Day 297, Who am I in relationship with the word: " War." Part 12

I am now continuing with the next word, which will be: " War."

Here is the link of that first blog where I started with this series and there one can find the list that I have placed that I will walk for myself working them out to come to a real physical real understanding of these words.

                                                                       

http://larry7yearwalk.blogspot.com/2014/02/day-286-what-is-understanding.html




So now let me have a look at what the dictionaries say about this word:

¹war

 noun, often attributive \ˈwȯr\

: a state or period of fighting between countries or groups

: a situation in which people or groups compete with or fight against each other

: an organized effort by a government or other large organization to stop or defeat something that is viewed as dangerous or bad.

Full Definition of WAR

1

a (1) :  a state of usually open and declared armed hostile conflict between states or nations (2) :  a period of such armed conflict (3) :  state of war

b :  the art or science of warfare

c (1) obsolete :  weapons and equipment for war (2) archaic:  soldiers armed and equipped for war

2

a :  a state of hostility, conflict, or antagonism

b :  a struggle or competition between opposing forces or for a particular end <a class war> <a war against disease>

c :  variance, odds 3

— war·less  adjective

 See war defined for English-language learners »

See war defined for kids »

So this word is the expression of all of my acceptances and allowances of friction and conflict that I have within myself that become also an acceptance and allowance of the friction and conflict that exist outside of me in the world at large that I also at the same time is accepting and allowing to exist because it is a part of me inside of myself. Inside myself I also choose sides, which idea or opinion or believe is right and have more value and worth then the others and deserve to be protected against the others. Every time I see myself within my mind being better then another or plan strategies to win from the others either in my sectret mind or sharing it with like-minded people. Every time I choose to see the race I see myself as part of, the culture I was born in as special and needs my protection or needs my support in coming up for the people or the culture as what it represents to me, every time I do whatever it takes to get ahead in life in relation to my job, every time if I am playing a game and I want to come victorious in the end and will do my utmost best to come out the winner, every time I judged others as better or worst then me, as superior then me or inferior then me............ and then the dissapointment that comes with when one looses whatever it is one wanted to win about. All of this is the contineous war that I am accepting and allowing to be here in this physical existence, this physical world, just because I accept and allow it to be part of me, thus so it will be part of my world, because I participate within it and I live it in my daily live, without changing course where my living and my participation in life is one that support life not because there is something to win in life, but there is this great ich to contineously wanting to explore and expand and just live and enjoy the expression of living as a human being part of the whole that is humanity that is also part of another whole that is called: "life on earth."

So as I am part of life on earth why do I behave and participate within and without myself in the destruction and harm of life? Where is this disrespect coming from? Is this not what actual/real/ in fact disrespect is all about, to deliberately wanting/wishing/desiring to harm, to kill, to abuse life in all its forms and manifestations either one is aware of it or not, or directly involved or not?

Self-Forgiveness & Self-Commitment statements:

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to have friction and conflict within me as me as the mind as energy, by having an opinion about something in my head and in my head being against this very opinion to make sure the one I have chosen is the right one, when meanwhile all of it has nothing to do with reality here.

I realize that I am letting friction and conflict happen within me about an opinion I myself choose in order to be sure that the one I choose is the right one.

Thus within this, I commit myself to through my writing of self-forgiveness and my commitment to life in self-honesty to make sure I work out all opinions little by little and step by step till I do not have to let myself be lead by my own opinions, but that I direct myself in common sense in every moment and based on common sense choose what will be best for me and for all.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to give my opinions and believes more value then other opinions and believes within my own mind and also value them more then other people with other opinions and believes other then what I myself have as believe or opinion.

I realize that I am giving opinions and believes more value within my own mind and also more then other people's opinions, because by doing this I can continue holding on to my world in my mind that is full of opinions.

Therefore, I commit myself to through my writing of self-forgiveness and my commitment to life in self-honsty to walk mysefl out of opinions and believe and integrate instead more and more common sense points to live practically in my life till I am totally living only common sense in each moment.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to do whatever it takes to get ahead in life at work just to be a winner at work in order to have a better survival life then others as myself.

