Showing posts with label being. Show all posts
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Monday, 19 October 2015

Day 364, Do You Think You Are Gonna Make it?

I asked myself a question, when I was back chatting, and it was as follows: " Do you think you're gonna make it?"  and I answered myself with: "  Oh yeah, I gotta get outta here!"

Now the moment I said this within my mind I realized something about myself. I realized that the " I gotta get outta here"  part, is part of a desire I secretly had/have wherein I just want to get up and leave everything and everyone behind, like go to a secluded place where no-one will know where I am, and I will be all alone. It is like a wanna run away from all this hardship in my world/the world.
Secretly I desire and wish sometimes, often more than other that I can find myself into a situation where I have " no way out"  kind of situation. Like being in a situation where there is nowhere to run or to be, but to face myself completely right here, no holding back and give it all into forgiveness, really really open up completely.

                                       

The other point is, that I do know what to do. The problem is in the actual doing itself.
I also realized that I fear changing me, changing the who I am now, which is nothing more or less than personalities/characters in my mind for specific events and situations within my life process. Most of the time I am " myself."  However this " myself"  is not really ME. The real me at the moment is not yet here. You know it is like I went into a dark cave and as I was going deeper and deeper into the darkness I was  leaving little reflectors on the way down for when to get back, I can find my way back, however when I got into the deepest of depths within this cave of darkness I got lost and could not find my way back out, and now that I am finding the reflectors I myself have placed I am starting to remember how I got in, and remember the way out. I just have to follow the reflectors and get back out.

The reflectors in this example are the the personalities/characters I have created within myself that are now clouding/fogging me to see clearly and to remember the who I am for real. The who/what I was before the mind, before energy, this part of me is where I must get back to. It is called Beingness. The part of me that is aware of itself as LIFE. As one can see the personalities/characters are not good or bad, positive or negative or right or wrong, they are my reflections I have created, they are ideas about myself I have created within my mind consciousness system. As one can see; I CREATED them. Not one thing that exists within and as my mind can be placed there by another, it have to have my permission, the information must be accepted and allowed by myself, same way goes for using it.


Self-Forgiveness statements:


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself have the back chat: " Do you think you're gonna make it?" to exist within me as me as the mind as energy.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to have also as back chat however in a form of answer to myself the following back chat: " Oh yeah, I gotta get outta here!"  to exist within me as me as the mind as energy.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see within and as my back chats, that I am actually busy pointing to myself out what I have created as ideas/believes within and as myself, about myself.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself more than often try and stop the back chats without really investigating them first to understand where they are coming from and which specific point are they related to within myself, which character is connected to them.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to use these back chat to actually encourage myself to try and fulfill a desire/wish I have created within myself to cope with also the fear I have created within and as myself.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear changing what I have accepted and allowed myself to be and become wherein, I actually fear myself, because the personalities/characters are now me as the mind as energy.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see/realize and understand for real that I am the creator of the back chats, that I am the creator of the personalities/characters, that I am the creator of the fears, therefore that I am a creator within and as myself, thus meaning as I create within me that which is at the moment only self-interest, I can also create what which is best for all of life, which is that which is in the best  interest of all.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear my own creations, including fear itself, which is also my creation.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see/realize and understand that my creations are me and that by understanding them, I will also understand how I created myself to represent me as if they are really real, when the real me itself behind it all I forgot that I am here.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to accept fear to be part of me as me and to allow it to influence my decision making in every moment.



To be continued.....................................................



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Thursday, 10 September 2015

Day 361, The anger that consumes me, Part 2

O.k. Here I am with the continuation of the blog that I wrote before this one,  For context, I suggest to read that one here if one will here.








This where I left off in previous blog:



" When and as I see myself going into or I am about to go into reacting against something in anger within my mind consciousness system, I stop................take a deep breath and bring myself back here, till I am clear and stable and nothing moves within me as me as the mind as energy.

I realize that by allowing anger to exist within me, within my mind I am thinking and believing that it means that at least I am caring somehow, because " I am thinking about others that have less than me," as if "thinking about it is caring." 

Therefore, I commit myself to just stop myself thinking about those whom I have judged as living in circumstances and situations that are challenging, and actually start to get myself involved more practically with the actual doing, moving to/towards solutions that will bring about a change that will be best for all life." 

Self-commitment statements continuing:

When and as I see myself going into or I am about to go into participating in anger within and as myself and allowing it to be fueled up within myself, by myself, I stop........................ take a deep breath and bring myself back here, till I am clear and stable and nothing moves within me as me as the mind as energy.

