day 298, Who am I in relationship with the word: "Animal." Part 13

Here in this blog I am continuing with the following word that I have placed in the first blog I have written and wherein I have placed a list of words for a start that I do not really understand as whom I am in my relationship with these words. To see the list and that post, see the link here:

http://larry7yearwalk.blogspot.com/2014/02/day-286-what-is-understanding.html




So lets see what the dictionaries online have to say about this word:

                                                     

an·i·mal

 noun \ˈa-nə-məl\

: a living thing that is not a human being or plant

: any living thing that is not a plant

: a person who behaves in a wild, aggressive, or unpleasant way

Full Definition of ANIMAL

1

:  any of a kingdom (Animalia) of living things including many-celled organisms and often many of the single-celled ones (as protozoans) that typically differ from plants in having cells without cellulose walls, in lacking chlorophyll and the capacity for photosynthesis, in requiring more complex food materials (as proteins), in being organized to a greater degree of complexity, and in having the capacity for spontaneous movement and rapid motor responses to stimulation

2

a :  one of the lower animals as distinguished from human beings

b :  mammal; broadly :  vertebrate

3

:  a human being considered chiefly as physical or nonrational; also :  this nature

4

:  a person with a particular interest or aptitude <a politicalanimal>

5

:  matter, thing <the theater … is an entirely different animal— Arthur Miller>; also :  creature 1c

— an·i·mal·like adjective

 See animal defined for English-language learners »

See animal defined for kids »

As is written here in the defintions about what an animal is according to the observations by us the humans, and the giving of names to what we observe, I realize that that is basically what we do all the time, or have been doing throughout time, trying to understand what is here only through observation.

Now I am not saying that we should stop or whatever, but I am saying that we should be also trying to see directly at what is here without our minds trying to interpret what is here all the time for us. We do not see at all that the animals and everything else that is here is equal to us, their bodies are all composed from/of the same substance of the earth, just like us and they are alive because of life that is in them just like us. The only difference is in the designs. It's like having different kind of shoes, but SHOES is what all the kinds of shoes are. No matter what color they are and what size. They are designed to fit feets. Thus the animal may not be like the human in it's design, but they are equal in substance and equal in expressions of life as us. They ought to have the same right we have to express ourselves, but yet we humans because of our believes and our separation with everything and everyone, including ourselves within our own minds and bodies have come to see the animals as NOT equal to ourselves. And because of this we abuse them and murder them even more, for lots of lots of self-interest reasons. The  reality of the matter is; that we should be serving them, instead of trying to exterminate them, especially when we are destroying their living habitats and taking away what is here provided by nature for them to take care of themselves, because in our design we have been given more to work with then them. This does NOT make us more or less then them, it is just a matter of design. Let me repeat this. We are not more or less then the animals, we only differ in design and this difference in design does NOT make us more then them, does not give us the right to abuse them and harm them. Having certain capabilities because of ones design does not mean that one is better then those whom have other capabilities in their designs. If one have been given more to work with, one should be using that to support others that has less to work with within their designs.

Self-Forgiveness & Self-commitment statements:


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to when I was a child to kill certain wild animals as if their lives meant nothing and that they were like a disturbance to my life and the life of other human beings, or just because of wanting to kill something, thus therefore the wanting to kill and murdering them.

I realize that as a kid I have done terrible things to lots of wild animals without having any feelings whatsoever about their lives, and have incorporated this killing and murdering of animals through what I have seen within the culture I have been born into without ever questioning it, if this is what is best for the animals or not, and in reality it is NOT at all what is best for the animals.

Therefore, I commit myself to through writing of self-forgiveness and my commitment to life in self-honesty to investigate more deeply this murdering and killing of animals I used to do and to eredicate all traces of it within me, all the memories of it and continue on my path to become equal and one with all animals domestic and wild.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think and believe that animals are less then me thus giving myself the permission to abuse them based on this believe and use this believe to justify why I must kill them.

I realize that I have given myself  permission to kill animals through a investment in a believe that I have accepted and allowed to be part of my life without ever questioning the believe.

Thus within this, I commit myself to stop all believes that are still existent within me about not only thinking and believing that animals are less then me, but also about anything else, and change myself to be/become a human being that actually really care for all life on eath equally.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge  my life in comparison to that of the animals as having more value and worth to be here.

I realize that through the believes that I have accepted and allowed  from with the culture I was born into have made me come to treat the animals as having no value and worth for being here.

