My ex. is telling me that the children have a school camp thing to go to, and it is mandatory and besides that, paying for them to go is also mandatory and the date you have to pay is also mandatory. So the school is deciding for me when i need to pay them and if one cannot afford this they will call the: '' attendance officer'' which usually means in this country looking for ways to take your children away from you, because you can't take care of them. Some people belief that in this country they have some ''good rules'' but when you take a closer look to the fucking rules, they are NOT ''good'' at all. I mean by the very starting point already that there needs to be a rule to punish parents when they don't have money to take care of their children is beyond insanity. They have some social services that are to be considered ''good'' but it is a false ''goodness'' because that to is in reality an acceptance of the system as it is. By the very fact that there is this kind of NEED in a so-called: '' rich country,'' like this one i am living in right now which is Holland, it means that the system has failed. Because in a so-called: '' rich country'' ( there cannot be people living in situations where they can't take care of themselves, and that they need to be rescued by a social service fee, and it is not really a rescue but more like a way to make your life a living hell so you can go back to work( being a wage-slave) as soon as possible, it's a passive forceful way to put you back to work ), it doesn't make any sense. Now for those whom don't know how the system works,and have been brainwashed throughout their lives to accept this system no matter what, to them the system is fine, and especially when things are still working for them in the system, they will say: '' these are things you just can't stop within the system, but the system itself is perfectly fine, there is nothing wrong with the system.'' Now this is the level of understanding that amounts to insanity and ignorance of major proportion, to not say: '' STUPIDITY ''
How can i look in my children's eyes and tell them: '' you look at this world, this is what i together with all the parents in this world have been preparing for you, and your future is going to be worse then this, but when you get there your problem, you fix it yourself because i can't do that for you now, right here.'' Do i love my children if i am ALLOWING this SHIT in this world...?? So who are we then if we are NOT even willing to take this ONE decision to STAND for REAL for LIFE and STOP all atrocities in this world, because we owe it to our children, and their children and their children's children. The way things are going, if we continue like this my children maybe won't even be capable of making any children for crying out loud with all the poison that is here in this world created by us humans, and to be more precisely the psychopaths that are walking this world as PARENTS...!!! It is we the parents that are the teachers, we the parents that are the law-makers, we the parents are the politicians, we the parents are the drug addicts, we the parents are the ones going to war and creating war-machines, it is we the parents that are creating all kinds of technology that are deliberately to break in certain specific amount of time after usage...etc etc etc........No child created this fucked system HERE, it is ALL done by PARENTS, like you and me..!! So parents wake the fuck up and STOP doing what you are doing, because you will produce children that will be worse then you are today, as the evident is now more then obvious in this world through the young people..!!! And understand this is NOT an opinion or a belief or a justification or a blame or whatever, it is a factual exposure of what we as parents have done as parents, and are still doing..!!
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to let a system exist that dictates what i should and should not do and all of it based on the way of the system and the way of the system is NOT a way that is BEST for all LIFE.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to let laws/rules/regulations to be mandatory within this world, without me and everyone else ever having anything to say about them, we were not involved in the decision making and the agreement about those laws/rules/regulations to be implemented on ourselves. So herein i realize we accepted and allowed laws/rules/regulations that enforces us to be slaves,and we are so used to it, that we agree with it fully now,we just accept with our whole hearts our own enslavement through laws/rules/regulations made by the ones whom consider themselves smart and intelligent. In reality they are only smart in destruction to make themselves belief they are in control,when in truth control can never happen in separation, REAL control only exists in ONENESS and EQUALITY.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to not see/realize/understand that in the very word mandatory is implied that it is coming from the outside being superimposed upon me through my acceptance and allowance of it, so i go living under the dictatorship of what is mandated upon me, without me having any saying at all in it.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to react in anger when i found out that i am being put under pressure to abide by the laws/rules/regulations of the system that are mandatory without me having any saying at all in what is to be mandated by others and wherein i MUST obey literally.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to get angry a little bit with my ex. by always coming with this stuff to me, and like in her own way also trying to do the same thing that the system does to everyone, like put a mandate on me to comply with what is being mandatory by/through the government, just because she is afraid that they might come and take the children away.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to still react every time my ex. call me or message me, because most of the times if it is not all of the times, it will be about MONEY and her worries with and about money and asking me for money, that i don't have, and then act all frustrated and stressed when i say that i don't have it with me and give me the fault of her going through all this bullshit which makes me angry at times.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to even connect the word ''anger'' with the word ''mandatory.'' and within this i see that i give the word ''mandatory'' an weight of negativity. Thus i forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to to give the words ''mandatory'' a n weight of negativity, for i experience it as a negative thing, because it forces me to do something that is enslaving and confining me and not freeing me, and i see that everything that is not freeing me as negative. So within this i forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to see everything that does not free me as negative, instead of looking at it just as what it is, as something that just doesn't free me and that is it.
