Showing posts with label negative. Show all posts
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Sunday, 1 March 2015

Day 349, Why do I allow limitation?

There has been these particular points about myself that I do allow to exist within me for either to not be in confrontational disputes or to not have to be not liked by others, or be hated by others, or someone that has to be avoided, because I will be seen as a " negative person." Understand that this finding me "a negative person," is just a label we place on people and if one really have a look at our world one can see that the reality out there is NOT positive. We can color it in all we want, but it is not going to magically change because we are a bunch walking along being all positive within our minds. If this was real, with all the positive religion explosion in this world that is going on, the world should have been extremely positive since the times of the Beatles, since the flower era. I am not looking for people to find me a "positive person" either, I am just telling the things as they are, not coloring them in, and if this makes me a "negative person," in people's eyes, it is their own judgment, has nothing to do with the reality that is a fact to be what we will term/interpret as: " bad/wrong/negative." The reality though is that our reality is harmful/destructive/abusive/unequal and these are labeled as "bad/wrong/negative." Here under this paragraph I place a picture that is fueling this dilemma, where with phrases like these people will always keep on brushing people away from them if they see that they are not agreeing with their positive bubble in their heads.

                                                                  


So I have a self-judgement that I fear that others might find me a "negative person," thus I shut up when it comes to the topic of what is going on in the world sometimes. What I did noticed though even within this fear, that when I do go into expressing myself for life, I am not fearful of wording what I'm  aware within myself to be common sense, and I talk loud and clear, and I am certain within myself about the points that I am busy conveying or bringing to the table as is being said.
As I have noticed and it is a fact, people do not like to hear these two words: " acceptance & allowance,"  because they know that these two words place them in a position where they have to take responsibility, and this word too is something most of us do not really want to engage into, especially when it comes to the responsibility to ALL LIFE.

The moment I say the world is the way it is, and not because of some politicians that are doing something or some elite somewhere is doing something, the world is how it is because we are the ones accepting and allowing all these things that we see as "bad/wrong/and negative" to continue  being here, being part of our reality.
We love to find someone else or a group to blame for what is happening, but the moment the blame is shifted and put upon us, ourselves, we want to push it away, and the "BUT's " will start to enter the conversations.

Of course in this world, you have in regards to what happens in the world two kinds of people, The ones that do actually DO something, either that something would be positive or negative, but they are the doers and we have those who just stand by....... the standbyers, the watchers.

Now the standbyers as I am calling us, which is the greater majority of us, which one can call the 99% of us in any particular country are the ones that will allow the 1% to do what they like, and we keep on blaming and blaming, criticizing them just because they are the doers. Maybe we secretly are jealous of them, because they actually DO what they say they will do, they are not just talkers, spewing verbal diarrhea. So even though the 1% is in their actions not doing what will be best for all, they do have the potential though to actually make things happen, meaning, they take action, something the 99% is lacking in extreme measures.
Now just imagine if the 99 % were the doers, all these things the 99% find that are "bad/wrong/negative" in their own lives, that they find the 1 % are doing to them, they themselves just make sure that these things will never happen again and go actually do it themselves, just take the stuff over and stop what is hurting us and change it? And when I say taking it over, I am NOT talking about taking it over by/through force or military force where people can get hurt and harmed, I am talking about taking it over by elections, making usage of direct democracy.
We are actually a humanity full of fears. We fear so much that we allow a 1% of us to put words on paper to actually bring harm instead of harmony, or put words on paper to enslave us, instead of freeing us, put words on paper to control us, put words on paper to tell us what to do and what not to do, limiting our participation in a world where all were born into freely in the same way as everybody else. Have you not noticed that the words on papers are all not words you directly participated in agreeing that they should be on paper or not? But yet here we are allowing all this stupidity to go on. Understand that words on their own are totally harmless, even the words that we have given to things that harm ourselves. It is us living what we believe these words to be, IS what is the problem and IS what is REALLY harmful.

