Day 275, The illusion of starting over anew.

                                                                         

I was looking at this point today within myself and i saw after i have red the blog of Ingrid that me and the rest of humanity is deluded and totally clouded into believing that when we start with a new count, by this i mean; we ''enter'' a new year, it's like a new beginning. Meanwhile in reality there is nothing new at all that happened. Because even the counting itself( an end with specific number and a start with a specific number) is not new, let alone what it is deliberately implying.

The reality is; we are now going to start for a period of time doing exactly what we have been doing throughout all the countings of:  ''ends to beginnings, to beginnings to ends.''  Within this what is really actually changing is the accumulation of what we have been doing, which is in reality not a real change. It is just an adding/compounding/layering of what we have been so good at doing throughout history, and that is; to destroy our own lives and the rest of what is here.

It is an accumulation of as for example:

**  more poverty in the world
**  more debt in the money system
**  more wars
**  more rape
**  more poisoning of our foods
**  more polution of the air/water/soil
**  more crimes commited to/against life because of the system of debt
**  more intoxication of drugs and alcohol
**  more cheap labour
**  more cheap products
**  more exhausting of resources 
**  more genocide against animals and plants and also some human races
**  more hatred/vengeance/getting even
**  more endings of relationships that are not working
**  more disagreement between 2 or more individuals or groups
**  more greed and strife for more power and control
**  more dumbing down of the future generations
**  more sickness among the children of the earth and the earth itself
**  more pillage and robbery/stealing
**  more taking away the right to life of each human being
**  more production of weapon machinary that kill faster and more people
**  more delusional hope within the beliefs that exist on earth among humans that belief is all we need to               change it all
**  more selling of LIFE
**  more people becoming more and more careless and uncompassionate in their actions/deeds
**  more movies/commercials/t.v. programs and series focusing on how we have to feel about everything
**  more songs and books talking about how we have to feel about things
**  more glorification of movie-stars and pop-artists
**  No actual/practical/factual solutions at all to all the problems


So the list can go on and on. At the end of each year, this is what we actually are celebrating about what we have accepted and allowed in that particular year to occur/happen to ALL of LIFE.
It would be great if we would actually come together and eradicate each point that i have written here and celebrate in the end of that year how much we have accomplished by actually/practically/physically not only looking at these problems, but actually/factually correcting and fixing them and placing a solid foundation of and as a solution where these problems will never ever happen again in the history of existence by changing ourselves each first and then as a whole/a collective.

Of course there are some of us whom are also wanting to look at these points as negative, which they are by the way, if one is looking at them from the perspective of polarities/opposites. The point of the matter is that they are certainly unacceptable, because each of these points will certainly as we have proven by participating in living them out on this planet either consciously or unconsciously, NOT what is best for all LIFE. No matter how hard we try they will never accumulate to that which will be best for all of life.

What we do a lot as humans is adressing the problems and talk about them. And here and there some individual or some group come up with some ideas as to how to solve the problems, but they are never implemented, because the majority of the human race will be against it/them. And most of the ideas were not ideas where the individual or the group took ALL of life into consideration, so that the solutions that comes out of them are solutions that are practical and will work as best for everyone and everything.

Therefore it is of paramount importance that one do check out and also participate into a proposal we have come up with as a group where we are inviting all those whom are able and capable and especially are willing to care about life to just come and make sure we live this solution and fix the problems we have inflicted upon life. This proposal  that we are now proposing is one that will lead to another one that is more practical in actually/factually making sure that, that  which is BEST for all life is a living condition for each being on this planet. This one is the EqualMoneySystem.

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Day 229, Not Wanting/Willing/DARING To Communicate. Part 4

So, here i am continuing with the walking of the dimensions in writing.


This is an exerpt from the previous day:






Self-Reward:



As i now have worked out my thoughts in regards to how i want/will/dare to communicate with another and i see how i fool myself and also sabotage myself into NOT being HERE when taking participation within them, it makes it easier to for the next time(s) similar points arrive to immediately see them for what they are and i can then STOP myself much faster and be more attentive to how i interact with another and in this case with her, thus i have open a door/an opportunity for myself to find a way to NOT get lost in thought off shootings as pictures in my mind that are not real, and that are only past memories of what the mind interpreted.



The next dimension i am going to walk HERE is the BackChat-Dimension.

Problem:


Backchat- Dimension:


*** I am certain that she is not going to like what i have to say.

*** She will also be annoyed/bothersome when she hears what I have to say.

*** This is so annoying/bothersome to speak about.

*** I better shut the hell up.





Solutions:




Self-forgiveness statements:




I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to have the backchat: '' I am certain that she is NOT going to like what i have to say,'' to exist within me as me as the mind as energy.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to have the backchat: '' I am certain she is not going to like what i have to say,'' to exist within me also as my own self-created belief-system, that protect my the fear-character/personality of '' NOT exposing myself as this mind consciousness system, that i think/belief i am.