I realize that I am allowing anger to be fueled within myself by myself, because of a deep seated self-created believe that somehow if I am angry at something or someone, I am being against that which I, myself has judged as faulty/wrong/bad/negative, within my own mind consciousness system, thus being angry against all of these is a " good/positive/right"  thing to do/to be, when in reality it is a war I am creating within and as my own mind, using projection judgement about what I see happening in the world, that have some similarity, or are totally similar to that which I have judged as faulty/wrong/bad/negative, thus reason enough within my mind consciousness system to be against it. However instead of working it out practically, I dwell in it, and allow it to consume me.

Therefore, I commit myself to really push myself into actually moving myself and doing what needs to be, because I already have the tools to work with, now rests the applying part. Thus I work on the applying part little by little till it becomes like brushing my teeth facing each point within myself, bringing myself to clarity and clearness, the point of understanding.


When and as I see myself going into or I am about to go into in a creepy/strange way, enjoying being angry within and as myself to/towards myself and others as the whole world, I stop----------------------- take a deep breath and bring myself back here till I am clear and stable and nothing moves within me as me as the mind as energy.

I realize that I enjoy in a " creepy/strange way,"  being angry within myself, because I have become addicted to the energy of anger within me, and justify it with " being right"  about being angry at certain outcomes and certain groups and certain specific people in this world, including myself.

Thus within this, I commit myself to first release myself from this anger that consumes me and that I see, that I even enjoy, because it gives me a point of wanting to be against that which I have judged as " faulty/bad/wrong/negative specifically, using the tools provided by desteni as in Self-Forgiveness and Self-Commitments derived from common sense introspection.

When and as I see myself going into or I am about to go into being angry at humanity at large because of what I see I have accepted and allowed to happen to life on my watch, I stop--------------------- take a deep breath and bring myself back here, till I am clear and stable and nothing moves within me as me as the mind as energy.

I realize that I am putting the blame on humanity for where I lack doing something that is practical solution-wise and will have an outcome that will be best for all.

Therefore, I commit myself to push myself to look more into coming up with practical solutions that is best for all that I am capable of doing in a moment and in this manner learn little by little how to be like this, and taking little by little more complicated practical solutions as part of my living expression.


When and as I see myself going into or I am about to go into fearing a self-created imagination of what might become an outcome that is even worse than what exists now on this earth, I stop--------- take a deep breath and bring myself back here till I am clear and stable and nothing moves within me as me as the mind as energy.

I realize that I am fearing these imaginations of possible outcomes within myself not so much because of what can happen to humanity and/or to life on earth, however more so, because of self-interested reasons as in, myself having to go through these or members of my family having to go through these.

Thus within this, I commit myself to only look at the self-interest that exists within me from the perspective of measuring myself as to see/realize and understand where I am taking self-responsibility to life or not, and doing what needs to be done to actually bring about in this world, that which will be best for all life, and in this way transforming self-interest into that which is the best interest of/for all.


When and as I see myself going into or I am about to go into fearing losing a job in this world, I stop-------- take a deep breath and bring myself back here, till I am clear and stable and nothing moves within me as me as the mind as energy.

I realize that I am fearing losing a job, because of what I already am aware that will happen when one looses a job in this world, especially in this day and age, where it is very challenging to get a new one, and having many other factors relating to it which makes it even more challenging, and bringing it all to the base, it is about being aware that one will be in a situation where one will be having to go through less money or no money, or at least not enough to cover all the monthly expenses that will not change to accommodate ones situation, which I find unfair given the amount of time gives to the system when one DO have a job in the system. One support the system 100% when one is working, however when one falls out of the system, the system will only support one 60 to 40 % depending where one lives, in which country and in some countries, it is basically ZERO support.


Thus within this, I commit myself to focus only on that which I do in each moment physically when it comes to my job and make sure I learn everything that needs to be learnt in order to get better at what I am doing, so I can support myself better within the system even when I loose a job, the possibility to find another one is greater then.

When and as I see myself going into or I am about to go into fearing being in the middle of a humanity gone mad, I stop------------------- take a deep breath and bring myself back here, till I am clear and stable and nothing moves within me as me as the mind as energy.

I realize that I am fearing being in the middle of a humanity gone mad, because of what I can imagine could happen as what I already see happening in the world at the moment, only much worse than that.

Thus within this, I commit myself to focusing on solutions to the problems that are here, and focusing on bringing out more information about solution than information about the problem that is already here and is getting worse, so that my contribution to the world is one of solution and not one of focusing on what the problem is without a practical solution.

When and as I see myself going into or I am about to go into thinking and believing that I cannot live oneness and equality within and as myself, I stop------------ take a deep breath and bring myself back here, till I am clear and stable and nothing moves within me as me as the mind as energy.

I realize that I am  thinking and believing I cannot live oneness and equality within and as myself, because I judge it as something too big for me to live as if it is out of my reach, when in reality I have been given all that I need to live this, which is LIFE itself. LIFE is right here within as me. All I need to do is realize myself as this life and than all this thinking and believing will be no more.

