Day 364, Do You Think You Are Gonna Make it?

I asked myself a question, when I was back chatting, and it was as follows: " Do you think you're gonna make it?"  and I answered myself with: "  Oh yeah, I gotta get outta here!"

Now the moment I said this within my mind I realized something about myself. I realized that the " I gotta get outta here"  part, is part of a desire I secretly had/have wherein I just want to get up and leave everything and everyone behind, like go to a secluded place where no-one will know where I am, and I will be all alone. It is like a wanna run away from all this hardship in my world/the world.
Secretly I desire and wish sometimes, often more than other that I can find myself into a situation where I have " no way out"  kind of situation. Like being in a situation where there is nowhere to run or to be, but to face myself completely right here, no holding back and give it all into forgiveness, really really open up completely.

                                       

The other point is, that I do know what to do. The problem is in the actual doing itself.
I also realized that I fear changing me, changing the who I am now, which is nothing more or less than personalities/characters in my mind for specific events and situations within my life process. Most of the time I am " myself."  However this " myself"  is not really ME. The real me at the moment is not yet here. You know it is like I went into a dark cave and as I was going deeper and deeper into the darkness I was  leaving little reflectors on the way down for when to get back, I can find my way back, however when I got into the deepest of depths within this cave of darkness I got lost and could not find my way back out, and now that I am finding the reflectors I myself have placed I am starting to remember how I got in, and remember the way out. I just have to follow the reflectors and get back out.

The reflectors in this example are the the personalities/characters I have created within myself that are now clouding/fogging me to see clearly and to remember the who I am for real. The who/what I was before the mind, before energy, this part of me is where I must get back to. It is called Beingness. The part of me that is aware of itself as LIFE. As one can see the personalities/characters are not good or bad, positive or negative or right or wrong, they are my reflections I have created, they are ideas about myself I have created within my mind consciousness system. As one can see; I CREATED them. Not one thing that exists within and as my mind can be placed there by another, it have to have my permission, the information must be accepted and allowed by myself, same way goes for using it.

Self-Forgiveness statements:

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself have the back chat: " Do you think you're gonna make it?" to exist within me as me as the mind as energy.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to have also as back chat however in a form of answer to myself the following back chat: " Oh yeah, I gotta get outta here!"  to exist within me as me as the mind as energy.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see within and as my back chats, that I am actually busy pointing to myself out what I have created as ideas/believes within and as myself, about myself.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself more than often try and stop the back chats without really investigating them first to understand where they are coming from and which specific point are they related to within myself, which character is connected to them.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to use these back chat to actually encourage myself to try and fulfill a desire/wish I have created within myself to cope with also the fear I have created within and as myself.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear changing what I have accepted and allowed myself to be and become wherein, I actually fear myself, because the personalities/characters are now me as the mind as energy.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see/realize and understand for real that I am the creator of the back chats, that I am the creator of the personalities/characters, that I am the creator of the fears, therefore that I am a creator within and as myself, thus meaning as I create within me that which is at the moment only self-interest, I can also create what which is best for all of life, which is that which is in the best  interest of all.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear my own creations, including fear itself, which is also my creation.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see/realize and understand that my creations are me and that by understanding them, I will also understand how I created myself to represent me as if they are really real, when the real me itself behind it all I forgot that I am here.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to accept fear to be part of me as me and to allow it to influence my decision making in every moment.

To be continued.....................................................

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Day 346, Principle or Facts?

I listen to an interview on youtube awhile ago put on youtube by Dennis Wise, whom is the one whom made a series of videos that was called: "Adolf Hitler, the greatest story never told."

I will place the video here for those whom want to listen to it, into what I am going to write about it.

Now the reason why I am writing about this, is because the argument Stefan Molyneux gives in this interview is not very practical. It barrels down to believing that facts do not matter anymore, even though he is saying he does not dismiss facts totally, but facts are not really important and do not change the way humanity currently functions within its relationship with everything that is here if we were to find the facts.
Stefan have some points there that are relevant, but also not. Why?
Because If we do not know the HOW we arrived to what we are now, and how we live now, we will keep on repeating and becoming better in destroying what is here, because we did not understand ourselves within our lives when we did or did not do certain specific things that have led to what we are living in this world at the moment. Thus there were certain relationships that have happened/occurred that catapulted us into the situations we find ourselves within and as at this very moment.
I find that in order to sort out these problems we have, and we must find the relationships between facts and principles in order for us to sort out our problems,that at the moment have only lived one thing, and that is? " to be self-centered." The principle of life, which is that which is equality and oneness was never lived. Principles should be; because we are physical beings on a physical planet and have physical needs, be the point of equality, thus equality in sharing and supporting of what is here for physical nurture and sustenance of the bodies of life that are here.

