Showing posts with label seeing. Show all posts
Showing posts with label seeing. Show all posts

Wednesday, 24 June 2015

356, A dream with the word: "Incentive" as a password part 2

Now continuing with the second part of this dream, which will be the part where I am going to make commitments to myself in regard to what I have found within myself within the dream I have had.

For insight into what I wrote about the dream click HERE


                                       


Self-commitment statements:

When and as I see myself going into or I am about to go into seeing myself getting lost within my mind, I stop take a deep breath and bring myself back here till I am clear and grounded and nothing moves within me as me as the mind as energy.

I realize that I am using this perception of my mind as to tell myself that it is possible to get lost when being here having a living in life, and this actually divert me from seeing here, being here.

Therefore, I commit myself to make sure that I breathe in the moments of thinking and believing that I might get lost being here and instead focus on being here within and as my breath and making sure that I stay here as one as equal with the breath and my human physical body, becoming aware of me being here as here is where life always is and I here expressing as life can never ever be lost.

When and as I see myself camouflashing in my mind my perspective on being poor or being in a poor neighbourhood, I atop take a deep breath and bring myself back here till I am clear and stalbe and nothing moves within me as me as the mind as energy.

I realize I am camouflashing being poor or being in a poor neighbourhood, because I fear being in a situation of poverty.

Thus, within this I commit myself to make sure to do whatever it is necessary within my ability and  to release and let go of the fear of being poor or being in a poor neighbourhood, because I am aware that I do not need fear fearing being poor nor being in a poor neighbourhood, because the fear of them if I would be in them is not going to change the reality of me being in them if it is to happen.

When and as I see myself going into or I am about to go into fearing my own unclearness, I stop---------- take a deep breath and bring myself here, ground myself, till I am clear and stable and nothing moves within me as me as the mind as energy.

I realize that I am fearing being unclear because of the embarrassement I believe I can go through about being unclear

Thus within this I make sure to work this point out and just remain here focus when the moment arrives and I am in a situation  in a moment of being unclear and breathe, and focus on my breathing making sure I stay here look at how I am busy inside of myself and just stopping myself and not let myself get caught up within all of this energy.

When and as I see myself going into or I am about to go into fearing someone else knowing my personal password, I stop-------take a deep breath and bring myself back here till I am clear and stable and nothing moves within me as me as the mind as energy.

I realize that I am fearing that someone else would know my personal password, because of what they might get me into, having lots of trouble within the system where I am compromised.

Thus, within this I commit myself to change my perspective on my thoughts and believes about my password being known by someone, and if there appears any fear within me in relation to this to remind myself in that moment to just breathe and than look for something practical to do, as long as my hands are touching something physical here, to remind me that I am here within this physical world, this physical reality, keep the focus on physically being here.

When and as I see myself going into or I am about to go into making an issue about passwords, because I see that passwords in this world at the moment are to protect secrets from one another, and to support self-interest, I stop take a deep breath and bring myself back here, till I am clear and stable and nothing moves within me as me as the mind as energy.

I realize that I am having an issue with passwords because I am aware within myself that I use passwords to keep my self- interest intact and to have certain specific secrets being hidden from others, by protecting whatever it is I see need protection from others, making me live, expressing untrust within and as myself thus giving to the world that which is untrust through me as I live this, adding to the untrust that exists within and as humanity as a whole.

Thus within this, I commit myself to workout my self-untrust, put it on paper to see what I am busy doing to myself and thus unto others as myself, and to remind myself that it takes time to workout this point because I have made myself/create myself to be like this throughout my life, thus it will not be something to just delete like in seconds and that't it. I must have patients with myself.

When and as I see myself going into or I am about to go into my mind and judge sex as something dirty, I stop----- take a deep breath and bring myself back here till I am clear and stable and nothing moves within me as me as the mind as energy.

I realize I am judging sex as dirty, because of me cheating within and as myself doing things within and as sex that I should not be doing to myself or others as myself.

