Friday, 30 January 2015

Day 345, Freetime, leisure time, Do I have it?

Within this blog I am going to write a little about this leisure time as how I went through it all and also what kind of experiences I have gotten from other people depending in what kind of circumstances and situations these people's lives were in that moment and when I was looking at all that I saw certain patterns within people whom have not gotten much education in their lives, because they haven't gotten much of a support in their lives due to mainly money being the problem at the core.

I will be using some pictures and a video to illustrate what I will be investigating.

Now on this first picture here one sees a little girl with a bucket on her head, wherein she will carry water in it so in order for the family to get water, and who knows how many miles away she must travel in order to get water. This activity in her life is a MUST. Now there are children in these kind of life situations that when they have been asked what they want to become later on in life, most  wanted to do something that have to do with getting them and the rest of the people they are in relationship with out of the situation they find themselves, or at least they will choose something that has to do with helping them out of the situation they were born into. You won't hear them say, they want to be a specific engineer in whatever field, like we educated people would do, because we have seen more and are fed more information about careers and available jobs to choose from and to engage ourselves with. They on the other hand will most of the times want to be a: " teacher, a carpenter, a car mechanic, a doctor, a nurse, and very sporadically depending how deep they are in poverty few of them will want to do something that has to do with computers."
Thus these children are aware that more then anything else, in the situations they find themselves, these are their immediate pains, thus need immediate attention and support, thus will willfully choose something where they can contribute to the betterment of the situation they all find themselves.

Now let me take you into a little journey in my past, when I was just a little boy of 4 to 6 years old. In that period of time where I was born, living on the country-side was "IN" or as we say now: "ON." using a little bit of slang  So what I remembered from this experience was that almost everyone had a little country-side piece of land/farm where they grew food and attended animals mostly for consumption when was needed, so animals were killed but only because the people needed to eat, they were not killing animals because profit had to be made out of the need to eat. Now what I remember was that my parents let me stay at the farm with my grandmother, who is now diseased to keep her company. When I look back at all this, I found that even as this little boy, I felt very much like I needed to be responsible when I am there with my grandmother, because I am keeping her company, but also helping her with all the farm activities. So as I see now, I have known how to be responsible somewhere along the line within my own live, and imagine that as a "kid." And now it's like I am desperately looking to find that within myself, but this will be a topic in another blog about myself.


So back to the activities that had to take place during that time at the farm keeping my grandmother company. We would always wake up early in the morning and will milk the goats, and later on use this milk to either drink it or cook it, actually we will fry it. This frying of the milk will happen only when it is milk of a goat that has previously had a young. We had to milk them otherwise their udders will fill too much with milk and the young one cannot drink all of it by herself/himself. Thus by milking the mother we were then supporting the mother's udders for her to keep on producing milk for the young-one till the young-one does not need it anymore.

 Now in that time, because we were planting a specific kind of wheat(picture below) where from which we will make a kind of pancake, but this pancake will be much heavier than you the reader may know about pancake and also we would make with this like an oatmeal, thus this whole thing goes on in the morning, and with the goats milk sometimes we will use it to mix it in the coffee which tasted from my experience much better then mixing it with cows milk, or cream as we have now, but anyways we will eat this and prepare it on a Kerosene cooking-fire.



 Then when all of this is done we will let the goats go out in the wild so to speak to roam, and later on when the sun is going down we will go and call them to come back home. After we have done this we will go on the farm land and start to plow the land with our hands, using the tools specifically design for that. In that period of time they did have the plow-machine, but not everyone could afford it, but as a kid you don't realize in these moments that the plow-machine is not working on our land, because of my grandmother not being able to afford it. Sometimes she could but it won't be the whole land that will be plowed, some area's of it only. Now within each of these activities some handling is required, that one must master in order to have the best result as e.g. milking the goats, or plowing the soil by hand using these tools. There is of course more going into all of that, but then the whole story will be too long and the point I want to emphasize on, which is the point of free time, or leisure time will be lost within the story.

