Day 209, The Body of a Child VS The Body Of An Adult.

Today at work i was making a joke with a colleague whom happens to be Muslim and i saw an add in the newspaper where they were showing women and children in swimsuits on vacation, on some beach somewhere. And i knew that he will have problems with the adults in swimsuits, so i asked him to have a look at these adds, and he turned and looked and he closed his eyes when he saw what i was showing him. And i told him now you have to add an extra prayer to the normal 5 times you have to pray in a day, because you have done something that is considered ''haram'' according to your religious view. And after this we just laughed it out.


Now when we were done laughing i said to him: ' you know something....? I just had a realization, because you can look at the little children in their swimsuits but yet when it comes to the adults and especially the women in swimsuits, then suddenly there is a problem, suddenly it is something bad/wrong to look at. '

                                                                      

                                                                               



Now lets have a look at this. first of all let me say, that i find this fascinating how we superimpose our mind garbage unto the physical reality, because the body/the form may have transformed and become more/bigger, but it IS still a body, thus the body being a body did NOT change. It is still flesh and bones.

All of this is due to our own make believes about sexuality, that somehow when our body parts change we suddenly have some nasty fantasies in our minds about them and we think/believe that they need to be covered, or if they are not, it is NOT o.k.

The thing about this is, that it is what we ourselves have as desires within ourselves in our minds that is the problem here and NOT the body itself, the body is natural. We have also taken SEX and made it unnatural, we use SEX which is natural to try and do with it what the minds imagine and desire,  but are NOT in alignment with the real physical world, the real physical body in this case. We are abusing that which is natural through/with our minds, what we have as believes within it.

So what does these believes represent and what are they really contributing/supporting as to the consequences to our living conditions, to our reality of earth and the way we live with each other and with everything else..?  As one can see clearly our minds goes against our nature as what we are as the human forms, as the whole of the physical existence as a matter of fact. And everything within the mind is being given more value as IF it is of more value and that which is of value itself, which is LIFE manifested as all kinds of forms, have NO value at all to the ones living in their minds, which are ALL the humans walking this earth. Now understand when i use the word  ''value'' in relation to the mind, i am implying all the values, be them positive in nature or negative. Because this same mind tends to give more credit and try to pursuit more easily that which sounds positive and that which sounds negative is being avoided, when in reality either ones are of the mind/as the mind, depending on how one was shaped through the environment and the society/culture and so forth.......................

Let me give an example of this so it may be more clearly understood.

 According to many of us within our believes we think that a woman should NOT show much of her skin or much of her nakedness, thus a woman that is NOT showing her skin/nakedness, we will consider it positive/a good thing, because she is living according to what we have accepted and allowed to be ''morally acceptable'' within the parameters of this existence of inequality, within our brainwashing, and if a woman walks around showing more skin for those of us whom want it to be covered will see this as negative, something bad, something wrong, something obscene and sometimes even vile, depending on the extent of the brainwashing of course we received through our parents/culture/society/traditions/religious beliefs, which by the way are contributing to the perpetuation of inequality in this physical reality.


So either one have found nakedness positive or negative, these findings themselves are what are NOT natural as to that which is the human form.

The human form have parts of it that are used for sexuality, and sexuality really means, to assist and support another body as yourself, as expressing real physical touch and care and of course to reproduce offsprings. All these are natural expression belonging to the human form and many other forms of life have similar expression in order to produce offsprings and to care physically for each other as in touching one another.

Now the moment the mind interfere with all this naturalness, we have a problem, because the mind is looking for stimulation in order to extract the most energy from the body, all kinds of weird beliefs and justifications are being formed and superimpose on the body to perform or to prohibit. And these go into extreme measures. That is why pornography is such a hit, and all the sex-driven media and campaigns to turn natural sex into virtual sex/mental sex, and then everyone is mentally sexualized against their own natural sexual nature. And in this the body will be abused extensively. Debates will rise whether or not what  will be morally acceptable within our own self-created delusions of grandeur, in a self-created collective inequality existence, where EQUALITY as LIFE have NO validity whatsoever, and where that which is NATURAL is suddenly unnatural, and the unnatural itself is being seen as natural.. What a mess isn't it....???


