DAY 368, Genetic Sexual Attraction (GSA) PART 2

So now, I am continuing with having a look at this point of GSA.

For those of you who haven't read the earlier blog, here is the link to it.

http://larry7yearwalk.blogspot.nl/2015/12/day-367-genetic-sexual-attraction-gsa.html


                                                                     

I left off yesterday questioning; " love," " bondage," and " sex,"  within these cases. With these exceptional cases, suddenly words that are regarded as highly powerful/valuable and wonderful and right and what not, are being seen as weakness, as powerless, as having no value, bad and negative, disgusting even for some people, however for the individuals in question experiencing them, the words are as they are being defined and agreed upon within humanity collectively. So what does this mean? Does it mean that because these are all words not necessarily lived, however more so, experienced as an energetic experience that they are deceptive? Can they be trusted? No matter which side one chooses, it is the physical part that is what is being used as measurement to give these words that have an energetic charge as an experience within, their value.

Now lets talk about what is the reason behind people treating these cases as incest. Understand that incest in this world, or majority of countries if not all is punishable by law. People can go to jail for this.
Within incest the words: " disloyalty,"  " dishonesty," " bullying," " physical/psychological abuse," and " morality"  come into play. Now understand we are still looking at the " how something that is being felt as good within the human beings, is sometimes to be not acceptable in certain circumstances?"  With this I mean, the experience of the feeling of love that occurs between these individuals is the same as others will go through when they also fall in love with someone else, it's the same experience, even though they( individuals in these exceptional cases) say that the feeling is deeper and the bond is more powerful. This of course is personal, within their comparison of what they had before as an energetic experience when were in other relationships.
So, how come we humans can agree on the experience of the feeling of love to be something good, only when it is in accordance with what we determine in a moment what " good"  should be?
Can one see where I am going with this? I am focusing on the " the feeling of love." I am showing you through walking through these questions, how the feeling of love even though it is experienced as something " good," " positive," " wonderful," " powerful," " beautiful,"  and what not, it is not equal in practicality, in what the human do with his/her body. The outcome in the physical reality is not always the words that I have shared here that we the human beings use and give to love.
It is as the saying goes: " How can something be so wrong but yet feel so good and wonderful inside?"

Now that we have seen this, what is the lie? Is it not the energetic experiences? So how come we are still measuring our relationships with these? We are measuring relationships based on energy inside of us that are not equal in reality.
To give an example, two people cheating with one another, will tell you that they feel very good inside, they may even love one another, but yet their action/what they are doing together is unacceptable and they are aware of it being unacceptable, however, the FEELINGS inside are being experienced as " positive" " good"  " wonderful" " beautiful" ...............and what not, all these wonderful positive charged energies are being experienced and coined out in words such as these for description and definition of what they're going through.

So the BIG question remains;" how come we are still trusting these things, these energies, when we can see that they are not trustworthy at all to measure reality with?"
Within this we can see when Self-interest steps in, because now we are going to fight against one another to convince or convict one another when these wonderful feelings turns out to be something " wrong," " bad," " negative," according to our own findings.
They will only be what we all describe and define them to be, when it suits us personally in our doings!!!!

Now, how can we solve these problems?

As one can see, this is not only the problem with these people within these particular exceptional cases, however what they experience inside, that which they are using for their defense is the same that all humans experience when they are in love.
So WHO are we to condemn these individuals, calling them names and ostracizing them, when we are aware that what they are going through on the level of experiencing love is the same what we experience in our own relationships we have. Why is their love wrong and ours right? Love cannot be two things, understand that the experience itself is the same inside these people, it is the same positive energy charge that they are going through.

Thus to solve this problem, we all need to start forgiving these feelings, these emotions, these energetic charges we are experiencing inside ourselves, and we also make sure to measure the physical reality with common sense. And common sense is, that which is best for all practically measured and lived, that will have an outcome that is equal and one, best for all.

At desteni, this is what we do, we investigate ourselves, we assess what we do and what we do not do and to see if what we are doing will have an outcome that is best for all practically. As I have walked with you here to show you how we as humans are using love to measure our relationships with, to give it value and importance and to see it as something good, when love itself is not equal in the physical reality as it is being felt inside, the feelings do NOT match the reality outside. The physical reality, how we treat each other in the physical reality IS our truth! This is the WHO we are! What we accept and what we allow.

