Day 343, Consequences of using money as we do right now.

List of our delusions that have become our way of living:


I am making a living. { No, we are not making any living on this planet, we are destroying life actually, all we do now is try as hard as possible to make MONEY and making money stands for destruction of life in this world right now, even when one is making money with very good intentions}

I earn a living. { Why do I have to "EARN" my living, who came up with this idea? was he or she someone that gave life instruction/command for me to have a life, and if so he or she must be someone that was before life?, which of course is impossible, because there is nothing before life or beyond life and certainly not the human.}

I work for my bread. { There are just practical things we HAVE to do in order to survive, and these we can term work, but work as we understand work right now as in: "MAKING MONEY" is delusional, why? because it supports the system of money, and NOT life. Now, one may argue that money gives one the ability to right now buy the things one needs to survive with, which by the way have become more, our needs have increased with this money scam, lots and lots of products are being made to fit into the description of "our needs" that are actually not necessary, they only exist because someone wants to make money, which in their turn helps with the exhausting of the earth resources. Thus buying one's needs, or surviving, or believing that this means one's life is supported within this money system , is actually at the other end of the polarity, taking life/exhausting life/destroying life. The reason most of us don't see this, is because we don't pay attention to all that is here and question what we see and hear, and even when we do, we don't do anything about it, to stop it and then change it.}



                                                           

I have to work. { Here, again we use the word work as meaning: "making money." just have a look at it, all we do is either striving to one day  have a work/job or we are working or we want to change work/job to get a better paid work/job. Is this all we came here to do, to just be born, go to school, study something so we can than use that which we have studied in order to have a work/job? That's it? Is this all what the human being is good for? According to the brainwashing, this is our purpose in life. Just have a look at it, it is all that we do. We spent more of our times working then anything else years on.}

I have to have an income. { The most successful brainwashing ever in the history of mankind, in order to convince the slaves to continue being slaves without much resistance.}

I need money. { Again the most successful brainwashing, actually believing that we  NEED money in order to survive, overlooking that all the things we really need to survive with/ all the resources we are using, are and were already here and NOT ONE human OWNS any of these!!!!! We just have to use them in the best possible way, but we don't, we abuse/misuse/destroy that which was here before the brainwashing happened and that are really actually what we DO need to survive with. We have made money the middle-"man," stripping/separating our direct relationship with what is here as the earth resources to work with and expand and learn and grow.}

I need money to buy things. { yes of course now that we have imprison our own lives, with this money we can place it as a big need, I mean have a look at how far we have come  to accept and allow this delusion/illusion, so far that people and animals and plants and lots and lots of other lifeforms have to die/be murdered/be killed in order for us humans to continue with our delusion of having to "need" money, so much so that it has become our reality, because we are living the delusion, making it real no matter what, destroying ourselves and everything else along the way.}

I am rich. { It may look like that for awhile, that someone can be "rich" in this system of money, but eventually poverty will be encountered along the way, because the very system that one is using to get rich with, is the system that takes and takes and takes from life in order for someone to be able to call themselves "rich" within this system. So when there is nothing more left to take, the rich will be EXTREMELY poor. So poor that the word poor itself is too poor to call it poor.}



                                                          

I am poor. { The other end of the polarity, wherein our delusional great brainwashing as "money" as we know it, hold its grip.}

I have power. { No. We don't have power with this money at all, we are weak, very weak. We only told ourselves and came to believe it whole heartedly that when one is in a position of having lots of this illusionary thing called money, that one have power, but actually it implies that one have placed oneself through/by using this money in a position where one can abuse others. It makes abuse so much easier. Thus the power that is talked about within this current system is actually none other than the power to abuse others. It is not real power as in GIVING. This is what LIFE does,it GIVES unconditionally. Our current creation of money only takes. So only when we give money the REAL power to give as life gives, then money will have real power and us using this money as in giving with it, then our usage of the money is real power. Then we as humanity can empower ourselves and lead ourselves into living exchanging what we have become as a humanity that have learnt how to give and live it as its own expression wherein through the human as it express itself it is giving life to life back.}