Thus within this, I commit myself to make sure I stay focus with what the physical sex itself not only means to me, but engulfing myself into really doing my utmost to understand it on a physical level and ground myself more and more within and as my body as a whole whenever I engage into the act of sex.

When and as I see myself going into or I am about to go into manipulation tactics to lure women into hacving sex with me, I stop------ take a deep breath and bring myself back here till I am clear and stable and nothing moves within me as me as the mind as energy.

I realize that I am going into manipulation tactics to lure women into having sex with me, because it suits my self-interest which is the experience of orgasm.

Therefore I commit myself to work on my standing within and as sex with women and to set my priorities straight in order to become more phyiscally grounded within and as phyiscal sex, instead of mind-sex using the body for its goal.

When and as I see myself going into or I am about to go into treating money as if it means nothing, I stop------ take a deep breath aand bring myself back here till I am clear and stable and nothing moves within me as me as the mind as energy.

I realize that I am treating money as if it is nothing because I have created within myself an issue about money itself within myself, because I do not agree with how the money in the world is being used, as it does not support life in the best possible way for all living beings on earth.

Therefore I commit myself to live to look for solutions and ways to implement the solutions to our money problem so that money is a real practical support for life on earth through how the human spents it.


When and as I see myself going into or I am about to react on money and do something with it that implies; 'doing sonething good' with my money, because of feeling sorry for others that are in worse financial situation than I am, I stop-------- take a deep breath and bring myself back here, till I am clear and stable and nothing moves within me as me as the mind as energy.

I realize that I react on people with money problems as myself, that are in a worse situation than myself and thus, this makes me want to help them and within this I most of the times ignore my own situation.

Thus, within this I commit myself to have a real self-honest assesment of my finances and only if I am out of trouble myself I can help another, otherwise I compromise myself and my money problems will never end.

When and as I see myself going into or I am about to go into blaming myself and the whole human race, that we are too late and that no-one wants to really hear about equality let alone live it, I stop--------- take a deep breath and ground myself here, till I am clear and stable and nothing moves within me as me as the mind as energy.

I realize that I judge that no-one else is actually really ready to hear about equality, and let alone live it, because of what I perceive on the web and in my personal life that only a few people talk about it and do something for it to come about, however the majority that is also needed for it to be a real force on earth looks like they're not interested in this at all.

Thus, within this I commit myself to give myself and others as myself the chance to realize more of what is really here as the physical reality on earth, and the only way this can be realized is to continue spreading the word, spreading common sense till all see equally what is actually here and then we can walk really together, supporting one another as one changing everything that is here, that does not in anyways whatsoever support life in the best way possibe and make it so, that it becomes what is best for all LIFE on earth.

When and as I see myself going into or I am about to go into a belief system of "everything is lost" within myself, I stop------- take a deep breath and bring myself back here till I am clear and stable and nothing moves within me as me as the mind as energy.

I realize that this belief-system is a construct within me that I use against myself in order to make myself not move or do something that is a solution to what will be best for all life.

Thus within this I commit myself to through writing make sure to workout this belief system using self-forgiveness to release myself from such construct within myself and also to remind myself that this working out of myself through writing and applying self-forgiveness takes time, because it is a construct I have created throughout my life.

When and as I see myself going into or I am about to go into giving up on myself, I stop-------- take a deep breath and bring myself back here, grounding myself till I am clear within and as myself.

I realize that the thought of giving up on myself, gives me the neglect to not move myself and change myself practically as I really want to, and thus compromise myself in order to stay stagnant.

Thus within this I commit myself to work and more and put much much more attention to what I am allowing within me to direct me, instead of me directing me, and make sure I release myself throughn writing of self-forgiveness and applying my commitments to slowly but surely change myself into a human being that really cares about life and that lives to bring about that which is best for all life.



Thanks,


Larry Manuela


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Sunday, 20 July 2014

Day 323, Why our opinions veil us to not see what are the facts of how life functions here?

So within a conversation with my sister today about what is going on in the world and how we live with each other in this world, what we accept and allow, I came to see/realize and understand that for someone to see that their believes/opinions/assumptions and their perspectives based on these same premises, thus believes and opinions and assumptions are not fact, is a very challenging point for most people to accept.