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Larry Manuela

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Day 367 Genetic Sexual Attraction ( GSA)

Let me start with first defining  what this Genetic Sexual Attraction is according to many.

" Genetic Sexual Attraction, is an attraction that occurs between family member whom got reunited for the very first time in their lives, family members whom have never met each other before." 

                                                

This is a highly controversial topic to talk about, because people in this world have certain ideas/believes/judgments about what should and should not be acceptable in societies.

Understand that these cases are more often cases that are exceptional. These are not an everyday occurrences.

About 50% of these people when they first meet, experience a deeper level of bondage that slowly but surely transforms into what we term: " love"  and with love comes: " sexual attraction." 

The majority of the cases wherein this happens is always between a daughter that meets her dad for the very first time after never have met him before in her life. It mostly never happens with a mother meeting for the first time with her son, or a father meeting for the first time with his son. Also brother and sisters or first and second cousins etc etc.....

Let me also add, the WHY, I have chosen this topic to write about, mostly because of 3 words. However also to walk some common sense points in regard to this topic to show how messed up we are in our minds, not condoning nor condemning these particular individuals.

***  LOVE

***  BONDAGE

***  SEX

Because of this phenomenon it makes me question love even more. Now what is love really? What is this intense deep level of " bondage" these individuals go through with one another however they don't go through it with other people? And why is it so intense that it becomes sexual, that it needs an outlet?

Before I continue I also have to add another question: " where in time did we all decide what kind of love is " good" and what kind of love is " bad ?"   Is there such a thing as " good love" and " bad love,"  or are these just figments of our imaginations that have become judgments and justifications. If love was real, would it not be just one thing, just as the word itself, one word, just: " love?" 

Within this, one can already see/realize and understand how we have split/separate/divide love into two things, a love that is being seen as " good " and a love that is being seen as " bad " 

And when do we see it as " bad? ".........................  When there is SEX  involved in relation to these particular EXCEPTIONAL cases.

Seen from the perspective of the individuals experiencing love about one another within these cases, they will tell you that it is " good thing." 

Now they have a problem, because the world is telling them that what they are experiencing as good inside themselves is actually bad, however they do not experience it as bad. They might feel bad about themselves for experiencing these feelings of love about one another, however because they are aware that they are being judged for it, they feel bad about being judged by others, and not per say because the feelings themselves within them is being felt like " bad."

As one can see we have a dilemma now. What is the dilemma? Well it is the following. 

On one side we have two individuals experiencing love within themselves as love is being defined as in this world, you know? Something: " good,"  " beautiful,"  " profound," " serene,"  and what not.............however because it is unacceptable in the eyes of the majority, it MUST be not this kind of love, it must be wrong, they are confused. Are they? Purely looking at the experience of the feeling of love about one another alone, are they?

So now let me add BONDAGE in the mix. The moment these individuals experience what they term a profound and deep level of bondage with one another, is the moment where the body will start to want to have SEX.

Sex for most humans in this world is the ultimate form of intimacy on a physical level, but also on a psychological level. So in other words, for the bondage and the love to have any form of legitimacy and any kind of realness on a physical level, sex must come into play. Sex is like the measurement these individuals take to measure their bondage and love to see for themselves if it is " good." Sex is what makes the circle complete. And because the level of love and bondage is very high between these individuals, sex will be experienced as highly exceptional too, just as is their case.

Here is a video one can watch:

                                                             

Will continue with this in the next blog............

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Day 340, A dream about an occurence with a woman I am attracted to.

I know someone that I find attractive in many ways, but she told me she is not ready yet to start anything with no-one, so I will just wait.
But anyways, she asked me yesterday what it was I once told her about what it would mean to be a real Christian?
So I repeated what I have told her before, but in her voice, because it was a voice message she sent me I could hear that she was maybe talking to someone about bible stuff and could not remember what I told her and I could hear the anxiety in her voice, its like she was explaining something or trying to explain something and said something to someone but now can't get herself out of the thing and became nervous, at least that is what it seem as I find, but of course it can also be something else.

