Monday 29 July 2013

Day 253, An in-depth resume of an EQAFE interview, a guide giving his/her perspective.



  Journeys into theAfterlife - The Guide standing Aside - Part 4

 




                

Now within this post i am going to give you the reader an indepth resume about this particular interview that was done, where a being that was a guide in the heavenly realms for some humans here on earth is giving his/her perspective on what he/she went through when the Portal opened.

 

Now before i continue, i like to say that this interview is now free for download on the EQAFE website. You can go and download it there for yourself and listen to it and there are many more that you can download for free and there are also many very interesting interviews that can assist and support you immensely within your process.

 All the interviews are in-depth and detailed perspectives --- as never shared before in this world, experiences of the beings themselves coming through the portal to share their perspective as how things actually work(ed) within this physical manifested existence and the inter-dimensional existence, and also not only beings, but expressions, manifestations, life-forms, systems, energies, physicals, animals, program manifestations, vibrations, frequencies, magnetic, structures,  etc etc..............anything that is HERE within this world and also within the inter-dimensional existence.

 

So now up to the Resume:

In the beginning of the interview the being tells his/her experience of how with the opening of the portal the individuals in heaven and heaven itself  was transformed, and that nothing was ever the same again.

The guide tells that, during that time the individuals in heaven did NOT realize to what extent their individual existences and their experiences in heaven was Founded in ACCEPTANCES and ALLOWANCES.  They always participated and observe from a distance what was going on, on earth.

What the guide was, was:

·         an energy-embodiment

·         and an idea about him/herself

 

In this interview the guide says; that everything that is HERE within this physical reality, is EVERYTHING we have separated ourselves from, from ourselves.

Great fear was existent among the guides and also in heaven and it was believed back then, that if for example  if they would come in to close proximity of the vibration of this manifested physical reality------ it was believed that they would be then merged with this manifested physical reality's vibration if whomever in heaven have not mastered their ability to vibrate their own presence within the intensity of the White Light, which is the intensity of heaven. So they believed they then would not be able to get out of this vibration that is presence within this physical manifested reality, and thus if they can't get out, they are trapped. This was a great fear that was existent in heaven and especially with the guides, because they had to walk in close proximity to the humans.

 

And because of this great fear, the authorities in heaven locked down and automated  the mind consciousness system of the human, the unified consciousness field and the universal unified field.

 

What i also found very fascinating within this interview was how the guide was giving perspective of how they could see. They could zoom-in and see the human in its total context  and this happened in for example 4 different ways:

·         See their mind, see their systems, see their programs, see their energies,  it was like having an X-ray vision.

·         they could change it to seeing; the human physical body, the condition of it.

·         they could change it to seeing; the physical in how WE see our own bodies with our human physical eyes and,

·         they could change it to only see Energy, and to seeing demons.

 

Thus, they could see various stages and layers the human consist of and exist as.

 

The guides were residing mostly within the earth's atmosphere  and when they would come down to earth they would experience an compression that manifested within their very beingness.

In heaven their presence/beingness/form was a lot softer and expansive. It was being experienced for the  guide in this interview as Air. He/she was NOT so solid.

thus this solidifying was experienced when they moved closer and closer to human beings in this world, this reality.

Their forms became as they move closer and closer------ more defined, like an compression to such an extent that their very form changed and made them feel smaller, then what they do when they are up in the heaven realms, closer to heaven.

They never stayed long enough, because they felt themselves becoming more and more solidified.

 

What i also found very interesting and supportive within this interview was when the guide expressing his/her perspective on what he/she realized when they finally walked their processes in the inter-dimensional existence through Self-forgiveness.

 

What he/she realized is the following:

 

That the Physical Manifested Existence, IS the Reality of Existence  and that they that were in heaven with heavenly bodies were the ones NOT Real!!

And this was proven when the portal opened and they walked a process within heaven and that all of them that were in heaven at that stage,-------- that Energy could simply be STOPPED and they were still HERE.

Their very Beingness is NOT Energy!

The Beingness is the Substance of the physical and that of them IS what is Real. And this physical reality is the manifestation/ the creation/ the expression of that Beingness-Substance that IS ourselves! Thus this physical reality IS a manifested creation of ourselves AS Physical Substance.