I realize that I am waring others as myself just to make sure my survival is intact and that I can have a better survival life then others.

Thus within this I commit myself to work out through my writing of self-forgiveness and my commitment to life in self-honesty to just see my work as something I have to use in this moment to get the money I need to survive in the system and not see it as something that I have to be better at then others and move within this so I can be a point of support not only for myself but also for the whole group I am participating in that is working hard towards a solution that is best for all life.


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to see and feel like I have to defend the culture or race I am part of because they are special and also worthy, I contribute to the separation and hate that also exist in the world outside where countries and races and cultures go to war against each other having the same starting point within themselves about their particular race/culture and country.

I realize that I am choosing to see the country/culture and race as special just because I have accepted and allowed myself to be brainwash through the people of the country/culture and race to hold them in higher regard then other country/culture and races.

Thus within this I commit myself to work out through my writing of self-forgiveness or spoken out loud thereof and with my commitments done in self-honesty to life, to make sure that I actually for real more and more each moment start to live as a human being that is part of life on earth, and that is what I live together with and do what is best for all the life on earth, the human life, the animal life, the plant life, the entire nature and the whole planet....all life on the planet.


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to when I am playing whatever game to always want to be the winner, the one that comes out victorious in the end, using all kinds of strategies to win from the other up to the point where winning itself is important and the game itself is not really fun anymore, because I have made of it a battlke field.

I realize that I am when participating in games always wanting to be a winner or come out victorious in the game and will invent all kinds of strategies to do so, because the winning of the game itself is important to me and not the enjoyment of the game.


Thus I commit myself to when I am playing games to remind myself through my breathing to stay focus in enjoying the game itself and not at all in wanting to win the game and little by little teach myself to play games because of enjoying myself through expressing myself in a game.


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge others as superior or inferior then me.

I realize that judging others as superior or inferior then me gives me more energy to continue with the struggle within myself to be a winner or dreaming to be a winner.

Thus within this I commit myself to let superiority and inferiority out of my mind and out of my life, through either writing self-forgiveness or saying it out loud and making commitments that I am aware that I can live them in a moment in self-honesty and make sure that I do not measure anything or anyone including myself through judgment, but that I measure everything and everyone including myself through common sense and equality equation.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel dissapointment when I got to loose whatever it is I wanted to win, and in this way keeping myself withinmy mind sharp to next time do better in trying to win either by wanting to be right at something or just wanting to win a game or win at doing a good job.

I realize that I get dissapointed because it is part of the polarity game that goes on in my mind to energize my mind consciousness system to continue with the same wanting to win strategies to generate more and more energy for my mind itself to keep it going.

Thus within this I commit myself to stop sabotaging myself through contineously participating in polarity games within my mind just to energize my mind consciousness system to generate more and more energy and keep it going. Make sure I am concentrated to focus on my breathing in each moment when if I forget my commitment to myself and through this remind myself to do something physical that help me with being here and staying here, breathing and moving with the physical one and equal.


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to participate within and without of myself in harming life and abusing life and add to the destruction of life without actually really chaning myself to live to do what is best for all life.

I commit myself to little by little and step by step, through the writing of self-forgiveness and/or saying out loud of self-forgiveness in self-honesty to make my participation in this world one that add to what is best for all life in all ways always, till this is what I am and have become.



Self-Reward:

I have seen/realized and understood within this writing here that my participation in energy within myself is my very acceptance and allowance of war that exist in the world outside myself, because I am projecting the same starting points unto the physical reality as the world outisde and thus justify it the same way I justify my desire to win, to be victorious or be better then others or just be better then the first time within my own mind. Thus now that I have realized all this I van be more aware of what I am accepting and allowing myself to participate within in this world and stop myself in crucial moment before I go into it and change my course and just refuse to participate in them and make sure I participate into solutions that are best for all life.



Thanks.