I own things. { No we don't "own" things. These things we "own" were the things we have stolen by using the the scam called money as we know it right now. And as a matter of fact we cannot "own" anything, because we came with nothing and we will leave with nothing.}

I own a big house. { No we have to get out of this illusion of owning things, and just start to get use to USING things in the best possible way till we are no longer here.}

I don't have a house, just a shack. {yes unfortunately within this system of money, lots of people will live in these shacks, because apparently the middleman called: "money" is not here to support its creator, which is the human being, it is the creation of the human to enslave itself, imprison itself. Through its own creation the human will practically see/realize and understand that it did not gave its creation responsibility to/towards life, because we as humans ARE irresponsible. Our creation of money as we know it is just our reflection.}

I live in a mansion/castle. { of course this is one of the pleasures of some within the current monetary system, where these few can live in mansions and castles and probably having poor people to clean their mess up and taking care of these mansions and castle for them, all they have to do is give a very small amount of their money to these poor people and whuala, the abuse can continue, and they can now justify that they care about the poor people because at least they are giving some of them a job.}

I live on the streets. { unfortunately this is one of the consequences that happens in this monetary system, because it is a system that does not support ALL equally, give to ALL dignity and respect and value for being alive, life expressing itself within and as that one body.}

I live in a foster home. { this too, again unfortunately is one of the dilemma's of the current system where because of problems involving money some children will end up in the foster homes and some eventually with some foster parents. And by the way, here we think and believe that we are solving this problem by introducing these systems within the money system, but CHANGING THE MONEY SYSTEM  itself that produces these problems, we don't even consider.}


I am in the army, they pay good. { now here we are at the lowest degradation we can get, because we are willing to even murder others to get this illusion called money, put ourselves down getting commando's from others to go and kill in the name of our countries or whatever ideology, but as long as we are getting paid, we will do it.}

I am a victim of war. {many many men/women/children will be and continue being victims of war within this current system, because war itself is a way of making money for some people.}

I have a big business. { big businesses are the corporations in this world that are sucking huge quantities of money in, leaving little to very little to the average man that also have to work within this system, not realizing and understanding that there will come an end, because all these businesses exist because there are buyers and the buyers need money to buy things with, thus if there comes a time where they cannot buy anymore, because the corporations themselves have override the buying capacity of their own buyers, they too will perish and go falliet=(bankrupt).

I have a very small business. { Small businesses are little by little closing their doors, because they cannot compete with the large corporations in order to hold their businesses alive so to speak, and again don't forget that people are all brainwashed to only look for ways to "make money." It is all about how can I make money, or more money. What can I sell to make money? We merely never ask the question how can I support life in the best possible way?} 

I am going on vacation. { Within this system when one have money, vacation is seen as a great thing, to leave the workplace for awhile and go as far as possible. What is also very troubling within this whole vacation system is that those with money or living in countries where they have a job and can afford a vacation mostly choose to go somewhere where they can buy more with the currency of their country in another country, this is one of the abuses that are being overlooked within this system. People are always looking for the cheapest tickets, the cheapest hotels, the cheapest everything just so they can save more of their money in their own pockets. Thus going to a country where their currency is stronger than the others is always the primary choice, especially when going far away. Here the power to abuse in money is clearly seen.}

I am staying right here where I live, because I can't go on vacation, don't have money. { Here we are now, where we can invent all kind of ways of transportation but yet again money as the middle man rules, because the resources are NOT being used for support, for enjoyment and learning purposes of our reality, only when one have money can one travel to a distant destination on this planet.}

I eat anything I want. {Yes, with having lots of money and living in a country where food is readily available one can actually say that, one don't have worries anymore about where one's next meal is going to come from.}