On the farm with all the work that has to take place in order for the farm life to happen is a whole daylight activity, meaning that during the day, one is consumed completely with the farm activities and work, that free time, or leisure time is almost impossible, but within this what I found was that the work itself, thus that which needed to be done was in itself liberating. Free-time out of it, would be when we would break for a moment to eat and rest a little and then to continue after. Why I ask myself that the work done on the land itself is liberating, was that even though one is doing the same thing day in and day out, one can like see the changes in nature afterwards as in how everything grows when the rain comes and how the whole land changes from being plowed and seeing just soil to eventually turning into like an open source where life happens, where everything grows, the whole scenery changes. Of course I had a little time left after the work of the day to play for awhile, and even playing will involve some sort of mastering of something practical within what is available on the land of the land. Thus comparing that child's life on the picture above with mine when I was a kid, the work that has to be done is almost similar, especially from the perspective of learning how to practically balance that bucket on your head for example as this kid is doing. There was a time in my life that I have done some things that will be considered "bad" in this world, but I myself will call it " harmful or abusive or exploitative." Doing that, have placed me in a position where I could meet with poor people or people whom have it difficult in their lives, and when I looked at their lives they all have the same pattern, they all wanted to just get out of the living condition they are in, and will choose whatever way to do so, as long as it makes money.
Within this group they do have leisure time, which will be accompanied by drugs/sex/alcohol. That is what their free-time would be like, because the money they were getting was and is being seen as money to have fun with and also having to do with these people being effected into believing that free time means time for me to have parties and you name it, or buying luxury life as is being promoted in the media and when they do so, all the money will then disappear and their lives don't really improve, because the money is being used for other purposes, even though they do cover their expenses and basic survival needs. But the need to party takes precedent.

Now I am placing a little documentary here in this blog to have a look at people's lives in this world, where poverty is not just a word we use, but is an actual reality of people's lives of intense suffering.

Within this documentary one will see and realize that the poor have NO leisure-time or free-time. All they have are worries about where their next meal will come from. Their lives are just one struggle after another. Sometimes they have rain, but then again too much of rain where they won't be able to grow food on the land, thus all in all they will be stuck for a few months without being able to grow food on the land and thus will not be able to have food as they should. So within this small documentary they take the viewer to different parts and regions of Bangladesh to show the poverty that is a thread there as they have said in the video, a thread for the lives of these people. These people have no hope and dreams, all they want is work in order to get the money and then after getting the money to pay to live or buy their lives. I am deliberately using the words placed in the form I just wrote them, because as we know even within our own experience with money, we are doing the same thing, " paying to live and buying our lives," which of course is unnecessary and completely delusional.

Now the reason I placed this like a story is for you the reader to get the sense of exploration that goes on in the activities we do in our daily lives, wherein within it lies possibly our solution.


Thus when I compare my own experiences with others I see that leisure time is available for some depending where they were born and in what kind of culture and religion, and traditions, all of these will have an impact in how they will define leisure time to be according to what they have accumulated in their lives based on their experiences as how hard their lives were or not. Where people live in country-side area's and yet are still people that do have money, these people will have another take on leisure time, and yet others living also on the country-side but are poor, will also have different perspective on leisure time/ free time. Yet people living in cities for example again will have other ways of looking at leisure time and also of practicing it, again based on, in which country one is living. Thus leisure time is dependent on the living condition of an individual and also on the input the individual have had in his/her life in relation to his/her relationship with the people and the whole environment at large in the country he or she was born into. All of these will influence not only on how they will see and interpret leisure time to be, but also how they will practice it.


When I take what I experienced when I was a child being with my grandmother on the farm was the ability to explore, to find out new things or how they work and how to work with them. Thus what I am saying is that humans will find leisure time attractive when it involves an activity that somehow gravitate on the premise of exploration, in whatever small or big this exploration may be. If we have a look at toddlers, we will notice that they enjoy finding out how things work in their environment and explore new things and new possibilities. Thus by gathering information within/from each parts of societies world wide, we can integrate and come up with new ideas as in how to give leisure time or free time another meaning, where it will become the time one gives to life yet at the same time enjoying doing it, because it will be expanding oneself and adding to one's whole life experience on earth and wherein out of which new inventions may sprout, contributing to not only one's life alone but also in the lives of all living on the planet. Thus making sure our monetary system support such endeavors as a way of principle. At the moment those whom are living in poor conditions do not have opportunities to have a look at what are playing out in the world at large so they can integrate some aspects of what they will see and learn into their own lives to explore, thus when we put our ideas and share our ideas with each other, they too will start to come up with ideas about how they would like to spent some leisure time/free time. Within this leisure time will be enjoyable, fun, transformational, supportive, practical, and contributing to the betterment of life on earth. Thus looking from the perspective of how we that have money in this world have come to define leisure-time or free-time and bringing it into practice we would see, realize and understand that there are some modifications to be taken into account on some areas depending on the type of activity that is being done during the leisure-time or even complete termination are needed where leisure-time is abusive and harmful to life.


Larry Manuela

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Sunday, 25 January 2015

Day 344, Is the earth really a sphere as we are being told/taught?