Now i am not even going into the child molesters whom are walking the earth, trying to rape every little piece of flesh as children in this world. These are all parts of the extent of the participation into mind delusions about sexuality, that has become extremely dangerous and harmful and abusive in all sense of the words.

It is time to get REAL...!!



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Day 208, Feeling Sorry and Desiring Help. Part 2

I am continuing with where i left of yesterday, which was the following:


This is the last sentence from yesterday of,  blog Day 207

                                                                   


I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to use a simple emotion as ''feeling sorry'' for the women, as in order to approach them as IF i am equal in standing in their emotions, when in reality i was not, i was just using this as a way to put myself in a mood to be much effective in manipulation in order to get them as far as openly having sex with me, that will be perceived almost as a way to support them and being a hero in sense.



So now i am continuing with the solutions where i left of:


I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to not consider at all that which is BEST for all life ever in all that i was doing in my so-called; 'persuit of helping women in turmoil,' because this very point was a point of self-interest, that may appear benevolence to a woman.


I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to use that which is seen as bad/negative/wrong, that i see in a woman to be a point of attraction to me, without ever seeing/realizing/understanding that all this when it comes to my own point of self-interest relies on both of the polarities, the opposites to come out victorious as personality within me.


I forgive myself that i haven't accepted and allowed myself to engage fully in or at all in investigating all that i was doing in the past in order to fulfill my own desires,existing of strange preferences that i have no clue whatsoever as to how i created them to be part of me in the first place.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to relate sexiness with that which is termed and seen as sadness or emotional in a woman.


I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to integrate and imprint the emotions i saw in woman as part of me in order for me to use that as trigger-points within me to get myself energized as in making myself belief that i am being a carring person, someone with compassion, when meanwhile all of it was all about getting my fix, my own energetic fix.


I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect emotional turmoil in women to attraction, purely for the sake of getting myself energetically fixed, without seeing/realizing/understand that in order for me to get my energy fixes i am transforming that which is of substance as my body into energy, and thus little by little harming myself and in so doing also harming others as myself as i am supporting the same process that they too are engaging themselves in as being emotional.


I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to see woman being emotional and in tears as a very great opportunity to engage in trying to make her feel good about herself which will result in what will be good for me, by trying to manipulate her through positive remarks and positive suggestions as a support that will lead to me winning the woman over, as to suit my own self-interest and desire to feel within me/to energize myself.



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Now i am moving to the REWARD part, which will be the commitments to life, where i have the power within me to change myself in my participation in life, practically/factually. Thus the reward is, now that i have seen what i have done/have identified through self-forgiveness  how i was living, i can direct me to NOT make the same mistakes in the future, and thus be a living example for myself and others as myself.


Reward:


I commit myself to make sure that everytime i am about to go into or i am into feeling sorry for a woman and see myself desiring to help her, to immediately STOP, take a very deep breath, bring myself back HERE and make sure i stay within/as my breath and do not loose myself within my mind.



I commit myself to also assist and support all women whom are in turmoil in their lives in the best possible way i can without having to feel sorry for them, and if this urge arises within me, i immediately just STOP myself within that moment and breathe till i am clear and stable and nothing moves within me as me as the energy as the mind, so i can make clear common sense decision as how to assist and support them in the BEST possible way.


I commit myself to watch very carefully my own emotions and feelings for traces of deception and deceit and manipulation so i don't create consequential outflows of harm done not only to myself but also to others as myself, and if they are present to immediately STOP within the moment and just take many deep breaths as possible till i am clear and stable within myself so that i can act in the BEST interest of LIFE.


I commit myself to make sure to remove all possible weaknesses that may obstruct myself into not seeing clearly the common sense facts, through/via self-forgiveness done in self-honesty to myself so i can desolve and delete all patterns of manipulation that i have created to be part of the whom i am, and the whom i will become in this world.