I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to link the backchat: '' I am certain she is not going to like what i have to say,'' to a character/personality of NOT exposing myself as the mind consciousness system.


I forgive myself that i haven't accepted and allowed myself to see/realize/understand that i am using the backchat: I am certain that she is NOT going to like what i say,'' as a protective mechanism in order to NOT have to expose myself to myself or another as myself, because then i am forced to look at myself as what i have accepted and allowed myself to be/become and that i then have to STOP myself and correct myself in order to live the correction and STOP the lie as the mind consciousness system that i have accepted and allowed myself to be/become.


I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to have the backchat: '' she will also be annoyed/bothersome when she hears what i have to say,'' to exists within me as me as the mind as energy as my own interpretation/view as IF that is what will in FACT happen, when it is NOT happening in fact at all.


I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to link the backchat: '' she will also be annoyed/bothersome when she hears what i have to say,'' to what i think/belief she might feel/experience within herself AS IF my thinking/believing is FACT so.


I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to project my own self-created belief on to her and then react upon it as IF it is her belief that she will have on what i will say to her, when in reality i did not even say anything to her at all, all is just busy happening in my mind and NOT in fact so HERE.


I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to think/belief that projecting what i am thinking/believing is actually going to change something in reality just because i thought it to be so in my mind, and thus taking my mind-reality as REAL and the real REALITY as something that have to mold itself to what i think/belief is real.


I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to take this belief that what my mind creates is what is real and NOT the physical Reality as it exists as REAL, because all i know myself as at the moment is only what i have made myself to accept and allow myself to be/become as this mind consciousness system, thus that the I as the mind consciousness system IS what i see/view/perceive/interpret myself to be as what is REALLY real, and the body is just a vessel for this mind consciousness system that i have created myself to be/become to exists within/as for awhile.


I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to treat/view/interpret/perceive my human physical body/form as Nothing of importance and of value, whereas i abuse it to such an extent that its own Death IS its only solution to make sure this Abuse does not exist forever in existence.


I forgive myself that i haven't accepted and allowed myself to see/realize/understand to what extent i am abusing myself as an expression of life as the human physical body/form AS LIFE in order to exist within it AS an ILLussion.


I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to make an illusion in my mind as my mind having more Value then LIFE, and give LIFE itself to supports me NO Value at all, as the world i live in proves day by day and as the body that i live in/as also decay and becomes old, day by day as i literally suck it dry of the energy that it has to produce for the ME as the Mind Consciousness System to survive and have the ILLusion as Being Real.


I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to have the backchat: '' this is so annoying/bothersome to speak about,'' to exists within me as me as the mind as energy.


I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to have this backchat: '' this is so annoying/bothersome to speak about,'' to be part of how i see/perceive/view my reality trough my mind and that i trust my mind with what it will come up with as what it has as database of information of past events/occurences/circumstances that i participated within either directly or indirectly, and use These as facts, when they are all Opinions and BeLIEfs pertaining to my mind-interpretation.


I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to have the backchat: '' this is so annoying/bothersome to speak about,'' to appear within me, because IT as the backchat takes in that moment my self-responsibility to STAND HERE as within and as my breath and my human physical body one and equal as LIFE, so IT haven't had to NOT be the director of my LIFE within each moment as I have throughout my life given IT( my mind consciousness system) as myself permission to do so in every way and in every moment.



I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to GIVE my mind consciousness system power over my Directive WILL to make LIFE-based decisions, when in reality my mind consciousness system is not suited to do that, because it IS a system of polarity/opposites, a system of separation, and NOT as that which LIFE is As Oneness and Equality.


I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to have the backchat: '' I better shut the hell up,'' to exists within me as me as the mind as energy.


I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to use this backchat: '' I better shut the hell up,'' as a means to protect myself to not expose myself as the LIE that i am, but yet not aware of as the whom i am in a moment and every moment of breath, so i can STOP myself to create myself as such.


I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to let a fear of exposure exist within me as me as the mind as energy. Within this i forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to link exposure to fear, thus that exposure is something to be feared when in reality exposure is just the who/what/how/why/where/when I am/


I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to choose ''being silent'' as a means to avoid any conflict/friction that might arise, so i won't have to be exposed as my mind consciousness system.



Self-commitment statements:


I commit myself to when and as i see myself going into or i am about to go into having any backchat within myself as myself, I STOP-----------take a deep breath and bring myself back HERE, focus on my breathing till i am clear and stable and nothing moves within me as me as the mind as energy.