 

This point(s) above i found very supportive and assisting in regards to making things more clearly and having a much broader understanding as what all happened and was happening in LIFE, and thus supporting and assisting me in walking my own individual process as each of us must do and will do either HERE or in the inter-dimensional existence.

 

There was another point that i found very interesting too, which was how the guide was telling about how everything was layered in separation, like this:

You had at the bottom, the physical reality and within it very close to it the demon dimension, then if one move up one will be in the world or path of where the guides themselves stood and then from there up, one will be by the guards of White Light( guarding access to the actual dimensions of heaven), then moving up from there one would be completely enveloped with the white light and will be able to see all the layers and the planes, various being's heavens and multiple parallel universes and existences. Thus a complete  Alternate-Reality will open up.

 

The guide's account of what happened when the portal opened when he/she saw lots of demons gathering around a human shape what to him/her was unusual, because none of that ever happened before that lots of demons or even themselves will come together to one point, they were all much more on their own doing their own stuff. Very seldom would they or the demons come like 3 of them together and discuss things and things like that, so to him/her seeing so many demons gathering around the human form was already something out of the ordinary and that caught his/her eyes.

What he/she could see was that; in the body was NO mind. Instead there was a placement that was manifested within the human physical body, that WAS the human physical body. Whether the guide shifted from physical to Inter-Dimensional seeing when he/she usually sees the mind, and even when they did see the mind, they always saw how the mind was attached in the human physical body, because they had to see that to ensure the mind is place within the physical. But this time when he/she shifted into Inter-Dimensional seeing, she still saw the physical BUT in a manifestation of eternity.

 

Thus the guide just saw a manifestation of eternity when he/she shifted his/her seeing, in every single part and particle of the entire human physical body. It looked to him/her as: '' The physical was an embodiment of Eternity.''

 

So, there you have it my in-depth account of the interview done by one of the beings that was an guide in the heavenly realms when there used to be an heaven and his/her account of how he/she experienced the whole opening of the portal that changed everything for him/her and the rest of the individuals that were in heaven at that stage and heaven itself.


            So my suggestion to you the reader is to go on the EQAFE website download a bunch               of free interviews that are available there and also if you are interested in supporting our             Equal life foundation through buying these products that are, educational and supportive,             please do feel free to do so, it will open up and array of insight that one have never                       heard before and assist and support one immensely in understanding what happened                 and what is happening in great detail and specificity.

 

 

Thanks.

 

 


Larry Manuela







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Saturday 20 July 2013

Day 252, Self-Forgiveness on NOT being grateful of my human physical body.

Within this post i am going to do random Self-Forgiveness statements about me NOT being grateful and also not being appreciative to my body.







Self-Forgiveness statements:



I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to never to be grateful for the great work my hair is doing by growing out of my scalp, and showing me that even when i shave it, not even that will stop it from keeping up with its growing out of the scalp.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to never appreciate my head on my body for it exists as many vital parts that my human physical body consists of and exists as.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to never be grateful for my eyebrows, for if they weren't on my face, my face expression will not be more accentuated.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to never be grateful for my eyes, for if they did not exist as parts of my human physical body/form, i would not be able to see anything.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to never appreciate and be grateful for my eyelashes, for if they were not part of my human physical body/form, my eyes won't be protected from all the dust that is in the air that can harm my eyes.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to never appreciate and be grateful for my nose, because if my nose was not part of my human physical body breathing and smelling would have been impossible.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to never appreciate and be grateful to my mouth, for if my mouth was not part of my human physical body------------ eating would have been impossible and speaking too.


I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to never appreciate and be grateful for my face itself, for if i did not have a face, all the other facial expressions on my face as part of my face that is part of my human physical body/form will not have a place to exist on and be part of.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to never appreciate and be grateful for my ears, for if my ears were not part of my human physical body/form i would not be able to hear anything.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to never appreciate and be grateful for my skin, for if my skin were not part of my human physical body/form, regulation of heat and cold would have been impossible and protection against the environment that can harm the body would have been imppossible and not to mention sweating.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to never appreciate and be grateful for all the hairs on my human physical body, for they too are there to help with the regulation of the heat and cold of the body temperature.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to never appreciate and be grateful for the great work my neck is doing by holding my head in its place, so it can be on top of my shoulders, and within this I forgive myself that i haven't accepted and allowed myself to appreciate and be grateful for my shoulders for the great bear up they are giving to the neck and head as being part of my human physical body/form.