I commit myself to show that mandatory laws/rules/regulations where one have not participating in making the decision for them exist and hence when they are implemented enslave one, are all created for the purpose of control or seeming control.
I commit myself to make sure that every time i am about to engage in anger to STOP take a deep breath and make sure i ground myself here, stabilize myself here and touch something that is physical in order to remind me that i am HERE.
I commit myself to show that mandatory laws/rules/regulations done without my consent and to be implemented on myself and everyone else that is not the decision makers are all crimes against LIFE,because decisions that are matters of life and death are being made without me having a saying within it,when it is about my own living, and especially when they are not what is BEST for all LIFE.
I commit myself to show that the laws/rules/regulations in this world in all institutions and establishments and corporations and companies are all laws/rules/regulations to protect these alone and the ones whom own them, but not the people that are being slave for them to keep these entities alive.
I commit myself to show that schools are just another way to make people comply to this system of abuse, and where they start to force one using the children as bates to drill their mandatory bullshit laws/rules/regulations in order to keep the control tight.
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Larry Manuela
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I have been looking at this point and especially in the political arena and the way public policies are made, that people tend to act as if any law written down on paper is something that can never be changed, as if it is the god that they themselves in their minds belief that exists have written it down, so it cannot be changed nor altered or thrown away. The only ones changing laws are the ones whom are making sure that the laws protect them and enslave the majority that are functioning as SLAVES in a society of master and slaves. So the laws are really really only to protect the masters in the society and give the slaves an illusion that it protects them to.
As a teenager already i didn't like this at all, i found it to be so stupid to tell you the truth,that people will so-called: ''respect the law, that does NOT respect them.'' Acting as if you can't make them change the laws. And what is also not grasped and seen by the people is, that they did NOT have any saying in the laws when they were made but yet when the law is made, the law itself have all the sayings and influence about ones LIFE. I mean WHAT THE FUCK......!!! No-one making laws asked the people if they will agree with the laws or not..?? They just made them and act as if they are the ones who know what would be BEST for all mankind with their stupid laws. Because understand, i am saying ''stupid'' here because the laws are all made to protect individuals against each other and to protect the rich from the poor and the little group as the very very rich against the whole of the rest of humanity...!!!
This is why for example you won't find any lawyer starting a case on their own, against weapon factories or companies for they are creating weapons for the soul purpose to KILL, and the very stupid law is protecting the companies that make weapons. So if they find a so-called: ''criminal on the streets'' carrying a weapon and he is NOT suppose to be carrying a weapon,they will take the weapon from this individual, and charge him with illegal weapon possession and throw him in jail for some months and depending in which country, it can be years.
Now if it was me, and i find a so-called: ''criminal'' with such weapon, especially fire-arms, i will look on the weapon which company built the freaking thing and held them also accountable for creating such thing where one individual can get it and will use it for it's purpose as for KILLING PEOPLE, because weapons are built to KILL, NOT to GIVE LIFE...!!! And the people-------all of them involved within creating the weapons will all go to jail and the company owners will also go to jail and will have a super major fine to pay. And the country where this company exists in will also receive a fine that will be very very high, for they knowingly accept weapon creation in their country, shit that destroy LIFE. I will give them a fine that will be higher then the amount of money they have, exactly what is being done with little people in society when they give you fines that they know you can't pay, because it is too high and exceeds your salary and put you then in DEBT, major DEBT. And then with that money we can create more real jobs and make sure that the ones that become criminals in the streets don't have to make those kind of choices,where they have to have weapons because their lifestyle of surviving in a broken system of abuse is one that is dangerous. This sounds fine isn't it, but in reality i will not win such a case ever in this system, because of what i started off with saying in this blog, that people treat laws as if they are forever and do NOT LOOK at the facts, if the law made was really really protecting ALL LIFE equally or not..?? The reality IS people that; ' we don't even need all these stupid laws, just ONE will suffice.' And that one law is: '' To always in all ways do what is BEST for ALL LIFE, and i mean literally ALL LIFE, not just humans'' In this ONE LAW, it will be very easy to see that weapons are NOT what is BEST for all LIFE, because weapons destroy LIVES, so they will NEVER be allowed to be built...!!!!! Of course the smart ones will argue that anything can be used as a weapon, so we need to create other more advanced weapons to protect us from those that are willing to use those ''anythings'' that can be used as weapons. This is the trap we all fall in. Because if everyone had a descent living and everything that they needed was provided for, i BET you that all these now so-called ''criminals in the streets'' will NOT exist at all. But in the current system this does not exist, because it is a system based on master and slaves, and the monetary system is being used as a means to enslave people not freeing them,and within this system there is only ONE way to get access to money, and that is through having a job/wage-slavery. The rest will be considered if it is not aligned with ''having a job'' to get the freaking money, is considered a ''criminal act.'' So if you can't get a job or if you do, but you don't get paid enough to meet all these wonderful expenses in the system you will be trying to do something else that will be considered criminal to come to the money, because it is NOT a job as capitalism dictates. No-one is looking at the system itself and see how this system itself is the grand producer of criminals in society, and because the system is producing criminals, the system itself is a criminal system protected by real criminals, that will force people in a way to do things they really don't want to do, and then blame them and treat them as if they are the criminals, when it is the freaking stupid system with it's stupid laws/rules/regulations that IS the real crime against humanity and all LIFE.