I have nothing to eat, I am starving. { unfortunately within this world many people will go through this abuse and unacceptable situation because as long as one have to have money in order to get food and not get food directly from the earth itself for one's nourishment, one will eventually die of hunger and no-one will care nor know. One's death will be on a chart in the form of a number together with the rest of the people that died of hunger where some people will use these charts to evaluate how many people are starving and how extreme or not poverty is at in particular moment, but actually care, we don't. So one's death will be just a topic for discussion as it has been for long time now, either for the one's that want things to continue as they are or for those whom want things to change for the betterment of mankind.} 

I have debts, lots of it. { Debt is the engine of this monetary system, and this very engine always run dead at some point where a new engine is needed, only this time when using the word engine and comparing the situation with a car as I am doing here,.........the roads are all messed up, the car is corroded,lots of destinations that one used to drive to are none existent anymore. Thus even if some wants a war in order to reset the same old system with debt as its engine, the world and the resources are already too exhausted to carry on with the same activities we are involved with/in at the moment, even with very small percentage of humans left and within that, even for them the food and air and water would be poisoned.} 

I have no debts and have lots of money. { No, unfortunately this is also a delusion, because one may appear to have no debts personally and it may be so too, but unfortunately where one lives and the money one uses is always DEBT, if there was no debt one would not even have the money, because all debt will be paid and no more money will exist. Thus the word: "buying" is actually = paying debt.}
  

                                                                        

I was able to go to an university. { Of course again, when one have money and living within such system as ours, going to a university is a piece of cake. The only problem is that the universities are all within fitting the design of the system we live in itself, meaning: " with the current knowledge one will be prepared to move into the system to be effective for the system and university is where one can achieve the highest level of education, thus one is then knowledge-wise and information-wise better equipt to function at the highest levels within the current system. Thus the design of education is to imprison one within the parameters of the current system, getting out of it is almost impossible. And most of the people educated on this level will be the loyalists within the system, and will even defend it, because their reward within the system is much better then the rest of the levels beneath them.}
 
I have no education. { Again with having no money of course education too will be a very challenging thing to get, and this is for this system a "good" thing, because now these people that have no education can go do the jobs that those educated one's do not want to do, the so- called: "dirty jobs/lower jobs." One will find then later in ones life educated people giving speeches and creating programs to help the lower educated people and feel all good about themselves, but yet at the same time some are helping them with good intentions, but most actually are exploiting them to get them to do what they themselves won't do with the simple words as these: " someone got to do these jobs too." This "someone" is never them.
 
I am a scientist. { Who knows how many human children died in third world countries that could have become great scientist and came up with great ideas, but then again at the moment we will never know, because there is this have's and have not's dilemma to deal with and on top of it, there is this whole race problem too in regards to this, that people believe that those whom are poor somehow won't be able to be smart. But how can they know if we have never given them a chance to reach their highest potential, they were born in poverty and will die in poverty as long as this current system we participate in continues to exist.}

I am a simple person, not smart. { being born in poverty many and many will be simple person, but this word: "simple" is actually an euphemism for "stupid." We feel guilty about what we allow and because we don't want to "hurt" the people's feelings and call them directly that they are stupid because of course they cannot afford an education and cannot read and you name it, we will call them "simple." I mean, how bizarre is this, leaving people who needs our support for their own vices just in order for us to feel guilty about it, as if supporting our guilt is somehow a solution? } 

Conclusion:

Thus within this list I have made if one noticed it may appear as if I am blaming some people or all of us but in reality I am giving a sarcastic view of what is really going on within the world we live and what are the things we accept and allow and some things we are thinking but we don't talk about them, and some things we just do and don't care about the consequences they may have, because we haven't gotten to the point where we can see yet what all the consequences of doing or not doing something will lead us into. We all know that this list can be made very very long, but as what I have written here, I find that we all can understand it, because most are things we see within our world or things we know about.

Solution:

The first and most thing that we have to do is look for a way to come together and agree together as to where we want to lead ourselves within this world and we form a bog enough group and from and within this group we appoint individuals whom for now will go and be on the political platform and effect the changes necessary to bring about a change that will benefit all equally. One thing is certain at the moment. We cannot continue like this, because we will lead ourselves into destruction. Therefore have a look at our proposal LIG and join us to perfect it more and more as we go along, because working together as one, will be the only way out of our own accepted and allowed consequences.