There are people up to this present day still of the believe that the earth is flat, like a disk, or that it is concave, some even believe that the earth is hollow. There are many theories out there. But this one about the earth being flat, the ones whom are believing this I find have some very strong arguments. The reason I am writing about this, is because I find it interesting and also to look at, what are all the things we have been lied to. Because many things we think we know, because we were taught it to be so are not in actuality really so. Working from the perspective of: 'investigating all things and keep that which is good," as Jesus once said, is of paramount importance to also include such a topics within my investigations.

What we are being taught in schools all over the world are the following theories(facts?).

We are taught that the earth is rotating and turning on its invisible axis every one day, with an average speed of 1675 Km/hour, which is 1,040 miles/hour.

Now lets have a look at this theory.

Most of us when we were kids while sitting in our parent's car would put our arms out of the car, sometimes even our heads to feel the wind pushing us. Now understand that a car most of the time will be at a velocity of 60 to 80 Km/ this velocity one will feel the wind wanting to push one's head backward or one's hand backward and one would have to fight the wind so to speak to keep on holding it in one place. So now imagine we are on a planet where there is no "INSIDE" on it, we are fully OUTSIDE. Because the theory goes that we don't feel the velocity of the earth's rotation because it is just like driving in a car, we also don't feel the velocity of the car, which is true. The only point being, that we are IN the car, if we were to have a pickup car and you will be in the back of the pickup car and would stand up, you will feel the wind trying the push you back, you would be having it difficult to keep on standing or keeping your eyes open, because the wind will blow too hard in your face and upper body. So keep in mind that we are not INSIDE of the earth and wind is blowing outside, we are completely expose on the surface, OUTSIDE..... there is no chassis protecting us like in a car. So how come we are not experiencing this enormous wind blowing when we are outside, we are talking about the wind blowing at 1675 Km/hour here, harder than any hurricane we have ever witnessed up to this moment. So why don't we feel this contra wind blow so to speak?  There are days where it is totally calm, no wind blows at all, so how does this happen when the earth is rotating at a speed of 1675 Km/hour? So the whole point about this is the WIND that we do not experience like we would experience if we would move at great speeds, we will experience a wind that push against us, and depending on the velocity we are traveling the harder the wind will be experienced.

Those protecting the status quo will tell you that the reason we don't feel any movement is because of the balancing of forces between gravity acting as centripetal force and earth pushing upwards on you.

As one can see on this picture here above where they are showing what Centripetal force is, one can go in that ride and tell me if you are not going to experience the WIND. Thus this theory does not rule out the wind-experience when one is moving in great speeds.


We are taught that not only that the earth is rotating at 1,040 miles per hour, but that it also rotates around the Sun with a speed of 67,000 miles per hour and on top of all this, the sun is also traveling around the center of our Galaxy at a speed of 600,000 miles per hour.

The earth circumference is 25,000 miles. Taking this into account at 6 miles one must be able to see the curvature of the earth and the object must be 16 feet below the eye sight, according to the equation. But this does not happen and was even tested. They tested this in England on a river that is 6 miles long and flat all the way, and they could still see the boat at 6 miles away from the point of departure, it did not go below eye sight of 16 feet as the ones that are telling us, teaching us are saying about the earth being a globe.


The Causeway Bridge on this picture is 28 miles long over water, or 38 Kilometers long. So at 6 miles this bridge must be going down the curvature of the earth as shown on the image below here in green. So where does the bridge "curve"? One will find that this bridge is all the way through flat, does not curve to meet the circumference of the earth. Thus this means that at the letter "H" is where one will start to see the bridge curve and will not be seen anymore, it starts to curve, looking at the image below here. from "O" to "H" is the 6 miles I am taking about where the curvature must happen according to what we are being told and taught in school, so where is it?


The ones believing that the earth is flat are saying that; because of the strong gravitational field of the earth,light of the Sun take a curved pass around the gravitational field of the earth and this will make things that are flat appear curved but also make things that are curved appear flat, thus one must be careful with using light to measure things in high gravitational fields.

A very strong point I find that the flat earthers have is the following.

They say that if the earth was a globe as we believe it is, when we were using plumb-bobs to construct buildings we would not find a straight line to the center of gravity to measure and built a straight up building if the earth was a globe, because you will then have a building that will look slim on the bottom and very wide at the top, which I find is a very strong point.   

Now imagine if we would extend the line that runs from "O" to "M" and we will move "M" all over this ball, we will see that at the circumference at the point where "M" is in contact with the circumference one will find that at the bottom if one uses a plumb-bob, it will be slimmer at the bottom and wider at the top of the building.