Therefore, I commit myself to stop all memories that I can find that still exist within regarding this point and forgive each till I am clear within myself about this point and make sure that I live to support the animals as my equal in worth as my equal in value and as my equal in expressing life.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to see in the past the killing and murdering of animals as something that is normal, because I have accepted and allowed what I was seeing in the culture I was born into as most people were doing it as if it is a norm.

I realize again that I have accepted lots of harming traits to be part of me through copying behaviours of other people like me within the culture I was born into as a form of a norm.

Therefore, I commit myself to eredicate all traits that are still maybe lingering within me as memories about this point of harming animals  as an accepted norm, till there exists no more traits and thus no more norms within me at all and that I transform all of it into real actual doing my best to live with all animals as my equal here.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to only have an understanding about animals through observation and never had a true direct understanding of them as my equal, and thus within this also accept and allow the observational understanding of the animals in the scientific communities as viable enough to understand the animals in fact, for real when this is not so.

I realize that because of my superficial and limited understanding of animals as in only observing them, opens the door to allowing abuse to be done to them, because in the observational understanding there is no direct seeing understanding, it is a understanding based on separation.

Therefore within this, I commit myself to little by little turn the limited understanding of what is here as observational understanding into direct seeing understanding till I stand within and as myself as an equal to all animals and thus have an trully in fact understanding as equal with the animals, and this can only happen through my self-introspection and self-investigation through my writing of self-forgiveness and my commitments to life in self-honesty to stop and than change all memories that exist within me that limit me to not only see the animal as my equal but also live with the animal as my equal.


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think and believe in religious believes where I was told that animals are a form of a slave to me the human, and that I can enslave them to do whatever I want with them, either to eat them or to just have fun killing them or use them as entertainment for myself and others as myself.

I realize that because of my acceptance and allowance of religious believes in the past have contributed enormously to my treatement of the animals in my life, wherein I was more abusive to them then caring to them, especially the animals that are being labled as " wild animals."

Thus within this I commit myself to not only stop all traits of this believe that I have accepted and allowed in the past to be part of me and make sure that I transform it into a living application that will be what is best for the wild animals and all animals, that within my living with the animals I support them and serve them as my equal.


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge the animals by their design and see them as less then me because of certain design some of them have and also being jealous about some of them that have within their design some capabilities that I as a human does not have within my design, and that I would have liked to also have within my design.

I realize that I judge some animals when I see them having less capabilities within their design in comparison with mine and on the other hand, I become jealous of them when I see that they have certain capabilities that I have not within my design that I perceive and interpret as a great capability and that would give me an alteration within my design so I can feel powerful about myself.

Thus within this, I commit myself to through my writing of self-forgiveness and my commitment to life in self-honesty to go through all the comparisons I have accepted and allowed to be part of me that I use to empower myself in order to abuse other living expression on this planet and transform that into actual real infact practical support where empowerment becomes supporting solutions that will contribute to all the expression on planet earth to express themselves to their utmost potential, without harming and abusing them.




Self-Reward:

Within this writing I have come to see/realize and understand that I have done lots of harm in the past to wild animals and that exist still in me these memories that I have to delete within me so I can not only look at the animals as my equals but in fact treat and live with them as my equal and make sure that I support them as my equal and support all the groups of humans that are doing their best to come with practical solutions that are best for all animals.



Thanks.


Larry Manuela

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Day 120, Self-Interest Character.

    I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to be a selfish/horrible/disgusting/self-centered/careless/greedy human being in this world, never seeing/realizing/understanding that what i have accepted and allowed to be existent within me as me is what will be HERE as the without, so my whole reality will be that which i allow to be within me as me.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to NEVER look at the evil within myself, because i have accepted and allowed the LIES of religion to be part of me, so i don't have to face the real me, as what i have accepted and allowed myself to be/become in this world.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to always crave for my own little survival first as i would term it ''my life'' without ever seeing/realizing/understanding that my LIFE is only possible because of all LIFE, so to take care as myself as life as all as life as equal and one i am in fact living/expressing me as this LIFE in oneness and equality with all LIFE.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to NOT consider LIFE as a whole ever in my life for i have given my permission to myself to only live to survive for myself and to make sure i always win, not giving a damn about any other living being at all.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to always live as personalities/characters in my mind, giving them MORE value then the LIFE that have been given to me, to be HERE, and express freely as this LIFE, and wherein i have abused/neglected/not considered at all, that to live in my mind i was giving up real living HERE in and as the flesh, which is the real substance of LIFE manifest, where i will be slave to my own mind that i don't even have any clue as to how it works in specificity.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to NEVER ever questioned my own thinking, my own feelings, my own emotions---------for i have just accepted them as me, and wherein i am just a personality within all of this mess, not knowing at all how my own mind works and also how my own body works from the very small part of it to the very whole of it, making me totally devoid/separated of being aware of what is HERE.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to hang myself within my own mind for loving my mind above LIFE, hence giving my mind  more value then LIFE as LIFE is manifested HERE as the physical reality that my body consists of exists as, that i know my mind cannot exist ever without.