                                                               

Anyways, I listen to that voice message many time that night, and I kind of like felt sorry for her. This is point number one by the way...lol

So that night when I went to bed, I had a dream about the whole thing and in the dream I went to her house and was talking to her and trying to make as much sense as possible as I can, and I was holding her and was wanting to kiss her. I remember like having a enormous positive energy experience in my chest area and wanted to kiss, but she will keep on telling me to not yet, she is afraid of doing that, but the no seem as if she is saying know but yet also does not free herself out of my arms, she kept on being in my arms, and because of this from my point of view, she wants me to kiss her but she is just not sure and maybe even though she is saying no, probably want me to take some action and just kiss her anyways. But eventually in the dream I decided to not kiss her, because I know that she told me she doesn't want to start anything with no-one and I did not want to force her or better yet, manipulate her to divert from her decision, just because I am attracted to her, so I just hold her and even slept in the bed next to her just holding her close to me, because I "felt" that is what she needed in that moment. I also remember in my dream telling her to not to worry about my erection, because it is normal for me to have a erection when I am attracted to a woman and I got close and things seem to go into that direction, but it doesn't necessary mean that because I have an erection we have to do something, because after awhile if I do not respond on the erection it will eventually go flat, and she said, o.k.



                                                                   

So now before I continue with the deconstruction of this dream I want to point out for those whom may not be familiar with dreams and that dreams are actually ourselves. With this I mean that everything in the dream is oneself and/or what one perceives about oneself or others as oneself. The judgments one have about oneself or about others. Thus dreaming about someone else has nothing to do with the person that one is dreaming about in fact, it is all to do with one's;" dreams/desires/wants/wishes/fears/memories....etc etc..." The memory of the person in the dream is just the trigger-point ones mind itself uses in order to start the whole production of energy on the going.

I will place here the points I see about myself that I am aware I need to deconstruct these points within myself:

**    The desire I have to be with this woman
**    Wanting/desiring to kiss her lips
**     Believing that I can save her from whatever she might be going through emotionally
**    Wanting/desiring to have sexual intercourse with her
**     Feeling enormous positively charged energy within my chest area/ solar plexus
**     Feeling great respect to/towards her about keeping my word to her
**     Having this enormous patience to just wait till she comes to her senses
**     Desiring to protect her in whatever way I can
**     Feeling sorry about her, that she gets put to a challenge by others



So these were the points that may appear to be about her, but are actually my points I have to workout about myself within myself.

Self-forgiveness statements:

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to even though I am aware of what she told me, to still desire her in a way, just because I am attracted to her.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think and believe that just because I am attracted to her give me some reason or validation to have a desire or want within my mind about being with her.


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see/realize and understand that my desires I have to/towards her are all my own desires and are energetic in nature and are telling me that I am in separation with actually really getting to know her, because I have desire in front or between us, thus not seeing/realizing her as she is here.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to hide within myself this little feeling of positive energetic experience I have whenever I talk to her or is in her vicinity, but yet try to not let myself completely go into the whole feeling and understand it and turn it around within myself and use it constructively to/towards myself and to/towards her.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to have the backchat: " This, woman if I will be with her, I am going to make sure that she will be the last woman I am going to be with on this planet within my life-time that I have left on this planet."

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to see her as the one that I was waiting for all of my life, without having any idea of what she would want with me or not or even if she would even want me.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to let myself get sabotaged by my own mind without seeing/realizing and understanding that even though I am very much grounded when in her presence or in her vicinity or by just talking to her and I am comfortable with myself with her, still I let little energies rise here and there and do not work on them all the time, till I am just here grounded/ stable as I am when in her presence.