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Day 263, The tree of LIFE and the tree of the knowledge of Good and Evil.

Now, a few weeks ago, as i was explaining to someone that happened to be a believer in the bible, that most people that read this book, most of the times, if it's not ALL of the times- seem to brush everything aside that they know they cannot explain with the book itself and also know when what is written doesn't make any sense. And the parts that DO make sense and that is; IF they were to be applied practically in our living together, things might have been different from the perspective of one following ones religion.


                                                     

 I am NOT going to write what i'm about to write for purposes of critisizing. I am writing this to just put out there another way of seeing within that which was written, even when i myself do NOT have believes, that within that book or any book one can still apply Common Sense and use what is written or what is HERE to bring about that which is BEST for all in a practical/factual/physical manner/way to have an outcome that will be BEST for all practically.

For this i am going to use of the King James Bible version to illustrate even within a story that i myself see as a more rhetorical allegory and NOT as a piece of written material that can be taken literally.

Let me start with Genesis Chapter 2 verse 9, which is as follows, and i want you the reader to pay attention to the words that i will underline, because i will give my perspective on them.


⁹ And out of the ground made the LORD God to grow every tree that is pleasant to the sight, and good for food; the tree of life also in the midst of the garden, and the tree of knowledge of good and evil.


                                                       

Now, as one can see i have underlined the words: '' the tree of life'' and '' the tree of knowledge of good and evil.''

What i noticed within these sequence of words is the following: the word ''knowledge'' is NOT in the sequence of the words '' the tree of life.''
This is very important to understand. It is implying within these simple words that LIFE stands on itself, it gives to itself, it is not dependent on Knowledge as is the second sequence of words as in: '' the tree of Knowledge of good and evil.''
''Good and Evil,'' is dependent on the Knowledge thereof. In other words, to make it much more easy; ''Good and Evil,'' needs to be Known in order for them to exist, the knowledge of them must be first. You have to KNOW ''good and evil'' before you can apply them. And where is Knowledge coming from...??  Is it not the mind..??

So lets move futher with the looking at this point of; '' the tree of life'' and ''the tree of good and evil.''

 I move to the next verses in the same
chapter that are related to this point, and they are the following:

¹⁶ And the LORD God commanded the man, saying, Of every tree of the garden thou mayest freely eat:

¹⁷ But of the tree of the knowledge of good and evil, thou shalt not eat of it: for in the day that thou eatest thereof thou shalt surely die.

                                             

These two verses are also very important to look at within common sense, because God is Commanding the Man to NOT eat of the tree of the Knowledge of Good and Evil, and that IF they should do that, they will surely die.

For God himself to place that tree in that garden he himself must be full of '' the knowledge of Good and Evil.''  Keep this in mind, because it will be discused further.

Now i am going to move to the next chapter, which will be chapter 3 with the following verses:

²² And the LORD God said, Behold, the man is become as one of us, to know good and evil: and now, lest he put forth his hand, and take also of the tree of life, and eat, and live for ever:

²³ Therefore the LORD God sent him forth from the garden of Eden, to till the ground from whence he was taken.

²⁴ So he drove out the man; and he placed at the east of the garden of Eden Cherubims, and a flaming sword which turned every way, to keep the way of the tree of life.

Within these 3 verses something very fascinating has happened. Now that the Man has eaten of the tree that they were Commanded to NOT to eat of and Become Like God; Knowing ''good and evil,'' as God himself is saying here in verse 22, talking to someone else, as in the word: ''US.''

So now God Knows that ''Good and Evil,'' must be a terrible thing, God immediately sent the Man forth from the garden, because God is now even afraid that the Man might eat of the tree of LIFE and then live FOREVER. God Did NOT forgive them, Did NOT teach them forgiveness either......None of these things did this benevolent being as God do. He just did what he could do BEST, which is to Punish those whom does NOT live by its Commands.