Thus within this, I commit myself to focus more on LIFE that is the gift that is right here within me, which I for 100% am aware that I can trust this life no matter what, and the form of life that this life is expressing itself within and as and through, which is my human physical body. All I need to do is actually LIVE the trust I already have as common sense and remind myself that this trusting of life is going to take application/dedication/time/patience and grounding of me as self as life here. Thus baby steps to/towards myself in my application of remembering the who I am as LIFE here.





Self-Reward:

I see/realize and understand that my anger was related to/towards world events and outcomes due to my participation within the anger that I generate within myself as myself, in so doing supporting even in small ways the anger that is existent within this world through humanity at large, because of the anger comes in separation making one wanting to choose sides, as in thinking and believing always that whatever side one chooses is the " good/right/positive"  side when in reality the only choice to choose if choice was a matter, would be to choose the side of LIFE, which will not be the side that is "  good/right/positive"  or  " bad/wrong/negative,"  however, will be the only choice that will be BEST for all of life.


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Larry Manuela




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Wednesday, 24 June 2015

356, A dream with the word: "Incentive" as a password part 2

Now continuing with the second part of this dream, which will be the part where I am going to make commitments to myself in regard to what I have found within myself within the dream I have had.

For insight into what I wrote about the dream click HERE


                                       


Self-commitment statements:

When and as I see myself going into or I am about to go into seeing myself getting lost within my mind, I stop take a deep breath and bring myself back here till I am clear and grounded and nothing moves within me as me as the mind as energy.

I realize that I am using this perception of my mind as to tell myself that it is possible to get lost when being here having a living in life, and this actually divert me from seeing here, being here.

Therefore, I commit myself to make sure that I breathe in the moments of thinking and believing that I might get lost being here and instead focus on being here within and as my breath and making sure that I stay here as one as equal with the breath and my human physical body, becoming aware of me being here as here is where life always is and I here expressing as life can never ever be lost.

When and as I see myself camouflashing in my mind my perspective on being poor or being in a poor neighbourhood, I atop take a deep breath and bring myself back here till I am clear and stalbe and nothing moves within me as me as the mind as energy.

I realize I am camouflashing being poor or being in a poor neighbourhood, because I fear being in a situation of poverty.

Thus, within this I commit myself to make sure to do whatever it is necessary within my ability and  to release and let go of the fear of being poor or being in a poor neighbourhood, because I am aware that I do not need fear fearing being poor nor being in a poor neighbourhood, because the fear of them if I would be in them is not going to change the reality of me being in them if it is to happen.

When and as I see myself going into or I am about to go into fearing my own unclearness, I stop---------- take a deep breath and bring myself here, ground myself, till I am clear and stable and nothing moves within me as me as the mind as energy.

I realize that I am fearing being unclear because of the embarrassement I believe I can go through about being unclear

Thus within this I make sure to work this point out and just remain here focus when the moment arrives and I am in a situation  in a moment of being unclear and breathe, and focus on my breathing making sure I stay here look at how I am busy inside of myself and just stopping myself and not let myself get caught up within all of this energy.

When and as I see myself going into or I am about to go into fearing someone else knowing my personal password, I stop-------take a deep breath and bring myself back here till I am clear and stable and nothing moves within me as me as the mind as energy.

I realize that I am fearing that someone else would know my personal password, because of what they might get me into, having lots of trouble within the system where I am compromised.

Thus, within this I commit myself to change my perspective on my thoughts and believes about my password being known by someone, and if there appears any fear within me in relation to this to remind myself in that moment to just breathe and than look for something practical to do, as long as my hands are touching something physical here, to remind me that I am here within this physical world, this physical reality, keep the focus on physically being here.

When and as I see myself going into or I am about to go into making an issue about passwords, because I see that passwords in this world at the moment are to protect secrets from one another, and to support self-interest, I stop take a deep breath and bring myself back here, till I am clear and stable and nothing moves within me as me as the mind as energy.

I realize that I am having an issue with passwords because I am aware within myself that I use passwords to keep my self- interest intact and to have certain specific secrets being hidden from others, by protecting whatever it is I see need protection from others, making me live, expressing untrust within and as myself thus giving to the world that which is untrust through me as I live this, adding to the untrust that exists within and as humanity as a whole.

Thus within this, I commit myself to workout my self-untrust, put it on paper to see what I am busy doing to myself and thus unto others as myself, and to remind myself that it takes time to workout this point because I have made myself/create myself to be like this throughout my life, thus it will not be something to just delete like in seconds and that't it. I must have patients with myself.

When and as I see myself going into or I am about to go into my mind and judge sex as something dirty, I stop----- take a deep breath and bring myself back here till I am clear and stable and nothing moves within me as me as the mind as energy.