I forgive myself that i haven't accepted and allowed myself to appreciate and be grateful for my arms and the fingers that are attatched to it, for if it was not for my arms and the fingers attatched to it, i would have been less effective in being able to be practical and do some practical work and also to keep the body in balance when walking.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to not appreciate and be grateful for my skeleton, for if the skeleton was not part of my human physical body/form my muscles and the flesh of what my body also consists of and exists as, would have been impossible to be held in their places, the skeleton is like the foundation of this house which is my human physical body/form.

I forgive myself that i haven't accepted and allowed myself to appreciate and be grateful for my teeth that are in my mouth, for if i did not have my teeth chewing food would have been very difficult, and smiling showing teeth for sure...lol


I forgive myself that i haven't accepted and allowed myself to appreciate and be grateful to my butt, for if it wasn't for my butt, sitting comfortably would have been much difficult and a way out for the excretion from my body would have been impossible.

I forgive myself that i haven't accepted and allowed myself to appreciate and be grateful for my penis that is part of my human physical body/form, for if my penis did not exist; peeing will be very difficult and sexual expression would have not been the same.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to never appreciate and be grateful for my legs that are part of my human physical body/form, for if they did not exist as part of my human physical body/form walking would have been impossible. 

I forgive myself that i haven't accepted and allowed myself to appreciate and be grateful to all my internal organs, for if they not exist as parts of my human physical body/form, my body would not function at all.

I forgive myself that i haven't accepted and allowed myself to appreciate and be grateful for the blood that runs within my veins, for if it was not part of my human physical body/form all the other parts of what my body consists of and exists as would be impossible.


I forgive myself that i haven't accepted and allowed myself to appreciate and be grateful for my physical breath, for if it was not for my physical breath my human phsycal body as an expression of manifested form of LIFe would have been impossible to function and exist.






I forgive myself that i haven't accepted and allowed myself to appreciate and be grateful for the entirety of my human physical body/form, for what it consists as and exists as within this physical world and this physical existence.



Thanks.


Larry Manuela






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Friday 19 July 2013

Day 251, desteni; another belief-system. Really?

 desteni; just another belief-system. Really?










My name is: Larry Manuela, i am 40 years old.
I was born and raised on a little island in the Caribbean called: Bonaire.
I am now living in The Netherlands.






 I am going to tell you; the reader a little bit of what i was doing in my life, before i came across desteni, even though i told this in my previous posts before. This is to sum it all up a little and give my prespective as a witness as a participant in the group called: '' desteni.''  I am not going to go into all the details otherwise this post will be very long.

Before i stumbled upon desteni, i was an individual that was questioning my own existence and the existence of life, and with the existence of life i mean; what is life really?

The thing is, i wasn't really that serious, i mean really really serious about it all, but it was like there all the time in the back of my mind haunting me now and then. As i was becoming older and older and with the events that were taking place in my life, made me always go to/arrive at these two questions; why am i here and what is life really?


I was investigating/researching lots of information in books primarily and then on the internet later on, i read so much information that did not made any sense and some that did, that i don't even remember all the books and articles and whatever i read back in that time. In some of them there were some very interesting stuff, but in the majority of them it always left me with a sense of; there is something MISSING. Why is it that these information are not satisfying me? I did not even know what exactly i was looking for that was not satisfying and even if satisfaction had anything to do with it all? Was that all i was looking for, to satisfy my desire to know stuff, so i can feel special about myself, that i know some secret stuff that most average person don't know and don't even bother to know, why was this important, was my question to myself back then?

 In December of 2009 after having some argument with my ex. girlfriend, i was browsing the internet as i was always doing at the time trying to find something, a lead, just something that may open up something somewhere, so i can find something that is substantial, something that is more detailed or making more sense in a way. 