What we can also do is just stand one day in an open field and when there is no wind and throw a ball straight up in the air, and one will notice and find that the ball will fall straight back from the point where one threw it in the air. Now if the earth was rotating and specifically at 1675 Km per hour,  that ball would never fall back where one threw it in the air, because one will move away from the moment one throw the ball up with 1675 Km per hour speed, thus the ball will never land where one threw it up. Now this does make sense, if the earth beneath ones feet was moving or rotating as they say. So the theory that says; it is because of the gravitational force of the earth makes it that the ball lands exactly where one threw it up in the air does not make sense. because if it was windy, that ball will not fall back in ones hands, so the gravitational force seems weak when it is windy? Does this make any sense?

The moment men went high enough in the air to see if the earth is actually a globe or not, is when we all believe that to be true, because of the pictures that were taken, that we can rest assure now that the earth is a globe, but don't forget that these pictures were taken from space as they say and light that travels through space will curve at the gravitational fields surrounding any object. Thus the pictures are correct, but from the perspective of the light curving around the gravitational fields of the earth, thus what we are seeing is not really really a globe, we are seeing light that bends/curves around gravitational field of the earth, and thus will make earth seem as if it is a globe.

The gravity that holds us on the land is the same gravity that holds the tonnes of water as ocean on the bottom of the ocean as the scientists are telling us. So how can the gravity not crush us? because the tonnes of water is much heavier than us. So how can the same force of gravity hold something that is heavier down as it also holds something that is lighter down and without crushing that which is lighter, putting to much pressure on the object that is lighter. Earth has an equatorial surface gravity of 9.81 m/s². Does this make sense? would that be enough the hold the tonnes of gallons of water on the bottom of the ocean and also at the same time be enough to NOT crush us that is lighter than these tonnes of gallons of water as the ocean?

Now lastly about the point of the Hubble telescope, they say that the Hubble telescope can look in the universe as far as  14 billion light-years.  Now 1 light-year is 10 Trillion Kilometers, thus that would be 14 Billion x 10 Trillion= 1400000000000000000000000 Kilometers. So here we are having a telescope that so-called can look into the universe that far away and just Google the earth images we have you will see that all of them look like a realist painter did them.

Here is a link to look at all the pictures from NASA taken from space, and have a very good look at all of them.


To me it does not really matter what form the earth is, but what does matter is that if we are being lied to or not. As long as the government goes and the military, these two are two organized bodies that have hidden and lied over almost everything, and understand none of us have had the opportunity to actually go in space and look at it ourselves, all we have is pictures and today in the world that our technologies have evolved we can see that it could have been very easy for NASA to Photoshop all its images from space, and another point is also people are not allowed to fly over the South Pole, which I find strange and questionable, because here we are sending (man on the moon?) and sending probes on Mars and yet we cannot fly over the South Pole, does this make any sense?
So the best thing to do is for us to work together to bring about the best living conditions for everyone in this world and when we the people have the power and we are then really free we will investigate all these points and see what we will find, because then no-one will be able to tell us we can't go there or go here or only certain people can have access here or there, we can all freely explore our world and actually get to really know her.


Larry Manuela

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Sunday, 18 January 2015

Day 343, Consequences of using money as we do right now.

List of our delusions that have become our way of living:

I am making a living. { No, we are not making any living on this planet, we are destroying life actually, all we do now is try as hard as possible to make MONEY and making money stands for destruction of life in this world right now, even when one is making money with very good intentions}

I earn a living. { Why do I have to "EARN" my living, who came up with this idea? was he or she someone that gave life instruction/command for me to have a life, and if so he or she must be someone that was before life?, which of course is impossible, because there is nothing before life or beyond life and certainly not the human.}

I work for my bread. { There are just practical things we HAVE to do in order to survive, and these we can term work, but work as we understand work right now as in: "MAKING MONEY" is delusional, why? because it supports the system of money, and NOT life. Now, one may argue that money gives one the ability to right now buy the things one needs to survive with, which by the way have become more, our needs have increased with this money scam, lots and lots of products are being made to fit into the description of "our needs" that are actually not necessary, they only exist because someone wants to make money, which in their turn helps with the exhausting of the earth resources. Thus buying one's needs, or surviving, or believing that this means one's life is supported within this money system , is actually at the other end of the polarity, taking life/exhausting life/destroying life. The reason most of us don't see this, is because we don't pay attention to all that is here and question what we see and hear, and even when we do, we don't do anything about it, to stop it and then change it.}


I have to work. { Here, again we use the word work as meaning: "making money." just have a look at it, all we do is either striving to one day  have a work/job or we are working or we want to change work/job to get a better paid work/job. Is this all we came here to do, to just be born, go to school, study something so we can than use that which we have studied in order to have a work/job? That's it? Is this all what the human being is good for? According to the brainwashing, this is our purpose in life. Just have a look at it, it is all that we do. We spent more of our times working then anything else years on.}