And to illustrate what I am saying here, I will quote something Bernard Poolman said in the past, on this subject, that I found very supportive and practical. It was placed in the FAQ section on the website of desteni, where the point of "experience living and Principled living" was discussed.

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B: John Lennon. It made no difference. No matter if millions were loving and doving; nothing changed, everything got worse. Because if your principle is based on an experience, it's no longer a principle. So therefore, one can say that Love is not a principle. Love is an experience.

Equality and Oneness is a principle. Therefore, there is no feeling linked to it. There is no energy linked to it. There is a consequential, specific outflow in every breath that is measurable. Are we equal and is all our experience equal? Are the laws that guide us providing for all equal? Is the living space provided all equal? Is the food providing for all equal? Is water for all equal? Are resources for all equal? And are we dealing with all as one? One Body: the Body of Humanity. That is equality and oneness practically within the context of everything.

So therefore, even money – is all money distributed equal as a method of communication, as a method of sharing value, as a method of appreciation, as a method of support - or is it used so that some may experience money well, while others experience having NO money. That's not equality. That's not equality for life, either. It is not oneness. You bear oneness with the context of separation: some having, some not having. And according to your “not loving enough” because “you are not following the spiritual principles” [as depicted in mainstream religion] - you are not allowed to have this outflow of oneness.

But oneness, in principle within equality would say, “It is regardless at this stage of your particular situation; you should be treated equal.”

And the education should be equal. I would go as far as saying where technology already is available, that one must particularly start looking at even [the situation of] a child before they're born, be assessed if they will be able to live an equal life. Because what is the point to have someone who suffers in the name of someone's apparent idea that “God” has apparently bestowed upon you a disease that will harm you and make you suffer all your life, when it is clearly a DNA defect? I mean, we already know these things, but we will not apply because we do it under the experience of “Love.” I mean, where is – what does “Love” have to do with it? “Love” is an experience of self-interest. That is why when you “fall in love” with someone, I mean, it's all wonderful. But when you fall out of the, the experience changes. And it changes into something that you despise, hate, disdain. All kinds of experiences flow from it.

How can “Love” be a principle if it can change?

Love then, is not a principle that can be lived by, because it can change."


Now imagine that detectives were to not use facts as important for their investigations, but only rely on principles, something the whole of humanity never actually in fact have lived before, and I am saying this from the perspective of the principle of life, which is oneness and equality, that which is best for all life.
Adolf Hitler, the greatest story never told, is important to have a look at, in order to not only have one side of the story, which was the story most were told in their school books, which was the story of the ones whom won the war against Germany in that time. Why is it important? It is important, because as of now, we have made lots of decisions based on that story willingly or unwillingly or consciously or unconsciously, but decisions were made that lead to certain/specific consequential outflows in relationship to what was told about what happened. Our perception was manipulated in order to have certain and specific outcomes that will be beneficial to a small group. So if we do not understand why and how we came about to be what we are now, we will keep on having ourselves repeating the same thing over and over again, by a small group being able to use certain tools to manipulate us and changing history as to what happens to appear different in order to reach certain outcomes in their benefit because we will give them our consent.
To me facts are what are physically here as to how they function and to what relationships occurred that made them in the manifested consequential outflow that they find themselves in now. Thus the direct seeing of what is here as physical real proof as in how it exists as a physical manifestation. And then we use principles to measure the facts, if the facts have a result in the physical reality with the principle of life, which is that which is equality and oneness, which is best for all life. So there must be a relationship between the fact and the principles in order to understand and measure what is really happening at the moment, because humanity have never lived according to principles. We talk about principles as if we have lived them, but we haven't. There are very very very few human beings that have lived principles, and most of them have lost their lives doing so. Why? To show that the world as what the human has made of it, does NOT value principle living and does NOT want it either at this moment as a fact. It is not part of the systems we have created. There are some of us making noises out there, but the majority is not really waking up to stand as oneness and have one goal practically that will propelled LIFE on earth to be the best experience for every being that is born on this planet and go for it and really stand our ground. We are starting to see the deceptions, but we lack in our standing as one group. We haven't reached a point yet where we agree with each other, that only what is best for all will be our way out. This may sound selfish, but it is not.....because we are at the brink of time where everything can be seen and be known, the suffering can be seen, the abuses can be seen, the manipulations can be seen, and it is so in our faces that they cannot be denied anymore. The pretending will have to give way to the reality in everyone's life. Because as long as some of us our lives are o.k. we won't care about what happens in the lives of others. We may say: " oh what a shame, oh what sad," but that will be it, we do not really do something to stop it and change it practically, and we even resist the ones working towards solutions that will have a result that would be best for everyone. We are at the moment still choosing to protect our self-centered preferences.