                                                                 

As we all know the all so famous words we use to defend our believes/opinions and assumptions with are: " We all have different believes about things, so let us just leave it to that" and with this meaning that because of this we are of the opinion that we will never come to work together or agree on the things that are really actually important in this world. The point not seen is that no-one is asking the how it is that we all have different opinions and believes and assumptions that are most of the times not based on actual facts. Most of our believes/opinions and assumptions are more based on knowledge and information, that in some cases some facts are used to defend it with, but the actuality of the fact itself is not a reality for that particular person. It is not something that the person in fact have proven physically for him or herself.

Let me give an example about this.

When I say that it is possible to stop thoughts/emotions and feelings and reactions and judgments, this is not a believe/opinion or an assumption I am sharing with another. I am sharing this with someone else as a fact that I myself have gone through and is going through, thus it is not a believe system from my part, it is an actual fact, because I have done this through forgiving myself and remaining here within and as my breath. Now, I am aware that this is a process, and that I am not yet still constant and consistent within this and that there are a lot of points that needs to be forgiven, and then corrected thus deleted within my mind and my human physical body, before I completely am just here breathing with no thoughts/emotions/feelings or any kind of energy reactions coming up within me.

But to someone else when I share this information with them and they do not agree with me on some points, they are not paying attention to or they cannot see clearly yet, that they are weighing what I am sharing with them based on what they have as believes within themselves, and will think and  believe that I am sharing my believes/opinions and assumptions with them, just like they are doing. But they themselves have not done the actual forgiveness and the actual being one and equal and staying within and as their breath to see/realize and understand for themselves and have their own proof that what I was sharing with them is not a believe, but an actual fact. But instead they will choose to not agree by using what they have as believes/opinions and assumptions within their minds without the actual fact for themselves. And just because of this also will not go into actual trying it out to see if it works or not, they will rather protect the believe they have about the points they do not agree with based on what they believe without having actual facts. And all this happens because we within ourselves have accepted and allowed that everyone have their own unique believes and opinions about the facts, so much so that we forget to look at the fact itself and by this we value our believes above the facts.

So within this we keep on devaluing facts with believes and we don't try something out practically to see/realize and understand for ourselves that what someone else is sharing can be so or not. An immediate dismissal comes up in the mind based on what we have accepted and allowed as believes in our minds that have no substance at all, because we are basing the believe not on actual facts, but on opinions and assumptions, and from there we project it out on the other that he/she is just sharing his/her believes/opinions and assumptions, because that is what we have accepted and allowed within ourselves as mode of operation, the things we have accepted and allowed about ourselves that we value and make decisions about life with.