Larry Manuela

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Day 296, Who am I in relationship with the word: "Seeing." Part- 11

In this blog I am going to have a look at the next word I have placed within the list of the first blog about; ' what is understanding.' For those whom are reading this for this first time, I suggest the link here from the very first blog about these words I have placed that I am now working out for myself to have an understanding in practical/physical manner/way.


                                                                   

Here is the link to that first blog: http://larry7yearwalk.blogspot.com/2014/02/day-286-what-is-understanding.html



So lets see what is in the dictionaries about this word "to see, or seeing":

¹see

 verb \ˈsē\

: to notice or become aware of (someone or something) by using your eyes

: to have the ability to see : to have the power of sight

: to be or become aware of (something)

saw  seen  see·ing 

Full Definition of SEE

transitive verb

1

a :  to perceive by the eye

b :  to perceive or detect as if by sight

2

a :  to have experience of :  undergo <see army service>

b :  to come to know :  discover

c :  to be the setting or time of <the last fifty years haveseen a sweeping revolution in science — Barry Commoner>

3

a :  to form a mental picture of :  visualize <can still see her as she was years ago>

b :  to perceive the meaning or importance of :  understand

c :  to be aware of :  recognize <sees only our faults>

d :  to imagine as a possibility :  suppose <couldn't see him as a crook>

4

a :  examine, watch <want to see how she handles the problem>

b (1) :  read (2) :  to read of

c :  to attend as a spectator <see a play>

5

a :  to take care of :  provide for <had enough money to seeus through>

b :  to make sure <see that order is kept>

6

a :  to regard as :  judge

b :  to prefer to have <I'll see him hanged first> <I'll see you dead before I accept your terms>

c :  to find acceptable or attractive <can't understand what he sees in her>

7

a :  to call on :  visit

b (1) :  to keep company with especially in courtship or dating <had been seeing each other for a year> (2) :  to grant an interview to :  receive <the president will see you now>

8

:  accompany, escort <see the guests to the door>

9

:  to meet (a bet) in poker or to equal the bet of (a player) : call

intransitive verb

1

a :  to give or pay attention

b :  to look about

2

a :  to have the power of sight

b :  to apprehend objects by sight

c :  to perceive objects as if by sight

3

a :  to grasp something mentally

b :  to acknowledge or consider something being pointed out<see, I told you it would rain>

4

:  to make investigation or inquiry

— see·able  adjective

— see after

:  to attend to :  care for

— see eye to eye

:  to have a common viewpoint :  agree

— see red

:  to become very angry

— see the light

:  to discover or realize a usually obscured truth

— see the light of day

:  to become publicly known or available (as through publication) <manuscripts that will never see the light of day>

— see things

:  hallucinate

— see through

:  to grasp the true nature of <saw through the scheme>

— see to

:  to attend to :  care for

 See see defined for English-language learners »

See see defined for kids »

Well as one can see, to see have a lot of definition to go with. Now if I ask myself the question: "have I ever seen with my phyiscal eyes for real?" My answer would be a definitive "no!" 

Now as I have mentioned in my previous blogs what we see with our eyes is what our minds are projecting on the physical.

For more detail information on this I have here a link to the desteni forum where through the portal, Veno went through great detail explaining what was termed: "the existential framework-system." I leave here a little quote in the beginning of that transcription here:

 " The ‘Existential Framework-System’ is an actual system-framework that capsulate everything that is physical-manifest form.

“System-Framework”, meaning – a framework generated from and of the mind consciousness system, as all human beings’ mind consciousness systems together, that manifested a ‘framework’ surrounding everything that is physical-form, that has physical form. 

Like a membrane enclosing the structural-form of all and everything that has form within and as this physical-reality, which include literally everything and all of and as physical-manifest form. 