Now let me tell you why that did not happen yet, and there were instances in  history when there were so called: "revolutions,"  but these revolutions were messy and were just a switching of powers, nothing really fundamentally changed, because we still did the same thing, allowing a little group to have the power over us, making decisions that influence our daily lives, and these decisions that are made are always only "good" for a few, these very few individuals that made the decisions, but never that we create a system that allow all of us to not only have a saying, like an opinion but that we literally all are corner stones of making decisions on behalf of all of us, thus that everyone participate in the decision making, because at the end of the day, what the 1% is making decisions about includes all of us, but they just make sure that they the 1% get more instead of making sure that everyone is equally provided for and we can start with the REAL living as a humanity on this planet.
So the reason all of this is going on is because we have accepted and allowed within and as ourselves separation to exist, we do NOT see ourselves as equals for real yet. We may talk about it, but actually in fact see/realize and understand that we ARE equals, very very few people can see this and actually strife to bring about this equality that is here.
And this is the why we are still roaming around in this system of inequality, because within and as ourselves we are unequal. We are unequal in our thoughts/words and actions, thus this what we are within is being allowed outwardly too, as anyone in this world can clearly attest now in this era that is called: "information era."

In my next blog I will be working out the points mentioned in the beginning of this blog.


Thanks.


Larry Manuela



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Tuesday, 18 March 2014

Day 292, Who am I in relationship with the word: " Fear." Part- 7

Now I am moving to workout the next word that I have placed within the list of words in my first blog about this particular point, which is; 'understanding.'
The next word will be: " Fear."

I place here the link of that first blog about this point where this list exists:

http://larry7yearwalk.blogspot.com/2014/02/day-286-what-is-understanding.html



So lets see together here what the dictionaries of the world are saying about: " fear."



                                                   


fear  (fɪə) 
— n
1.a feeling of distress, apprehension, or alarm caused by impending danger, pain, etc
2.a cause of this feeling
3.awe; reverence: fear of God
4.concern; anxiety
5.possibility; chance: there is no fear of that happening
6.for fear of for fear that for fear lest  to forestall or avoid
7.no fear  certainly not
8.put the fear of God into  to frighten
— vb  (foll by for )
9.to be afraid (to do something) or of (a person or thing); dread
10.tr to revere; respect
11.tr; takes a clause as object to be sorry: used to lessen the effect of an unpleasant statement: Ifear that you have not won
12.to feel anxiety about something
13.an archaic word for frighten
[Old English fǣr related to Old High German fāra Old Norse fār  hostility, Latin perīculum  danger]
So here I am going to deal with fear, the mother of all emotions. This fear is the basis for feelings to, because from this fear we create the opposite polarities as illusions. Lets say for example someone hide the truth and does not tell the truth because of the fear of having to go through the consequences when doing so which is the negative polarity, and yet looking at the polarity thereof which is the positive polarity, when someone is telling the truth is also out of fear to not have to go to consequences if one should NOT tell the truth. See? So even though one did tell the truth which is being seen as something that is positive, but yet one did so because of the underlying fear of the consequences that will flow out of it if one does not do so.

Thus there is this fear for/of the direct consequence which is being seen as negative. Because it happens when one is already caught up in the lie.
And there is the fear of the indirect consequence which is being seen as positive, thus a positive reason to in this case/example tell the truth. Because in this example one is dealing with a future projection as in what might happen. And to avoid what might happen one is seeing oneself as being a very "good person" by telling the truth.
Within this second one, thus the positive polarity the fear is not seen and experienced as heavily as it is within the first one, the negative polarity, which I find as direct confrontation and direct consequence.
As we all have experienced in our lives that there are certain moments of telling the truth that are also experienced as very fearful, but this is more so in cases when one is about to loose something or loose one's life itself thus can be killed or murdered because of telling the truth. Then the fear becomes a direct fear that is then experienced as negative. Even though the telling of the truth is positive.


I'll suggest one do read the heavensjourney to life blog and these are the following blogs:

http://heavensjourneytolife.blogspot.com/2014/02/love-and-fear-tug-of-war-day-483.html


In this blog the relationship we have created within our mind to/towards the energy experiences in our minds is being explained and forgiven. It is also suggested to read this out loud when one read all these heavensjourney to life blogs, because in this blog, that level of us that is being walked is the level we cannot see for ourselves yet as being self-aware of these, thus through the reading of these blogs we are planting seeds of remembrance as how we created ourselves in the mind through the body.



http://heavensjourneytolife.blogspot.com/2012/10/character-dimensions-fear-dimension.html


Within this blog here the dimension of fear itself in the mind and physical is being explained and also there is explanation as in how to work it out when one have identified the memories relating to the personality that is holding on to a specific self-interest. So I suggest to also read this one for further assistance and support and many others dealing with fear, because there are many blogs written about this fear and also the dimension of it that exists in the mind and physical.