We are all aware that if a human body does not have food to eat it will eventually die, this is a fact. No matter how many opinions we throw at it, will not change this fact, because this is how the human body functions in this world. There are certain things we do for example like the word "care," that we say we care because we feel sad and we get emotional about certain things we see and then we help someone that is in need and then based on this help we have given, we are then from the opinion and assumption that we are caring beings, because we are helping someone else, but in reality we cannot see yet that the helping is in actuality an acceptance and allowance of a system wherein these living conditions are a result of,  and thus that we need to change the system that produces that kind of end result as that living condition we all are aware we won't want for ourselves nor for our loved ones, but instead  that we create a system  that supports all life equally, so that no-one will be in a position where they can't take care of themselves, we accept and allow this to continue. We believe that help is the only thing we can do. Solving the problem itself so that no-one have to suffer needlessly and get into a situation where they need to be helped just for awhile we do not compute, because within our believes and opinions and assumptions this is an impossibility, and understand an impossibility that we have never actually lived to see if it works or not. We never created a system where life is being supported to have a result that is best for all life. But yet within our believes/opinions and assumptions we act as if we have done this already and it didn't work and that what we have now is the only way we can function even with all the proof we have daily that it is not working. Now the planet provides and produces more then enough food and also resources so that all the life expressions on it can survive and have all they need to live an optimum life with. But with the human, when the believes/opinions and assumptions comes up, we create systems wherein only a few can eat and the majority not or not well enough, and we justify it. We come up with all kinds of excuses to drive away from the fact that we have created a system wherein most will die of hunger and suffer severely, because within our believes/opinions and assumptions we are not equally valuable. We think/believe that some of us have more value then another and that we deserve to have more, and that we are special, all of which of course are believes/opinions and assumptions, because in the physical reality we as human bodies are not special, we all need to eat, we all need to poo, we all come into this world in the same way and we all die, we all breathe the same air, drink the same water, we all have two hands with uneven length of fingers, we all have hairs on our heads. There are things about the human body that one cannot change, because it will harm the body, or it will die. But in the mind we can stop and change anything in seconds and we will not die. We cannot stop our breaths, because we will die, there are consequences to the body when we do this, we cannot stop our hearts and continue living, or stop any major body function and continue living. Thoughts/emotions and feelings, reactions and judgments we can stop all these without harming the body. But of course if we do not test this for ourselves how would we see/realize and understand that these things that seem to be part of the human body is so or not? How would we be aware that they are the illusions? Would we just trust our believes without proving it to ourselves first if what we are experiencing as thoughts/emotions and feelings and all kinds of reactions are real or not?
Now I am aware that my mind cannot move in breath, my mind does not have any form of control on the breath itself. By this I have my own proof as I said some paragraphs above by staying within and as my breath one and equal, just following my breath, not needing any special meditation technique or whatever, just a simple being here with and as my breath following its movement in and out and whatever comes up within me I immediately forgive it till it appears no more and after awhile I am just here breathing. So if you are reading this and you have never done this before, test it out and see for yourself, but do not dismiss it because of believes/opinions and assumptions you may have about it. All of us that have done it and are doing it, and we are people coming from different walks of life that have proven this for ourselves and if we can do it, so can you, it is not reserved for the few or the special ones, it is something we can all do and apply. It is very simple but yet very effective.
So within this I implore you to before dismissing anything based on believes/opinions and assumptions in your mind wherein you have not walked the point itself in the physical and proven it to yourself that it is so or not, to first consider the point and try it out for yourselves. And then when you have your proof and it is something you have done yourself physically your process of becoming aware of what you have accepted and allowed yourself to be/become starts, and your creation of yourself into a being that live what is best for life starts and to also understand that it is a process that will take time, it is not something that will happen overnight, because it took us years to become what we are now as personalities in the mind we live through the body, so it will take some years to deconstruct that first and then start with creating ourselves into a human being that always does what is best for all life in all ways, always.



Thanks.

Larry Manuela



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Friday, 28 March 2014

Day 296, Who am I in relationship with the word: "Seeing." Part- 11

In this blog I am going to have a look at the next word I have placed within the list of the first blog about; ' what is understanding.' For those whom are reading this for this first time, I suggest the link here from the very first blog about these words I have placed that I am now working out for myself to have an understanding in practical/physical manner/way.


                                                                   

Here is the link to that first blog: http://larry7yearwalk.blogspot.com/2014/02/day-286-what-is-understanding.html



So lets see what is in the dictionaries about this word "to see, or seeing":

1see

 verb \ˈsē\
: to notice or become aware of (someone or something) by using your eyes
: to have the ability to see : to have the power of sight
: to be or become aware of (something)
saw  seen  see·ing 