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to desire very much to be with this woman, instead of actually really just be here grounding myself in really really getting to know her exactly what I am aware I must do, because no matter what I do I am aware that I am stable and comfortable around her or in her presence and this is a great support for me within my process from consciousness to awareness.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to wish/want and desire to kiss her lips many times, but I do not say it, but it appears within my mind as thoughts and also as fantasies accompanied with pictures of me kissing her lips and experiencing her lips to be soft as I believe they must be feeling.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to wish/desire and want to have sexual intercourse with her, just because I am attracted to her without seeing/realizing and understanding that my sexual desire/wish and want is energy fluctuation within my mind and has nothing to do with practical spending time with her and really getting to know her and also in no ways validate my attraction to/towards her.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to still want to interpret my attraction to/towards her as because I am attracted to her means that I also must have sex with her without seeing/realizing/ and understanding that there are more to her than just someone I am attracted to and also would want to have sex with, even though I am aware that within myself she means much much more than a woman that I would want to have sex with above all, because when I first met her sex did not appear within my mind neither when I was in her presence, I actually really enjoyed just being with her in fact. Thus  within this I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed my sexual desire to try and manipulate myself into trying to sabotage myself into turning the attraction into something else and as if this something else is of more value than actually what I am aware of when I am with her which is being comfortable and grounded within and as myself when with her and actually really really wanting to get to know her for real.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be patient waiting for her, because I believe that this has something to do with respect when in reality I am aware that real respect is about treating and living with another as equals as life practically right here and that the only thing i have to be patient about with myself about her is just embrace patience itself, living it as I am waiting for her, because in actuality I am waiting for myself and project it to/towards her as if I have to wait for her, but in reality it is me that have to move and learn what it means to be patience here in this physical/practical world.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to interpret and still have the ancient believe that a man needs to protect his woman or prospect woman he is with or can be with, without seeing/realizing and understanding that I am in that moment actually validating just a old construct of believe system about relationships within my mind and using her just because I am aware I am attracted to her, thus silently trying to push this believe system through my own mind for me to fall into old relationship patterns I as of now did not workout yet.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think and believe that she needs to be protected and that I am the one that needs to protect her.


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think and believe that if I am feeling the desire to protect her gives my attraction to and towards her more value as if I am telling myself that if I do not have the desire to protect her my attraction to her means nothing.


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think and believe that attraction and protection of the one I am attracted to have something to do with me measuring the value of being with her or as if this make a stronger bond.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think and believe that if I feel sorry for her that that will make me somehow care more about her, when in reality it is just an energy experience as emotion that I allow to arise within me in order to built on it to sabotage myself into falling into old relationship habits of having feelings about another, and driving me away from what is actually real, which is me being comfortable and stable when with her.

I forgive myself that I haven't seen/realize and understand that feeling sorry for her has no actual practical support to her in this physical reality and that if I really want to support her as best as I can I must be practical and physical and in fact here.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think and believe that by feeling sorry for her gives me more impetus to find her even more attractive without seeing/realizing and understanding that I am within my mind trying to sabotage myself into moving from what is real and here to limiting myself with energy, which needs to be generated and produced by my own body in order for it to even be within the sphere of my experience.



Will be continuing with more in the next blog.........


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Day 300, Who am I in relationship with the word: " Cloud." part 15

Now moving to the next word, which will be: "Clouds."

I suggest reading the very first blog where I said I will be walking a list of words one by one about understanding myself as who I am in relationship with these words. Here is the link:

http://larry7yearwalk.blogspot.com/2014/02/day-286-what-is-understanding.html


So let me have a look at as always forst what the dictionaries are saying about this particular word.

¹cloud

 noun, often attributive \ˈklau̇d\

: a white or gray mass in the sky that is made of many very small drops of water

: a large amount of smoke, dust, etc., that hangs in the air

: a large number of things (such as insects) that move together through the air in a group

Full Definition of CLOUD

1

:  a visible mass of particles of condensed vapor (as water or ice) suspended in the atmosphere of a planet (as the earth) or moon

2

:  something resembling or suggesting a cloud: as

a :  a light filmy, puffy, or billowy mass seeming to float in the air <a cloud of blond hair> <a ship under a cloud of sail>

b (1) :  a usually visible mass of minute particles suspended in the air or a gas (2) :  an aggregation of usually obscuring matter especially in interstellar space (3) :  an aggregate of charged particles (as electrons)

c :  a great crowd or multitude :  swarm <clouds of mosquitoes>

3

:  something that has a dark, lowering, or threatening aspect<clouds of war> <a cloud of suspicion>

4

:  something that obscures or blemishes <a cloud of ambiguity>

5

:  a dark or opaque vein or spot (as in marble or a precious stone)