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Day 207, Feeling Sorry and Desiring To Help.

In my life i have always been in situations with people but mostly with women, where they come to me with their pains/their emotional turmoils, and that when they do that there is this great desire in me to help them in whatever way i can. This went as far as having sex with them even, as a way to be intimately understandable in a way, as if with sex i could take away their pain. Thus within this i was using sex and my own body as a way to give comfort to others, in this case woman of course.

Because to me sex was in the past the only way i was really comfortable being me.

So i did not see/realize/understand that i was in fact manipulating my own body to give in, into supporting emotions either from myself or others as myself.

                                                                 


Problem:

* using sex as a means to sort emotions out.
* being attracted sexually to woman with emotional turmoil
* desiring to help women with emotional turmoil
*  feeling sorry as my own trigger-point to get into the supporting of them emotionally.



Solutions


I'll do self-forgiveness on these points to disect what is within me as these emotions and feelings to come to a point of understanding me and thus understanding others and as  to STOP myself in helping others based on emotions.


I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself  to create within myself a pattern that will playout in the real physical world as me having always to meet with women whom are emotionally hurted at their very peak in their lives.


I forgive myself that i haven't accepted and allowed myself to investigate more deeply within myself as to why it was i was always attracted to woman that are emotionally hurt.


I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to find attraction in women that are expressing themselves emotionally hurt, and saw it as vulnerable and weak, but yet very attractive.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to even see this so-called weakeness as being emotional about anything in the women whom i was attracted to as a strong point and not a weakness and due to this found myself extremely magnetised to them and very attractive and very sexy.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to find attraction in weakness and vulnerability without ever even remotely try and find out why it is i was being attracted to them in this way.


I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to be extremely magnetised to women whom are emotionally in a turmoil.

I realize that what i was finding attractive within the women is what i did not give to myself, as me being emotional and open about my emotions as they are, and thus find myself looking for it in them instead of seeing/realizing/understanding that there is nothing outside of me that i cannot give to myself, and within this i reacted within the reverse of all this, making sure that i am attracted to that which i do not see myself capable of expressing freely as myself, even though emotions are not the way to go, as i know now. Thus within this, i forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to not be aware that what i was looking for and finding attractive and sexy in women as them being emotional is exactly what i did NOT give to myself in order to come to an realization/understanding that if that is a way to live or not to live as an expression of life as the human physical form, the real being of/from earth.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to have desires for being with or encounter women whom are emotionally in turmoil in order for me to feed off of them to energize myself making me a complete vampire in a sense as i walked the world searching for women in emotional pain unconsciously to make mine for awhile or for as long as it takes in order to get my fix.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to use sex in order for me to give to them a bate as to make them feel as if i really cared about them and was there for them, as i was really very intimate when having sex with them, but this intimacy was only for purposes of getting them all eased up and sometimes crying because of the tremendous rush of emotions and feelings mixed together that will come out of them during sex with them, and as this, will make me like a parasite attached to them, sucking on these energies in order for me to fulfill my desires of wanting to experience myself as emotionally expressive as they are, which i was not, through them.


I forgive myself that i haven't accepted and allowed myself to see/realize/understand that i was in fact manipulating them and sabotaging myself and also at the same time manipulating myself in order to get energized emotionally, even if it will mean in a short period of time as in having sex with them as they will melt away in the ''good feelings'' and forget for awhile that they were emotional awhile ago, or when they cry it all out, because now there is someone engaging in sharing themselves completely in their pain.


I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to use a simple emotion as ''feeling sorry'' for the women, as in order to approach them as IF i am equal in standing in their emotions, when i reality i was not, i was just using this as a way to put myself in a mood to be much effective in manipulation in order to get them as far as openly having sex with me, that will be perceived almost as a way to support them and being a hero in sense.



Will continue this tomorrow...............................