This ‘framework’ that can be seen and experienced as a force surrounding the outer-lining of and as all and everything that consist of and exist as physical-structural form:

Resonate with a ‘pure electrical-pulse’. By Veno- through the interdimensional Portal.

http://forum.desteni.org/viewtopic.php?t=507

When one reads that information one will come to realize that one have never seen with ones human physical eyes before. We will see/ realize and understand that whatever we are seeing is just our mind projection. We are not seeing directly what we are looking at as it actually is without the participation of the mind in it to interpret it, which is a form of judgement. Because how can it not be a judgement when one have not seen it in fact? It is what one will conjure up in the mind that will be used as a form of " getting to know" reality.

If one would study the desteni material one will see/realize and understand how through/by/from the interdimensional Portal everything is being explained in a way we can understand and also use in our processes of changing ourselves, birthing ourselves as life here in the physical.

Self-forgiveness & Self-Commitment statements:

I forgive myself that I haven't accepted and allowed myself to actually/really/in fact see with my human physical eyes, but instead see thr projection of my mind consciousneness system through the eyes and call this " seeing."

I commit myself to little by little through my writing of self-forgiveness and my commitment to life in self-honesty to get myself out of this projected seeing and see instead directly and to remind myself that this will take time, because it is an existential construct and it is what I have accepted and allowed myself to be part of me and part of all of existence.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to place a lot of emphasis on the word seeing and use it as a form of awareness where as I am in fact not aware at all as in actual/direct seeing without the interpretation of my mind, thus the projections of my mind consciousness system.

I commit myself to start placing emphasis on what I the physical living part of my reality and less and less emphasis on the mental part of my reality and together with the support for myself through writing of self-forgiveness and my commitments to life in self-honesty, the day will come that I see directly what is here without the interference of my mind consciousness system.

I forgive myself that I haven't accepted and allowed myself to see/realize and understand that my seeing is a form of judgment to/towards the physical reality projected unto the physical reality.

I commit myself to forgive all judgments that exist within me as me as the mind as consciousness in self-honesty and remind myself through my breathing, paying attention to my breathing in every moment that it takes time from moment to moment till I have freed myself from my my own judgments, because all judgments are self-judgements.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think/believe that what I am seeing with my eyes are what is real, when in reality is just my mind interpretation of reality and not reality as it in fact exists.

I commit myself to stop the thinking and believing in what I am seeing through my mind and start working towards working out practical solutions that will support me in direct seeing through my writing of self-forgiveness and my commitment to life in self-honesty till I am actually seeing directly with my real physical eyes without my mind.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think/believe that seeing with my eyes alone is impossible and that I have to have my mind in order to interpret what I see.

I commit myself to work out these thoughts and believes about the impossibility of seeing directly without the mind and just do my work in writing of self-forgiveness and my commitments to life in self-honesty and sticking to what is actually here happening as it is happening without trying to interpret it and little by ltitle give myself the opportunity to release myself and thus free myself from the grips of my own mind.

Self-Reward:


Within this writing I have come to see/realize and understand that I am not actually seeing as I should be seeing with my human physical eyes in fact but that my seeing is a projected interpretation, a judgment on the physical reality, wherein I tell myself through my mind what the reality should be or could be, but not what it IS. Thus now that I became aware of what I am accepting and allowing to be part of me, I can stop myself in participation of it and take my directive-principle, my directive-will and change me to actually, in fact SEE directly with and as my human physical eyes.



Thanks.


Larry Manuela

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Day 295, Who am I in relationship with the word: " Walking." Part-10

Here I am continuing with the next word, which will be: " walking."

To see what I am busy with these words understanding them, I suggest to read my first blog about this topic where I placed a list of words for me to bring to my understanding.

http://larry7yearwalk.blogspot.com/2014/02/day-286-what-is-understanding.html


So now let me have a look at what the online dictionaries have as definitions for: "walking."

¹walk·ing

 noun \ˈwȯ-kiŋ\

: the activity of walking for exercise

Full Definition of WALKING

1

:  the action of one that walks

2

:  the condition of a surface for one going on foot <thewalking is slippery>

 See walking defined for English-language learners »



                                                   

So there we have it. Now this word when it comes to understanding of it as its definition there is no problem, because it's something I have done throughout my life, and I am still doing it. But when it comes to the mechanics of how it actually functions, I don't have a clear understanding of it. Also when it comes to the awareness of me as my legs, as what they are doing, thus how exactly they function and how am I able to walk on them is another no go.