I commit myself to when and as i see myself going into or i am about to go into trying to protect myself as the mind consciousness system that i have accepted and allowed myself to be/become, I STOP, take a deep breath and earth myself, bringing myself back HERE, and focus on my breathing till i am clear and stable and nothing moves within me as me as the mind as energy, and then from this clarity and stability i move as one as equal as my human physical body/form and my breath.


I commit myself to when and as i see myself going into or i am about to go into using a backchat to expose a character/personality in any moment, I STOP take a deep breath and earth myself back HERE, making sure that i focus on my breathing till i am clear and stable and nothing moves within me as me as the mind as energy.


I commit myself to when and as i see myself going into or i am about to go into NOT wanting to expose myself as a mind consciousness system, I STOP-------------take a deep breath, bring myself back HERE, earth myself and focus on my breathing till i am clear and stable and nothing moves within me as me as the mind as energy.


I commit myself to when and as i see myself going into or i am about to go into being annoyed/bothersome to immediately STOP,-----------take a deep breath and make sure i focus on my breathing till i am clear and stable and nothing moves within me as me as the mind as energy, and then within this clarity and stability i can then move and communicate as my human physical body/form one and equal with and as my breath.



I commit myself to when and as i see myself going into or i am about to go into projecting my own mind interpretation about myself on another as myself, I STOP--------------take a deep breath and bring myself back HERE, and continue focusing on my breathing till i am clear and stable and nothing moves within me as me as the mind as energy.


I commit myself to when and as i see myself going into or i am about to go into thinking/believing what another might think/belief about myself, I STOP--------------------take a deep breath and focus on my breathing and make sure within this process of bring myself back HERE in the moment, to hold my hands to remind myself that i am HERE and not up there within my mind having thoughts/beliefs/opinions.



I commit myself to when and as i see myself going into or i am about to go into giving my mind More Value then LIFE itself, I immediately STOP,-----------take a deep breath and earth myself back HERE and make sure i continue focusing on my breathing till i am totally clear and stable and i am sure that there is nothing moving as energy within me, and then i can proceed in moving and directing myself within/as my human physical body/form and communicate one and equal as it.


I commit myself to when and as i see myself going into or i am about to go into using my mind consciousness system database of information as FACTS, I immediately STOP, --------------take a deep breath and bring myself back HERE, within and as my human physical body/form and keep on focusing on my breathing till i am clear and stable and nothing moves within me as me as the mind as energy.


I commit myself to when and as i see myself going into or i am about to go into letting my mind consciousness system take over the power over my self-directive WILL, I STOP,------------take a deep breath and bring myself back HERE, till i am clear and stable and there is not energetic movement within me, and then from this clarity and stability i then move/communicate with another.


I commit myself to when and as i see myself NOT paying attention to myself and NOT focused on my breathing wherein i loose myself within and as my mind consciousness system, I immediately STOP, take a deep breath and bring myself back HERE, giving my total attention to myself as my human physical body/form and remain focus on my breathing so i don't loose myself within and as my breath.



I commit myself to when and as i see myself going into or i am about to go into using fear to hide my own exposure with, I STOP,------------take a deep breath and bring myself back HERE till i am clear and stable and i can then look within myself as the whom i am in that moment and see if the whom i am is my human physical body breathing alone and not some energy movement within it, and from this clarity and stability within and as my human physical body/form i then act/communicate.


I commit myself to when and as i see myself going into or i am about to go into avoiding friction/Conflict to stand still, STOP myself before i go into it and Take a deep breath and bring myself back HERE, till i am clear and stable and nothing moves within me as me as the mind as energy and then i can speak from a point of being HERE and not from a point of my mind interpretation where conflict/friction are derived.




Self-Reward:

I can see now that i am fearing exposing myself in order to not get rid of what i have accepted and allowed myself to be/become as a mind consciousness system, thus now that i can see myself within my writing i then will be more vigilant and attentive in other similar moments/circumstances when these arive/present themselves, in order to little by little move myself out of this pattern and also to STOP myself from being like this, till i move myself as myself as my directive WILL, within the principle of Oneness and Equality, that which is BEST for all LIFE.




Thanks.



Larry Manuela

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Day 209, The Body of a Child VS The Body Of An Adult.

Today at work i was making a joke with a colleague whom happens to be Muslim and i saw an add in the newspaper where they were showing women and children in swimsuits on vacation, on some beach somewhere. And i knew that he will have problems with the adults in swimsuits, so i asked him to have a look at these adds, and he turned and looked and he closed his eyes when he saw what i was showing him. And i told him now you have to add an extra prayer to the normal 5 times you have to pray in a day, because you have done something that is considered ''haram'' according to your religious view. And after this we just laughed it out.