For most heavy duty Christians, this is a ''good'' thing that God did, to sent them out of the garden, before they ate of the tree of LIFE, and also because most Christians belief that they needed to OBEY God's command, which was to NOT eat of: ''the tree of the knowledge of good and evil.'' So they deserve to be punished..........interesting.

And in these 3 verses one can see that the Man did NOT ever ate of the tree of LIFE, and the story does not mention how it come they did not eat of it, if it was NOT commanded by God to NOT to do so..??

So now up to where i wanted to get to, and that is to see that within this story, that IF one is a serious Christian, one will notice, IF one pay attention, that " Good and Evil,'' is NOT something that God wanted Man to have or to express themselves as.

What do we still see today in this world? Do we NOT see that we are still doing the same thing God did NOT want us to do, which is ''Good and Evil.''  Let me repeat that for you the reader, IF you are a believer in this story; '' GOOD & EVIL.''  Thus both of them!!!!!

But yet what are we trying to do in this world everyday? We are always trying to do some ''good'' and avoid as much as possible the ''evil'' isn't it so? Or we are trying to Punish those that do evil according to us. And those that are evil are doing their best to abuse those that are good, and so the whole cycle continues.

God was very clear by the very fact according to this story, that he even went as far as to remove Man from the garden, because they have eaten from the tree of the knowledge of good and evil.

Remember what God said in verse 17, that if one eats of the tree of the knowledge of good and evil, one shall surely DIE. Now this is a fascinating statement made by God, because understand God himself is the one full of the knowledge of good and evil, so full that he had to made a tree that bear fruits that IF eaten thereof, one will possess this knowledge of good and evil and thus then surely DIE. So God is then stating that he also is going to DIE, because he himself is saying that about eating of the tree of the knowledge of good and evil, thus possessing this knowledge will lead to DEATH.

Here is the other fascinating thing within this whole point, that God himself must have eaten from the tree of LIFE in order to understand that a forever LIFE is possible if one eats of it, and now does NOT want theMan that he created in his image and likeness to be just like him; FOREVER with the knowledge of good and evil, that leads to death eventually some time in the future, and thus removed/banned the Man out of the garden, and put guards to guard this tree of LIFE. Does this make any sense to you the reader?

Another fascinating point is also in this whole story, that God is incapable of uncreating what he creates and for example; cannot Remove the tree of LIFE out of the garden, but had to improvise and punish the Man instead, and on top of all the disaster sent him away too and to mulitply and become more people that will live this ''good and evil'' that he did NOT want in the world. So God made things even worse instead of taking responsibility for his own creation and to correct that which was done.

So IF you the reader are a Christian, consider this very deeply, that by doing ''GOOD or EVIL,'' is NOT what God wanted from you. So if one is believing that by doing ''good'' in this world as oppose to evil, and due to this one is going to go to some heaven of some sorts when one dies, rethink that Again, because the story is already very clear that God did NOT want you to be ''GOOD nor EVIL.''

So now we have a dilemna, because what are we suppose to do now? Because as one can see ''good and evil'' is all what everyone KNOWS and is also what every parent is keeping on teaching their children to continue with the same thing over and over and over.................................................

Thus this whole story is telling us, that ''good and evil'' are polarities/opposites and are thus NOT what LIFE IS!!!!!  Our answer lies in LIFE, the tree of LIFE!!!

We need to do LIFE and NOT do ''good and evil'' for they are NOT LIFE!!!

So if one is actively as a Christian trying as much as possible to do good in the world, remember that you are Still doing that which was commanded by God of you NOT to do...!!!!

It will be impossible for anyone who does ''GOOD'' to enter heaven, because ''GOOD'' was a part that belonged to another part which is ''EVIL'' that were the two opposite polarities from each other, the one supporting the other.

I am placing the possibility to enter a heaven of some sorts purely for those whom might have this belief that when they die, they are going to this place IF they were '' GOOD,'' as this is a belief that many if not all Christians have, all the 2.8 billion of them. And it is not reserve to Christians alone, many other belief systems have this belief too.

So to do ''good'' is the same as to do ''evil'' and vice versa!!!!