I have no memories at all as to how my body have managed to learn to walk, all I am aware of at some level is that I am walking and that somehow my body knows from itself how to do it. Fascinating is, how I say this is my body, but yet I am not actually my body. Whom I am in relation to all my body is in total separation. The knowledge we can get from others about the biological function of the legs that I use for walking is just that: "the knowledge" of it. The knowledge was done through observation and what is observed is being noted and then put in books, so mostly some people who want to become doctors in this world can go and study these and then when they study these terms that have been coined up that no-one else knows it seem as if they have understanding of the legs and of what and how they function, better then someone else. Now this may be so in the world today as it exist in the moment, but the problem is that, not one of these doctors can say that they are equal and one with and as their legs and that they ARE their legs in every moment in everything their legs is doing, because there is no such thing. This is so obvious that we have taken it as: " normal." We have taken the automated functioning of our bodies as normal, because no-one is aware as themselves as their bodies.

 Now this point is one of the points that If one have a look at the whole spiritual world, especially with the spiritual masters and all the Guru's, one can see if one would ask them to explain in detail and specificity who they are as their legs, there is going to be no answer, the question would be considered one that has nothing to do with spirituality, when in actuality according to the words they use, they should be having a clear awareness of whom they are as their whole body, especially the ones that claim for example that they have gotten out of their bodies and have seen the other side or those whom are claiming that they have experienced Oneness. If the experience of oneness was really real, then one would have experienced everything as oneself, and I literally mean: "EVERYTHING."

If one notice the oneness that is talked about is always about how they experience themselves as the whole universe and everything in it as they believe, thus from a mental perspective but yet that is all they can talk about, the experience itself, NOT what exactly in detail and specificity is behind the experience, what is the origin of the experience and if they find it is energy, how/where is this energy then coming from within the body....?What is the relationship between the energy, the experience and the body?  All the things they have experienced from a mental perspective when it comes to the oneness  that is being talked about is not taken to its core of commencement/origin, and especially how it is that the design of all of it is not understood nor seen within their experiences of oneness.

So back to the legs, my legs have supported me to move from one place to another in this world and are still doing so, and I am grateful for them supporting me in doing so.

Self-Forgiveness & Self-Commitment statements:

I forgive myself that I haven't accepted and allowed myself to actually be my legs in the moment I am walking to actually of myself and from myself totally understand me as my legs as part of all of me as my human physical body and the relationship that exists within and as my human physical body between all the parts that it consists of and exists as.

Therefore, I commit myself to little by little through my writing of self-forgiveness and my commitments to life to actually start being one and equal with my legs, because one thing is certain that my legs are doing is the walking. Thus the memory of how they started doing it and what they must do in order to do it is all within and as the legs themselves and also within and as the whole body for the whole body is in communication with itself as one unit as all the parts it consists of and exists as.

I forgive myself that I haven't accepted and allowed myself to ever be grateful in every moment for what my legs are doing in supporting me to move from one place to another.

Thus within this, I commit myself to not only be grateful but also to give respect to myself as my legs for how they support me so I as my whole body can move from one place to another in this world, in this reality.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see/realize/understand that my legs as  they way they function is always from out of the moment to the next, thus one step after another they move and thus WE move as all the body as one together with the legs.

I commit myself to be one and equal with my legs in the moment of walking by first taking away all the misconceptions and believes that may exist within me as me as the mind as energy, wherein I think and believe that I cannot be one and equal with my legs and actually in fact be them as me in every moment of every breath in everything they do in order to move me form one place to another as the total body that I am in this world, in this reality.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see/realize and understand that if spirituality was really about oneness I would have been one with my legs to, aware of all of what they are and who they are and how they are in specificity and detail from the very conception of the legs all the way to now in this moment, totally aware of them as me and as who I am in relationship with my legs.