Now when we were done laughing i said to him: ' you know something....? I just had a realization, because you can look at the little children in their swimsuits but yet when it comes to the adults and especially the women in swimsuits, then suddenly there is a problem, suddenly it is something bad/wrong to look at. '

                                                                      

                                                                               



Now lets have a look at this. first of all let me say, that i find this fascinating how we superimpose our mind garbage unto the physical reality, because the body/the form may have transformed and become more/bigger, but it IS still a body, thus the body being a body did NOT change. It is still flesh and bones.

All of this is due to our own make believes about sexuality, that somehow when our body parts change we suddenly have some nasty fantasies in our minds about them and we think/believe that they need to be covered, or if they are not, it is NOT o.k.

The thing about this is, that it is what we ourselves have as desires within ourselves in our minds that is the problem here and NOT the body itself, the body is natural. We have also taken SEX and made it unnatural, we use SEX which is natural to try and do with it what the minds imagine and desire,  but are NOT in alignment with the real physical world, the real physical body in this case. We are abusing that which is natural through/with our minds, what we have as believes within it.

So what does these believes represent and what are they really contributing/supporting as to the consequences to our living conditions, to our reality of earth and the way we live with each other and with everything else..?  As one can see clearly our minds goes against our nature as what we are as the human forms, as the whole of the physical existence as a matter of fact. And everything within the mind is being given more value as IF it is of more value and that which is of value itself, which is LIFE manifested as all kinds of forms, have NO value at all to the ones living in their minds, which are ALL the humans walking this earth. Now understand when i use the word  ''value'' in relation to the mind, i am implying all the values, be them positive in nature or negative. Because this same mind tends to give more credit and try to pursuit more easily that which sounds positive and that which sounds negative is being avoided, when in reality either ones are of the mind/as the mind, depending on how one was shaped through the environment and the society/culture and so forth.......................

Let me give an example of this so it may be more clearly understood.

 According to many of us within our believes we think that a woman should NOT show much of her skin or much of her nakedness, thus a woman that is NOT showing her skin/nakedness, we will consider it positive/a good thing, because she is living according to what we have accepted and allowed to be ''morally acceptable'' within the parameters of this existence of inequality, within our brainwashing, and if a woman walks around showing more skin for those of us whom want it to be covered will see this as negative, something bad, something wrong, something obscene and sometimes even vile, depending on the extent of the brainwashing of course we received through our parents/culture/society/traditions/religious beliefs, which by the way are contributing to the perpetuation of inequality in this physical reality.


So either one have found nakedness positive or negative, these findings themselves are what are NOT natural as to that which is the human form.

The human form have parts of it that are used for sexuality, and sexuality really means, to assist and support another body as yourself, as expressing real physical touch and care and of course to reproduce offsprings. All these are natural expression belonging to the human form and many other forms of life have similar expression in order to produce offsprings and to care physically for each other as in touching one another.

Now the moment the mind interfere with all this naturalness, we have a problem, because the mind is looking for stimulation in order to extract the most energy from the body, all kinds of weird beliefs and justifications are being formed and superimpose on the body to perform or to prohibit. And these go into extreme measures. That is why pornography is such a hit, and all the sex-driven media and campaigns to turn natural sex into virtual sex/mental sex, and then everyone is mentally sexualized against their own natural sexual nature. And in this the body will be abused extensively. Debates will rise whether or not what  will be morally acceptable within our own self-created delusions of grandeur, in a self-created collective inequality existence, where EQUALITY as LIFE have NO validity whatsoever, and where that which is NATURAL is suddenly unnatural, and the unnatural itself is being seen as natural.. What a mess isn't it....???


Now i am not even going into the child molesters whom are walking the earth, trying to rape every little piece of flesh as children in this world. These are all parts of the extent of the participation into mind delusions about sexuality, that has become extremely dangerous and harmful and abusive in all sense of the words.

It is time to get REAL...!!



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Day 109, Everything Is Haram.

At work we have a Muslim man, that always say to people, what you are doing is Haram man. I call him Mr. Haram.

 

 

And i make jokes with him, and say to him, working is also suppose to be Haram, because you are slave. Haram is a term Muslims use for things that are unrein and forbidden according to the rules set forth in their religion.

So when i have look within this system, almost everything is Haram because most things do not support LIFE, so from the perspective of supporting LIFE equally, most things in the system and the system itself IS Haram so to speak.

Having money in ones pocket is Haram. But do our Muslim brothers and sisters see these as Haram..??  Of course Not..!!

Now i am using the word Haram here, but Haram is just a word used in the Muslim community as i already said for things that are seen as unrein and forbidden. But what is forbidden and unrein is what some people have decided in the past and now people live by these rules. 