I have to have an income. { The most successful brainwashing ever in the history of mankind, in order to convince the slaves to continue being slaves without much resistance.}

I need money. { Again the most successful brainwashing, actually believing that we  NEED money in order to survive, overlooking that all the things we really need to survive with/ all the resources we are using, are and were already here and NOT ONE human OWNS any of these!!!!! We just have to use them in the best possible way, but we don't, we abuse/misuse/destroy that which was here before the brainwashing happened and that are really actually what we DO need to survive with. We have made money the middle-"man," stripping/separating our direct relationship with what is here as the earth resources to work with and expand and learn and grow.}

I need money to buy things. { yes of course now that we have imprison our own lives, with this money we can place it as a big need, I mean have a look at how far we have come  to accept and allow this delusion/illusion, so far that people and animals and plants and lots and lots of other lifeforms have to die/be murdered/be killed in order for us humans to continue with our delusion of having to "need" money, so much so that it has become our reality, because we are living the delusion, making it real no matter what, destroying ourselves and everything else along the way.}

I am rich. { It may look like that for awhile, that someone can be "rich" in this system of money, but eventually poverty will be encountered along the way, because the very system that one is using to get rich with, is the system that takes and takes and takes from life in order for someone to be able to call themselves "rich" within this system. So when there is nothing more left to take, the rich will be EXTREMELY poor. So poor that the word poor itself is too poor to call it poor.}


I am poor. { The other end of the polarity, wherein our delusional great brainwashing as "money" as we know it, hold its grip.}

I have power. { No. We don't have power with this money at all, we are weak, very weak. We only told ourselves and came to believe it whole heartedly that when one is in a position of having lots of this illusionary thing called money, that one have power, but actually it implies that one have placed oneself through/by using this money in a position where one can abuse others. It makes abuse so much easier. Thus the power that is talked about within this current system is actually none other than the power to abuse others. It is not real power as in GIVING. This is what LIFE does,it GIVES unconditionally. Our current creation of money only takes. So only when we give money the REAL power to give as life gives, then money will have real power and us using this money as in giving with it, then our usage of the money is real power. Then we as humanity can empower ourselves and lead ourselves into living exchanging what we have become as a humanity that have learnt how to give and live it as its own expression wherein through the human as it express itself it is giving life to life back.}

I own things. { No we don't "own" things. These things we "own" were the things we have stolen by using the the scam called money as we know it right now. And as a matter of fact we cannot "own" anything, because we came with nothing and we will leave with nothing.}

I own a big house. { No we have to get out of this illusion of owning things, and just start to get use to USING things in the best possible way till we are no longer here.}

I don't have a house, just a shack. {yes unfortunately within this system of money, lots of people will live in these shacks, because apparently the middleman called: "money" is not here to support its creator, which is the human being, it is the creation of the human to enslave itself, imprison itself. Through its own creation the human will practically see/realize and understand that it did not gave its creation responsibility to/towards life, because we as humans ARE irresponsible. Our creation of money as we know it is just our reflection.}

I live in a mansion/castle. { of course this is one of the pleasures of some within the current monetary system, where these few can live in mansions and castles and probably having poor people to clean their mess up and taking care of these mansions and castle for them, all they have to do is give a very small amount of their money to these poor people and whuala, the abuse can continue, and they can now justify that they care about the poor people because at least they are giving some of them a job.}

I live on the streets. { unfortunately this is one of the consequences that happens in this monetary system, because it is a system that does not support ALL equally, give to ALL dignity and respect and value for being alive, life expressing itself within and as that one body.}

I live in a foster home. { this too, again unfortunately is one of the dilemma's of the current system where because of problems involving money some children will end up in the foster homes and some eventually with some foster parents. And by the way, here we think and believe that we are solving this problem by introducing these systems within the money system, but CHANGING THE MONEY SYSTEM  itself that produces these problems, we don't even consider.}

I am in the army, they pay good. { now here we are at the lowest degradation we can get, because we are willing to even murder others to get this illusion called money, put ourselves down getting commando's from others to go and kill in the name of our countries or whatever ideology, but as long as we are getting paid, we will do it.}

I am a victim of war. {many many men/women/children will be and continue being victims of war within this current system, because war itself is a way of making money for some people.}

I have a big business. { big businesses are the corporations in this world that are sucking huge quantities of money in, leaving little to very little to the average man that also have to work within this system, not realizing and understanding that there will come an end, because all these businesses exist because there are buyers and the buyers need money to buy things with, thus if there comes a time where they cannot buy anymore, because the corporations themselves have override the buying capacity of their own buyers, they too will perish and go falliet=(bankrupt).