So by watching the videos i stumbled on one of the videos of the portal where Anu was speaking through the portal about why he did what he did, and because of already knowing a great deal about Anu in many spiritual circles and some esoteric knowledge i found that somehow what i was hearing this Anu speaking through the portal as the body of the girl, which by the way her name is Sunette Spies, was very appealing and sounded like something i never heard before, it just made lots of sense. More sense then what i previously heard about Anu, so i said to myself let me investigate some more videos about this girl and then i went to visit their website and started reading all their material they had. And in the beginning i was comparing the material with other material that looked to me like they were similar and i could not see the difference immediately.

 Little by little as i read more and more of it and i started applying the tools, that desteni presents, thus; writing myself to freedom, self-forgiveness, self-corrective application, common sense, self-honesty and breathing after a 3 to 4 months i started to see/realize/understand the material better and clearer and also started to see/realize/understand myself better. And in the beginning it all was so wonderful, because i was so happy that i have finally found what i was looking for and without even knowing what exactly i was looking for, i just knew that; this is it, this is what i missed in all the messages out there, that seem to talk about life and creation and all the stuff that matter and are important to me and to most people in this world. And the people that were in the group for years already i saw that their way of expressing themselves through words were phenomenal.

So the first big changes i have noticed within myself was that i became very self-empowered, like for example; i became more daring to open my mouth at work when i could see that decisions that were being made were not being made in the best interest of all as they once promised. And also that i can do something by myself, all i need is to use the tools desteni presents and actually do it. And then from all these little changes, like for example; not constantly looking at women's asses, not paying attention to women's legs, not worrying about things i know need practical support instead of sitting and worrying about it, not fearing making mistakes, less stress about finishing or not finishing something on time, stopping drinking, stopping eating certain foods, and starting drinking coffee, my taste in certain specific foods have changed, not using shampoo anymore, making my own youtube videos, not using toothpaste anymore and just sea-salt in lukewarm water, shaving my head, being grateful and thankful for the food i will take into my body etc etc......

Let me explain the why of shampoo, youtube videos and toothpaste.
Not using shampoo, was/is because with that little gesture i can make sure that no pollutants will be in the water, thus taking my own self-responisbility for what i will use or not will use according to the principle of what is BEST for all LIFE, that will come through and via our taps, and because i am shaving my head all the time, the need for shampoo has also become obsolete, because a shaved head is very practical. And then i can support with my money in something/someone that is supporting LIFE, instead of investing it in buying shampoo. At desteni we also had a campaign in the past called: '' faceworld- faceoff, shave your hair for the earth.'' Because by shaving your hair, you will get lots of attention for doing so, good and bad. Especially the females in our groups, because females according to the brainwashing in this world are not suppose to shave their hair off, because hair on a females head is their symbol for beauty and especially having long hair. So all of these are the delusions that we have imposed upon the world and ourselves about what we think/belief this or that or how someone should look, and how ourselves should look. So this little experiment was to empower oneself to walk through one's own fear of being found not beautiful looking anymore and to be rediculed and laughed at and all the negative experiences that comes with it within oneself and in the outside world through other people. And when it comes to the earth matter; we were making a statement that shampoo is not needed anymore when there is no hair and with no hair all of us look the same, so the point of Equality came into the picture too and showing that if one choose not to use shampoo, less pollutants will end up in our drinking water and water for the plants and animals. And all of this was not forced upon us to do. It was just an experiment that those whom wanted to, could participate in and also if one have a job where you have to be presentable at it, you can't be doing that. I stick to my head shaving, because i found it very practical.

Making my youtube videos, was something i was afraid of doing, because in the beginning i was judging myself as what people might think about me, and especially those whom might know me, but after pushing through i dare myself to do it in order to get through the fear of being judged and making the videos little by little, helps with expressing oneself verbally better.