 

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to think/belief that following the rules of the system that i have allowed to be HERE where i have to be selfish,was the way things were suppose to be, where everyone fended for themselves and compete to maybe/possibly get a chance to have a nice living creating in this matter a total mess of this earth and allow all sorts of abuses and atrocities without ever giving a real damn thing about anything that is here but my own survival within the system.

 

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to feel so self-important that what i thought/believed i knew could make me somehow some special human being, when in reality all i am is an abuser and destroyer of LIFE through my very participation in allowing all the abuses and atrocities imaginable and unimaginable to be done to LIFE while i am here protecting my own ass, in a system of enslavement,where i am so proud unknowingly that i am a SLAVE of my own mind and what i allow in LIFE.

 

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to take every breath i ever took for granted and NEVER ever saw/realized/understood how LIFE was giving me in every breath an opportunity again and again to make the choice for LIFE, but all the while i will ignore and neglect my very breathing that is keeping me alive here, so much so that i don't even consider the importance of own breath as the gift of LIFE to me to express as expression that i am within and as this earth, as my human physical body.

 

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to look for all kinds of excuses and justifications to NOT take my self-responsibility for what is busy happening HERE in this reality and deliberately choose to separate myself from what is HERE through/by my own mind,and act as if what is happening here is just an illusion and soon when i die i will go to where i come from which i interpreted and perceived based on knowledge and information in this world that are not in anyways whatsoever clear at all as to where it is i am coming from and what the hell it is i really am, never ever in this world was this clear enough, because it must have been that i and the REST are not suppose to find out whom we really are for real, and hence we dream ourselves away in the light and love and colors in the mind, and make us unable to ever even consider that we are abusing LIFE right here on planet earth through our ignorance and our unwillingness to CARE for LIFE. 

 

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to never ever consider that my own self-honesty would be the tool where i will see/realize/understand my own evil doings and nature that has perpetuated and promulgated throughout my existence HERE to reach levels of insane consequences that HARM LIFE in all possible ways and where i will still look for ways to be self-dishonest about my participation within myself as my mind and without as my relationship within the system of money.

 

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to deliberately choose NOT to see how the system of money that is HERE is only, but only supporting self-interest of the human, wherein the human will go through the extent of annihilating itself  and all the rest that is HERE to continue with this madness of selfishness and greediness.

 

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to NEVER see/realize/understand how self-interest in ME and all humans was busy taking over the earth, the manifested substance of LIFE turning/churning/transforming it into energy for the mind to be having it's positive energy experience and for the system of money to continue making more and more profit out of the resources of earth.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to NOT consider ever that the only way we as humanity will get out of this mess is to be/become true beings of this earth that work together as one group in oneness and equality to bring about a world that is truly BEST for all LIFE, and within this i as the rest MUST give up our self-interest and self-dishonesty which was all we have ever been, as the world is full of proof throughout all the known history written about how man lived with each other and the rest of LIFE.

I commit myself to walk step by step little by little exposing and deleting all that i have accepted and allowed myself to be/become as this self-interested character that doesn't give a damn about LIFE, and little by little transform myself and birth myself right HERE within and as my human physical body and live as the real being of earth one and equal,within and as this whole physical manifested existence.

I commit myself to use the tools as my writing myself to freedom, my commitments to LIFE to delete this character that i have accepted and allowed myself to be/become that is clearly an abomination to LIFE, for it will NEVER STOP abusing LIFE, so i make my decision to STOP me as this self-interested human that through this don't give a damn about LIFE and turn my nature into one that always LIVE for/as what is BEST for all LIFE always.

I commit myself to whenever i see myself going into applications where i can see clearly that i am going to be self-interest, to STOP------------------BREATHE, and make sure that i ground myself right here within and as my breath, within and as the physical and make sure i am touching something that is physically HERE so i don't loose myself within my own mind delusions.