I have a very small business. { Small businesses are little by little closing their doors, because they cannot compete with the large corporations in order to hold their businesses alive so to speak, and again don't forget that people are all brainwashed to only look for ways to "make money." It is all about how can I make money, or more money. What can I sell to make money? We merely never ask the question how can I support life in the best possible way?} 

I am going on vacation. { Within this system when one have money, vacation is seen as a great thing, to leave the workplace for awhile and go as far as possible. What is also very troubling within this whole vacation system is that those with money or living in countries where they have a job and can afford a vacation mostly choose to go somewhere where they can buy more with the currency of their country in another country, this is one of the abuses that are being overlooked within this system. People are always looking for the cheapest tickets, the cheapest hotels, the cheapest everything just so they can save more of their money in their own pockets. Thus going to a country where their currency is stronger than the others is always the primary choice, especially when going far away. Here the power to abuse in money is clearly seen.}

I am staying right here where I live, because I can't go on vacation, don't have money. { Here we are now, where we can invent all kind of ways of transportation but yet again money as the middle man rules, because the resources are NOT being used for support, for enjoyment and learning purposes of our reality, only when one have money can one travel to a distant destination on this planet.}

I eat anything I want. {Yes, with having lots of money and living in a country where food is readily available one can actually say that, one don't have worries anymore about where one's next meal is going to come from.}

I have nothing to eat, I am starving. { unfortunately within this world many people will go through this abuse and unacceptable situation because as long as one have to have money in order to get food and not get food directly from the earth itself for one's nourishment, one will eventually die of hunger and no-one will care nor know. One's death will be on a chart in the form of a number together with the rest of the people that died of hunger where some people will use these charts to evaluate how many people are starving and how extreme or not poverty is at in particular moment, but actually care, we don't. So one's death will be just a topic for discussion as it has been for long time now, either for the one's that want things to continue as they are or for those whom want things to change for the betterment of mankind.} 

I have debts, lots of it. { Debt is the engine of this monetary system, and this very engine always run dead at some point where a new engine is needed, only this time when using the word engine and comparing the situation with a car as I am doing here,.........the roads are all messed up, the car is corroded,lots of destinations that one used to drive to are none existent anymore. Thus even if some wants a war in order to reset the same old system with debt as its engine, the world and the resources are already too exhausted to carry on with the same activities we are involved with/in at the moment, even with very small percentage of humans left and within that, even for them the food and air and water would be poisoned.} 

I have no debts and have lots of money. { No, unfortunately this is also a delusion, because one may appear to have no debts personally and it may be so too, but unfortunately where one lives and the money one uses is always DEBT, if there was no debt one would not even have the money, because all debt will be paid and no more money will exist. Thus the word: "buying" is actually = paying debt.}


I was able to go to an university. { Of course again, when one have money and living within such system as ours, going to a university is a piece of cake. The only problem is that the universities are all within fitting the design of the system we live in itself, meaning: " with the current knowledge one will be prepared to move into the system to be effective for the system and university is where one can achieve the highest level of education, thus one is then knowledge-wise and information-wise better equipt to function at the highest levels within the current system. Thus the design of education is to imprison one within the parameters of the current system, getting out of it is almost impossible. And most of the people educated on this level will be the loyalists within the system, and will even defend it, because their reward within the system is much better then the rest of the levels beneath them.}
I have no education. { Again with having no money of course education too will be a very challenging thing to get, and this is for this system a "good" thing, because now these people that have no education can go do the jobs that those educated one's do not want to do, the so- called: "dirty jobs/lower jobs." One will find then later in ones life educated people giving speeches and creating programs to help the lower educated people and feel all good about themselves, but yet at the same time some are helping them with good intentions, but most actually are exploiting them to get them to do what they themselves won't do with the simple words as these: " someone got to do these jobs too." This "someone" is never them.
I am a scientist. { Who knows how many human children died in third world countries that could have become great scientist and came up with great ideas, but then again at the moment we will never know, because there is this have's and have not's dilemma to deal with and on top of it, there is this whole race problem too in regards to this, that people believe that those whom are poor somehow won't be able to be smart. But how can they know if we have never given them a chance to reach their highest potential, they were born in poverty and will die in poverty as long as this current system we participate in continues to exist.}

I am a simple person, not smart. { being born in poverty many and many will be simple person, but this word: "simple" is actually an euphemism for "stupid." We feel guilty about what we allow and because we don't want to "hurt" the people's feelings and call them directly that they are stupid because of course they cannot afford an education and cannot read and you name it, we will call them "simple." I mean, how bizarre is this, leaving people who needs our support for their own vices just in order for us to feel guilty about it, as if supporting our guilt is somehow a solution? } 


Thus within this list I have made if one noticed it may appear as if I am blaming some people or all of us but in reality I am giving a sarcastic view of what is really going on within the world we live and what are the things we accept and allow and some things we are thinking but we don't talk about them, and some things we just do and don't care about the consequences they may have, because we haven't gotten to the point where we can see yet what all the consequences of doing or not doing something will lead us into. We all know that this list can be made very very long, but as what I have written here, I find that we all can understand it, because most are things we see within our world or things we know about.