I am not talking about forbidding things and such. What i am talking about is we as humanity becoming really responsible beings and see for ourselves what is acceptable or NOT acceptable, within the context of what is BEST for ALL LIFE. Placing ourselves in someone else shoes or some other beings life and see if we would have loved for example being killed for consumption in brutal ways or ways that are really really painful.

So looking from the perspective of LIFE support, we can use the word: '' Haram ''  and not as forbidding or unrein but as UNACCEPTABLE,and not because is bad or wrong or negative, but simply because it does NOT support LIFE equal.

Self-forgiveness:

I forgive myself that i have accepted  and allowed myself to let a world exist where words like ''haram'' are needed to forbid people to do certain things and to keep people from eating certain things.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to live in a world where people living right now in this world cannot see what is here and look for some answers in the past, when clearly what is here today is the outflow of consequences of what was in the past.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to not see/realize/understand that we as humanity are thinking/believing that we are a superior life-form then all the other life-forms, when in reality when i look very closely i see we as humanity being the weakest.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to live in world where laws/rules/regulations are necessary, because we are all one by one very irresponsible beings, so irresponsible that it even shows in the very laws/rules/regulations we come up with.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to have things like religion to  exist within this world that don't support LIFE at all in anyways whatsoever.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to let a world exist where we judge each other and interpret things in life based on what we belief someone said in the past as if this someone in the past was more capable of understanding life, when in reality the world itself as it exist right now with all the people in it that are the generations after the so-called smart ones in the past, one can still see that we do not in anyways whatsoever understand the LIVING and what it is all about, at all..!!

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to belief that some old knowledge and wise word from someone in the past is necessary for me to live now, right HERE in this moment. I realize that one thing is certain that whatever happened in the past is seen by the way we live with each other and that whatever was taught in the past, was either not understood, and that is IF it was supportive to LIFE and/or what was delivered through words were NOT solutions that will benefit all LIFE equal, and besides these, one thing that is very clear, is that the people in the past KNEW nothing of what it MEANS to LIVE and what LIFE truly is in FACT, otherwise we will be all right living the understanding that they had.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to belief that a BELIEF is necessary in LIFE in order to LIVE LIFE, when this is clearly in common sense totally unnecessary and very much in separation with living LIFE, thus if we are NOT living LIFE, what are we doing then...?? We are followers of our minds, and herein we call this living, when in reality it is enslavement.

I commit myself to show that beliefs are just beliefs and are not factual living, as in the real act of LIVING. It is a lifestyle based upon what one think/perceive/interpret within ones mind about what is HERE.

I commit myself to make sure that we all understand what is to be acceptable in this world, for what is to be acceptable is always that which support all LIFE equally.

I commit myself to show that religion with it's rules are nothing but memories of knowledge of people in the past that also did not know  what to do exactly in the face of the problems that were here, and the rules as they understood it, was there only believed solution at the time,when in reality it was NOT a solution at all, because all of LIFE was NOT taken at all into consideration, because everything was just looked at from the human perspective in relation to it's survival within this world.

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Day 107, When I Am Alone.

Most of my life, i considered it to be me being by myself. With this i mean, i was not a social being, didn't like to interact with people, because when i studied them from afar or close i could see, that they are not to be trusted, because of the gossiping about other people,and when they are in the presence of the people they were gossiping about they will put a happy face and act as if they like them or they agree with them or as if they accept them in their midst, when all of it is a lie.

 

 

So when i saw that as a kid, i started to avoid people in general, because i couldn't trust them, because i could never know if they really liked me, accepted me or agreed with me,because they are false, they are all pretenders. It is not like i was afraid to talk to people, but i just better not get to much involved, be very superficial so they don't get close,because i couldn't trust them. So hence one can say i lived a long life of back-chatting my life away, because i am most of the times alone in my mind as everyone else, but also alone in the physical, and had no problem with it at all, it even ''felt'' more comfortable then spending time with people talking about random shit of any importance and relevance at all and gossiping about other people. So that is why some friends i have are friends whom were also questioning the way we live and how it comes that our lives are so boring, so limited, no freedom at all to really set forth and explore LIFE and everything on earth. Because to make any move on this earth, you have got to have money, no money, no movement, no exploration possible, as it currently exist now.

So here we are living a very limited and boring life, because all we do is comply to a broken system that enslaves us and have not any intention ever at all to free us, because the current system is a system that needs slaves in it for it to function, no slave, no system.So it was designed to make sure that the majority is always enslaved within it. All the laws/rules/regulations that are presented within it, are also designed to make sure no-one gets out of it, because they will be punished if they dare want to put another system that really free people and everything else. 