Make sure that you do LIFE.......as it was written something we yet do NOT understand and never lived as one as equal as YET.


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Day 121, When Time Is Slipping Away.

Now what i mean with this title of this blog is that,when i look at the time, i see/perceive/interpret/view it as fear of me having less time now, to birth myself HERE in the physical as the living flesh, the real Character of this earth.

 

 

Now have a look at this common sense here. The body is already HERE, and it is already breathing, the breath is it's functionality as a living being here on this earth, and the body is ALIVE. There is only one problem, and that problem is the ME, that i think/belief i am, which is just a personality/character in my mind. Now this is literally the REAL PARASITE, that is consuming the substance as the human physical body and transform it into energy for it to continue existing as energy of  that which it IS.

 

 

 

So what does this have to do with time slipping away..?? Well the more i continue participation within and as my mind the more i consume parts of my body, till my body will have enough of this abuse.

 

 

Self-forgiveness:

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to fear time slipping away from me,when i know that the only real time that i have available is always my breath-time, and within this do as much as possible as i can, or better yet to give it my all to STOP my participation in my mind.

 

 

I commit myself to little by little as i deconstruct and find the layers and patterns of fears that run through me, to STOP fearing this idea of how much time i have, because it is just an idea in my mind that DOES NOT KNOW at all how much time IT has to continue being here since it is as me devoid of LIFE.

 

 

 

 

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to let myself be deluded about how much time i have or not, when all i need to do is do what i have to do practically and be done with it.

 

 

I commit myself to STOP deluding myself about this idea of how much time i have and just make sure to BREATHE, HERE in every moment and do what is I have to do and be done with it. 

 

 

 

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to be influenced by my idea of time, where i will walk myself into fear, because when it comes to how much time i have as i define time in my mind, it is truly a waste of time, because i just don't know when my time will come to leave this place, so why bother with something that i will never find out through my mind anyways. Within this i realize that to be in fear of time means i am NOT living HERE as one as equal as my breath as my human physical body.  I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to NOT live as my breath, and as my human physical body HERE.

 

 

I commit myself to STOP participation within my mind where i influence myself about the idea of time, and get scared because within this idea there is a question mark that i don't know how much time i still have. So whenever i see myself going into or about to go into my mind, I STOP-----------------Breathe and make sure i am touching something that is physically here, like putting my hands together for example to make sure to remind me that HERE is where i am and NOT there lost in  my mind.

 

I commit myself to little by little, step by step to GROUND myself HERE within and as my human physical body and as my breath.

 

 

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to think/belief that having such ideas of time slipping away from me or not, will change anything as i participate within the abuse that i am in, as what is being lived through me as one as equal with all humans in this world, and that it is only when ONE of the I's as me walk as the example of change some will get it when the time is right for them to see/realize/understand that the only change possible that will be best for all equally, is the change where all LIVE in FACT that which is BEST for all LIFE, wherein LIFE is what is the REAL value and the REAL measurement, as it IS a living measurement, which is NOT even a measurement but more like an EXPRESSION.

 

 

 

I commit myself to STOP my thinking about my time slipping away as i can clearly see, that it won't change anything in my living application, as in reality it will only add more layers of fear within myself and the world at large through my participation HERE in this world, so i BREATHE and make sure to ground myself right HERE so i don't loose myself and remind myself by touching something that is physically HERE in that moment.

 

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to not see for REAL that when i split the word TIME as in '' TI ''  and '' ME ''    and i sound it, and hear the sound of it when i pronounce the word it will read '' TIE ME. ''  Within this i forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to TIE myself using the idea of time within my mind, wherein i will NOT get loose and bind myself within my own mind within and as an idea, that has nothing to do with  my REAL TIME, which is my BREATH-TIME.

