareness as the totality that i am right HERE so i can then direct me as myself within and as my body as the totality of what my body consist of and exist as.


When and as i see myself going into or i am about to go into thinking and believing that only when there is people around, that there is LIFE, or a sense of livelihood, I STOP------------ take a deep breath and bring myself back HERE, till i am clear and stable and nothing moves within and as me as the mind as energy.

I commit myself to when this happens again, where i let myself go into thinking and beliefs, to remember in that moment to Breathe, because i know that i am then not one and equal with my breathing thus NOT HERE equal and one with everything that is HERE as LIFE, and make sure that i touch my own hand or do anything else that is physical in order to help myself stick to my breathing and just being HERE.


When and as i see myself going into or i am about to go into Giving human being more importance and value then the rest of the expression of LIFE that is exist HERE, I STOP----------- take a deep breath and bring myself back HERE, till i am clear and stable and nothing moves within me as me as the mind as energy.

I realize that i am giving the humans more importance and value because i can relate to them as being of the same design as i am, and therefore holding them in higher regard then the rest of the other designs of LIFE HERE on this planet, including the planet itself too.

Therefore, I commit myself to integrate within me all of the expression of all of LIFE within and as myself within what is to be understood as being important and valuable, so that no expression or fractions/aspects of LIFE are left out and push myself to see this through my writing of Self-forgiveness and my commitments to LIFE, till it becomes the whom i am as the whom i live me in this world, in this reality as equal as one with all that is HERE as my equal as expressions of LIFE.

When and as i see myself going into or i am about to go into my mind interpretation of only seeing Nature as more important and more valuable as expression of LIFE, I immediately STOP----------------------- take a deep breath and bring myself back HERE, till i am clear and stable and nothing moves within me as me as the mind as energy.

I realize that i am giving nature more importance and value to the rest of what is HERE, because i see it as that which is supporting my individual existence as this human body on this planet, and within this excluding everything else, not seeing/realizing and understanding that nature also can only exist because of the support of the whole, it is NOT a separate expression on itself individually depending solely on itself.

Therefore, I commit myself to push myself through my writing of Self-forgiveness and my commitment to LIFE, to little by little to include all of nature within and as myself as one as equal as LIFE, till i am equal and one with all of nature within and as myself.



When and as i see myself going into or i am about to go into separating myself into just ONE aspect of LIFE from ALL the rest of the aspects of LIFE, I immediately STOP------------------ take a deep breath and bring myself back HERE, till i am clear and stable and nothing moves within me as me as the mind as energy.

I realize that when i focus only on ONE aspect of LIFE within and as my mind i automatically in my mind exclude all the other aspects of LIFE, where i then give the value and focus only on this ONE aspect and NOT ALL aspects of LIFE as they exist HERE.





Therefore, I commit myself to incorporate ALL aspects of LIFE within and as myself through my writing of Self-forgiveness and my commitment to LIFE, in order to understand myself within and all this clearly till i LIVE all aspect as myself within and as myself equal and one as LIFE and that i have to be patient within and as myself till i am fully living my statement as myself as expression of LIFE HERE.



Self-Reward:

Within this investigation within and as myself about the concrete jungle i have come to realize that i am in major separation of what is ALL HERE, and that because of this i am busy selecting, making a choice within this separation as to which parts/aspects of LIFE deem having to be of more importance and value then others or then the Whole, and i also have seen/realized and understood, that the selection that happens within and as my mind consciousness system always chooses the individual aspect as having more importance or value then the WHOLE as what is ALL HERE.




Thanks


Larry Manuela



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Wednesday, 25 July 2012

Day, 92 Ex. Worrying About money Part 2

I am continuing here in part 2 where i left of in part 1.........






Self-forgiveness:


I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed a world where money influences the way we live with each other and with everything else to a degree where the money has taken the place of LIFE, and make sure that LIFE suffers.


I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define life according to money and act as if life is something that can be defined.


I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to weight my relationships in the past with money as seeing it and judging whom it is i am going to be with depending on the amount of money they have, either if they have lots of money or very little, but yet the money issue was there.


I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to consider money as more valuable then life in my life, without seeing/realizing/understanding how money as i give it value is not supportive to what is really valuable, it works against LIFE, which is what is really valuable. Within this i realize that nothing can escape LIFE, not even death, because even death must take place in LIFE. So the death of the monetary system as it exist now, that does NOT support life as it should, MUST DIE..!!


I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to NOT see/realize/understand how money within relationships with people always brings a relationship of friction/conflict, because the money i have accepted and allowed to be in LIFE is not one and equal in supporting me as LIFE, it is against my own support as me as LIFE. Thus by the very starting-point it is already in conflict/friction with LIFE.


I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to measure things as valuable in this world according to the price they have been given as the amount of money they are worth according to the system of DEBT, without seeing/realizing/understand that i was not valuing the things as to their functionality and support they can give to LIFE, because within the current system things are valued according to how much profit they can accumulate for one individual or a few individuals. So within this, i forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to value things according to the profit i can generate out of it, or the so called: 'market value'' the thing have.  

NOTE: i use the word ''thing'' in the sentence above, because in the system as it exists now, everyTHING have a price human/animals/plant/and everyTHING else on the planet, even the planet itself for what it has as resources.

 

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to imprison myself to a monetary system that supports imprisonment instead of supporting freedom of expression as LIFE in ways that are best for all LIFE always.


I commit myself to whenever i see myself into reactions to/towards my ex. girlfriend, i STOP---------BREATHE......and make sure i do not feed the reaction(s) within me and keep breathing till the reaction(s) don't exist anymore within me,and make sure i am touching something that is physically here.