Have you seen the reality shows from people whom have money..?? When i had a look at these people i saw a very limited boring life, like there is nothing to do, the only thing different about their lives is, that they have the money to do what they want and go where they want to go whenever they want to, because they have the money to do so. But apart from that,their lives are as boring as it is for everyone else, because even with the money, you still have limitations, and when you have played with all the toys that one can buy with money, it very much settles it. Then their lives become a life of shopping for shit all the time,and going partying all the time intoxicating themselves and drugging themselves as what they will consider having a good time. And when they do travel and visit places it is to do the same shit again, partying and shopping and drugging themselves up. So boring..!!!  Of course they visit other countries where one have old statues and building like they are such great a thing, when it is just a building standing there dead. I could never understood what people saw in looking at old churches and buildings, i will prefer to look at something that is alive, like a big tree or anything that is to do with nature, but to go into a city to watch some old buildings, is a total waste of time to me, it can also be new buildings, it doesn't matter, i don't see nothing great in looking at a building. If someone is an architect i can understand then that you are looking at it with different eyes, but to just look at it because it is old or has some shape that you would like, i don't see nothing in that, i would rather look at caves....lolll  Just look at it, travel half of the world to then just have look at an old building, like going to France to look at the Eifel-tower, by this you will miss the rest of the country and the people living there and how the nature of the country is and the rest of it. But you do have these people that will go to France to see the Eifel-tower and of course the city, like it is a great thing, when in reality it's just nothing as so great as they are portraying it.

Self-forgiveness:

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to judge people on their behaviors and hence make sure that i am not involved with dealing with people all the time, that i always position myself into the background in order to not have to deal with people whom are clearly actors/role-playing/pretenders.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to fail to see, that i was only looking at my own self-judgement when looking at other people without seeing/realizing/understanding not getting to know someone intimately one can never truly know them, and can not instead ones judgements about the person, because it will be assumptions based on memories as beliefs.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to within me being all alone with myself created a character within my mind that i will use to keep me occupied in my mind instead of me being here in/as my breath and as my human physical body.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to mislead myself into believing that being alone is a great way to find out what is going on, when in truth i am then not involved with all that i have accepted and allowed to be here, and can then offer no solution.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to not see/realize/understand that in being alone is just another character i created in order to NOT face the reality that is here, i can go into my mind and think all the possible scenario's of how to solve the problems but in reality i am just playing a character in my mind who thinks he is a hero that can help humanity.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to belief/think that by being alone i was safe and not have to face consequences when i know that the moment i am out the consequences are all HERE.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to deliberately choose to be alone because of not wanting to be the one that show people their lies they lie to others and themselves, because i know what kind of consequences can derived by for real saying it as it is. So within this i can do 2 things, let them be till they find out on their own or make them face each other to get the shit sorted out.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to fail to see how me trying to all alone is just because of the fear of not confronting and facing what it is that i know to be NOT what is true within what i see within people and myself as what i belief within myself.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to belief that i can harness some knowledge by being all alone and prepare myself by gathering information and knowledge about certain things happening within this world,when in reality it will be just information and knowledge nothing that i can really be effective enough with to for real bring about some real changes in the world outside. I realize that this is just filling myself with information that have no effective effect on the world outside the confines of my own home and the prison i find myself within and as, as my mind.

I commit myself to STOP having tendencies of wanting to be alone, because in my aloneness i belief i can manage to coin up great ideas and plans, when i am just doing that in my mind, it is not being implemented for any effective purposes indeed. 

I commit myself to show that being alone in the mind having back-chats about how to solve the problems in this world are not solving anything practically at all for real.

I commit myself to whenever i see myself going into trying to look for moments to be alone so i can back-chat my way out of breath,to STOP and take many deep breaths till i am stable within myself within and as my breath.

I commit myself to STOP all judgements that come up within me about other people, because the judgements can only exist because of me accepting and allowing them to be part of me within and as me, thus all judgements are in reality self-judgements.

Thanks

Larry Manuela

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Day 94, Why I Believed..?

I use to be a believer. Now a believer in god, a believer in spirits, a believer in theories that people use, that may sound great, and very believable, but are they true or are they lies, and when i say lies, i am talking here about not being REAL.

 

 

Let me give the reader(you) an example. I can tell you with a straight face, that i have been to China for example. Now you don't know this, you are going to have to belief me or not belief me, and you will belief me according to how you judge me, or not belief me also according to how you judge me. But you will not look for facts as to find out if i for real went to China or not. If you would see in me, as me being someone nice and well mannered you will probably belief me that i am telling the truth, when in reality i never went to China at all.