Facts are:

Millions are starving to death on this earth, be them humans or other life-forms.
Earth resources are being (ab)used and depleted by us the humans, in order to transform it into money, they are not being used to support life on earth in the best way possible, equal and one for all.
We are building weapons to destroy each other, the faster the better and the more damage the weapons can do by murdering lots of people in one single blow, the better.
Our believe systems are all based within and as inequality. There are phrases in them that are principled based, but they are quickly ignored and certainly NOT being lived, but the leaders love using them in their speeches to attract the masses to follow them, and all of this begs the question: "have we practically change in the way we live with each other and everything else on this planet, with all these believe systems we are all participating in, that we can see with our direct eyes that we are living what is best for all in every way?"
Our justice systems support inequality.
Money itself supports inequality too. Money is not distributed to be equally available for all to equally having the same force(buying power) for each human using it to have a life of dignity.
Fruitful land is not equally distributed to all, neither being used in the best possible way to have it produce the best possible fruits to meet our survival needs.
Education is not equally available and is the best everywhere to educate human beings in being the best stewards in living on the planet and supporting life on the planet using what nature provides for life on earth to be supported in the best possible way.

 I can go on and on with these......


Thus we have to assess the facts as correct as possible in order to make sure we do not repeat the same mistakes, and use principle, to be more exact LIFE-principles, to measure if the facts are accumulating to have results that will be best for LIFE on earth and if not, where did it all went wrong exactly as close as possible, and where do we need corrections.




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Day 343, Consequences of using money as we do right now.

List of our delusions that have become our way of living:


I am making a living. { No, we are not making any living on this planet, we are destroying life actually, all we do now is try as hard as possible to make MONEY and making money stands for destruction of life in this world right now, even when one is making money with very good intentions}

I earn a living. { Why do I have to "EARN" my living, who came up with this idea? was he or she someone that gave life instruction/command for me to have a life, and if so he or she must be someone that was before life?, which of course is impossible, because there is nothing before life or beyond life and certainly not the human.}

I work for my bread. { There are just practical things we HAVE to do in order to survive, and these we can term work, but work as we understand work right now as in: "MAKING MONEY" is delusional, why? because it supports the system of money, and NOT life. Now, one may argue that money gives one the ability to right now buy the things one needs to survive with, which by the way have become more, our needs have increased with this money scam, lots and lots of products are being made to fit into the description of "our needs" that are actually not necessary, they only exist because someone wants to make money, which in their turn helps with the exhausting of the earth resources. Thus buying one's needs, or surviving, or believing that this means one's life is supported within this money system , is actually at the other end of the polarity, taking life/exhausting life/destroying life. The reason most of us don't see this, is because we don't pay attention to all that is here and question what we see and hear, and even when we do, we don't do anything about it, to stop it and then change it.}



                                                           

I have to work. { Here, again we use the word work as meaning: "making money." just have a look at it, all we do is either striving to one day  have a work/job or we are working or we want to change work/job to get a better paid work/job. Is this all we came here to do, to just be born, go to school, study something so we can than use that which we have studied in order to have a work/job? That's it? Is this all what the human being is good for? According to the brainwashing, this is our purpose in life. Just have a look at it, it is all that we do. We spent more of our times working then anything else years on.}

I have to have an income. { The most successful brainwashing ever in the history of mankind, in order to convince the slaves to continue being slaves without much resistance.}

I need money. { Again the most successful brainwashing, actually believing that we  NEED money in order to survive, overlooking that all the things we really need to survive with/ all the resources we are using, are and were already here and NOT ONE human OWNS any of these!!!!! We just have to use them in the best possible way, but we don't, we abuse/misuse/destroy that which was here before the brainwashing happened and that are really actually what we DO need to survive with. We have made money the middle-"man," stripping/separating our direct relationship with what is here as the earth resources to work with and expand and learn and grow.}