I commit myself to step by step and breath by breath to look more within myself till there is /no more layers and patterns that create this self-interest character that i am in this world busy deconstructing,and changing myself through my writing of self-forgiveness and my commitments to LIFE to be/become an example as one of those that truly stand for all LIFE and walk as such without any fear, till it is DONE..!!

I commit myself to eradicate all self-interest within me and make sure to NOT create myself again as such for i have this ONE(1) lifetime to do this, and so i walk my lifetime till it is done.

I commit myself to using the tools provided by DESTENI to realize myself as what i really am right HERE and with these tools also correct myself so i am no longer a human being that HARMS LIFE, either consciously or through allowance,as i participate in the MESS that is HERE.

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Day 109, Everything Is Haram.

At work we have a Muslim man, that always say to people, what you are doing is Haram man. I call him Mr. Haram.

 

 

And i make jokes with him, and say to him, working is also suppose to be Haram, because you are slave. Haram is a term Muslims use for things that are unrein and forbidden according to the rules set forth in their religion.

So when i have look within this system, almost everything is Haram because most things do not support LIFE, so from the perspective of supporting LIFE equally, most things in the system and the system itself IS Haram so to speak.

Having money in ones pocket is Haram. But do our Muslim brothers and sisters see these as Haram..??  Of course Not..!!

Now i am using the word Haram here, but Haram is just a word used in the Muslim community as i already said for things that are seen as unrein and forbidden. But what is forbidden and unrein is what some people have decided in the past and now people live by these rules. 

I am not talking about forbidding things and such. What i am talking about is we as humanity becoming really responsible beings and see for ourselves what is acceptable or NOT acceptable, within the context of what is BEST for ALL LIFE. Placing ourselves in someone else shoes or some other beings life and see if we would have loved for example being killed for consumption in brutal ways or ways that are really really painful.

So looking from the perspective of LIFE support, we can use the word: '' Haram ''  and not as forbidding or unrein but as UNACCEPTABLE,and not because is bad or wrong or negative, but simply because it does NOT support LIFE equal.

Self-forgiveness:

I forgive myself that i have accepted  and allowed myself to let a world exist where words like ''haram'' are needed to forbid people to do certain things and to keep people from eating certain things.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to live in a world where people living right now in this world cannot see what is here and look for some answers in the past, when clearly what is here today is the outflow of consequences of what was in the past.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to not see/realize/understand that we as humanity are thinking/believing that we are a superior life-form then all the other life-forms, when in reality when i look very closely i see we as humanity being the weakest.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to live in world where laws/rules/regulations are necessary, because we are all one by one very irresponsible beings, so irresponsible that it even shows in the very laws/rules/regulations we come up with.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to have things like religion to  exist within this world that don't support LIFE at all in anyways whatsoever.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to let a world exist where we judge each other and interpret things in life based on what we belief someone said in the past as if this someone in the past was more capable of understanding life, when in reality the world itself as it exist right now with all the people in it that are the generations after the so-called smart ones in the past, one can still see that we do not in anyways whatsoever understand the LIVING and what it is all about, at all..!!

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to belief that some old knowledge and wise word from someone in the past is necessary for me to live now, right HERE in this moment. I realize that one thing is certain that whatever happened in the past is seen by the way we live with each other and that whatever was taught in the past, was either not understood, and that is IF it was supportive to LIFE and/or what was delivered through words were NOT solutions that will benefit all LIFE equal, and besides these, one thing that is very clear, is that the people in the past KNEW nothing of what it MEANS to LIVE and what LIFE truly is in FACT, otherwise we will be all right living the understanding that they had.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to belief that a BELIEF is necessary in LIFE in order to LIVE LIFE, when this is clearly in common sense totally unnecessary and very much in separation with living LIFE, thus if we are NOT living LIFE, what are we doing then...?? We are followers of our minds, and herein we call this living, when in reality it is enslavement.

I commit myself to show that beliefs are just beliefs and are not factual living, as in the real act of LIVING. It is a lifestyle based upon what one think/perceive/interpret within ones mind about what is HERE.

I commit myself to make sure that we all understand what is to be acceptable in this world, for what is to be acceptable is always that which support all LIFE equally.