So we ARE the system, because we ARE the ones accepting and allowing such bullshit to exist and also accepting and allowing some individuals whom are proclaiming that because they have studied in some field of so-called: ''expertise'' they know better and will try and do all they can to protect the system and NOT you as LIFE and anything else as LIFE. They see the system itself as if it is the system that is giving LIFE, this is really psychopathic if you ask me, that someone can even dare have it within them to try and argue about a fucking broken system that does NOT support LIFE in anyways whatsoever and on top of that proclaim to be intelligent. A real intelligent being will NOT be that stupid/irresponsible ever...!!! And people understand i am NOT blaming here, this is what is going on in this world, it is a FACT and you can see it more then clear now in this crisis that is here how governments around the world are doing whatever they can to safe banks and major corporations and charging people with higher and higher taxes to safe the system, and is your LIFE now that they are doing this any better or the BEST LIFE you ever had....???? Time to wake the fuck up...!!! STOP fearing these people and their stupid laws,when we all get together and stand for real as one humanity, not one of these stupid laws will be in our ways, and we will change them all and make one law: ''Always do in all ways what is BEST for all LIFE..!!'' Nothing that is NOT BEST for all life will be here. And this LAW is for real OUR law for all of us will agree, the majority that is now the slaves. Remember we the slaves are much more in number then ''them'' the masters. without Us the slaves there will be NO master, and a system of master and slaves...!!! So STOP being a slave...!!!
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to let a system that imprison me and all life to exist when i am HERE.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to belief in people in governments that they have LIFE itself on their number one point in their agenda's when this is and was always clear NOT the case ever..!!!
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to let people that are experts and engineers to built weapons under the auspices to protect life, when i know one can never ever protect LIFE by killing it....!!
I forgive myself that i haven't accepted and allowed myself to see/realize/understand that by having no saying in any public policies i was in fact giving my power away for the ones whom are the real abusers to get their way in making laws that will imprison me and all of life.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to see laws as something beyond me and that there is where no-one should go and for sure no-one should question, when there is exactly where we are being imprisoned through the written word coined out of the minds of psychopathic individuals, that have NO clue whatsoever what LIFE really means and what to LIVE really means, if they would such laws as are written would have never been written, EVER..!! The laws written down now are imprisoning LIFE not freeing it..!!
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to be lulled into believing the laws are here to protect me when all around me i can only see how the laws are NOT protecting me at all, in contrary i am being imprisoned by them and have to abide by them no matter what, and i have absolutely no saying at all within these laws, especially when it comes to how i am being treated as LIFE within this system of laws made to protect the system and not LIFE, as they are proclaiming that Laws are made for.
I forgive myself that i haven't accepted and allowed myself to see/realize/understand how laws at their very starting point was not to prevent atrocities done to LIFE but to more likely increase them and act after that as a bandage. The laws always came in at the aftermath. Laws don't prevent atrocities done to LIFE, and the world is the proof for that, for the world is the the real fact that the shitty laws we have don't prevent abuse to/suffering of LIFE at all, as a matter of fact the laws are causing an increase in suffering and abuse done to LIFE, and this is evident everywhere on this planet.
I forgive myself that i haven't accepted and allowed myself to see/realize/understand how laws were deliberately written down in a very complex matter and with lots and lots of back-doors in them to make sure the abusers can get away in the face of FACTS, with their crimes committed against humanity, because they know simplicity is in FACTS, and complexity is in Illusion. In an ILLusion one can argue that a FACT is NOT a fact, but in FACT itself, the fact is what it is; '' A FACT..!! '' So i realize that laws are made to go around FACTS and not to address FACTS, and prevent FACTS that will HARM LIFE...!!
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to belief that laws are necessary in LIFE, when in reality if i was truly living as one and as equal as LIFE, i will be free for real, and in LIFE and as LIFE there can be NO laws for laws denotes and enforce limitation and separation.
I commit myself to show that laws are not made as some intended to protect LIFE, but more likely to protect the lifestyle of some individuals that see/belief/perceive themselves as more deserving and valued to have a LIFE worth living on the backs of countless lifeforms on this earth.