Full Definition of SEE

transitive verb
1
a :  to perceive by the eye
b :  to perceive or detect as if by sight
2
a :  to have experience of :  undergo <see army service>
b :  to come to know :  discover
c :  to be the setting or time of <the last fifty years haveseen a sweeping revolution in science — Barry Commoner>
3
a :  to form a mental picture of :  visualize <can still see her as she was years ago>
b :  to perceive the meaning or importance of :  understand
c :  to be aware of :  recognize <sees only our faults>
d :  to imagine as a possibility :  suppose <couldn't see him as a crook>
4
a :  examine, watch <want to see how she handles the problem>
b (1) :  read (2) :  to read of
c :  to attend as a spectator <see a play>
5
a :  to take care of :  provide for <had enough money to seeus through>
b :  to make sure <see that order is kept>
6
a :  to regard as :  judge
b :  to prefer to have <I'll see him hanged first> <I'll see you dead before I accept your terms>
c :  to find acceptable or attractive <can't understand what he sees in her>
7
a :  to call on :  visit
b (1) :  to keep company with especially in courtship or dating <had been seeing each other for a year> (2) :  to grant an interview to :  receive <the president will see you now>
8
:  accompany, escort <see the guests to the door>
9
:  to meet (a bet) in poker or to equal the bet of (a player) : call
intransitive verb
1
a :  to give or pay attention
b :  to look about
2
a :  to have the power of sight
b :  to apprehend objects by sight
c :  to perceive objects as if by sight
3
a :  to grasp something mentally
b :  to acknowledge or consider something being pointed out<see, I told you it would rain>
4
:  to make investigation or inquiry
— see·able  adjective
— see after
:  to attend to :  care for
— see eye to eye
:  to have a common viewpoint :  agree
— see red
:  to become very angry
— see the light
:  to discover or realize a usually obscured truth
— see the light of day
:  to become publicly known or available (as through publication) <manuscripts that will never see the light of day>
— see things
— see through
:  to grasp the true nature of <saw through the scheme>
— see to
:  to attend to :  care for

Monday, 29 July 2013

Day 253, An in-depth resume of an EQAFE interview, a guide giving his/her perspective.



  Journeys into theAfterlife - The Guide standing Aside - Part 4

 




                

Now within this post i am going to give you the reader an indepth resume about this particular interview that was done, where a being that was a guide in the heavenly realms for some humans here on earth is giving his/her perspective on what he/she went through when the Portal opened.

 

Now before i continue, i like to say that this interview is now free for download on the EQAFE website. You can go and download it there for yourself and listen to it and there are many more that you can download for free and there are also many very interesting interviews that can assist and support you immensely within your process.

 All the interviews are in-depth and detailed perspectives --- as never shared before in this world, experiences of the beings themselves coming through the portal to share their perspective as how things actually work(ed) within this physical manifested existence and the inter-dimensional existence, and also not only beings, but expressions, manifestations, life-forms, systems, energies, physicals, animals, program manifestations, vibrations, frequencies, magnetic, structures,  etc etc..............anything that is HERE within this world and also within the inter-dimensional existence.

 

So now up to the Resume:

In the beginning of the interview the being tells his/her experience of how with the opening of the portal the individuals in heaven and heaven itself  was transformed, and that nothing was ever the same again.

The guide tells that, during that time the individuals in heaven did NOT realize to what extent their individual existences and their experiences in heaven was Founded in ACCEPTANCES and ALLOWANCES.  They always participated and observe from a distance what was going on, on earth.

What the guide was, was:

·         an energy-embodiment

·         and an idea about him/herself

 

In this interview the guide says; that everything that is HERE within this physical reality, is EVERYTHING we have separated ourselves from, from ourselves.

Great fear was existent among the guides and also in heaven and it was believed back then, that if for example  if they would come in to close proximity of the vibration of this manifested physical reality------ it was believed that they would be then merged with this manifested physical reality's vibration if whomever in heaven have not mastered their ability to vibrate their own presence within the intensity of the White Light, which is the intensity of heaven. So they believed they then would not be able to get out of this vibration that is presence within this physical manifested reality, and thus if they can't get out, they are trapped. This was a great fear that was existent in heaven and especially with the guides, because they had to walk in close proximity to the humans.

 

And because of this great fear, the authorities in heaven locked down and automated  the mind consciousness system of the human, the unified consciousness field and the universal unified field.

 

What i also found very fascinating within this interview was how the guide was giving perspective of how they could see. They could zoom-in and see the human in its total context  and this happened in for example 4 different ways:

·         See their mind, see their systems, see their programs, see their energies,  it was like having an X-ray vision.

·         they could change it to seeing; the human physical body, the condition of it.