I commit myself to show that religion with it's rules are nothing but memories of knowledge of people in the past that also did not know  what to do exactly in the face of the problems that were here, and the rules as they understood it, was there only believed solution at the time,when in reality it was NOT a solution at all, because all of LIFE was NOT taken at all into consideration, because everything was just looked at from the human perspective in relation to it's survival within this world.

Thanks.

Larry Manuela

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Day 56, Self-Forgiveness For My Dick.

Now maybe some of you would have preferred the word ''penis'' right...??

Well since i barely use that word penis, i won't use it here either, i will call it as it is being called almost everywhere,and understand it is just a word that address in this case part of a man's body. As man this dick thing is an interesting point. Men will compete with each other because of the size of their dicks, and when they have a small dick they go through shame, humiliation,they feel worthless and you name it.........   And when they have a big dick the majority that is, will be proud men, always having a big mouth and talking about their dicks all the time and act as if it wasn't for the big size of their dicks life would be worthless. This is how far SEX has been integrated within us men. I myself see my dick as having a ''normal'' size, but woman i have been with told me that the thing is big. Now just because the woman say this i ''feel'''confident about the size of my dick, i mean WTF..???   How can it be that a man can be so easily influenced by just the size of his dick...??  Some man have killed themselves even because of this, crimes have been committed because of this in many forms, just because of men being to damn proud and influenced on the size of their dicks. And some will say it doesn't bother me though,well these are most of the times the liars, you should have a look at them in public showers areas how they hide themselves because they belief their dicks are small compared with that of the others in the showers so will hide it, and those whom have it big will walk there let it hung low, as they say, dick swinging all over the place..!!  It's like this silence war going on, no-one say anything about it,but they know within themselves that the SIZE of their dicks matters to them, and no matter how many times they keep on saying that stupid saying most are saying: '' it's not the size that matters, but what you can do with it''    Well let me tell you: '' IT'S A LIE.....!!!'' Most men whom have a small dick WISH it was BIGGER, i can almost say 99% of them have this wish, but when you ask them they will say: '' it's not true, the size of my dick doesn't bother me.''  Well let me tell you: '' IT'S A LIE..!!!!..''  Among men this is the greatest religion ever..!!!

Self-forgiveness:

 

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to be influenced throughout my life by the size of my dick.

 

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to be proud of myself just because woman i have been with tell me that my dick is big, if it was just a few woman, i won't have believed it, but it is all of them that said, so it must be big, but in my eyes it is ''normal'' handy-size.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to feel shame when i was small and had to be in public shower area, because i saw/thought my dick as not something to be proud of when it is flat so didn't want to show it, or walk around with it showing, hanging.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to be proud when i could say with certainty and veneration: '' this little guy(my dick) here, you see it doesn't look like very much right now when it's flat, but wait when it hears that there is something in the vicinity and it has to grow, you will be amazed how far forward and how thick he can grow,''  just because i know that my dick will get much bigger then what it looks like when it's flat, and this gave me the confidence.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to be influenced in my sex life just because of the size of my dick, meaning i was extra careful, with penetration, when the woman told me to be careful with that thing, go slow. Within this meaning that i couldn't jam it in as i would liked to, had to take precautions.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to feel so proud of myself when i take my dick out ready for sex and the woman will say: '' WOOW WTF...!! ''

 

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to feel better then other men just because my dick is being accepted by woman as BIG, and BIG to me means i am BETTER then the others, i am the winner, or i belong in the category of those who are the winners, they have it BIG.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to be competitive with the size of my dick.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to right now not being able to remember when it exactly was that this whole imprint of the DICK SIZE thing happened in my life, it looks like we are born with this belief.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to be more confident when looking for a mate to have sex with just because i knew within myself that she would like the size of my dick when she gets to see it.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to when i was a very young boy to deliberately put socks in my dick area to make it show as if i got a big thing underneath my pants.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to ''feel'' proud and great just because the woman told me i was good with working with my dick.

 

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to fall for this whole trap of the size of my dick to influence me in my sexual life,and also in my life outside of that of sexuality, where the belief will strengthen one's competitiveness and drive to always wanting to be the winner.

 

I commit myself to through writing, self-forgiveness, and my commitments to life to show that this dick war that is going on needs to be STOPPED by each men by themselves and treat/look/perceive/view their dicks as just what it is, a part of their body that happens to be used for sexual purposes and to urinate with.

I commit myself to show that us men are having inside of ourselves this silence war going, but we pretend we don't about the size of our dicks.

Thanks.

Larry Manuela

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