6

:  the computers and connections that support cloud computing <storing files in the cloud>

 See cloud defined for English-language learners »

See cloud defined for kids »

So there it is. When I was a kid I used to wonder at the sight of clouds passing by in the sky, and asking myself what specifically is their purpose, because these clouds are going to become rain somewhere . But there are clouds that are very high in the atmosphere where they are not going to become rain drops, but yet they will dissapear and do become waterdrops in the ocean. Now there are different types of clouds and with the knowledge of these clouds one can predict what will happen on the land sometimes, not with precise prediction, but near precise. Precise it will never be, because it is an predictions and predictions are coming from an unkown point of reference. The types of clouds we have named because of their altitute and their form formation gives us an indication as to what to expect on the land and also on the oceans, and we can measure the humidity in the air, we can measure also the temperture and with that also the speed of the wind. We have the following cloud formations:


                                                                           

Cumulus: cloud formation below 6000 ft.
Stratus: cloud formation below 6000 ft.
Stratuscumulus: cloud formation below 6000 ft
Altostratus: cloud formation between  6000-20000 ft.
Altocumulus: cloud formation between 6000-20000 ft.
Cumulonimbus: cloud formation from near the ground to above 50000 ft.
Cirrus: cloud formation above 18000 ft.
Cirruscumulus: mackeral sky( patterned as a Mackeral's back) above 18000 ft.


All these types of clouds are formed in what is called in science: " the Troposphere"

Thus cloud formations happen only in this sphere in the sky. The low cloud formations are the group of clouds where out of which rain will fall on the soil or on the oceans. This is what I remembered from my Meteorology classes when I was studying to become a captain of a sea-vessel. One have to know these in order to prevent going into storms on the sea or at least know what kind of storm one will be dealing with, and how the ocean is going to react because of the clouds above.
Now I am not going to go into the whole science here, because if one is interested one can find all the information about clouds for oneself on the internet, there are many cool explanations with nice pictures telling the science of cloud formation.
So the main purpose of clouds are to make sure that it rains and also to cool the earth down and keep certain radiation from the sun bouncing back into the atmosphere above.
We often use the term: "that person have a clouded mind," implying that the person have lots of thoughts going on in his/her mind, his or her mind is very busy. What we often miss about our mind and its inner working is, that the mind is not composed of only thoughts, the feelings and emotions are also part of the mind. So to have a clouded mind we will also have to integrate the rest of the compositions of the mind, which are the feelings and emotions. And just like in the troposphere we have the low-clouds, the middle-clouds and the high-clouds, so is it too within our minds, we have the low-thoughts/feelings and emotions, the middle-thoughts/feelings and emotions, and the high- thoughts/feelings and emotions.
So when I have a look at myself as to what happens within my mind, it is exactly like what happens in the cloud formations in the sky, the only difference being that the clouds work with nature and my mind is working against nature. My "clouded-mind " is in direct support of the mind itself alone, to protect it, to keep it going with its rains of toughts/feelings and emotions, where the sky of my complete mind is not visible anymore, or at all.




Self-Forgiveness & Self-Commitment Statements:

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to cloud my mind with thoughts/feelings and emotions so much so that I am lost within the clouding of my mind and preocupied with it that I cannot see the whole of what I am as the totality of what my mind consist of and exist as in a moment.

I realize that by clouding myself with thoughts/feelings and emotions I am not going to be aware of the totality of who I am as my whole mind.

Thus within this, I commit myself to through my writing of self-forgiveness and my commitment to life in self-honesty to continue one by one day by day deleting these thoughts, feelings and emotions till the sky of my mind is visible to me within and as myself and I can then start to use to whole of the mind and place what i want to be in it so it serves life on earth and not the mind in separation to life on earth.


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to never use what is outside of myself as what I see with my human eyes to learn more about what happens in myself and use that to change myself in accordance with was here, because what is outside of myself as what I see in nature itself as how nature functions as far as I can understand it, is always going to be what is best for life on earth. Thus by studying what is outisde of me as in nature, how life functions in practical terms in nature, I will learn from that to also function as an individual that support nature in the best way possible.