·         they could change it to seeing; the physical in how WE see our own bodies with our human physical eyes and,

·         they could change it to only see Energy, and to seeing demons.

 

Thus, they could see various stages and layers the human consist of and exist as.

 

The guides were residing mostly within the earth's atmosphere  and when they would come down to earth they would experience an compression that manifested within their very beingness.

In heaven their presence/beingness/form was a lot softer and expansive. It was being experienced for the  guide in this interview as Air. He/she was NOT so solid.

thus this solidifying was experienced when they moved closer and closer to human beings in this world, this reality.

Their forms became as they move closer and closer------ more defined, like an compression to such an extent that their very form changed and made them feel smaller, then what they do when they are up in the heaven realms, closer to heaven.

They never stayed long enough, because they felt themselves becoming more and more solidified.

 

What i also found very interesting and supportive within this interview was when the guide expressing his/her perspective on what he/she realized when they finally walked their processes in the inter-dimensional existence through Self-forgiveness.

 

What he/she realized is the following:

 

That the Physical Manifested Existence, IS the Reality of Existence  and that they that were in heaven with heavenly bodies were the ones NOT Real!!

And this was proven when the portal opened and they walked a process within heaven and that all of them that were in heaven at that stage,-------- that Energy could simply be STOPPED and they were still HERE.

Their very Beingness is NOT Energy!

The Beingness is the Substance of the physical and that of them IS what is Real. And this physical reality is the manifestation/ the creation/ the expression of that Beingness-Substance that IS ourselves! Thus this physical reality IS a manifested creation of ourselves AS Physical Substance.

 

This point(s) above i found very supportive and assisting in regards to making things more clearly and having a much broader understanding as what all happened and was happening in LIFE, and thus supporting and assisting me in walking my own individual process as each of us must do and will do either HERE or in the inter-dimensional existence.

 

There was another point that i found very interesting too, which was how the guide was telling about how everything was layered in separation, like this:

You had at the bottom, the physical reality and within it very close to it the demon dimension, then if one move up one will be in the world or path of where the guides themselves stood and then from there up, one will be by the guards of White Light( guarding access to the actual dimensions of heaven), then moving up from there one would be completely enveloped with the white light and will be able to see all the layers and the planes, various being's heavens and multiple parallel universes and existences. Thus a complete  Alternate-Reality will open up.

 

The guide's account of what happened when the portal opened when he/she saw lots of demons gathering around a human shape what to him/her was unusual, because none of that ever happened before that lots of demons or even themselves will come together to one point, they were all much more on their own doing their own stuff. Very seldom would they or the demons come like 3 of them together and discuss things and things like that, so to him/her seeing so many demons gathering around the human form was already something out of the ordinary and that caught his/her eyes.

What he/she could see was that; in the body was NO mind. Instead there was a placement that was manifested within the human physical body, that WAS the human physical body. Whether the guide shifted from physical to Inter-Dimensional seeing when he/she usually sees the mind, and even when they did see the mind, they always saw how the mind was attached in the human physical body, because they had to see that to ensure the mind is place within the physical. But this time when he/she shifted into Inter-Dimensional seeing, she still saw the physical BUT in a manifestation of eternity.

 

Thus the guide just saw a manifestation of eternity when he/she shifted his/her seeing, in every single part and particle of the entire human physical body. It looked to him/her as: '' The physical was an embodiment of Eternity.''

 

So, there you have it my in-depth account of the interview done by one of the beings that was an guide in the heavenly realms when there used to be an heaven and his/her account of how he/she experienced the whole opening of the portal that changed everything for him/her and the rest of the individuals that were in heaven at that stage and heaven itself.


            So my suggestion to you the reader is to go on the EQAFE website download a bunch               of free interviews that are available there and also if you are interested in supporting our             Equal life foundation through buying these products that are, educational and supportive,             please do feel free to do so, it will open up and array of insight that one have never                       heard before and assist and support one immensely in understanding what happened                 and what is happening in great detail and specificity.

 

 

Thanks.

 

 


Larry Manuela







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