I need money to buy things. { yes of course now that we have imprison our own lives, with this money we can place it as a big need, I mean have a look at how far we have come  to accept and allow this delusion/illusion, so far that people and animals and plants and lots and lots of other lifeforms have to die/be murdered/be killed in order for us humans to continue with our delusion of having to "need" money, so much so that it has become our reality, because we are living the delusion, making it real no matter what, destroying ourselves and everything else along the way.}

I am rich. { It may look like that for awhile, that someone can be "rich" in this system of money, but eventually poverty will be encountered along the way, because the very system that one is using to get rich with, is the system that takes and takes and takes from life in order for someone to be able to call themselves "rich" within this system. So when there is nothing more left to take, the rich will be EXTREMELY poor. So poor that the word poor itself is too poor to call it poor.}



                                                          

I am poor. { The other end of the polarity, wherein our delusional great brainwashing as "money" as we know it, hold its grip.}

I have power. { No. We don't have power with this money at all, we are weak, very weak. We only told ourselves and came to believe it whole heartedly that when one is in a position of having lots of this illusionary thing called money, that one have power, but actually it implies that one have placed oneself through/by using this money in a position where one can abuse others. It makes abuse so much easier. Thus the power that is talked about within this current system is actually none other than the power to abuse others. It is not real power as in GIVING. This is what LIFE does,it GIVES unconditionally. Our current creation of money only takes. So only when we give money the REAL power to give as life gives, then money will have real power and us using this money as in giving with it, then our usage of the money is real power. Then we as humanity can empower ourselves and lead ourselves into living exchanging what we have become as a humanity that have learnt how to give and live it as its own expression wherein through the human as it express itself it is giving life to life back.}

I own things. { No we don't "own" things. These things we "own" were the things we have stolen by using the the scam called money as we know it right now. And as a matter of fact we cannot "own" anything, because we came with nothing and we will leave with nothing.}

I own a big house. { No we have to get out of this illusion of owning things, and just start to get use to USING things in the best possible way till we are no longer here.}

I don't have a house, just a shack. {yes unfortunately within this system of money, lots of people will live in these shacks, because apparently the middleman called: "money" is not here to support its creator, which is the human being, it is the creation of the human to enslave itself, imprison itself. Through its own creation the human will practically see/realize and understand that it did not gave its creation responsibility to/towards life, because we as humans ARE irresponsible. Our creation of money as we know it is just our reflection.}

I live in a mansion/castle. { of course this is one of the pleasures of some within the current monetary system, where these few can live in mansions and castles and probably having poor people to clean their mess up and taking care of these mansions and castle for them, all they have to do is give a very small amount of their money to these poor people and whuala, the abuse can continue, and they can now justify that they care about the poor people because at least they are giving some of them a job.}

I live on the streets. { unfortunately this is one of the consequences that happens in this monetary system, because it is a system that does not support ALL equally, give to ALL dignity and respect and value for being alive, life expressing itself within and as that one body.}

I live in a foster home. { this too, again unfortunately is one of the dilemma's of the current system where because of problems involving money some children will end up in the foster homes and some eventually with some foster parents. And by the way, here we think and believe that we are solving this problem by introducing these systems within the money system, but CHANGING THE MONEY SYSTEM  itself that produces these problems, we don't even consider.}


I am in the army, they pay good. { now here we are at the lowest degradation we can get, because we are willing to even murder others to get this illusion called money, put ourselves down getting commando's from others to go and kill in the name of our countries or whatever ideology, but as long as we are getting paid, we will do it.}

I am a victim of war. {many many men/women/children will be and continue being victims of war within this current system, because war itself is a way of making money for some people.}

I have a big business. { big businesses are the corporations in this world that are sucking huge quantities of money in, leaving little to very little to the average man that also have to work within this system, not realizing and understanding that there will come an end, because all these businesses exist because there are buyers and the buyers need money to buy things with, thus if there comes a time where they cannot buy anymore, because the corporations themselves have override the buying capacity of their own buyers, they too will perish and go falliet=(bankrupt).