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Day 206, Not Wanting To Help Each other. Part 2

Within this thread i am going to do self-forgiveness and self-corrective statements in regards to what i wrote in the blog from  DAY 205.





I finished that last post saying:

There is another point to, and that is the point of  ''private life.''  There exist this belief in a private life thing. People are always very afraid to talk about their ''private lives''...lol

They will protect their so-called: '' private life''  no matter what. Thus by NOT wanting others to know about their private life, they will not openly talk and say what is bothering them. Thus the ones that leave the messes behind will continue doing so, till the day may arrive for them to understand that in order to really get to know one another, one have to communicate more about whom one is as a person for real, so we can understand each other and assist and support each other, and thus really work with each other in the best way possible in this current moment as the system is currently existing.                                

                                                                     

Self-forgiveness:

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to sometimes also feel like not wanting to clean up some mess i make,just because i did not feel like doing it/cleaning it up.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to many times in the past to not wanting to clean up my own mess, just because i was feeling depressed in some way or another and also because of me just avoiding to clean it all up.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to shovel my self-responsibility in hands of another in the past in order for me to not having to do it myself, without seeing/realizing/understanding that only i can take my own self-responsibility and so it is for each one equally so.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to always be the one that cleans the mess at work whenever i see that i am capable and have the time to do so, without seeing/realizing/understanding that in doing so i am in fact doing the others that really made the mess a wonderful favour.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to link cleaning up other peoples mess as a means to being nice to people and showing people that i care, without seeing/realizing/understanding that i am in fact sabotaging myself by trying to be whom i am NOT just for the sake of being nice and to be acceptable in the midst of other people.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to ignore my own awareness of the whom i am in the moments of trying to be nice and cleaning up other peoples mess after them, because in my mind i am trying to show them by doing the cleaning after them, that they will learn to do it themselves when another time/opportunity arises.


I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to sabotage myself into thinking/believing that by doing a kind act, will turn things around and give some example, when again and again, i am being slap in the face with the cruel reality that, we as humans are all self-interested driven, thus my cleaning after others as an example is just being abused, because than they themselves don't have to do it and i am then being seen as just a nice guy that always helps and cleans after someone else have left a mess and conveniently forget to clean it up.


I forgive myself that i haven't accepted and allowed myself to see/realize/understand that to help each other out of trying to just be nice is NOT what is best for all, because it involves only one doing the actual cleaning and not another helping, thus this is more pointed into the direction of being a slave.


I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to in many cases avoid to talk about myself freely because i thought/believed that this is part of my private life and my private life is something i keep to myself, without seeing/realizing/understanding that by doing this i am in fact sabotaging and hiding points/parts within myself that all belong to me/that are ME so i will always in this matter hold on to the past as ME and never be real as the whom i am in every moment of breath and is than in fact lying and playing a role of a character which is false. Within this i realize thus that i will only be known as the lie that i am and i represent if i am to not just be all that i am everywhere equally the same, and drop all characters for whatever reason/purposes.  Thus within this, i forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to to let myself be known as the lie that i am respresenting as the whom i am as broken parts and not as a whole as the whom i am in every moment of breath.




Self-commitment statements:


I commit myself to make sure that every time i am about to or i see myself participating in hidden information about myself i just STOP, take a deep breath and bring myself back here and do not engage into perpetuating lying to others and thus in fact lying to myself deliberately just to hold a false face up for others to think/belief is the whom i am at home to, when i am all by myself, which is NOT the case.


I commit myself to always communicate about the reasons behind what i am about to do and why i am doing it so the other may understand that what i am doing is NOT from a perspective of helping for the sake of helping alone, but more so for the sake of doing as an example so others may also participate in the same way, so what we do, in this case work together really becomes a REAL working together.


I commit myself to make sure that i am participating everywhere that i am as the whom i am at home to, and to not put a character up for me to play, and just be whom i am in breath alone as nothingness as the breath as life right here and that is it and express myself in awareness as the whom i am in breath without thoughts/feelings/emotions.