Self-forgiveness:

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to let myself be brainwashed into beliefs and took beliefs as more then LIFE itself, without seeing/realizing/understanding that LIFE is the REAL deal, and beliefs are illusions, and for any belief to exist, LIFE is NEEDED, and not the other way around.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to take my mind, the place where beliefs exist as more important and as of more value then LIFE itself, so much so, that everything coming from my mind is being glorified and deified and all that is HERE as LIFE is being abused for the illusion as my mind to experience itself as if it is real.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to belief in love, when love is just another tool of the mind to keep me imprison in it, to make sure i do NOT realize myself as LIFE HERE.

I forgive myself that i haven't accepted and allowed myself to see/realize/understand how in love i had to also belief the other person based upon my assumption as what was presented to me as how the person look like and how she behaves or act, and based on these i will then decide if i will let myself follow the feeling as love within me, because i am clearly not the one creating the feeling of love within me, i just experience the feeling of love within me, thus within this i forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to never see/realize/understand that I was never in love ever, not even as the feeling itself, because the feeling i just felt it, i was not the creator of the feeling, i was not the one directing myself to feel the feeling as love.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to belief the that LIFE is something to be experienced, without seeing/realizing/understanding in common sense that LIFE is to be LIVED. I realize that experiencing LIFE is not being one and equal with and as LIFE, because experiencing life is being separated from LIFE, it means i am NOT LIFE, i am just experiencing what i perceive within my mind LIFE should be.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to belief that in order for me to LIVE on this planet i require to be a slave, i require to be in DEBT, i require to pay someone, i require to never question authority, i require to at all costs to follow my thoughts/feelings/emotions, when none of these are necessary at all in order for me to LIVE, because the real ME as the human physical body IS already LIFE manifest, and LIFE always supports itself in all ways.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to take the beliefs of my parents and from other people without questioning them, because back then i was just a believer and as believer one just belief. Within this i realize that there is no living involved in believing, and beLIEving is always a LIE from the very start, because it takes one away from what is HERE.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to create world as i see it in my mind, hence i live in a world where my mental stuff is being superimposed on that which is real,and abuses that which is real for my illusion and delusion to exist. For me to belief my believes, i MUST use that which is HERE, which is real to try and validate and give my belief a value as if it is real. And that which is real itself i am not being responsible at all for it.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to beLIEf that a beLIEf can be true and real without seeing/realizing/understanding that IF beLIEves were true they would have never been beLIEves, they would just be REAL, no-one would have to beLIEf them in order for them to have a validity of truth.

 

I commit myself to show that  beLIEfs will always be LIES, because the very starting point of any beLIEF it to take someone AWAY from what is HERE, Away from taking their responsibility for what is here.

I commit myself to show that the system of money that we see as so valuable and even more valuable then life is just another belief-system that does NOT have LIFE as value at all within it, it only abuses LIFE and make sure that LIFE suffers.

I commit myself to show that beLIEves MUST come to an END, because they were born, it was not part of what is HERE, had to be invented. What is here as LIFE will always be HERE, because LIFE is HERE.

Thanks.

Larry Manuela

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Day 68, Sadness

Now let's have a look at this word. ''Sadness''

what does it mean for real to be sad...??

When is someone Sad..??

Why is someone sad..??

what are the ingredients for someone to be sad..??

 

 

Now in the word English Dictionary ''sad'' is this:

 

sad  (sæd)
— adj  , sadder , saddest
1.	feeling sorrow; unhappy
2.	causing, suggestive, or expressive of such feelings: a sad story
3.	unfortunate; unsatisfactory; shabby; deplorable: her clothes were in a sad state
4.	informal  ( Brit ) ludicrously contemptible; pathetic: he's a sad, boring little wimp
5.	(of pastry, cakes, etc) not having risen fully; heavy
6.	(of a colour) lacking brightness; dull or dark
7.	archaic  serious; grave
— vb
8.	( NZ ) to express sadness or displeasure strongly
[Old English sæd  weary; related to Old Norse sathr,  Gothic saths,  Latin satur, satis  enough]

 

So as you can see, the definition of this word ''sad'' is all related to what goes on within oneself as an EMOTION, how one feels..!!   Why is this important..??

I am questioning if the emotion of being ''sad'' is necessary and relevant in this world and in reality..??  Does it change what is going on or what will happen, when it is happening..??   So why is something we feel so important and not only important but MORE of importance to what is HAPPENING itself for real, when it has to do with us taking action or not..??   Why would we rather ''FEEL''  sadness but yet not STOP ourselves within that which is ''sad'' in this world..?? It is like we are giving in into the contentment and acceptance and allowance of the ''feeling of sadness''  Like showing/presenting the sorrow, and the unhappiness that one experience within oneself as if this is what will make one appear as if is taking action, and in so doing be someone who cares or have compassion. All these i asked myself when i were sad.  Is my sadness a decoy that i have accepted and allowed myself to go through, to use so I don't have to take my responsibility and stand up and change ME into a being that truly, practically/physically/in fact does what is BEST for all LIFE...??  Why do i fear taking my responsibility for all LIFE, THE most important thing EVER...!!!   Why does my feelings make me abdicate my responsibility to that which truly supports me HERE, in this world,in this reality, in this existence,which IS LIFE, and not just ME, but all that is here as in LIFE and of LIFE, as ONE and as EQUALS..??

