SF on
aloneness
Day 1:
I forgive
myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge the outside world, the
humans in this world as people that do not really care about what is going on
in this world, thus accepting and allowing myself to create within myself an emotion
of me being all alone as someone that is caring, without seeing/realizing and
understanding that this “ caring “ is just a word I use within and as my mind
to exactly support the very personality/character I have created to judge the
outside world with, the people in the world that I judge as not caring.
I forgive
myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to create a separation within my
mind between me and the outside world, the people in the world, in order to
have a point of ME against THEM to exist within me as me and as my mind as
myself as self here.
I forgive
myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge the outside world,
people in the world as “ not caring,” because within myself I also judge myself
as not caring, because I do not see that I am being effective enough to bring
about a world that would best for everyone and everything.
I forgive
myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge myself as my process of
becoming one and equal with life here, birthing myself here in the physical as
life as something that is a burden and that looks like I am not doing anything
in the outside world that would really matter to change the world in fact,
without seeing/realizing and understanding that the outside world, as the
people in the world I judge as not caring is actually an accumulation of each
individual as is myself not being responsible human beings in this world, to
and towards life.
I forgive
myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to have the emotion of sadness
to exist within me as me as the mind as energy, in order for me as the
personality of aloneness to keep on existing within me as me as the mind, because
I create within myself a reason now through sadness to stagnate myself, to not
move, that I do not need to actually change because change as what is best for
all does not exist anyways, thus just keep on being alone and experiencing
emotions of sadness about experiencing myself as alone in the mind is a fine
prerequisite to not change in fact.
I forgive
myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear real change, because I
have no idea what I will be and become as an actual real human living,
expressing what is best for all in the face of what is not best for all as is
the status quo in the world at the moment.
I forgive
myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear being brutalized, abused
and tramped down, annihilated, humiliated, abandoned in this world, by the
people of this world if I would to actually change and become a living expressing
human being that gives a damn about life, because the world as it exist now is
a world where life has no meaning, no value other than to abuse life as living
forms as slaves to accumulate money and execute control over others.
I forgive
myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to let all these “ what if’s” to
have dominion over my process of changing me as a human being that actually
lives care, lives what is best for all life in every breath.
I forgive
myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to through accepting and
allowing fear of changing me, because of judging myself as to what could happen
if I would change to me, to interfere with my process of actually living,
changing me as what would be best for all life.
I forgive
myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realize and understand
that through the creation of the personality/character of aloneness within and
as me, I am in fact busy not actually moving and thus, creating myself within
the physical as someone that does not care, because in the physical care means
giving, real practical/physical giving and I am not giving care to myself, thus
not giving care to the world either.
I forgive
myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to give myself responsibility
and thus always fall in my own mind trap of being irresponsible and not walking
my process of change as I am aware I should.
I forgive
myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to use aloneness within as
myself to trap myself into not moving, not changing in order to create friction
and thus energy to support my own mind personalities/characters that are
existing only by my permission to be against myself for not allowing myself to
be responsible, for not allowing myself to live self-responsibility.
I forgive myself
that I have accepted and allowed myself to not be honest with myself in
assessing within myself what is going on, because I am aware of myself that
when I do so I have to stop this personality I have created within and as
myself to disturb and hinder my own change, to procrastinate myself, keeping on
postponing my own change.
I forgive
myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realize and understand as to what extent I have accepted and allowed myself to, through the
personality/character of “ aloneness” exclude myself from not involving
myself with my own self creation as a human being that stop abuse within and as
himself and give care to himself and thus through giving care to myself, being
able to actually live care as who I am in the world.
Thanks.
Larry Manuela
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