I commit myself to never ever give up in exposing the atrocities that are HERE committed to humanity and LIFE in general, and to make sure i will be part of those whom will STOP this atrocity so we NEVER ever again create together as humanity such bullshit.
I commit myself to show that the laws in this world are PRO-system and NOT PRO-LIFE....!!!!
I commit myself to in this lifetime i am HERE to dedicate this life that i have to LIFE itself as an example for those to come after i am gone, to never ever accept and allow nothing that is to be LESS then LIFE or want to proclaim to be MORE then LIFE.
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Larry Manuela
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In this blog today i am going to write out an anger i have been accepting and allowing to be within me.
And this anger is specific to the politics and politicians in this world, for they are unwilling to do that which brings that which is best for all life. Even though i know that they are as brainwashed as i am into believing what they believe is the right thing to do is right, when they can't see through their own veil, that the politics they are in and part of is not something or a tool that they are using to bring about that which is best for all life. They are using politics as a tool, to be ''famous'' to be ''selfish'' to be acting as if they are ''problems solvers'' to be actors as '' caretakers'' when in fact all they do is managing what is already here as the system and abide by rules of a totally sick and abusive and destructive system and none have the ''balls'' to take a stand and change the rules within the system,because of fear of loosing their voters and what they give value to in their personal lives.
It is not being understood that whatever that is of and from this system of inequality is an abomination to life, a HARM to life, an ABUSE to life..!! They trust their knowledge and information gain in universities as if that is more then life and can even decides what must happen in life. And the knowledge they get in these universities are all about keeping the status quo, it is not about seeing/realizing/understanding that we are supporting an abusive system and that we are the abusers ourselves, because we are the systems that are in place, either directly participating or indirectly, but participants we ARE..!! And as participants we have accepted and allowed all that is here to be and become what it is today, so we are all individually and collectively responsible for everything that is here, no matter what it is, even when we believe that we are the so-called: '' good people.'' What is here on this earth as the abuse and harm that is being done to life none can claim that they are ''good people'' because real ''good people'' will not accept nor allow such atrocities to ever exist in life. So we must stop all these believes we have about ourselves being ''good people'' because in this we are accepting and allowing the opposite polarity to exist which is ''bad people'' hence we have then the world full of ''good people'' and ''bad people'' but no people that are one and equal to/as life. Have a look into this world and one may see the common sense that i am sharing here, don't we have ''good people'' and ''bad people'' living here on this planet...? Are they not then creating a world where you must have ''good things done'' by the ''good people'' and ''bad things done'' by the ''bad people'' ?? Is this not the world we live in and on..?? Or do we live in and on a world where people are living what is best for all life, honoring life, giving life to life.?? Are we living in and on a world where we are givers and receivers or are we living in and on a world where we are takers and consumers in many many forms...??
Self-forgiveness:
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to get into an emotional reaction to/towards politics and politicians in this world because i judge them by not doing what is to be done so all may live in dignity.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to be moved by my emotional discharge as anger to/towards politics and politicians as i see them not bringing about that which is best for all life.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to be angry,when i know that these people and these rules/laws/regulations are all based in protecting the system and the few within the system that are making sure the system continue being the way it is.
I forgive myself that i haven't accepted and allowed myself to see/realize/understand the extent of our brainwashing and in this not see/realize and understand the trap we have manged to place ourselves within and as.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to project my anger to/towards politicians and politics.
I forgive myself that i haven't accepted and allowed myself to see/realize/understand that me reacting in anger will not in anyways do anything in this world to bring about a world that is best for all life, but instead keep on contributing to that which is already here as the experience as ourselves in this world.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to make opposites to exist within me and the world at large as me.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed polarity to exist within me as me.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed my world that i live in and on to be one where i must suffer and all must suffer instead of taking my responsibility and change me, so be the change that i am a living example as to proof to all and myself that one can truly change.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to judge ''good people'' and ''bad people'' for they are all life expressions but are unaware of themselves as physical life expressions, due to them as me as of right only being a mind persona not having a clue what life and living is truly about.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to loose myself in my mind instead of me being here in breath one and equal.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to give more value to mind then my physical breath, my being one and equal with/as the movement of life as breath.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to be influenced by laws/rules/regulations without questioning them ever in my whole life.
I commit myself to to not judge others as myself for they as me don't know what life and living is all about, because all we have known and ever lived was just ourselves as the personalities we believe we are.
I commit myself to be humble into and as my approach to those whom i know are not yet seeing/realizing/understanding in using their common sense.
I commit myself to not react in emotional reactions such as anger.
I commit myself to never give up to bring about a world that is best for all life, and walk my talk here in the physical no matter what, one and equal to as my breath.
I commit myself to keep on preparing myself to reach a point where i am stable and fully aware of and as what it is a need to do and do so from the starting point of that which is best for all life forever more.
Thanks.
Larry Manuela
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