Self-Forgiveness & Self-commitment statements:



I forgive myself that I have accepted and aloowed myself to not see/realize and understand that fear is the basis of all my decisions I have made and is still making within my living here on this planet, in this world.


When and as I see myself going into or I am about to go into not seeing/realizing and understanding that all my decisions I have made and are still making are based in fear, I STOP---------------- take a deep breath and bring myself back here, till I am clear and stable and nothing moves within me as me as the mind as energy.

I realize that by having the experience of fear as the basis of my decisions makes continue with my participation within the mind and the experiences of energy within and as the mind.


Therefore, I commit myself step by step throug my writing of self-forgiveness and my commit to life, to make sure I walk the necessary steps to come to the actual awareness of myself within and as my mind and the physical as to understand myself within my relationship to this fear that I have accepted and allowed myself to be created by myself within and as my mind conciousness system.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to protect my self-interest as energy within and as the mind by utilizing fear as the basis and master program within and as my mind consciousness system.

When and as I see myself going into or I am about to go into protecting my self-interest as energy within and as my mind consciousness system, I STOP------------- take a deep breath and bring myself back here, till I am clear and stable and nothing moves within me as me as the mind as energy.

I realize that I am protecting my self-interest as energy, because I need this energy to survive as the personalities I have created within and as my mind.

Thus within this, I commit myself to step by step to identify these personalities and step by step work them out through my writing of self-forgiveness and my commitment to life in order for me to reach the starting point of creating them and within this give myself the oportunity to understand myself better and also give myself the gift to stop and change myself into a being that does what is best for all life.


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see/realize and understand that I have created a whole dimension within and as my mind about fear to protect myself as personalities within and as my mind in order to continue with the giving of energy to the mind.

When and as I see myself going into or I am about to go into not seeing/realizing and understanding that I have created a whole dimension within and as my mind about fear to protect myself as personalities within and as my mind, I STOP----------- take a deep breath and bring myself back here till I am clear and stable and nothing moves within me as me as the mind as energy.

I realize that through the creation of an entire dimension of fear within and as my mind I can hide/protect my self-interest as energy in the mind.

Thus within this I commit myself to through my writing of self-forgiveness and my commitment to life in self-honesty to make sure that I walk the necessary steps that needs to be walked to realize myself in relation to this whole dimension I have created within and as myself tp protect my own self-interest as energy. And to make sure I stay HERE, I focus always on my breath when I am doing my introspection to see more of what comes up within me as me as the mind as energy.



Self-Reward:

Within this blog I have seen/realized and understood that the fear I am experiencing within me, I am holding on to them because I am not aware of them on all levels of the mind consciousness system thus not able to understand fear in its whole construction as it exist within as me as the mind as energy. Now that I have more information about how I can detect the memories within myself that lead to the creation and maintance of the whole fear dimension I can work it out more easily.




Thanks.


Larry Manuela


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Thursday, 13 December 2012

Day 182, The Good And The Bad Of Being Selfish.

Many of us when we look at the word selfish, we take the negative part of it, or the part that is so-called: ''bad.''   We are NOT looking at the positive part of it, the ''good'' part of selfishness which is still just selfishness no matter what. Thus being selfish does NOT change wether one is positive or negative about it in ones living.  Many people if one is to say to them that they are as selfish as anyone else, will immediately feel attacked personally, and will say: '' i am NOT selfish..!! ''   



Now for this to be clear, i am going to use examples, and you the reader will see for yourself that the selfishness stays the same no matter what action you're taking either it being a positive or a negative action, the outcome for your experience within yourself is the same, the same purpose. It is about the person always choosing to care only for him/herself.