Therefore, I commit myself to through my writing of self-forgiveness and my commitments to life to make sure study myself as who I am in relation to my legs in every moment and if I forget to remind myself through my breathing.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to let myself abuse the function of my legs to bring me into situations and in connection with people and places that were not in actual accordance to where I for real wanted to go, but me as my mind consciousness system wanted to go, and within this I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to have always chosen to go where my mind consciousness system dictates I should go, thus that I in total awareness as myself have never decided to go where I wanted to go as my body by the support of my legs as I walk this earth.

Therefore, I commit myself to dedicate my attention to learn to listen and to go where my body wants to go and remind myself that this learning will take time, because I have to put down my dependency I have placed within my mind consciousness system as me to go to places and meet with people based ONLY in self-interest and never in what will be best for the body or what will be best for all life on earth.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to in the past have used my walking to reach a destination where I can be more close to someone else in order to manipulate the other to go my way, either for entertainment or for suitable survival needs within the system of the world.

Thus within this I commit myself to use my walking to support myself to bring myself into situations and with people and in circumstances that allow me the opportunity to do what will be best for all life, thus automatically what will be best for me too.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think and believe that not being aware as myself walking, and that the automated functioning of my body is what it should be in this world, that I am not aware of myself as all of the parts of what my body consists of and exists as, and within this coined up  a word to protect this unawareness, that I have term: "normal." Thus within this I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think/believe that my unawareness of what seem to be automated is the way it should be, that I am not suppose to be aware of what is happening that I see and pereceive and interpret as automated functioning.

Therefore within this, I commit myself to little by little start to pay attention to what my legs are doing and all the parts of my body are doing and to start the living as equal and one with them and forgiving all misconseption and believes I have created within myself that in actuality are supporting my perceived automated functioning of my human physical body.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to within my walking never walked as an example in this world that leads to that which will be best for all of life, but that I have always placed as an example in my walking to only lead to there  where I can surive and thrive in my self-interest thus in this way showing to the world and accepting and allowing all the human bodies to also walk the same walk I walk.

Therefore, I commit myself to guide myself and support myself to make sure I walk in the direction of what will lead to that which is best for all, and to remind myself that I will encounter difficulty and challenges along the way, and that these difficulties and challenges are what I myself have accepted and allowed to be here, thus must walk through them to be the example as to walk in the direction to what will be best for all life, that I lead myself only in that direction.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define walking in my mind only to serve my self-interest in relation to what I have accepted and allowed to be within and as my mind that are NOT in the best interest of all.

Thus within this, I commit myself to stop my self-interests through my writings of self-forgiveness and my commitments to life and transform my self-interest in the interest that is best for all.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to instead of walking myself into clarity have chosen to always walked myself into moments of loss, where I do not know where I am and what I am doing there and also not knowing what I am doing here.

Thus within this I commit myself to create a purpose for myself where I walk in complete confidence to go where I have to go and do what I have to do to bring about that which is best for all life.

Self-Reward:


Within this writing I have come to see/realize and understand how I have used my walking as a means to only serve my self-interest and have also in the same breath assisted and supported through my walking in this world the self-interest of others to their walking in their self-interest in this world, making sure that all the humans do when they walk is to walk to serve their self-interest. Thus now that I am more clear about what I am accepting and allowing, what I am doing as an example in my walking, I can transform it into a means to bring awareness in walking towards that which will lead to what which is best for all life.