Self-forgiveness:

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to feel sad, when i look at the poor people in this world, and NOT do anything about it.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to feel sad when i looked at the people whom are drugging themselves away into their own destruction, hurting their own bodies, and not do anything about it.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to feel sad when i looked at the bump in the streets and not do anything about it.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to feel sad when i looked at the people praying their asses of, for some self-interest stuff, when i know through/within myself that they will not act practically to bring a change in this world for real, and not do anything about it.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to feel sad for the people in WAR, either as soldiers, or as victims of war, the ones that are killed as the ones that are innocent, without doing nothing about it.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to feel sad, when i looked at pictures and movies that show the reality of starvation and yet i do nothing about it.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to look at woman in prostitution and even participate in buying into prostitution and feel sad about it, but yet not doing anything about it.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to look at people whom are working hard to ''earn'' a living in this world and feel sad about it, but yet do nothing about it.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to look at my son, and know within myself that if I do not stand for life now, i know his future will be fucked for what i have accepted and allowed to be here while i am here, and feel sad about it, and yet do nothing about it.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to feel sad when i look at all the children in this world, because i know that unless I who have realized that if i Don't change ME as an participant in this system and then stand within/ as the change within this system their chances to have a life on this planet is nihil,and yet i do nothing about it.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to feel sad when i look at how we as humanity are treating the other life-forms as the animals, the plants and bugs, and yet i do nothing about it.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to see the struggle of survival all in the faces of women and men, and know that it is the system that i am supporting, that is NOT supporting them nor ME, nothing that is as/of LIFE, but yet i do nothing about it.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to feel sad, when i watch a sad movie that tells a true story where abuses and rape and all kinds of atrocities are portrayed and showed, but yet i do nothing about it.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to feel sad, when i look at politicians in this world doing whatever it is in their power to save the SYSTEM, but yet not LIFE, and yet i do nothing about it.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to feel sad when i look at people living in houses that i will not even call a house, that i will not want to live in a situation like that myself, but yet i do nothing about it.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to feel sad when i look at people from different races hating each other for their skin colors, or for their culture, or for their so-called traditions, or for their beliefs, but yet i do nothing about it.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to feel sad, when i see people fighting each other just because of anger, of hatred, of jealousy,of competition, for control.......but yet i do nothing about it.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to NOT see/realize/understand how in all my sadness i had/have  had for people and things in this world i really never felt sad for LIFE itself, how i saw how separated i was and is of LIFE itself where it has not even the value in my eyes where i can feel even sadness for LIFE, that which really supports me in EVERY way..!!

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to feel sad when i look at mothers caring in vain for their children, when their caring will not lead to a world for their children to live in peace, but yet i do nothing about it.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to feel sad for the rich people in this world when i look and them, for they will do whatever it takes for their belief system as MONEY to continue,just because in the belief system of MONEY they are the ones that are on the safe side, forgetting totally how life is supporting even them that does NOT support LIFE equally,and yet i do nothing about it.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to feel sad for famous people in this world, for they will do anything to keep their fame intact, but yet will NOT do anything to support LIFE itself, and yet i do nothing about it.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to feel sad for people that make music and movies that are NOT supporting life, but are only supporting a belief system as MONEY, where just a few are protected and the majority are NOT, but yet i do nothing about it.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to feel sad how we as humanity have come to invent something we called ''economy'' that was supposedly to support LIFE of beings, but yet it has turned out to be that which is abusing lives of beings, and yet i do nothing about it.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to be sad, for when i saw within myself that all the meditations and philosophies i have ever partake into have never ever done anything that is of support to that which is of UTMOST value, and this is that which is: ''LIFE''

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to fall into the energetics of my mind,where such things as ''sadness'' have reign and influence through my own acceptance and allowance of it, to rule over my decision making, instead of ME taking my directive principle and act in ways that are always BEST for ALL LIFE.

 

I commit myself to through my writings, self-forgiveness and my commitments to LIFE to show that emotions like ''sadness'' are in truth irrelevant when it comes to us taking real practical actions that will support LIFE, in ALL way, always..!!

Thanks.

Larry Manuela.

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