I realize I am judging sex as dirty, because of me cheating within and as myself doing things within and as sex that I should not be doing to myself or others as myself.

Thus within this, I commit myself to make sure I stay focus with what the physical sex itself not only means to me, but engulfing myself into really doing my utmost to understand it on a physical level and ground myself more and more within and as my body as a whole whenever I engage into the act of sex.

When and as I see myself going into or I am about to go into manipulation tactics to lure women into hacving sex with me, I stop------ take a deep breath and bring myself back here till I am clear and stable and nothing moves within me as me as the mind as energy.

I realize that I am going into manipulation tactics to lure women into having sex with me, because it suits my self-interest which is the experience of orgasm.

Therefore I commit myself to work on my standing within and as sex with women and to set my priorities straight in order to become more phyiscally grounded within and as phyiscal sex, instead of mind-sex using the body for its goal.

When and as I see myself going into or I am about to go into treating money as if it means nothing, I stop------ take a deep breath aand bring myself back here till I am clear and stable and nothing moves within me as me as the mind as energy.

I realize that I am treating money as if it is nothing because I have created within myself an issue about money itself within myself, because I do not agree with how the money in the world is being used, as it does not support life in the best possible way for all living beings on earth.

Therefore I commit myself to live to look for solutions and ways to implement the solutions to our money problem so that money is a real practical support for life on earth through how the human spents it.


When and as I see myself going into or I am about to react on money and do something with it that implies; 'doing sonething good' with my money, because of feeling sorry for others that are in worse financial situation than I am, I stop-------- take a deep breath and bring myself back here, till I am clear and stable and nothing moves within me as me as the mind as energy.

I realize that I react on people with money problems as myself, that are in a worse situation than myself and thus, this makes me want to help them and within this I most of the times ignore my own situation.

Thus, within this I commit myself to have a real self-honest assesment of my finances and only if I am out of trouble myself I can help another, otherwise I compromise myself and my money problems will never end.

When and as I see myself going into or I am about to go into blaming myself and the whole human race, that we are too late and that no-one wants to really hear about equality let alone live it, I stop--------- take a deep breath and ground myself here, till I am clear and stable and nothing moves within me as me as the mind as energy.

I realize that I judge that no-one else is actually really ready to hear about equality, and let alone live it, because of what I perceive on the web and in my personal life that only a few people talk about it and do something for it to come about, however the majority that is also needed for it to be a real force on earth looks like they're not interested in this at all.

Thus, within this I commit myself to give myself and others as myself the chance to realize more of what is really here as the physical reality on earth, and the only way this can be realized is to continue spreading the word, spreading common sense till all see equally what is actually here and then we can walk really together, supporting one another as one changing everything that is here, that does not in anyways whatsoever support life in the best way possibe and make it so, that it becomes what is best for all LIFE on earth.

When and as I see myself going into or I am about to go into a belief system of "everything is lost" within myself, I stop------- take a deep breath and bring myself back here till I am clear and stable and nothing moves within me as me as the mind as energy.

I realize that this belief-system is a construct within me that I use against myself in order to make myself not move or do something that is a solution to what will be best for all life.

Thus within this I commit myself to through writing make sure to workout this belief system using self-forgiveness to release myself from such construct within myself and also to remind myself that this working out of myself through writing and applying self-forgiveness takes time, because it is a construct I have created throughout my life.

When and as I see myself going into or I am about to go into giving up on myself, I stop-------- take a deep breath and bring myself back here, grounding myself till I am clear within and as myself.

I realize that the thought of giving up on myself, gives me the neglect to not move myself and change myself practically as I really want to, and thus compromise myself in order to stay stagnant.

Thus within this I commit myself to work and more and put much much more attention to what I am allowing within me to direct me, instead of me directing me, and make sure I release myself throughn writing of self-forgiveness and applying my commitments to slowly but surely change myself into a human being that really cares about life and that lives to bring about that which is best for all life.



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Larry Manuela


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Sunday, 15 February 2015

Day 346, Principle or Facts?

I listen to an interview on youtube awhile ago put on youtube by Dennis Wise, whom is the one whom made a series of videos that was called: "Adolf Hitler, the greatest story never told."

I will place the video here for those whom want to listen to it, into what I am going to write about it.