I have a very small business. { Small businesses are little by little closing their doors, because they cannot compete with the large corporations in order to hold their businesses alive so to speak, and again don't forget that people are all brainwashed to only look for ways to "make money." It is all about how can I make money, or more money. What can I sell to make money? We merely never ask the question how can I support life in the best possible way?} 

I am going on vacation. { Within this system when one have money, vacation is seen as a great thing, to leave the workplace for awhile and go as far as possible. What is also very troubling within this whole vacation system is that those with money or living in countries where they have a job and can afford a vacation mostly choose to go somewhere where they can buy more with the currency of their country in another country, this is one of the abuses that are being overlooked within this system. People are always looking for the cheapest tickets, the cheapest hotels, the cheapest everything just so they can save more of their money in their own pockets. Thus going to a country where their currency is stronger than the others is always the primary choice, especially when going far away. Here the power to abuse in money is clearly seen.}

I am staying right here where I live, because I can't go on vacation, don't have money. { Here we are now, where we can invent all kind of ways of transportation but yet again money as the middle man rules, because the resources are NOT being used for support, for enjoyment and learning purposes of our reality, only when one have money can one travel to a distant destination on this planet.}

I eat anything I want. {Yes, with having lots of money and living in a country where food is readily available one can actually say that, one don't have worries anymore about where one's next meal is going to come from.}

I have nothing to eat, I am starving. { unfortunately within this world many people will go through this abuse and unacceptable situation because as long as one have to have money in order to get food and not get food directly from the earth itself for one's nourishment, one will eventually die of hunger and no-one will care nor know. One's death will be on a chart in the form of a number together with the rest of the people that died of hunger where some people will use these charts to evaluate how many people are starving and how extreme or not poverty is at in particular moment, but actually care, we don't. So one's death will be just a topic for discussion as it has been for long time now, either for the one's that want things to continue as they are or for those whom want things to change for the betterment of mankind.} 

I have debts, lots of it. { Debt is the engine of this monetary system, and this very engine always run dead at some point where a new engine is needed, only this time when using the word engine and comparing the situation with a car as I am doing here,.........the roads are all messed up, the car is corroded,lots of destinations that one used to drive to are none existent anymore. Thus even if some wants a war in order to reset the same old system with debt as its engine, the world and the resources are already too exhausted to carry on with the same activities we are involved with/in at the moment, even with very small percentage of humans left and within that, even for them the food and air and water would be poisoned.} 

I have no debts and have lots of money. { No, unfortunately this is also a delusion, because one may appear to have no debts personally and it may be so too, but unfortunately where one lives and the money one uses is always DEBT, if there was no debt one would not even have the money, because all debt will be paid and no more money will exist. Thus the word: "buying" is actually = paying debt.}
  

                                                                        

I was able to go to an university. { Of course again, when one have money and living within such system as ours, going to a university is a piece of cake. The only problem is that the universities are all within fitting the design of the system we live in itself, meaning: " with the current knowledge one will be prepared to move into the system to be effective for the system and university is where one can achieve the highest level of education, thus one is then knowledge-wise and information-wise better equipt to function at the highest levels within the current system. Thus the design of education is to imprison one within the parameters of the current system, getting out of it is almost impossible. And most of the people educated on this level will be the loyalists within the system, and will even defend it, because their reward within the system is much better then the rest of the levels beneath them.}
 
I have no education. { Again with having no money of course education too will be a very challenging thing to get, and this is for this system a "good" thing, because now these people that have no education can go do the jobs that those educated one's do not want to do, the so- called: "dirty jobs/lower jobs." One will find then later in ones life educated people giving speeches and creating programs to help the lower educated people and feel all good about themselves, but yet at the same time some are helping them with good intentions, but most actually are exploiting them to get them to do what they themselves won't do with the simple words as these: " someone got to do these jobs too." This "someone" is never them.
 
I am a scientist. { Who knows how many human children died in third world countries that could have become great scientist and came up with great ideas, but then again at the moment we will never know, because there is this have's and have not's dilemma to deal with and on top of it, there is this whole race problem too in regards to this, that people believe that those whom are poor somehow won't be able to be smart. But how can they know if we have never given them a chance to reach their highest potential, they were born in poverty and will die in poverty as long as this current system we participate in continues to exist.}

I am a simple person, not smart. { being born in poverty many and many will be simple person, but this word: "simple" is actually an euphemism for "stupid." We feel guilty about what we allow and because we don't want to "hurt" the people's feelings and call them directly that they are stupid because of course they cannot afford an education and cannot read and you name it, we will call them "simple." I mean, how bizarre is this, leaving people who needs our support for their own vices just in order for us to feel guilty about it, as if supporting our guilt is somehow a solution? } 

Conclusion:

Thus within this list I have made if one noticed it may appear as if I am blaming some people or all of us but in reality I am giving a sarcastic view of what is really going on within the world we live and what are the things we accept and allow and some things we are thinking but we don't talk about them, and some things we just do and don't care about the consequences they may have, because we haven't gotten to the point where we can see yet what all the consequences of doing or not doing something will lead us into. We all know that this list can be made very very long, but as what I have written here, I find that we all can understand it, because most are things we see within our world or things we know about.