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Larry Manuela

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Day 205, Not Wanting To Help Each Other.

At work i have noticed that in other shifts the people don't like to help each other out. Those that see mess lying around and clean it immediately are always doing it, and then there are those that don't want to do it, because somehow they think/belief that they are better then someone else, or cleaning the mess is not part of their job. But the reality is simple if one makes a mess where one is busy working it is common sensical to clean it up oneself, and not to leave it like that behind for another to come and clean it up after you.

                                                                         

There are some materials we use at work that can be dangerous if someone would stumble or slip on them and due to this fall and hurt themselves, so it is better to clean after one have worked at a location or clean it up immediately and not after.

Now what i find so funny and also so stupid is that some of us at work want to point someone out to be responsible for this. By this i mean, they actually say that someone have to be responsible for that, thus someone other then the one that makes the mess. There must be someone whom can order them around or give order to make them clean up their mess.

What i can see is that the point of self-responsibility is completely ruled out. It is believed that the people can't take their self-responsibility thus someone have to take it for them. Instead of investigating the point of why it is they refuse to do it, they react to it by putting force on them. Now what will happen..?? It can become worse or it will  just stay the same, because the point ----thus the cause of them acting in that matter is NOT about the mess, it is about something else that is bothering them that have to do with lots of points within themselves, that can be points that they are against in themselves in regards to their boss or points that are within themselves with regards with their own situation at home.

And of course at work, no-one gives a damn, because the ''time'' justification comes in. They will say that they have no time to go and talk to no-one about what they are going through to find out how we can work with each other in the BEST possible way. Why...?? Because time is money and money is time in this current system, and the company/factory will rather make money then making sure that its workers are functioning at their BEST. When a company talk about wanting the BEST for their workers, it is a lie. What they really mean is that they want to make the workers work harder and make more money for the company/factory. We all know that improvement in this current system is ALWAYS based on the profit motive. But the presentation looks like they care for the workers, they need you to belief in it. And they give you just a little bit more so you don't complain all the time and do the job anyways and in the end they can make the money they want to make.

There is another point to, and that is the point of  ''private life.''  There exist this belief in a private life thing. People are always very afraid to talk about their ''private lives''...lol

They will protect their so-called: '' private life''  no matter what. Thus by NOT wanting others to know about their private life, they will not openly talk and say what is bothering them. Thus the ones that leave the messes behind will continue doing so, till the day may arrive for them to understand that in order to really get to know one another, one have to communicate more about whom one is as a person for real, so we can understand each other and assist and support each other, and thus really work with each other in the best way possible in this current moment as the system is currently existing.

I will be doing self-forgiveness and corrective statements in the next blog on these points in myself and also as taking all the points of others as myself as my own self-responsibility to correct them in me, because we are all one and equal as this LIFE..!!

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Day 204, Water Distribution In EqualMoneyCapitalism.

Now we are going to have a look at something that i really like, that one day in the future i will be dealing with. Since i was a little boy, water always fascinated me in some way or another, either it being the ocean, the rivers, the clouds, the rain. I just like all the wonderful transformation that the water takes as transforming into different forms and shapes. So i will give a short information here about the problems we have with water in  this world and what we can do and what will be the benefits of solving the problem for real, so we can then start with living and practising the prevention methods, so problems will NEVER arise in the future.


Just have a look at this wonderful depiction of the watercycle/the hydrologic.

So how are we going to solve the water problematic in this world within an EqualMoney Capitalism..??

Lets have a look. We have our:

*** Surface Water. ( water on the earth's surface; rivers,streams,lakes,reservoirs and oceans.)

*** Groundwater. ( water beneath earth's surface; wells, natural water seepage to the surface,springs, groundwater in spaces between alluvial materials( clay,gravel,sand,silt) in aquifers.)