Now the reason why I am writing about this, is because the argument Stefan Molyneux gives in this interview is not very practical. It barrels down to believing that facts do not matter anymore, even though he is saying he does not dismiss facts totally, but facts are not really important and do not change the way humanity currently functions within its relationship with everything that is here if we were to find the facts.
Stefan have some points there that are relevant, but also not. Why?
Because If we do not know the HOW we arrived to what we are now, and how we live now, we will keep on repeating and becoming better in destroying what is here, because we did not understand ourselves within our lives when we did or did not do certain specific things that have led to what we are living in this world at the moment. Thus there were certain relationships that have happened/occurred that catapulted us into the situations we find ourselves within and as at this very moment.
I find that in order to sort out these problems we have, and we must find the relationships between facts and principles in order for us to sort out our problems,that at the moment have only lived one thing, and that is? " to be self-centered." The principle of life, which is that which is equality and oneness was never lived. Principles should be; because we are physical beings on a physical planet and have physical needs, be the point of equality, thus equality in sharing and supporting of what is here for physical nurture and sustenance of the bodies of life that are here.

And to illustrate what I am saying here, I will quote something Bernard Poolman said in the past, on this subject, that I found very supportive and practical. It was placed in the FAQ section on the website of desteni, where the point of "experience living and Principled living" was discussed.

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B: John Lennon. It made no difference. No matter if millions were loving and doving; nothing changed, everything got worse. Because if your principle is based on an experience, it's no longer a principle. So therefore, one can say that Love is not a principle. Love is an experience.

Equality and Oneness is a principle. Therefore, there is no feeling linked to it. There is no energy linked to it. There is a consequential, specific outflow in every breath that is measurable. Are we equal and is all our experience equal? Are the laws that guide us providing for all equal? Is the living space provided all equal? Is the food providing for all equal? Is water for all equal? Are resources for all equal? And are we dealing with all as one? One Body: the Body of Humanity. That is equality and oneness practically within the context of everything.

So therefore, even money – is all money distributed equal as a method of communication, as a method of sharing value, as a method of appreciation, as a method of support - or is it used so that some may experience money well, while others experience having NO money. That's not equality. That's not equality for life, either. It is not oneness. You bear oneness with the context of separation: some having, some not having. And according to your “not loving enough” because “you are not following the spiritual principles” [as depicted in mainstream religion] - you are not allowed to have this outflow of oneness.

But oneness, in principle within equality would say, “It is regardless at this stage of your particular situation; you should be treated equal.”

And the education should be equal. I would go as far as saying where technology already is available, that one must particularly start looking at even [the situation of] a child before they're born, be assessed if they will be able to live an equal life. Because what is the point to have someone who suffers in the name of someone's apparent idea that “God” has apparently bestowed upon you a disease that will harm you and make you suffer all your life, when it is clearly a DNA defect? I mean, we already know these things, but we will not apply because we do it under the experience of “Love.” I mean, where is – what does “Love” have to do with it? “Love” is an experience of self-interest. That is why when you “fall in love” with someone, I mean, it's all wonderful. But when you fall out of the, the experience changes. And it changes into something that you despise, hate, disdain. All kinds of experiences flow from it.

How can “Love” be a principle if it can change?

Love then, is not a principle that can be lived by, because it can change."



Now imagine that detectives were to not use facts as important for their investigations, but only rely on principles, something the whole of humanity never actually in fact have lived before, and I am saying this from the perspective of the principle of life, which is oneness and equality, that which is best for all life.
Adolf Hitler, the greatest story never told, is important to have a look at, in order to not only have one side of the story, which was the story most were told in their school books, which was the story of the ones whom won the war against Germany in that time. Why is it important? It is important, because as of now, we have made lots of decisions based on that story willingly or unwillingly or consciously or unconsciously, but decisions were made that lead to certain/specific consequential outflows in relationship to what was told about what happened. Our perception was manipulated in order to have certain and specific outcomes that will be beneficial to a small group. So if we do not understand why and how we came about to be what we are now, we will keep on having ourselves repeating the same thing over and over again, by a small group being able to use certain tools to manipulate us and changing history as to what happens to appear different in order to reach certain outcomes in their benefit because we will give them our consent.
To me facts are what are physically here as to how they function and to what relationships occurred that made them in the manifested consequential outflow that they find themselves in now. Thus the direct seeing of what is here as physical real proof as in how it exists as a physical manifestation. And then we use principles to measure the facts, if the facts have a result in the physical reality with the principle of life, which is that which is equality and oneness, which is best for all life. So there must be a relationship between the fact and the principles in order to understand and measure what is really happening at the moment, because humanity have never lived according to principles. We talk about principles as if we have lived them, but we haven't. There are very very very few human beings that have lived principles, and most of them have lost their lives doing so. Why? To show that the world as what the human has made of it, does NOT value principle living and does NOT want it either at this moment as a fact. It is not part of the systems we have created. There are some of us making noises out there, but the majority is not really waking up to stand as oneness and have one goal practically that will propelled LIFE on earth to be the best experience for every being that is born on this planet and go for it and really stand our ground. We are starting to see the deceptions, but we lack in our standing as one group. We haven't reached a point yet where we agree with each other, that only what is best for all will be our way out. This may sound selfish, but it is not.....because we are at the brink of time where everything can be seen and be known, the suffering can be seen, the abuses can be seen, the manipulations can be seen, and it is so in our faces that they cannot be denied anymore. The pretending will have to give way to the reality in everyone's life. Because as long as some of us our lives are o.k. we won't care about what happens in the lives of others. We may say: " oh what a shame, oh what sad," but that will be it, we do not really do something to stop it and change it practically, and we even resist the ones working towards solutions that will have a result that would be best for everyone. We are at the moment still choosing to protect our self-centered preferences.