Solution:

The first and most thing that we have to do is look for a way to come together and agree together as to where we want to lead ourselves within this world and we form a bog enough group and from and within this group we appoint individuals whom for now will go and be on the political platform and effect the changes necessary to bring about a change that will benefit all equally. One thing is certain at the moment. We cannot continue like this, because we will lead ourselves into destruction. Therefore have a look at our proposal LIG and join us to perfect it more and more as we go along, because working together as one, will be the only way out of our own accepted and allowed consequences.



Thanks.


Larry Manuela

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Day 303, Who am I in relationship with the word: " Human body." Part 18

Continuing with the next word, which is: " Human body."






                                                                             

Here is the link from the blog where I placed the lists of words I will be walking to gain more physical living understanding of them:

http://larry7yearwalk.blogspot.com/2014/02/day-286-what-is-understanding.html



So now lets move to see what the dinctionaries are saying about this word:

• S: (n) human body, physical body, material body, soma, build, figure, physique,anatomy, shape, bod, chassis, frame, form, flesh (alternative names for the body of a human being) "Leonardo studied the human body"; "he has a strong physique"; "the spirit is willing but the flesh is weak"

So our human physical body is very important. We have been living on this planet for a long time as personalities in the mind in this human body, and love making statements, that we are our bodies, but in reality we are not as we are pretending through the usage of our words that we are. The body is like a vessel the personalities in the mind are using in order to continue existing. Up to this moment we have not lived as our bodies at all. This of course have great disadvantages because we will never be able to solve physical problems as best as possible if we do not stop and change the way we live, because we do not see and treat anything as a whole but instead in separation. We are so separated from everything and everyone, that we are even separated to/within our own thoughts/feelings and emotions, that are existing within our minds in our bodies. We do not know anything specifically about our bodies as in how it functions as a whole/complete unit, nor do we know how the mind functions as a whole, we only know a little through the observations we carry out in separation and believing that we know soo much. The more complex we can talk about the things we observe, the more we believe ourselves to know more, but at the end of the day they are only words we have coined up from the mind, to give something we observe a name and a definition, especially in the medical field when we are talking about the human body, lots of names are being coined up to give the discipline of being a doctor its value. And these names and concepts are only available for the ones studying to become doctors. The names and concepts are not all available equally for everyone, finding out things through observation only, have lots of limitations, because it allows for a very small part to be studied in separation to all the parts that the human body consists of and exists as. This is of course not to say that we should not do this, because we have to start somewhere and use what we already have and make sure we bring about with what we have what will be best for the human body.


Self-forgiveness & Self-commitment statements:


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not stand one and equal with and as my human physical body and have only accepted definitions that others has given to the human physical body through observation and within this I forgive myself that I haven't accepted and allowed myself to see/realize and understand that I am limiting myself when I accept knowledge and information given to me by others without ever investigating for myself what these knowledge and informations really are for real, thus I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself in this way to make myself dependent on others to tell me about my own body, when I know it is not a direct seeing that has brought about their information, but a scattered in pieces observation of separate parts looked at individually apart from the whole of the human body as in how it functions as a whole with all its parts working together as one unit, the whole body as what it consists of and exists as.

I realize that I have accepted without question what others have told me about my own human body, or the human body without ever bothering at all to investigate what they are telling me, trusting their knowledge and information above what I could find out about myself by myself  and thus remain limited in my understanding as myself as the human body and thus not having any sense of direction at all in my living as the human body here.

Thus within this, I commit myself to start using little by little the informations that are available to get to know me as the human physical body and also to get to know who I have become as personalities in my mind in order to really practically understand me as the human physical body and start living as one as equal with and as it.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to only have believes and opinions about the functionality of my human physical body and in no way have a direct real understanding of my human physical body's functioning as a physical expression as a whole.

I realize that I have no direct real physical understanding of my human physical body, because I only look at it with the eyes of believes and opinions and within separation.

Therefore, within this I commit myself to little by little and step by step learn to physically understand my body by myself, through self-forgiveness in the written word or spoken out loud and with their commitments to start having a real physical in fact relationship with my body as equals, and become more and more aware as myself as my human physical body in real time and not walking around with information about my body that was given to me by others as myself.


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to treat my human physical body superficially and not with full care just because I do not experience many body-aches as people that do go trough the experience of body-aches, and within this I consider myself to be reasonably healhty, when the reality is that I do not know for sure, because I never go for a check up until something is really wrong.