Thanks



Larry Manuela

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294, Who am I in relationship with the word: "Death." Part-9

Now I am  going to bring to my understanding the word: "Death"

The merriam-webster.com dictionary is saying the following about death:




                                                                     

death

 noun \ˈdeth\

: the end of life : the time when someone or something dies

: the ending of a particular person's life

: the permanent end of something that is not alive : the ruin or destruction of something

Full Definition of DEATH

1

a :  a permanent cessation of all vital functions :  the end of life — compare brain death

b :  an instance of dying <a disease causing many deaths>

2

a :  the cause or occasion of loss of life <drinking was thedeath of him>

b :  a cause of ruin <the slander that was death to my character — Wilkie Collins>

3

capitalized :  the destroyer of life represented usually as a skeleton with a scythe

4

:  the state of being dead

5

a :  the passing or destruction of something inanimate <thedeath of vaudeville>

b :  extinction

6

:  civil death

7

:  slaughter

8

Christian Science :  the lie of life in matter :  that which is unreal and untrue

— at death's door

:  close to death :  critically ill

— to death

:  beyond endurance :  excessively <bored to death>

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As I see these definitions up here, there is one that I can live with/use practically. Which is the first one in the full definition part, where it says: " a permanent cessation of all vital functions: the end of life."

The reason I find this one a definition that comes close to what death is, even though death is just the unknown, and why is death unknown? Because it is only when it happens to us, thus individually, that we go through it ourselves only then in that moment it is and will be known to us, thus the experience itself, the going through the moment of death, that will be for each to know when they will be in that moment.

So that definition is saying that; a permanent stoppage of the vital functions, thus that the heart have stopped, the lungs, the brain. And after this part it ends with: " the end of life."  This part is very important, because it is implying that the body itself is life and life have stopped for this particular body. But then is it the life that have stopped or the body that has stopped living, expressing life? For me the latter makes more sense. So everything that the body has become, thus the form it took, goes back to become the dust of the earth, the substance of the earth, and is the earth alive or dead? I can conclude in common sense that the earth is alive and stays alive even when lots of lifeforms are dying on it or in it. So it is NOT life itself that ended when a body dies, it is that particular body that ended in expressing itself as one of the manifested lifeforms. Thus what the body was will now be part of the earth again to be used to support other forms of life on earth, and maybe even form other form of life on earth. So within the physical this death when I look at it, is only a transformation of all the parts that were together as one individual whole as in this case a human form to go back again to be part of the substance of the earth as we have called it: "the dust of the earth." As the dust of the earth one is no more a packaged form as what it used to be as the human physical body.

But now we as human beings have a dilemma with this body of ours. Because we are NOT living as our bodies for real, we are not equal and one with and as it yet. We are living in our minds as mind entities through the body, thus using what the body consists of and exists as to experience what we believe we are as these entities in the mind, but the actual living as the body, all of it......thus that I am my body literally, ALL of it equal and one, aware of myself as it in every moment is a no go for us humans as the moment.

I suggest to read the heavensjourney to life blog on this within the following links:

http://heavensjourneytolife.blogspot.com/2012/04/life-and-death-engineering-day-10.html

http://heavensjourneytolife.blogspot.com/2013/05/life-and-death-day-359.html

http://heavensjourneytolife.blogspot.com/2013/05/life-and-death-part-two-day-360.html

http://heavensjourneytolife.blogspot.com/2012/05/accept-and-allow-contract-with-death.html

Self-forgiveness & self-commitment statements:

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think and believe that death is something that is in separation to myself when I am aware that death is something that is personal to me as the entity in my mind, as I do not in fact know that I as this entity I believe myself to be will continue when the body cease to exist as it exist as an expressive physical manifested life-form.

When and as I see myself going into or I am about to go into thinking and believing that death is separate from me, even though I am aware that it is personal to me as the entity that I believe myself to be within and as the mind, I STOP--------- take a deep breath and bring myself back here till I am clear and stable and nothing moves within me as me as the mind as energy.

I realize that I am separating myself to death within and as my mind as the entity within and as my mind that is the ego, because I have separated myself also from this very entity too, thus I am existing in total separation to everything I have accepted and allowed myself to be and become.

Therefore, I commit myself to little by little through my writing of self-forgiveness and my commitment to life in self-honesty to make sure to I become aware as me as the mind, as the eg, as that which I understand death to be till I am one and equal here living within and as them as me and through this having the practical living understanding of everything I have accepted and allowed myself to separate myself from.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear death within and as my mind, and creating all sorts/kinds of believes to hide this fear and thus making myself live up to death and what will happen after death.