I commit myself to show that money in this world as it exist today at the moment does NOT support LIFE in anyways whatsoever, and make sure to debunk and expose the monetary system as it exist now, so others may start to question it and realize that we have to get together and stop this atrocity we have accepted and allowed to be here in our names, and make sure we transform this money into money that support ALL LIFE which will be the EQUALMONEY system.


I commit myself to use the money i make now within this system of abuse and direct it to/towards what is supporting LIFE, and not for selfish purposes that benefit only me and not LIFE in it's entirety.


I commit myself to make sure to show how the monetary system works within the working-place and makes of everyone in the working-place just wage-slaves and nothing more, with the belief that because one is being ''paid'' that this is acceptable and justifiable.


I commit myself to make sure to learn everything that is thrown at me that i am capable of learning so i can support myself better and the people around me better and also the group of people i am in so we can move faster as group to bring about a world that is truly best for all LIFE.


I commit myself to work within the group of desteni, and together bring about a solution towards the problems in this world that are best for all LIFE, till this is done..!!


Thanks.


Larry Manuela


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Sunday, 22 April 2012

Day 9, Honoring The Dead.

In this blog i am going to do self-forgiveness on a point i saw within the news today, and in the news they were saying how they are going on a specific day pay attention to those who have died in war in 1942. They are going to honor those who died in that time in war again as they do each year, as if this was a great honorable thing they did, to die protecting their country, their people.




Self-forgiveness:


I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to honor the dead for what they have done that in no way has brought about that which is best for all life, but instead have died participating and supporting that which harms all life.


I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to be moved by these kind of messages as to make me ''feel'' as if i am very nationalistic.


I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to see going to war as a way to protect what i believe/think that is necessary to be done in order for me to live in a country in peace.


I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed war to be used as a way to so-called reach a point where we are in peace.


I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to see the soldiers that are in the military as brave people, when in fact they are not brave at all but yet as fearful as i am.


I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to vote for politicians who are willing at all costs to keep on with the military industry.


I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to see military as something as normal as anything else in my country.


I forgive myself that i haven't accepted and allowed myself to see/realize/understand that peace can never be reached with war.


I forgive myself that i haven't accepted and allowed myself to see/realize/understand that war will only bring more and more destruction and i in supporting war is supporting the harm and killings that are being done in life.


I forgive myself that i haven't accepted and allowed myself to see/realize/understand how i connect war as to my own wish to kill other people who i see as bad/wrong/negative, the enemy and that they need to be eradicated.


I forgive myself that i haven't accepted and allowed myself to see how i can stop all wars and stop participating in supporting wars either directly or indirectly, contributing in this matter to countless loss of lives.


I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to support military as either directly or indirectly.


I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to see honor in dying in war.


I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to feel sorry for the soldiers who have died in war, when they all knew that this is a great possibility that when you go to war, you don't just kill people, you can be killed to.


I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed without question the stupidity of honoring those who have passed away protecting their country without realizing that i am not honoring life and those who are alive at all,and see this as honorable and valuable.


I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to see some value in dying for one's country as if it is something we should all aspire to do.


I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to be brainwashed as for me to come to accept  that what my politicians are saying that we need a military to protect ourselves and our country is in reality a harm done to life.


I forgive myself that i haven't accepted and allowed myself to see/realize/understand how war is being used by those in power to have more control and to perpetuate their apparent power.


I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to let myself be influenced by movies who are being made to give war a sense of value, a sense of what is needed to be done to ''bad'' people, to the apparent enemy.


I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to be disgust about people serving in military.


I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to not see that the people serving in military are all brainwashed and cannot see what they are really doing to life.


I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to feel sorry for people in the military, because they can't see what they are doing to life.


I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to look at those who participate in war and try to choose side.


I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to not question the military when they present their information as to make people believe that they have a ''good'' reason to go to war.


I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to never question war in it's entirety as to come to see/realize/understand how this is not supporting nor assisting life in no ways at all.


I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to project my anger that i have within me regarding what is supposedly wrong and bad and within this accept and allow military to exist in order for them to go take the revenge i have within me on those i see as deserving to die, because they are all bad.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to judge others as bad and therefore they need to be killed.

I forgive myself that i haven't accepted and allowed myself to see how those that i judge as all bad are as brainwashed as i am to believe that they to have to protect themselves from others that they will see as all bad, due to what they have been programmed to accept and allow as the whom they are as society in their own countries.

I forgive myself that i haven't accepted and allowed myself to see/realize/understand that with all know about history, and in all the past history we know of, war has never brought about a world of peace, but instead has made us more savages and more effective killers of each other and destroyers of life.

I forgive myself that i haven't accepted and allowed myself to see/realize/understand how in supporting war i am indeed supporting separation and polarity within myself and the world at large.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to see war-machines and weapons as great technological advancements.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to let myself be manipulated by my government into making me believe that i must have a military to protect me, my loved one's and my country as a whole from apparent bad/wrong doers, the enemies.


I commit myself to firmly stand my ground to never ever allow military to be created in this world so therefore i will learn all i need to learn to position myself into positions in this world so i can have an influence to bring about a change in this world that is best for all, where military is not a part of.

I commit myself to not judge those who are soldiers as good or bad, because they are not aware of the brainwashing that they are accepting and allowing to be as value to them.

I commit myself to make sure to treat and honor all life here, as this is what is really honor, and not honor the dead that can't be responsible anymore for what is here. What is here is for me to change with others as me, to bring about a world of true peace, where oneness and equality,that which is best for all are the life principles.

I commit myself to walk in the shoes of every soldier and war victims as for me to see/realize/understand the the depth of the problem we have in accepting and allowing war to be something that is valuable.


I commit myself to never wherever i am to support war in anyways whatsoever, because it is totally and absolutely a harm done to life without any questions.


 
 Thanks.


Larry Manuela

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