I realize that I am taking what happens in nature as how it functions for granted, because I separate myself from nature through my mind and thus interpret what I believe nature is doing, instead of integrating it and use it as a way to transform myself to act in the best interest of life on earth, in the physical reality.

Therefore, I commit myself through my writing of self-forgiveness and my commitment to life, done in self-honesty to pay more attention to the functionality of what happens outisde in nature and to use what I see without the intepretation of my mind to change myself into a being that also in its own workings will do just like in nature what will be best for life on earth.


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to cloud myself with thoughts about nature, wherein I tell msyelf that I cannot understand nature and its working in its totality, just because I have separated myself from nature and its working through my very mind and its inner workings.

I realize that the fallacy I accept within myself that I cannot understand nature in all its splendor, comes out of the separation I have created within and as myself from nature by separating myself in thoughts about nature which are just interpretation of a mind that is not equal to and one with nature.

Therefore, I commit myself to work on myself to eradicate this separation through thoughts within my mind, through forgiving myself these thoughts that are just interpretation of nature out of separation, and make sure I commit myself to learn from nature so I can change my current self-created/accepted-nature of separation from nature to an equal and one living and expressing myself WITH nature.




Self-Reward:

Within this blog I have come to see/realize and understand that I am not using what I see in nature to help myself to change myself into a human being that will do exactly what nature does, thus------------- to do what is best for all life on earth. knowing this now, I can now go about looking at nature as in how it functions and use what I can use out of my current understanding of nature to integrate that into my living application that will be equal to what is happening in nature as support to life on earth.



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Larry Manuela


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Day 299, Who am I in relationship with the word: " Wind." Part 14

Thus today I am continuing with my list of words. The word I am going to work out for myself here is: " Wind."

And if you then reader have not read the first part of this series where I placed in my writing a list of words that I said I did not really understand them completely, because I never really saw/realized and understood Who I was in relationship wit these words. Suggest to check out the link here:

http://larry7yearwalk.blogspot.com/2014/02/day-286-what-is-understanding.html



O.k. let me see what the dictionaries have to say about this word:



                                                                   

wind

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121 ENTRIES FOUND:

1. wind
2. wound
3. wind angle
4. wind band
5. wind beam
6. wind-bell
7. wind belt
8. wind bill
9. wind-borne
10. wind box
11. wind-brace
12. wind bracing
13. wind-broken
14. wind catcher
15. wind-chest
16. wind chime
17. wind cloud
18. wind cone
19. wind conveyor
20. wind cripple
21. wind direction
22. wind down
23. wind drift
24. wind egg
25. wind engine
26. wind erosion
27. wind farm
28. wind-fertilization
29. wind-fertilized
30. wind-force

¹wind

 noun, often attributive \ˈwind, archaic or poetic ˈwīnd\

Definition of WIND

1

a :  a natural movement of air of any velocity; especially :  the earth's air or the gas surrounding a planet in natural motion horizontally

b :  an artificially produced movement of air

c :  solar wind, stellar wind

2

a :  a destructive force or influence

b :  a force or agency that carries along or influences : tendency, trend <withstood the winds of popular opinion — Felix Frankfurter>

3

a :  breath 4a

b :  breath 2a

c :  the pit of the stomach :  solar plexus

4

:  gas generated in the stomach or the intestines <passwind>

5

a :  compressed air or gas

b archaic :  air

6

:  something that is insubstantial: as

a :  mere talk :  idle words

b :  nothing, nothingness

c :  vain self-satisfaction

7

a :  air carrying a scent (as of a hunter or game)

b :  slight information especially about something secret : intimation <got wind of the plan>

8

a :  musical wind instruments especially as distinguished from strings and percussion

b plural :  players of wind instruments

9

a :  a direction from which the wind may blow :  a point of the compass; especially :  one of the cardinal points

b :  the direction from which the wind is blowing

— wind·less  adjective

— wind·less·ly adverb

— before the wind

:  in the same direction as the main force of the wind

— close to the wind

:  as nearly as possible against the main force of the wind

— have the wind of

1

:  to be to windward of

2

:  to be on the scent of

3

:  to have a superior position to

— in the wind

:  about to happen :  astir, afoot <change is in the wind>

— near the wind

1

:  close to the wind

2

:  close to a point of danger :  near the permissible limit

— off the wind

:  away from the direction from which the wind is blowing

— on the wind

:  toward the direction from which the wind is blowing

— to the wind or to the winds

:  aside, away <threw caution to the wind>

— under the wind

1

:  to leeward

2

:  in a place protected from the wind :  under the lee

Now I have taken only the first part of the definitions and concepts that are given about the word wind in this blog, otherwise it would be a loooonnnggg list of definitions and concepts given to the word wind.