                                                                  

Problem:

The water that is mostly being used is the Groundwater. And this groundwater in most of the countries of the world is being supplied through pipes to the homes. Now understand that this is NOT the case in many countries. There are countries in this world that are literally running out of water and some even have no water at all. This is happening in the Pacific.  Countries like: Tokelau and Tuvala have NO water, thus NO fresh water at all, and parts of Samoa are running out of fresh water.

Many third world countries are using an unimproved drinking water source as WHO( World Health Organisation) calls it, we are talking in total about 884 Million people.

As is mentioned in the WHO report, water supply can be broken down in three categories:

***   unimproved drinking water sources.

***   improved drinking water sources other than drinking water.

***   water piped into a dwelling,plot or yard.

My focus here is on the problem which is the '' unimproved drinking water sources.''  With this they mean; ' unprotected dug well, unprotected spring, cart with small tank/drum, tanker truck, surface water, bottled water.'

Due to sea level rise, some of the groundwater is being contaminated in some countries and we have also chemicals that are being poored slowly but surely, fertilizers,septic tanks, industrial chemicals such as  arsenic and chromium, and we also have to deal with rivers and streams that sometimes carry harmful microorganisms from animals and humans, storm drains can carry polutted runoff from cities into rivers and streams.

Now all i have mentioned here about this problem is due to the current monetary system, that is a system based purely on making profit alone, thus LIFE itself is NOT important and of value at all.

Solution:

What we can do is make sure we come together and we just STOP the current system and make new rules about how we live with each other and everything else. For this we start with the EqualMoney Capitalism, which is a transition-point to the EqualMoneySystem itself.

All the available solutions we already have in this world as in supplying clean and safe water for everyone and everything, but money is the problem. Something is being done only when it can be used to make profit. We can use what is called in this current system: '' too expensive technology'' to supply water to everyone and everything in an EqualMoneyCapitalism system, because in this system LIFE will be of value and NOT profit. And when LIFE is the value we work on real improvement and can come up with  the BEST ideas and then investigate them very well to make sure all is the BEST and then implement it, so we will have a very clean and perfect water supply to all the earth creatures.

Reward:

The reward will be that if we take care of our water on this earth, we automatically take care of our lives and lives of others, because water is in everything, is part of everything, it is also not called for nothing: ''The Universal Solvent.''

By making our waters clean and supply it to those whom are in need the LIFE expectancy will go up for humans/animals and plants alike, and not to mention all the little microorganisms that are living in the waters. Due to the problem that is existent in this world in regards to water shortage and contamination of water, we will have lots of work to do for many years before all is working at its optimum to supply water not only for the humans but also for the animals and plants that are in areas where there are water shortages, we can improve their lives by adding water to their environment. Thus by participating in this great task ahead one will be sure to have a job to support oneself and ones contribution will be much appreciated, because not only is one doing it for others but also at the same time for oneself to. Thus in an EqualMoneyCapitalism system, the problem of water we have now will surely be solved and then prevented in the BEST way so it will never rise again.

Sources of information:

http://ga.water.usgs.gov/edu/

http://www.indymedia.org.uk/en/2011/10/486209.html

http://www.who.int/water_sanitation_health/monitoring/water.pdf

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Day 203, Why Lies..?? Part 2

Now within this blog i am going to do self-forgiveness and self-commitment statements in regards to the blog from the day 201.

Here is the link: day 201

                                          



Self-forgiveness:

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to LIE, because of the fear of facing what i have accepted and allowed to be HERE in this world as the reality as it exist within this world, that is in reality a reality that is existent and being fueled by myself as the ''ME'', as the whom i am in this world in relation to whom each one is in separation from me as their own ''i am.''


I forgive myself that i haven't accepted and allowed myself to see/realize/understand that by lying about whatever in this world to protect my self-interest, is in fact fearing myself as LIFE, as how i'm NOT expressing myself as the body that i am right HERE, as the real being of earth and the manifested form as/of substance as LIFE.