Facts are:

Millions are starving to death on this earth, be them humans or other life-forms.
Earth resources are being (ab)used and depleted by us the humans, in order to transform it into money, they are not being used to support life on earth in the best way possible, equal and one for all.
We are building weapons to destroy each other, the faster the better and the more damage the weapons can do by murdering lots of people in one single blow, the better.
Our believe systems are all based within and as inequality. There are phrases in them that are principled based, but they are quickly ignored and certainly NOT being lived, but the leaders love using them in their speeches to attract the masses to follow them, and all of this begs the question: "have we practically change in the way we live with each other and everything else on this planet, with all these believe systems we are all participating in, that we can see with our direct eyes that we are living what is best for all in every way?"
Our justice systems support inequality.
Money itself supports inequality too. Money is not distributed to be equally available for all to equally having the same force(buying power) for each human using it to have a life of dignity.
Fruitful land is not equally distributed to all, neither being used in the best possible way to have it produce the best possible fruits to meet our survival needs.
Education is not equally available and is the best everywhere to educate human beings in being the best stewards in living on the planet and supporting life on the planet using what nature provides for life on earth to be supported in the best possible way.

 I can go on and on with these......


Thus we have to assess the facts as correct as possible in order to make sure we do not repeat the same mistakes, and use principle, to be more exact LIFE-principles, to measure if the facts are accumulating to have results that will be best for LIFE on earth and if not, where did it all went wrong exactly as close as possible, and where do we need corrections.




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Saturday, 3 August 2013

Day 255, The '' THEY and THEM '' vs the '' ME and WE/US '' Part 1

Within this blogpost i am going to walk the necessary dimensions to sort this point and see what else lies behind it and in so doing keep on peeling the layers as i move and understand myself and see what i am accepting and allowing within and as myself and then to push myself to correct myself as exactly as i write my commitment statements i place that i have found within myself for myself that are physically/practically applicable.


Now this point of THEY and THEM vs Me and WE/US, is in fact me being angry within myself about they as the people in the world that don't want to stop and start the correction and i justify this then by using the ME and We or US words as to defend myself within the blaming of THEY or THEM. Even when i know the THEY and THEM is just US and I am part of this US or THEY or THEM. It is about my acceptances and allowances and their acceptances and allowances and in the end it is each their own acceptances and allowances that will have an outcome, a consequence that is physically measurable and that affect ALL LIFE on earth in many many different ways and manners.






I have constant backchats in regards to the THEY and THEM and talking to myself within my mind, trying to come to an understanding with the THEY and THEM that THEY and THEM have to STOP and correct and change themselves in order for real change to happen in this world. In my mind i am like this person that is standing up against THEY and THEM that are in power that are in positions where they can make decisions that can impact how we live with each other and everything else on planet earth, including the relationship with earth itself too. And in these backchats i get angry at them, because i relate to it as the examples i get in my talks with people in the real world when i showed with words the common sense perspectives as in what we do and how we live and what kinds of influences it has in our lives and how it affects others in atrocious ways, that most of us are not even aware of, and because many people don't hear these words, or don't want to hear these words and in most of the times try to look for a way to justify it, makes me afterwards when i am at home to have backchats on how i am going more deeply into trying my best to let them see that we are not living according to the life principle as to what is BEST for all LIFE. And this then in my mind makes me go through the emotion of anger. Now all this is totally delusional and stupid to create unnecessary energy within myself that are totally not bringing about any significant change at the physical level that would be considered what is BEST for all LIFE.


So i will walk to deconstruction of this point here starting with the:




FEAR-Dimension.


**  fear of me thinking and believing that us humans will never get it and thus stopping or chaninging anything

**  fear of me not being able to be effective enough and on time

**  fear of the anger that rise within me on the blame i put on myself and us humans



Self-forgiveness statements:


I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to think and belief that us humans will never get it and thus stopping and changing anything, just because i judge this based on how i am being responded at, when i talk to people about the state of how we live in this world, thus what we accept and allow to be HERE within and as this world.