The first and most thing that we have to do is look for a way to come together and agree together as to where we want to lead ourselves within this world and we form a bog enough group and from and within this group we appoint individuals whom for now will go and be on the political platform and effect the changes necessary to bring about a change that will benefit all equally. One thing is certain at the moment. We cannot continue like this, because we will lead ourselves into destruction. Therefore have a look at our proposal LIG and join us to perfect it more and more as we go along, because working together as one, will be the only way out of our own accepted and allowed consequences.


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Saturday, 10 January 2015

Day 342, The Charlie HebDo scenario words and phrases used.

Within this blog about this incident that took place on January the 7th, 2015, lots of words of Hate and separation and that breed violence,have been said and fed to the public to entice the public even more into reaching within themselves and pluck out as it were all the hatred that they have been accumulated throughout their lives, to get them to accept some form or retribution or revenge that according to some MUST take place. Now understand that this blog I am writing here is not to criticize people and blaming people. This blog is for us to have a look at the specific words we use in our daily lives and also words we allow to be part of our daily lives. I will also be copying and pasting some comments on some of the videos leaving out the names of ones writing these comments, just for purposes of letting is see what kind of words we use and how we breed violence within ourselves expressed through words.

I am going to use some words in capital letters and some colored in RED in order to show the words that are not words that should be lived by all of us in this world. And when I get to the solution parts, I will highlight these solution words in GREEN.

I will start with this topic by placing few of the videos done about  incident.

Within this above video the TomoNews US, a Youtube Channel news that specializes in making animated news headlines.

Their video is called: 

" Paris terror attack: Jihadists shoot dead 10 Charlie Hebdo magazine staff, 2 police" 

So with this title of the video itself we can see 3 words that have been used over a few years now to work on the fear of people, and these 3 words have gotten more weight since the 9/11 incident that took place in USA.

Now here are some of the comments placed beneath this video:

" Typical for ARABS ..99% of all muslim-terrorist are ARABS ..

this kind of shit is typical for Arabs# It's not a 'muslim' thing, but an Arab thing." 

"  fuck you fucking racist motherfucker do you know the fact that USA acually killed 500k innocent children in Iraq for oil??? it's a FACT and there are sooo many proofs! Terrorists killed 3000 ppl in 9/11 while USA killed about 2 million ppl in Iraq and 500k of them was children!!!!!! Which is worse now? muslims or americans? PSS FACT: USA also used nuclear weapons in Iraq and even until this day it effects ppl there!!!! " 

" I'm not american. And I'm a muslim, and I hate Arabs.

 You're like cancer. You're destroying Islam from inside." 

" I'm not trying to push an agenda, but if those staff or someone who was recording the shooting had a firearm to protect their fellow person this tragedy could have been prevented, or at least had a more preferable outcome."

Now here is a link to another video, and this one I cannot place it here since it is not a youtube video, but a video made by : "The Telegraph." 

So lets have a look at the words that are being used here that are words that breed violence and hate, even though they may appear as cautious. Within that report the following were said and I quote:


" With one of the gunmen saying shortly before his death that he was funded by al Qaeda, President Francois Hollande warned that the danger to France - home to the European Union's biggest communities of both Muslims and Jews - was not over yet. 

"These madmen, fanatics, have nothing to do with the Muslim religion," Hollande said in a televised address. "France has not seen the end of the threats it faces." 

Now I am going to place two links here and for those that will watch this, understand this is for purposes of investigating the words that are used and what is being said and what is being aimed at with the words, what the kind of outcomes can come out of these words as consequences in reality.

First I am placing a few information about the AK-47 itself. This piece of information is taken from wikipidia.