The positive examples of being selfish:



**  doing ones job to get ones money, even though in the system the money is necessary, but it is only ones money, it is NOT the person working for the support of all of humanity for example with him/herself included.  Herein many will defend themselves with the whole taxes thing. Many believe that because they are paying taxes they are supporting humanity or at least the ones in their country, so that should be more then enough, thus they are NOT selfish because they are paying taxes, meaning they are allowing taxes to be cut from their salaries, so they are giving------- which behind this lies another thing that many won't say, the point of thinking/believing it is their money they worked for, thus if they are letting the government taking a little bit from them, they should be considered understandable people or people whom care, but do they really..?? The reality is; one would rather have all the money for oneself because there is this brainwashing that it is the money one worked hard for, so all of it should be for oneself. The more the better isn't it...???  This point can be justified in many ways, but the bottom line as one can see which is ''being selfish'' stays the same.



**  Falling in love and being in love is another one, a big one for many. But many don't see that the whole experience of love they are going through is only their own, only the person that is going through this love is experiencing this feeling of love, the other they are having a feeling about is NOT going through what they are going through at all. And in this experience it is being assumed and more so demanded, that the other person must continue doing or being whom they are as one have fallen for them, thus remain like this for  one to continue going through the feeling of love in oneself alone. One cannot give this love to NO-one. It only makes one manipulative to get more of it by using some tactics to keep on having the other do the same things they do that makes one experience this feeling. Thus the moment the other changes one will have problems, because the other is not anymore what one needs in order to get the engine of generating all these wonderful feelings of love within oneself, and in this the arguments will start and the questions, because one will start to doubt that the one that is telling one that he/she loves one is not being the one that he/she used to be that make one produced so much feelings of love.  So herein as you can see selfishness plays a role again as always.



                                                                      


** Giving alms to poor people. Within this is again about how one feels about oneself and the level of self-importance that one gets, because oneself is thinking/believing that this is a ''good thing to do''  that one is a ''good person''   and a ''good person'' is acceptable mostly everywhere. This may look like one cares, but the reality is; that it is to feel good only about oneself doing these things. Some people even say it, that they do it, because it makes them FEEL so good doing some work of compassion according to them, but yet.............are you seeing these people making sure that poverty is prevented so it never exists....??   This would be real care...!!  So now poverty have to exists for all these people that would LOVE to feel good about themselves, to go and try to help some poor people here and there and see themselves as individuals whom are at least ''doing something about the problem''    But they don't see/realize/understand that they are actually SUPPORTING the very problem by doing what they see as ''being good''  ''care about another''  ''having compassion about another''. And herein again one can see the selfishness, it all about the ME, the I.  Because when one does this it is only  oneself that will go through the experience of feeling good about ones action taken in the helping the poor, because helping the poor is a ''positive movement'' something ''good.''



                                                              


**  If one is a owner of a company and one is providing work for many people one will look at this as '' being a good action/deed'' in the confines of this system, because in this system it is accepted and allowed by US that only through work one is capable legally to get a little money, that is NEVER enough to meet all the basic survival needs for the body to stay healthy and functions to its optimum, to live a dignified life. As owner one will be the one that gets MORE money and will become rich using on the backs of the ones working for one. The idea of becoming an owner of a company was not because one wanted to support LIFE with an idea, oh no, it was solely to make MONEY, and who wants to make lots of money..??  The one that will be the owner..!!  See again self-interest steps in.


                                                  

                                                                


And as we can see in these positive examples all these positive actions lead to a negative outcome. Thus selfishness is EVIL, and have always an outcome that is NOT what is BEST for all, and what is NOT BEST for all is always EVIL. The world is THE proof of this, everyone claims they are NOT selfish but yet what is BEST for all is NONE existent..!!



Now we move to the negative ones. These are easy to recognise, since everyone can see them.



The negative examples of being selfish:


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      Having a piece of chocolate and not wanting to share with ones brother or sister.


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    Having a car and wanting no-one else to drive it but oneself alone.


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   If there is money to be shared one always want more then the rest.



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    Being jealous of ones partner, because one believes ones partner is ones property, someone one owns. In other words ''love'' is something one have to own.


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       Wanting/wishing to own piece of land to say it is MINE..?!!