I forgive myself that i haven't accepted and allowed myself to fully integrate the extent of the brainwashing that is going on within myself and also others as myself as the rest of the human beings on earth.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to react in anger and fear when i see that the responses in the world about what is actually in fact happening is not being seen as urgent and unacceptable.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to sometimes loose my patience in being clear about what i share when i know within me that someone that is deeply brainwashed cannot hear what i say in just one go, they need more time, not everyone can hear common sense the very first time and accept the facts as how things really are in how we live with each other and everything else, because i am fogetting that i too did not get it immediately the whole thing in one go i needed time to get it, due to the same reason as everyone else, which is; brainwashing.


I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to fear not being able to be effective and on time, just because i am judging within and as myself as my mind consciousness system on the responses i get from the people within my direct environment and also the people on the net, even when i see their is a growth within the people that are starting to get the message of ONENESS and EQUALITY, that which is BEST for all LIFE.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to judge myself and others as myself based on my own assumptions instead of just being HERE in every moment of every breath and just do what is BEST for all in every moment of every breath, not wavering or projecting anything.


I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to project my own thoughts and backchats on others as myself within and as my secret mind blaming myself and others as myself, when i know that ALL blame and judgements are always Self-blame and Self-judgements.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to let myself get lost in the emotion of anger on the blame i put on myself and others as myself as the rest of the human beings.

I forgive myself that i haven't accepted and allowed myself to apply myself accordingly using the tools that are presented by desteni, when the anger rise within me or when the blaming and judging starts within me as me as the mind consciousness system and instead let myself get caught within the whole emotional ride or rollercoaster, and to after all this feel like i have failed my own process of not being diligent and effective enough in every moment and also be watchful at all times at the little movements that occur within me as me as the mind consciousness system as energy.




Self-commitment statements:


When and as i see myself going into or i am about to go into judging others within and as myself i STOP------- Take a deep breath and bring myself back HERE and make sure i focus on my breathing till i am clear and stable and nothing moves within me as me as the mind consciousness system as energy.

I realize that there is still judgement existing within me as me and that i let myself get caught in them, when i know that i have to apply myself and not let myself get caught in them.


When and as i see myself going into or i am about to go into loosing my patience with people that are not getting common sense, i just make sure to remind myself to STOP------take a deep breath or many deep breaths till i am clear and stable and nothing moves within me as me as the mind as energy.

I realize that i am loosing my patience with people because within me i let myself get caught worries about being late, when i know all i can do is do what is best for all in every moment of breath.


When and as i see myself going into or i am about to go into assumption about what others might think/belief, i just STOP------ take a deep breath and bring myself back HERE till i am clear and stable and nothing moves within me as me as the mind as energy.

I realize that i let myself get caught in assumption to easy instead of just being HERE within and as my breath and stand stable and clear and in this stability and clarity then move myself.

When and as i see myself going into or i am about to go into letting myself get angry for participation in blames and judgements, i just STOP---------take a deep breath and bring myself back HERE till i am clear and stable and nothing moves within me as me as the mind as energy.

I realize that i am falling in the little moments when i have the chance to actually in the moment STOP myself and due to not doing this i perpetuate myself into making things worse within and as myself where i will react in the emotion of anger.


Therefore, I commit myself to now that i have seen/realized/understood what i am not doing effectively and how i am letting myself get caught in little moments that could have been little opportunities to move along and get it over with, i let myself fall deliberately in those little moments as if i want to get emotional, i will make sure to pay very close attention to when i communicate to people what my words are and how my body language is and to slow myself down and in this slowing down choose the words carefully in HERE moment that are clear and common sensical and just express myself as such in a moment and don't porject myself in the future and IF there is anything in that moment that comes up to take note and work it out later on when i am on my own, till i get to the bottom of it and clear myself completely from these points and learn to little by little to apply myself accordingly and effectively using the tools provided by desteni.




Self-Reward:



So now that i have seen/realized/understood what it is i am accepting and allowing in myself i can now be more effective in applying myself in the moments i know i should be doing so and give myself the gift of forgiving myself in participating in my own mind delusions and thus making my own process longer and seem hard and difficult. Thus i can remind myself that i can do this and i can stop myself and change myself by just taking the decisions i have to take in these little moments that i can see myself going into the participation.




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Larry Manuela




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Thursday, 13 December 2012

Day 182, The Good And The Bad Of Being Selfish.

Many of us when we look at the word selfish, we take the negative part of it, or the part that is so-called: ''bad.''   We are NOT looking at the positive part of it, the ''good'' part of selfishness which is still just selfishness no matter what. Thus being selfish does NOT change wether one is positive or negative about it in ones living.  Many people if one is to say to them that they are as selfish as anyone else, will immediately feel attacked personally, and will say: '' i am NOT selfish..!! ''   



Now for this to be clear, i am going to use examples, and you the reader will see for yourself that the selfishness stays the same no matter what action you're taking either it being a positive or a negative action, the outcome for your experience within yourself is the same, the same purpose. It is about the person always choosing to care only for him/herself.