 The reason why i don't use toothpaste anymore is because of the amount of chemicals that exist within them that more likely are in it to help you with a trip to the dentist much easier then not using toothpaste. So here once again with this i am NOT supporting a company that is putting products for consumption that are NOT what is BEST for LIFE. There are much more simple little things that i am practicing on to test myself and to look how my body will react and to actually listen to it and look for little changes in habits and behaviors, because as we have mentioned many times and also as we have investigated; not many products in this world can be trusted, because one simply does not know what is really in it, so to prevent harming my body, it is better to stick to simple things that are practical and that can support the body more effectively. We have lots of these kinds of research going where sometimes a lot of people in the group participate, and this is not a  MUST or a rule, it is to find out for oneself what one's body is more comfortable and effective with and also to learn to have a more intimate relationship with one's own body, and not stuff it up with chemicals that are not suppose to be in it. We just keep it simple.

There is one other  thing too that i almost forgot to mention, and that is; i used to buy stuff, just to buy it. With this i mean; the buying was on a desire, a wanting. Now i buy stuff that i only NEED. For example, if i go and buy clothing, it will be because i need the clothing, not because i just want the new brand that is out or whatever.


These seem little to some but to me were big changes, like not drinking anymore, even though i stopped before desteni, but yet now and then i did drink a little if i went out, but then with being in desteni and applying the tools i realized i can live without having to drink and get drunk to express myself in certain way, because this ''way'' is not me in reality, this is a personality that will come out to play under the influence of alcohol, so i just stopped completely and not a drop, or even a craving. When it comes to food, now that i have listen to my body i have noticed that fish does not work for me, i can't eat fish anymore i get diarreah immediately, so my body is also changing i can listen to it. A lot have changed in my diet, i am even drinking black coffee with no sugar in it, something i never thought i would have done in my life before.

When it comes to anger, which in the beginning i was falling into a lot, i also managed to stop participating in anger even though there are little moments here and there, but i can see them, they cannot appear out of nowhere without me being unguarded and thus i can apply myself accordingly with the tools desteni presents.

So then i started getting more into the nitty gritty stuff, through writing myself out and applying self-forgiveness and the corrective statements to reach  the more deeply hidden stuff/the secret stuff within myself and suddenly things started to change, meaning; it wasn't that fun anymore, because i was finding out that there is nothing within me of what i expected at all and all i could find was just fear, justifications, judgments, reactions, backchats  etc etc.......... everywhere within me, and i started to resist and then fall down and get up and stand and get up, resisting going back and forth, and i keep on reminding myself that; 'all of this is part of the process of change,' and that it is not going to be all fun and nice and smooth even though i know within myself that in these moments i just have to remind myself to breathe HERE and then  none of these things will bother me or be part of me, but yet i keep on falling and standing, like i am deliberately doing so, saying all the backchats in the mind like: '' you better quit, you are just no good, you are not gonna make it, Looooseeerrr.''

Now i am in a dire situation financially so to speak. My past is haunting me, things that i have done and even forgot about it are coming to haunt me now in this moment when i am in a weak moment, but i can see it, i am aware of it, i see the trap, and assistance and support is everywhere, the group is strong and the support is great, through all means, through the blogs we write, through the material itself and on EQAFE and our chats, and when i cannot be there for the chats i read them later on, and keep on staying within what the group is doing and sometimes i take like too much things and i don't finish them, because i am not prioritizing what i must do first and what next, but guess what? All of this is my process, you see?

So if it was not for desteni, what i am going through right now, i would have given up on everything and just went viral, with this i mean; find an easy way out with my debts instead of standing within and as it and just breathe through whatever comes to me and see how i can handle it in common-sense when it presents itself, because it is my creation, my consequence i have to face, and thus find practical solutions within the parameters of what is here now as the system we live and participate in.

And on love i have also through desteni come to see/realize/understand for myself the un-realness of love as this feeling that has got everyone under a spell in this world. What is still left that i am working on, is let's say; the body language of that system of ''feeling love.''   Feeling love itself or falling in love itself is as good as done, i am certain of this, i cannot be brainwashed by no-one with this, it is very clear to me, that i am the one that accept and allow the feeling of love to be part of me or not, and when that happens than i must be the creator of this love, love is my own creation. So how can my creation have more power over me and how is it that i am NOT one and equal with it when it appears apparently out of nowhere within me and i am then just an experiencer of the feeling of love or of falling in love?