 

 

I commit myself to make sure i stick to my breath as i seem to lost myself often in my mind and forgetting that i am BREATHING, ME as the REAL character which is the human physical body, the only one that can type these words and pronounce them physically HERE, something my mind will NEVER be capable of doing.  Within this i realize how simple common sense can make one see how deluded one is to participate in such thing as one mind. Why..??----- Because ONLY the BODY can SPEAK, and also WRITE, the MIND is NOT capable of ANY physical action at all as itself right HERE, for it to move it can ONLY manipulate and abuse the BODY for it to MOVE, but physical it will NEVER EVER BE...!!! 

 

 

 

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to NOT see/realize/understand the true implications of wasting my BREATHING in my idea of time in my mind, because every BREATH gone without my awareness of/as it,as one as equal, is truly a moment of LIFE as myself HERE gone forever. Within this i realize that every moment i am NOT one and equal with/as my BREATH i am NOT HERE LIVING as LIFE, one and equal.

 

I commit myself to remind myself through taking deep breaths, to bring myself back HERE out of my mind, so i don't loose moments by NOT living HERE.

 

 

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the idea of time to DEATH, for i measure my living in my mind with the idea of DEATH also,even though i don't know when it is i am going to die, which is in reality a real a mind-fuck as well, because i don't know what time is in fact and i also don't know what DEATH is in fact. So how can i measure something with something else when both are unknown to me at the moment..??  I realize that DEATH will be just like my breathing one and equal, which works in moments, so the moment my body will decide when it has had enough of the parasite that i am as the mind.

 

 

I commit myself to let go of the idea of time and also the idea of death for they mean nothing when the body decides that it has had enough of the abuse that i have done to it as the the mind i think/belief i am, and make sure i ground myself right HERE within/as my breath and within/as  my human physical body.

 

 

 

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect TIME with the idea of '' being too late'' which in essence tells me in my own face that following my idea of time in my mind means i will be always too late to catch up with the REAL time,that is BREATH-TIME.

 

I commit myself to STOP myself connecting ideas with ideas within my mind as for they serve only one thing,and that is: '' illusions.'' 

 

 

 

Thanks.

 

 

 

Larry Manuela

 

 

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Day 98, Boring character

When i look within myself i can see that this character has hold me down numerous times, because i tend within  it to give up, which is again another character.

 

 

I look at the world and i see boring stuff, the system is boring, why...??

The music are the same.

When you go out you either are going to have some fun or not and depending at where in the system you are going to pay a visit as to have some fun as entertainment.

One goes to school and study to become later on a wage-slave.

One will do some sports,sleep,shit, put on some clothing that are told by other people that it is the latest fashion. There are certain specific foods one can eat, depending in which country one happens to be living, and there are certain places you can visit as in going to vacation, but of course all of these are depending on the money you have. if you don't have money none of these can happen.

To me everything looks the same, there are some things being created like in technology, but they are limited because they don't last that long, and are never really meant to satisfy one. So one keeps wanting more and more, and as one can see, this MORE is a BIG problem in this world. Because for MORE to come to self, self must consume, as it is very evident in the current system..!!!

So i look at my life and i see this:  

*  being born

* being brainwashed to speak from the mind by parents

* have a childhood full of beliefs that were thrown upon you

* going to school

* being a teenager

* being a grownup

* go to work

* support the system in every way

* become old and rusty

* have your pension, this is IF you are in one of the so-called: ''rich countries''

* and then one DIES..!!!  THE END...!! 

One can die in and between all of these points, one-----as we all know doesn't necessarily have to grow old and then die. But this growing old and then dying is the common occurrence.

 

So is that not all we do HERE...???    I find that very very very boring.  There is no LIFE in that...!!  And the nerve that some people have to say that we are creative...??  WTF...!!!  We may be creative in destroying ourselves, that is sure as it is a certainty..!!  But we are NOT creative at all in LIVING here on planet earth as a humanity that cares for ALL  LIFE....!!!