The positive examples of being selfish:



**  doing ones job to get ones money, even though in the system the money is necessary, but it is only ones money, it is NOT the person working for the support of all of humanity for example with him/herself included.  Herein many will defend themselves with the whole taxes thing. Many believe that because they are paying taxes they are supporting humanity or at least the ones in their country, so that should be more then enough, thus they are NOT selfish because they are paying taxes, meaning they are allowing taxes to be cut from their salaries, so they are giving------- which behind this lies another thing that many won't say, the point of thinking/believing it is their money they worked for, thus if they are letting the government taking a little bit from them, they should be considered understandable people or people whom care, but do they really..?? The reality is; one would rather have all the money for oneself because there is this brainwashing that it is the money one worked hard for, so all of it should be for oneself. The more the better isn't it...???  This point can be justified in many ways, but the bottom line as one can see which is ''being selfish'' stays the same.



**  Falling in love and being in love is another one, a big one for many. But many don't see that the whole experience of love they are going through is only their own, only the person that is going through this love is experiencing this feeling of love, the other they are having a feeling about is NOT going through what they are going through at all. And in this experience it is being assumed and more so demanded, that the other person must continue doing or being whom they are as one have fallen for them, thus remain like this for  one to continue going through the feeling of love in oneself alone. One cannot give this love to NO-one. It only makes one manipulative to get more of it by using some tactics to keep on having the other do the same things they do that makes one experience this feeling. Thus the moment the other changes one will have problems, because the other is not anymore what one needs in order to get the engine of generating all these wonderful feelings of love within oneself, and in this the arguments will start and the questions, because one will start to doubt that the one that is telling one that he/she loves one is not being the one that he/she used to be that make one produced so much feelings of love.  So herein as you can see selfishness plays a role again as always.



                                                                      


** Giving alms to poor people. Within this is again about how one feels about oneself and the level of self-importance that one gets, because oneself is thinking/believing that this is a ''good thing to do''  that one is a ''good person''   and a ''good person'' is acceptable mostly everywhere. This may look like one cares, but the reality is; that it is to feel good only about oneself doing these things. Some people even say it, that they do it, because it makes them FEEL so good doing some work of compassion according to them, but yet.............are you seeing these people making sure that poverty is prevented so it never exists....??   This would be real care...!!  So now poverty have to exists for all these people that would LOVE to feel good about themselves, to go and try to help some poor people here and there and see themselves as individuals whom are at least ''doing something about the problem''    But they don't see/realize/understand that they are actually SUPPORTING the very problem by doing what they see as ''being good''  ''care about another''  ''having compassion about another''. And herein again one can see the selfishness, it all about the ME, the I.  Because when one does this it is only  oneself that will go through the experience of feeling good about ones action taken in the helping the poor, because helping the poor is a ''positive movement'' something ''good.''



                                                              


**  If one is a owner of a company and one is providing work for many people one will look at this as '' being a good action/deed'' in the confines of this system, because in this system it is accepted and allowed by US that only through work one is capable legally to get a little money, that is NEVER enough to meet all the basic survival needs for the body to stay healthy and functions to its optimum, to live a dignified life. As owner one will be the one that gets MORE money and will become rich using on the backs of the ones working for one. The idea of becoming an owner of a company was not because one wanted to support LIFE with an idea, oh no, it was solely to make MONEY, and who wants to make lots of money..??  The one that will be the owner..!!  See again self-interest steps in.


                                                  

                                                                


And as we can see in these positive examples all these positive actions lead to a negative outcome. Thus selfishness is EVIL, and have always an outcome that is NOT what is BEST for all, and what is NOT BEST for all is always EVIL. The world is THE proof of this, everyone claims they are NOT selfish but yet what is BEST for all is NONE existent..!!



Now we move to the negative ones. These are easy to recognise, since everyone can see them.



The negative examples of being selfish:


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      Having a piece of chocolate and not wanting to share with ones brother or sister.


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    Having a car and wanting no-one else to drive it but oneself alone.


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   If there is money to be shared one always want more then the rest.



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    Being jealous of ones partner, because one believes ones partner is ones property, someone one owns. In other words ''love'' is something one have to own.


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       Wanting/wishing to own piece of land to say it is MINE..?!!





So we can continue mentioning many of these negative ones, but these are easy to see as i already mentioned, because these are the only ones most people see as when the word SELFISHNESS comes to mind. It is being seen only as in the negative sense. Never seeing/realizing/understanding that being selfish is in both of them and it is always with the same outcome what is BEST for oneself alone, it is NEVER what is BEST for all. Understand that what is BEST for all have never ever been considered, let alone to be LIVED by all practically/factually..!!



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