So we can continue mentioning many of these negative ones, but these are easy to see as i already mentioned, because these are the only ones most people see as when the word SELFISHNESS comes to mind. It is being seen only as in the negative sense. Never seeing/realizing/understanding that being selfish is in both of them and it is always with the same outcome what is BEST for oneself alone, it is NEVER what is BEST for all. Understand that what is BEST for all have never ever been considered, let alone to be LIVED by all practically/factually..!!



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Tuesday, 4 December 2012

Day 177, The Apparent Goodness Of Man.

As long as i can see this apparent goodness of man, wherein man belief/think that he is good because he coins out some moralities within a system of abuse and inequality has nothing to do with real goodness. Real ''goodness'' is in reality, practical caring living application that is BEST for all LIFE. And this is what Man have NOT lived throughout history yet at all.


                                                                  

All what man is doing as to try to be so-called: ''good,'' which in turn is derived/fueled/relying on as what is HERE as what man is and as what man creates, which is all the opposite of this ''good'' man is trying to be. It is the ''bad/negative/wrong'' that is HERE, that is the platform where man is trying to run away from in order  to be ''good/positive/right.''   It is NOT the opposite way...!!!  So this means that the ''bad/negative/wrong'' is creating the other as an illusion, because the opposite is NOT what is HERE, what is HERE is the ''bad/negative/wrong,'' because now it has friction/conflict. Man is creating the friction/conflict within himself as an illusion that he is NOT, in order for him to NOT face what he has always been, which is '' bad/negative/wrong.''


So to be good in this world, in reality as we exist in this world as we man proclaim, is nothing but to be EVIL, because the apparent goodness of man needs the EVIL for it to be good. Without the EVIL there is NOTHING to be good about. 

So trying to be ''good'' in this world is in reality conforming/confirming  that the EVIL as what man is MUST continue existing as it exists.


Have a look at it, you will find within yourself that all your decisions you ever made in your whole life are based on what it is you fear, which is the ''bad/negative/wrong.''


lets have a look at a few examples:


***   Wanting/wishing to be rich and doing everything to be rich is because within you, you know that being poor as you can see in this world is NOT the kind of life you would want for yourself nor for your so-called: '' loved ones.''  Being poor is negative.


***  Wanting/wishing to fall in love or find someone to love and that loves you back, is because you don't want to be alone, and being alone is for you negative.


***  Wanting/wishing to educate yourself to survive in this system, because without the education your chances for survival are minimum and your life would be a struggle. So struggle is negative.


*** Wanting/wishing to be looking attractive all the time, is because you know that in this world, looking attractive as the world impose upon you is much more pleasant then looking ugly, and looking ugly is Negative.


*** Wanting/wishing to go to heaven and following religions is considered a ''good'' thing to do, because you want to escape this shithole we create here together, thus earth is a place you don't want to be on, and this earth is negative in your view, because HERE you suffer.


So as you can see, we can go on and on with these things............................................

The only way to get out of this polarity and opposite Con, is to live and express in every way what is BEST for all LIFE, what is BEST for all LIFE is a none polarity application, that have a consequence that is always BEST for all LIFE.   So one more time, if you do what is ''good/positive/right'' will NOT result into what will be BEST for all, because these require/need/rely on the opposite polarities as in ''bad/evil/negative/wrong,'' which is what is actually/factually HERE to continue existing in order for them to be experienced as if they are REAL. So they will always lead to EVIL..!!  So none of the polarities will ever lead to what is BEST for all, ONLY what is BEST for all alone as in a living application will lead to what is BEST for ALL LIFE...!!  Self-honesty will pull you out of this one, in order for you to get it..!!


But if you want to live ''the good'' '' the positive'' ''the right way/action''   you will automatically have the opposite from them in your reality, because they cannot exist without each other, which are: '' the bad/evil''  ''the negative''  and ''the wrong way/action.''


It is NOT that ''the good'' ''the positive'' and ''the right action'' exist first and is HERE and out of this, makes you make the decision to choose to be ''bad/evil'' ''negative'' or ''wrong.''  


So EVIL is the cause/source of your attempts to be the illusions that are created by this very EVIL that is inherrent in Man, and NOT the other way around.




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Larry Manuela




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