 

 

Self-forgiveness:

 

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to let a system of complete boredom to exist when i am HERE, and within this allow everyone such boring existent.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to let boredom exist within me as within my mind, because it is only in my mind that such thing can exist, in the physical reality creation is going on everywhere, meanwhile i live as a character in my mind far removed from reality as creation that is HERE.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to take the way i and everyone else is living HERE as the only way we as humans can exist,as through a system of abuse that doesn't give a damn about life and hence we as i and everyone else lives by the way the system functions as we ourselves created it, as the whom we are.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to create a character in my mind that will be the boredom character, for boredom have it's function in this system and that is to: '' do nothing..!!! ''

 

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the boredom character to the giving up character, these 2 walk together hand in hand, the perfect twins. Within this i forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to create such character within my mind and then become them and live them out as if i am them, but the only thing i did was just superimpose some mind garbage as characters on my body, forcing my body to do what is NOT natural as what the body truly is as the REAL BEING of EARTH.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to belief myself to be characters and that i am these characters when i can delete them all in self-forgiveness and breathing, and self-forgiveness happens through the voice of the BEING that is REAL here, which is the BODY, the human form.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to belief that i as the characters: ''boring character'' and ''giving up character'' are real, just because i ''experience'' them as if i am them, when in reality i have become them in and as my mind, as i allow myself to be/become them. So within this, i realize that if i can be/become them, then i am the creator of them, so if i can create them, i can also un-create them, and create instead myself to be/become a being that truly walks the earth doing what is BEST for ALL LIFE.

 

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to never question my characters in my mind before, because in my own mind i have allowed these characters to be the ''who i am'' within this world, without seeing/realizing/understanding that for all these characters to exist they need to have a host, and who is the host..??  The BODY as the REAL BEING of EARTH.  So within this i realize that all my characters in my mind can NEVER, EVER be experienced as REAL if there was no REAL part involved in it all,so if my body was NOT here as the REAL part, no characters in a mind would have ever existed, together with the MIND also, because the mind cannot exist without the BODY, but the BODY CAN exist without the mind, because the body is of/and as the substance of LIFE, real life manifest as form.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to belief, beliefs of other characters that are being played out in this world as if they ''know'' about LIVING, when in reality they are just characters playing out an illusion as a program in the mind, that interprets what LIVING should be according to what is programmed in it to exist as what is to be defined of as what LIVING is. within this i forgive myself that i haven't accepted and allowed myself to see/realize/understand that when i am busy playing out characters in my mind, my body is busy with creation in the HERE moments of every breath, so herein i as the being in the mind is being left out of creation, and left out of really LIVING. All i do is abusing the being as is my body, to comply to the program within and as my mind,and within this i enslave me the being in the mind and also my body to do the bidding of the mind with me the being in it.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to never questioned the one that is thinking thoughts and feeling feelings, for i have always regard these as the whom i am. I realize that the moment i am one and equal with and as my breath all thinking and feeling stops, and yet i am still here, so this is the greatest proof for myself that my thoughts and feelings are NOT whom i really am, for the whom i a`m MUST be LIFE, because i am still here when the thoughts and feelings STOP.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to be a boring character that does NOT give a damn about life, because that is what boring characters do; 'not caring for life'

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to let myself go into this boring character when i know in each breath i can STOP this boring character to exist within me forever. I realize that in breath i delete all characters for in breath the character cannot find energy, so it will eventually die, and every time some left overs try to come up in the form as memories, i delete them in my breath together with self-forgiveness.

I commit myself to show that with diligent application i will STOP all characters in my mind and be/become one and equal as the REAL BEING of EARTH, which is my HUMAN PHYSICAL BODY.

I commit myself to every time i see myself going into character mode, or about to go in character mode, to STOP--------Breathe and forgive myself for i have accepted and allowed myself to be that particular character and make sure i am touching something that is here physically so i don't loose myself in my mind,the place where illusions exist.

I commit myself to show through my writings and self-forgiveness that the only way one can get out of character creation is through breath and self-forgiveness in self-honesty.

I commit myself to show that without characters life is much better then with characters, for they are NOT real anyways.

I commit myself to step by step and with patience to delete all the characters i have created within my mind, because i know that it takes time and dedication,just at it took time and dedication to create them in the first place, it didn't happen in one moment,it took many moments and many many breaths.

Thanks.

Larry Manuela

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