Now this word wind is interesting. I find the wind for what it does as its expression is very powerful and have lots of responsibilities to life on earth. Now some of you who may be reading this blog, may not see the wind as an expression of life, you may see it as just something that occur in nature because of certain currents in oceans and certain effects based on the rotation of the earth etc etc.......

I always wondered how through for example by just waving my hands up and down creates a little wind movement, but what I find fascinating is that I am pushing something in a sense that is already here. So what is this what I call: "wind," that is already here but is being moved by certain other forces? With this I mean what is the wind in fact. Now I am not going into conspiracy theories here, I am pointing out that I have never ever stood as the wind, I mean; equal and one with and as the wind to trully see/realize and understand from that perspective what it is to experience myself as wind for real and how it is to be aware of all that I am as the wind.

Self-Forgiveness & Self-Commitment statements:

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see/realize and understand that the wind I experience touching me on this earth I am not one and equal with it, therefore only have a name to give to that force that touches me, that I cannot see but yet is supporting me and everything else that is here within and as this world.

I realize that because of my lack of living in equality with what is here as the wind, makes it a challenge  for me to really understand the wind I experience touching me that I cannot see.

Therefore, I commit myself to little by little step by step to start to change my relationship I have with the wind that I experience touching me, and that put all believes and opinions and concepts that I have about the wind as what was passed down through generations that went before me, which have left behind only a definition of a wind, but not an actual real physical equal and one understanding in standing equal and one with and as the wind here, thus within this I give myself the opportunity to fix my relationship with wind till I am one and equal with wind in full understanding of what wind actually is.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge the wind as powerful, without seeing/realizing and understanding that when I do that I separate firstly, myself from the wind and secondly I separate the wind from the rest of expressions that are here and place the wind as something special, something more, when in reality all expressions have their functions and their functions are specific in order to make the whole of what is here function as a whole.

I realize that I judge the wind as powerful because of what I see the wind doing in this reality and because it is something that most other expressions on earth cannot do, yet without seeing/realizing and understanding that the wind has its function as what it is designed to be and to do.

Therefore, I commit myself to change who I am in relationship to/with the wind in oder to stop judging it as powerful then other expressions just because of its functionality and to do this change through self-forgiveness and writing and in speaking it out loud and commit myself to life in self-honesty to remain here within and as my breath as learn more and more how to actually live with the wind here as one as equal as life as what is best for all.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to like very much the force of the wind when it takes the form of a hurricane with high wind-speeds that destroy infrastructure and nature and also take lives, but yet been totally engulfed by the fact of what the wind as a force of nature can do without seeing/realizing and understanding that within me I am somehow liking lives also being taken by this force without any feelings whatsoever.

I realize that I through my liking of what the wind can do when it takes the form of a hurricane when it destroys life on earth is accepted by me as a form of sensation without taking into account the lives that were taken because of this hurricane and the nature that was destroyed.

Therefore, I commit myself to through my writing of self-forgiveness and my commitment to life to investigate within myself why I have allowed this destruction to be sensational for myself and stop myself and then change myself little by little till I am no more a sensationalist that enjoy the force of the wind when it takes the form of an hurricane.

Self-Reward:

Within this blog I have come to see/realize and understand that my relationship with what have been termed; 'wind,' is totally in separation so much so that I need defintions of other people whom also never understood the wind from the perspective of an actual standing as equal and one with the wind in physical real practial application. Thus within this I am now more akin to learn by studying my own relationship and who I am in relationship with the wind so that I with patience can one day formulate words together that give perspective about what is termed wind from a personal real standing as an equal with the wind.

Thanks.

Larry Manuela

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