I also started to notice how little by little my behavior at work is changing and how i am taking lots of tasks that i would have never dare to take in the past, because in the past i would fear myself failing in doing it, thus i won't even go there. I am in a group at work where i am a sub-team leader, this is something i would have never taken in the past, because i will fear myself having to do presentation before lots of people and being afraid to make mistakes and been found stupid or whatever, so this is a major change for me.

When it comes to my family and some friends i see that little by little i am like being left alone, because most of them do not really get what i am doing, they do not get the message of oneness and equality, that which is BEST for all LIFE. It seem to be a very difficult message for most people to get, let alone live, and this living part is even hard for us too that are part of the group and for me for sure, and yet all of this i also see it as fun in all the messy as it appears, because all of it is part of the learning process of what i have to learn in order for me to really stand for real, when the falling and standing up stops, when I DECIDE for real, that it is enough, because it is time consuming and holding me and the group back and thus; moving slow and it is not practical.

I am starting to realize for myself how postponement is so stupid, because no matter how much i postpone, i am going to have to do my own stuff anyways, no-one else can do it for me, it is all about me, this may sound a little selfish to some, but it is what it is and it is true, i can only change me and then walk as the change i have become and live it as an example for others to see/realize/understand for themselves and i have to mention and say and LIVE it in self-honesty exactly as what i am living now, for those whom may find themselves one day in a similar situation i am in right now, to never give up on yourself as LIFE, even though this is an understanding in common sense and not a living statement as the whom one is yet; the ''yourself as life'' part.

So why am i writing all this? It is because i am an actual witness to myself in using the tools desteni presents as how i have changed and how i am walking my own process even though i have slowed down a lot, there is this spark in me and also through the others in the group that assist and support me that i know is going to push me over this slumber. It is a MUST, and not because of desteni may say so if you may have that belief, but because i can see that i am responsible for what happens HERE when i am HERE and thus as long as i am HERE, i have to take my self-responsibility, especially when i have realized what is going on in this world and i see within myself what is exactly in others as myself. And this seeing/realizing/understanding my self-responsibility to myself and all of life, could have never been HERE if it wasn't for desteni, i would have never realized this simple fact of and about myself in relation to how i live have an impact and effect on all that is HERE. Now all i have to do is live this fact.

So to answer my own question as the heading of my post here; desteni another belief-system, really? I have to honestly answer this question that desteni is NOT a belief-system. Desteni does use systematic practical approaches that are life-principled to be applied practically in order for one to actually live the change one want to see in the world, but a belief-system desteni is NOT to me and certainly NOT a scam!


Thanks.



Larry Manuela






Thursday 11 July 2013

Day 250, Why do we see mess at work and at home, but NOT on the planet, In LIFE?

Fortunately at work i can see many things we humans do for Self-interest. Most of which makes me realize lots of points, that are very simple common sense.







At work we would do anything to keep the working environtment clean, making sure we produce less scrap, making sure and sometimes even be very angry at those whom leave a mess behind for others to have to clean.

At work we want to preserve and take good care for what we have at work, and most of the times we do that at home too. At work we invent all kind of matters to try and work together, because we belief that by working together will be good for the company, and thus good for us, and this ''good for us,'' means only that one can continue having a job. And for the company, ''good for the company,''  means MORE MONEY.


The question is; Why are we NOT as determine and well focused when it have to do with LIFE and what goes on in LIFE on this planet?
When it comes to LIFE and the planet, the animals, nature in it's totality, suddenly the interest is GONE.
If we were as commited and as determine as we are when it comes to our jobs and life at home, in the same way for the whole planet and everything on it and in it, we would have solved the existing problems and prevent them from ever coming into being again as to the magnitude we are now facing in this world. We would have made sure we don't produce products just for the sake of making profit, because we would have understood that we will be wasting earth resources and will be heaping up a lot of scrap and mess all over the place that will harm the environment. And when the environment is harmed so will we be harmed, and our future generations, because this is our HOME.

The only reason we are doing whatever it takes at work and at home to make sure everything is working at it's best, is because it is in our best Self-interest. Work is where we are getting our money, so we won't be against those whom are paying us, so we can have a life outside of work of consuming cheap produce and unhealthy food. At home we know that it is the only place we have where it is like our sanctuary, where we can be on our own, a safe environment.