I realize that I consider myself healthy just because I compare my body-aches with those that have some kind of complications, when in reality I do not really know, because I will only go for a check up when I get really sick and the doctors have to find out what is happening.

Therefore I commit myself to treat my body with more care and make sure to pay attention to the little things that might be a warning for something bigger later on, but that I do not see as something to worry about, as small as it could be, to really investigate it and if it persists I go and let the doctor have a look at me to see if it is something that is harmful or not to my body.




Self-Reward:

Within this blog, I've come to see/realize and understand that I have been taking my living as my human physical body not serious enough, not paying attention to it in the details, and thus being careless about my body. Thus now that I have seen this through my own words I can firstly stop myself from doing so and correct myself in commiting myself to step by step changing my attention to the details and transform what is not what is best for my body into that which will be best for my body.



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Day 295, Who am I in relationship with the word: " Walking." Part-10

Here I am continuing with the next word, which will be: " walking."

To see what I am busy with these words understanding them, I suggest to read my first blog about this topic where I placed a list of words for me to bring to my understanding.

http://larry7yearwalk.blogspot.com/2014/02/day-286-what-is-understanding.html


So now let me have a look at what the online dictionaries have as definitions for: "walking."

¹walk·ing

 noun \ˈwȯ-kiŋ\

: the activity of walking for exercise

Full Definition of WALKING

1

:  the action of one that walks

2

:  the condition of a surface for one going on foot <thewalking is slippery>

 See walking defined for English-language learners »



                                                   

So there we have it. Now this word when it comes to understanding of it as its definition there is no problem, because it's something I have done throughout my life, and I am still doing it. But when it comes to the mechanics of how it actually functions, I don't have a clear understanding of it. Also when it comes to the awareness of me as my legs, as what they are doing, thus how exactly they function and how am I able to walk on them is another no go.

I have no memories at all as to how my body have managed to learn to walk, all I am aware of at some level is that I am walking and that somehow my body knows from itself how to do it. Fascinating is, how I say this is my body, but yet I am not actually my body. Whom I am in relation to all my body is in total separation. The knowledge we can get from others about the biological function of the legs that I use for walking is just that: "the knowledge" of it. The knowledge was done through observation and what is observed is being noted and then put in books, so mostly some people who want to become doctors in this world can go and study these and then when they study these terms that have been coined up that no-one else knows it seem as if they have understanding of the legs and of what and how they function, better then someone else. Now this may be so in the world today as it exist in the moment, but the problem is that, not one of these doctors can say that they are equal and one with and as their legs and that they ARE their legs in every moment in everything their legs is doing, because there is no such thing. This is so obvious that we have taken it as: " normal." We have taken the automated functioning of our bodies as normal, because no-one is aware as themselves as their bodies.

 Now this point is one of the points that If one have a look at the whole spiritual world, especially with the spiritual masters and all the Guru's, one can see if one would ask them to explain in detail and specificity who they are as their legs, there is going to be no answer, the question would be considered one that has nothing to do with spirituality, when in actuality according to the words they use, they should be having a clear awareness of whom they are as their whole body, especially the ones that claim for example that they have gotten out of their bodies and have seen the other side or those whom are claiming that they have experienced Oneness. If the experience of oneness was really real, then one would have experienced everything as oneself, and I literally mean: "EVERYTHING."

If one notice the oneness that is talked about is always about how they experience themselves as the whole universe and everything in it as they believe, thus from a mental perspective but yet that is all they can talk about, the experience itself, NOT what exactly in detail and specificity is behind the experience, what is the origin of the experience and if they find it is energy, how/where is this energy then coming from within the body....?What is the relationship between the energy, the experience and the body?  All the things they have experienced from a mental perspective when it comes to the oneness  that is being talked about is not taken to its core of commencement/origin, and especially how it is that the design of all of it is not understood nor seen within their experiences of oneness.

So back to the legs, my legs have supported me to move from one place to another in this world and are still doing so, and I am grateful for them supporting me in doing so.

Self-Forgiveness & Self-Commitment statements:

I forgive myself that I haven't accepted and allowed myself to actually be my legs in the moment I am walking to actually of myself and from myself totally understand me as my legs as part of all of me as my human physical body and the relationship that exists within and as my human physical body between all the parts that it consists of and exists as.

Therefore, I commit myself to little by little through my writing of self-forgiveness and my commitments to life to actually start being one and equal with my legs, because one thing is certain that my legs are doing is the walking. Thus the memory of how they started doing it and what they must do in order to do it is all within and as the legs themselves and also within and as the whole body for the whole body is in communication with itself as one unit as all the parts it consists of and exists as.