I forgive myself that i haven't accepted and allowed myself to see/realize/understand that when i do not say anything, because of a question that might have been asked to me, that is a question related to my own truth and i am aware that if i am to say my truth it will lead to consequences that i do not want to go through i remain silence, and within this not seeing/realizing/understanding that i am also lying, because i am in my mind trying to coward away from my consequence that is in that particular moment being shown to me and wherein i choose to be quiet because of fear of not going through the consequence.


I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to feel uncomfortableness when i am confronted with my own truth and that by weighing it carefully to avoid an outcome that will manifest in some form of loss, and if i see this, i remain silent. Thus within this i see/realize/understand that this remaining silent is to protect my own self-interest and NOT a remaining silence because that would be what is BEST for all.  Thus i forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to remain silent to protect my own self-interest as in avoiding to go through the fear of loss.


I forgive myself that i haven't accepted and allowed myself to see/realize/understand that by lying i am in fact giving LIE as the whom i am power over myself and also giving it as within humanity more power to reign, making sure that how i participate within this world is a LIE and all of humanity through my participation continue fueling this existence with the LIE that i have become together with the rest of humanity equal and one.


I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to let a world exist where LIES has become the whom we are and how we live with each other.


I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to hide my own truth with a LIE.


I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to every time i saw people lying without saying anything about it, i was in fact supporting it, thus within myself supporting myself also as a LIE.


I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to lie about my age, just to get into the disco.


I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to LIE to women in the past, just to make sure i could maybe/possibly make them fall for me after they have heard my LIE.


I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to LIE many times in my life in order to manipulate someone else to do my bidding.


I forgive  myself that i have accepted and allowed myself deliberately tell half the truth just because i know within myself that by telling half the truth the other half that is the LIE will be strenghten even more, because of the whole world revering LIES and supporting LIES.


I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to let a world exist wherein in order to get a job sometimes it is required to LIE about oneself, because apperently the truth of whom one is in that particular moment will not be of any value in a world of LIES.


I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to LIE many times in my life, just for the purpose of being nice to people. Within this i see/realize/understand that ''being nice'' itself is a LIE, because i am in that moment NOT nice and thus have to pretend that i am. Thus i forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to pretend to be nice to avoid the consequence of people saying or finding out about  me NOT being someone that might NOT be nice.


I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to LIE to people about how they look pure for the purpose to NOT hurt their feelings, but within this not seeing/realizing/understanding that i am in FACT supporting a LIE based on preferences that are all rooted and based in self-interest. Thus within this if i am asked by someone how they look, instead of lying i can just say: '' i am sorry but what i might find beautiful or not may not be the same for you, thus i will not give you an answer because my answer will also be tainted by what i have defined as what looking beautiful is or not.'' 



Self-commitment:



I commit myself to make sure that every time i am about to LIE or i find myself Lying to immediately just STOP, take a deep breath and make sure i continue breathing and focusing on my breathing till i am clear and stable and nothing moves within me as me as the mind as energy.


I commit myself to make sure that i am always within/as my human physical body breathing, one and equal so that i am than always self-honest and thus when i am self-honest i know that my words and deeds will always be what is BEST for all, and thus i will know when exactly to say something or choose to be quiet.


I commit myself to little by little to debunk all the lies that we as humanity have become in this world so we may stop ourselves and creating ourselves as such over and over.


I commit myself to make sure that whenever i see myself going into or about to go into lying to protect my self-interest to just STOP, take a deep breath till i am clear and stable and nothing moves within me as me as the mind as energy.

I commit myself to make sure i am aware of myself when i am going to engage into or i am engaging into selling half truths so the LIE part will be the one that triumph.


I commit myself to make sure to NOT lie to people just because i want to be nice, and just express me within/as breath one and equal with/as my body, so my expression as me as one as equal as my body and as my breath is always REAL, constantly and consistently.


I commit myself to make sure that whenever i see myself going into or about to go into lying because of any fear that will come up within me, i just imeediately STOP, take a deep breath till i am clear and stable and nothing moves within me as me as the mind as energy.





Thanks.




Larry Manuela




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