When and as I see myself going into or I am about to go into the fear of death within and as my mind, I STOP------------ take a deep breath and bring myself back here till I am clear and stable and nothing moves within me as me as the mind as energy.

I realize that because I have created this fear of death within and as myself as my mind consciousness system, I then live upto and for death itself and does not actually live upto of for/ as life itself, thus not actually living at all.

Thus within this, I commit myself to make sure to remind myself by sticking to my breathing here in every moment that I am here to express myself as life and to give myself the opportunity to birth myself in the physical as life and investigate/introspect all the reasons I have created within and as my mind that I live upto death, through my writing of self-forgiveness and my commitment to life to not accept and allow myself to live upto/for death but instead live upto and for/as life here.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to create fears within and as my mind about how I could die.

When and as I see myself going into or I am about to go into the creation of fear about how I could die, I STOP----------- take a deep breath and bring myself back here, till I am clear and stable and nothing moves within me as me as the mind as energy.

I realize that I created the fear about how I could die and because of this accepting and allowing my life to be based around this fear about how I could die, and thus not actually living for/as life here, but just to live to avoid how I could die in accordance with what I think/believe I could die.

Thus within this, I commit myself to release myself from this fear about how I could die through my writing of self-forgiveness and my commitment to life in self-honesty and make sure I make this part of my living and the reminder that use is my breath. To focus on my breathing and remind myself that I am here and that I do not have to fear death nor fear how I could die, because what matter is how I live here in support to as life.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to accept death as part of me, and thus part of my living here.

When and as I see myself going into or I am about to go into the acceptance of death as part of me, I STOP----------- take a deep breath and bring myself back here till I am clear and stable and nothing moves within me as me as the mind as energy.

I realize that by accepting death as part of me I then makes believes about it within my mind and also think about it, and see that I accept and allow this believe and these thoughts to fead the fear of death that I have created within myself and then preocupied myself within and as this fear and thus living as this fear and not living here, expressing me as the body as a manifested physical life form.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to see/realize and understand that my body is an expression of life in fact, because I have placed the fear of death on it, just because of what I see happens in reality to other humans that die, thus focusing more on what will happen to the body then to actually be the body and that expressing me as the body means that I am the body.

When and as I see myself going into or I am about to go into not expressing me as my human physical body, but choose the fear of death to be my preocupation in my mind and thus living up to death in my life, I STOP----------- take a deep breath and bring myself back here till I am clear and stable and nothing moves within me as me as the mind as energy. 

I realize that I am not expressing or giving myself the opportunity to not express myself as life here, because I am constantly and consistently preocupied within and as my mind with the fear of death and living and constructing my life around that instead of living life here.

Thus within this, I commit myself to stop participation and preocupation with death and the fear of death within my mind and start participating with living and practical solutions about how I am living here in this reality/existence. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to honor death within and as myself either consciously or unconsciously and because of this live upto trying to prevent what I don't even know exactly when it will happen to me, but yet wasting my time creating more fear within and as myself and living in and as fear itself instead of living life here and expressing myself here.

When and as I see myself going into or I am about to go into honoring of death by the contineous participation about death within my mind, I STOP----------- take a deep breath and bring myself back here till I am clear and stable and nothing moves within me as me as the mind as energy.

I realize that I see within myself that I am honoring death because I am living my life upto it, participating in fearing it, thus my whole living is about death and trying to avoid death instead of actually living here in every moment of every breath.

Thus within this I commit myself to honor life and life in accordance to this honor in every moment of every breath and if I see myself not doing so, to remind myself through my own breathing and focus on my breathing and what I am physically participating in and as here.

Self-Reward:

I have seen/realized and understood within my writing here, that death is part of me and death will happen to me and that I do not have to fear death, instead accept and embrace it to understand it within me and thus when I do so the fear stops and is no more and then this gives me the space within and as myself to live here  and express me here instead of living my life in fear of death.

Thanks.

Larry Manuela

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