Most of us complain about our salaries, that it is NOT enough and are always looking for a raise. And outside of work we are looking for cheap stuff, trying to find places that sell cheap stuff, so we can save some more money by buying something that is cheap.  When we go on vacation, we will be looking for the countries where our currency have more value then theirs so we can buy more with our money and live a life for awhile like millionaires. And when we are in these countries we will endulge in all the things the system have to offer, like prostitutes and stuff-up ourselves with lots of food as if we never ate before, all because our curreny gives us the incentive to abuse others, and so we will! 


Do we ever stand still and critically reason for ourselves that; these cheap products MUST be poor quality products and also that people are laboring very cheaply somewhere in this world and thus living a very very cheap LIFE? The extreme form of cheap LIFE is STARVATION, where labour itself is nowhere to be found and thus no money, and no money means in this world no food and the rest of what money buys. Things are cheap in lots of countries, because of some unseen rule that have been made among people; that things have to be like this in order for a few to abuse the majority? And on top of it to make things even worse, everyone accept this as; 'the way things are, or this is what life is all about there is nothing we can do about it'  Really?


Those whom are living on the other end of the chain, those that are actually having to do the cheap labours are living all the consequences of this, that none of us would want for ourselves and for our so-called; loved ones.
They live in shacks, their children cannot go to school, they are malnutrition, they cannot afford anything that is to do with a dignified living condition, NONE!

But yet all of this continues right in front of our eyes, we all know what is going on, yet we do NOT do anything to STOP it, and why? Becuase of Self-interest again! It is not YET happening to us or to our loved ones, thus we just don't have to do anything, we don't have/need to CARE as our believes goes. Because it is happening far removed and outside of our direct environtment, where it is NOT in our faces. It never crosses our minds that this can happen to us too one day or to our children now and in the future.

If one study history of all the nations that were once in power, one would see that most if not all of them never thought that one day they will be in a situation of NO power at all.
If we look at USA today, we can see how more and more people are getting more and more into poverty and are living in tent-cities or just on the streets, because they lost their jobs and homes. Do you think these people thought one second when things were working for them in their lives, that they would find themselves one day into a situation that they are now facing? Of course not! just like US for which things are still working. We have jobs and a home and food and so on. It also never really crosses our minds that it can be our situation too one day, where we will be living on the streets and in tent-cities, the poverty-life. And there are religious fanatics too in the middle of al this mess that will thank their gods for this, thus that they are the furtunate ones having jobs/house/food/healthcare etc etc ............. This is REALLY EVIL!! To be thankful and grateful for an existence of Inequality, just because one is on the side where one gets to be living the LIFE of those whom HAVE, and call it a BLESSING.

That is why we suggest a basic income guaranteed (BIG) for all countries, so we can get out of this mess, we ourselves have accepted and allowed to be HERE. It is a simple solution now according to the level of brainwashing as what humanity can accept at the moment, a transition out of the way capitalism is now running.

Through the implementation of this system we can start getting ourselves out of this mess and start to clean it up and little by little come to the point where we will implement Equalmoney System.

We must STOP this madness, because in the long run, everyone, including the ones that are thinking and believing that they are winning something will lose everything, because everything we got is LIFE!




Thanks.


Larry Manuela



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Saturday 6 July 2013

Day 249, Positive Findings/Remarks/Feelings regarding attractiveness for a woman/women. Part - 7

So, here i am with the last dimension in relation to this point, which will be the Consequence-Dimension.








I place here the last part of the previous post for context:


Self-Reward:



So, within this post i have seen/realized/understand that my body is giving me some hints when i am partcipating in my mind delusions. Now all i have to do is to be very attentive when these physical behaviours occur to sort it out immediately or if they are not clear yet to me to investigate within me in what exactly i am participating within in my mind.





Problem:



Consequence-Dimension:


***    that i get confused in what i do in a moment

***    that due to not being HERE i create consequences of being misunderstood and i judge myself as not good enough


***   judging myself that maybe i am not the one for her




Solution:




Self-Forgiveness statements:


I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to get confused in what i do in a moment, because i try to find out things within and as my mind instead of looking at the situation or event in common sense as what is HERE in every moment and express myself in the moment.