I forgive myself that I haven't accepted and allowed myself to ever be grateful in every moment for what my legs are doing in supporting me to move from one place to another.

Thus within this, I commit myself to not only be grateful but also to give respect to myself as my legs for how they support me so I as my whole body can move from one place to another in this world, in this reality.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see/realize/understand that my legs as  they way they function is always from out of the moment to the next, thus one step after another they move and thus WE move as all the body as one together with the legs.

I commit myself to be one and equal with my legs in the moment of walking by first taking away all the misconceptions and believes that may exist within me as me as the mind as energy, wherein I think and believe that I cannot be one and equal with my legs and actually in fact be them as me in every moment of every breath in everything they do in order to move me form one place to another as the total body that I am in this world, in this reality.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see/realize and understand that if spirituality was really about oneness I would have been one with my legs to, aware of all of what they are and who they are and how they are in specificity and detail from the very conception of the legs all the way to now in this moment, totally aware of them as me and as who I am in relationship with my legs.

Therefore, I commit myself to through my writing of self-forgiveness and my commitments to life to make sure study myself as who I am in relation to my legs in every moment and if I forget to remind myself through my breathing.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to let myself abuse the function of my legs to bring me into situations and in connection with people and places that were not in actual accordance to where I for real wanted to go, but me as my mind consciousness system wanted to go, and within this I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to have always chosen to go where my mind consciousness system dictates I should go, thus that I in total awareness as myself have never decided to go where I wanted to go as my body by the support of my legs as I walk this earth.

Therefore, I commit myself to dedicate my attention to learn to listen and to go where my body wants to go and remind myself that this learning will take time, because I have to put down my dependency I have placed within my mind consciousness system as me to go to places and meet with people based ONLY in self-interest and never in what will be best for the body or what will be best for all life on earth.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to in the past have used my walking to reach a destination where I can be more close to someone else in order to manipulate the other to go my way, either for entertainment or for suitable survival needs within the system of the world.

Thus within this I commit myself to use my walking to support myself to bring myself into situations and with people and in circumstances that allow me the opportunity to do what will be best for all life, thus automatically what will be best for me too.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think and believe that not being aware as myself walking, and that the automated functioning of my body is what it should be in this world, that I am not aware of myself as all of the parts of what my body consists of and exists as, and within this coined up  a word to protect this unawareness, that I have term: "normal." Thus within this I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think/believe that my unawareness of what seem to be automated is the way it should be, that I am not suppose to be aware of what is happening that I see and pereceive and interpret as automated functioning.

Therefore within this, I commit myself to little by little start to pay attention to what my legs are doing and all the parts of my body are doing and to start the living as equal and one with them and forgiving all misconseption and believes I have created within myself that in actuality are supporting my perceived automated functioning of my human physical body.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to within my walking never walked as an example in this world that leads to that which will be best for all of life, but that I have always placed as an example in my walking to only lead to there  where I can surive and thrive in my self-interest thus in this way showing to the world and accepting and allowing all the human bodies to also walk the same walk I walk.

Therefore, I commit myself to guide myself and support myself to make sure I walk in the direction of what will lead to that which is best for all, and to remind myself that I will encounter difficulty and challenges along the way, and that these difficulties and challenges are what I myself have accepted and allowed to be here, thus must walk through them to be the example as to walk in the direction to what will be best for all life, that I lead myself only in that direction.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define walking in my mind only to serve my self-interest in relation to what I have accepted and allowed to be within and as my mind that are NOT in the best interest of all.

Thus within this, I commit myself to stop my self-interests through my writings of self-forgiveness and my commitments to life and transform my self-interest in the interest that is best for all.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to instead of walking myself into clarity have chosen to always walked myself into moments of loss, where I do not know where I am and what I am doing there and also not knowing what I am doing here.

Thus within this I commit myself to create a purpose for myself where I walk in complete confidence to go where I have to go and do what I have to do to bring about that which is best for all life.

Self-Reward:


Within this writing I have come to see/realize and understand how I have used my walking as a means to only serve my self-interest and have also in the same breath assisted and supported through my walking in this world the self-interest of others to their walking in their self-interest in this world, making sure that all the humans do when they walk is to walk to serve their self-interest. Thus now that I am more clear about what I am accepting and allowing, what I am doing as an example in my walking, I can transform it into a means to bring awareness in walking towards that which will lead to what which is best for all life.



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Larry Manuela

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