I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to NOT be HERE in every moment and NOT give myself the gift of the breathing moments of me being HERE the value as the whom i really am as an expression of LIFE as my human physical body/form.


I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to use confusion as a way to be in control as the mind consciousness system, in this way making sure i do NOT express myself as my human physical body/form as a manifested form of LIFE.


I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself as mind consciousness system to take control over myself as an expression of LIFE as the human physical body/form.


I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to due to me being within/as my mind consciousness system and NOT being HERE, to create consequences for myself as to be misunderstood and wherein i judge myself as NOT good enough.


I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to think/belief that because i cannot explain something in absolute clarity makes it possible that the other person may misunderstand me, without seeing/realizing/understanding that it is ME/myself that is in a state of mind as being misunderstood and then project this misunderstanding to/towards another as myself wherein i will then try and explain myself because i am not clear within/as myself, thus will not be clear with another also outside.


I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself  to NOT stabalize and clear myself within and as myself in a moment when i am aware of this, but yet when the in the moment i seem to suddenly forget as in deliberately forgetting.


I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to deliberately forget to stay clear and stable within and as myself, making sure this way that the personalities/characters that are within and as my mind can remain in control and directiveness within and as me, as this is easier than to be stable and clear.


I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to be so deluded and controled within and as my mind that i even have come as far as to think/belief that breathing and living as the human physical body/form which is Real and Natural, is something that is difficult, and instead that which is complex and takes a lot of energy from the body i take as easy, thus living in a way that is against my own nature .


I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to think/belief that i might NOT be the One that is Right for her, just because the whole thing is not going smooth as i thought/belief it would be, when in reality i also know that; that is exactly what must happen,because it is about sorting out the BS that is obstructing people from building trust and and than can expand and grow together as equals, thus is not going to be an easy ride and that it takes a lot of time, and patience and dedication to oneself 

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to see myself within not being the right one for her as ME, NOT being good enough and that i am just in her way instead of being a assistance and support for her.


I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to let myself be influenced by my own mind as with the thought/belief as; NOT being good enough, making me than express myself exactly like that when i am with her.




Self-commitment statements:


When and as i see myself going into or i am about to go into being confused within and as my mind, I STOP------------------ Take a deep breath and brimng myself back HERE till i am clear and stable and nothing moves within me as me as the mind as energy.


I realize that in moments when i am suppose to be HERE, i let myself get slipped within and as my mind wherein i will get confused about what is going on.


Thus within this I commit myself to pay very close attention to what goes on within me and if there are movements to immediately stop myself in that moment through breathing and of this does not stop i know that i have work to do on myself in working out what points i have missed within and as myself that are still unresolved and that  are sticking their heads up now and then.



When and as i see myself going into judgement of judging myself as not good enough, I STOP---------------- take a deep breath and bring myself back HERE till i am clear and stable and nothing moves within me as me as the mind as energy.


I realize that i am judging myself only when i am not HERE and i'm lost in my mind consciousness system.

Therefore, I commit myself to workout in each moment i have through self-forgiveness this point of self-judgement, because i can see within myself that all judgements are self-judgements.


When and as i see myself going into thinking/believing that i might not be the right one for her, I STOP----------------- take a deep breath and bring myself back HERE, till i am clear and stable and nothing moves within me as me as the mind as energy.


I realize that i am thinking/believing i might not be the right one for her, just because things are not going smooth as i thought it would be like.


Thus within this i commit myself to just stick to what needs to be done and then just live it and make sure i do my self-forgivenesses and my correction in real time too, so i can get through the programming within and as myself.



Self-Reward:



Within this post i have seen/realize/understand that my Self-judgement is in the way of letting me express myself, because i am the one that is judging myself and thus because it lives within and as me, i then live it as a projection of myself in the world outside and thus making myself judge others as myself, therefore now that i have realized this i can walk the necessary steps in order to STOP myself and forgive myself and eventually correct myself to get rid of all Self-judgements within and as me as Self as LIFE, right HERE.



Thanks.



Larry Manuela







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