" The AK-47 is a selective-fire, gas-operated 7.62×39mm assault rifle, first developed in the Soviet Union by Mikhail Kalashnikov. It is officially known in the Soviet documentation as Avtomat Kalashnikova (Russian: Автомат Калашникова). It is also known as Kalashnikov, AK, or in Russian slang, Kalash.
Design work on the AK-47 began in the last year of World War II (1945). After the war in 1946, the AK-47 was presented for official military trials. In 1948, the fixed-stock version was introduced into active service with selected units of the Soviet Army. An early development of the design was the AKS (S—Skladnoy or "folding"), which was equipped with an underfolding metal shoulder stock. In 1949, the AK-47 was officially accepted by the Soviet Armed Forces[9] and used by the majority of the member states of the Warsaw Pact.
Even after six decades the model and its variants remain the most popular and widely used assault rifles in the world because of their substantial reliability even under harsh conditions, low production costs compared to contemporary Western weapons, availability in virtually every geographic region and ease of use. The AK-47 has been manufactured in many countries and has seen service with armed forces as well as irregular forces worldwide, and was the basis for developing many other types of individual and crew-served firearms. More AK-type rifles have been produced than all other assault rifles combined.[3] "

 Now I am going to place two links about two videos placed on the website

On this website they are claiming that the incident was a Hoax or staged. Because they are saying that when the one of the terrorist shot the policeman on the sidewalk there was no blood coming out and where there should have been some blood at least coming out.
Now all these videos and words used are going to play a major role in peoples believes if what happened and what did not happen and at the end of the day, we will not really know what exactly happen, because the real truth is, we were not there and we don't actually know whom these people that committed these crimes really are.

I will place two links to this website where they showed the images before youtube and others blurt the whole scene where the policeman was laying on the sidewalk and was shot apparently to the head.

If it was a hoax or not, what this video is showing, I find that they do have a point and have to be considered a good piece of investigation in relation to the whole incident.
Thus the first link is where they let us see that there was no blood coming out of the body of the policeman and the second link is about a accident that happened in Yemen where a AK-47 went of and killed 3 people and you will see the blood there immediately. Thus here viewer discretion is advised.

This is the second video link:

So what we can learn from this incident and many others that went before this one, that when we use certain/specific words, because we are in a state of emotions, we will breed hate and violence, that can lead to consequences as what happens in our world today and also in the past and will continue to happen if we do not change ourselves and become Self-Responsible human beings.
The bottom line about all that is happening in this world are due to US not taking our responsibility to/towards life. We do not honor life, we do not respect life. Some may have "good intentions,"but these good intentions mostly lead us nowhere, because they are not effective enough, because they are not practical enough or mostly not practical at all.

We must take our power back by first of all when we see that we are reacting to news or any other information outlet, to take long deep breaths, ground ourselves and then start researching all the information and as I did here with just a little research look always at the words that are being used, and ask yourself are these words that will have an consequence outcome that can be a best outcome for all practically or not and one will understand something about oneself and about the world we accept and allow ourselves to live in. Because all this barrels down to what we ACCEPT & ALLOW ultimately.

Everything that happens on earth that we will term: " bad/negative/wrong," are our own creations, our own acceptances and allowances.
We are the ones that accepted and allowed that we must be slaves to a system that we ourselves have created and now we act as if we cannot change this system. I am using the word "system" here, but this word in itself as I am using it here is plural. It stands for all the man-made systems. What we have accepted and allowed within and as ourselves is what we are putting within and as the systems we create, thus the systems we create reflect what we accept and allow within ourselves.
All the words I have marked in red here are words that have an actual real manifestation in this world where they lead to certain actions that will ultimately harm life or are harming life.
These words we use are not words that honor life or give life respect, oh no, these words are dishonoring life and are harming life through us, the bearers or words. Through our words we live, through our words we deceive ourselves, blind ourselves, harm ourselves.


 In order for us to discern information effectively we must learn to use our common sense and look through the maze of information especially now in this information era, where information can change the course of where we will lead ourselves to either rise or fall. 
Thus I implore you to investigate all information and make sure to use your common sense and head the words that are used to ignite or work on your emotions and when that happens and you know it, you become aware within yourself that you are reacting emotionally, to forgive that within yourself, because one must understand that no-one can place an emotion within anyone in this world, you can only manipulate people to harvest their own self-created emotions in a way that will have certain outcomes, with certain specific goals, but yet these individuals must give you their permission, either passively without knowing which is what happens in most cases or forcefully. But yet again if one pays attention to oneself one will notice that the emotions are happening only within oneself alone.

When one becomes aware of this, that no-one can place an emotion within one and that it is oneself that can create it within oneself, one will start to see that it will take all of us humans to forgive ourselves for our creations, of what we have accepted and allowed within ourselves that is having a physical manifested play out in the world outside, the reality we live in where we portray as "good people" vs " bad people" without seeing/realizing and understanding that these people are both within each of us within our minds, within our personalities.
Thus I leave you here with some questions that at the same time our own answers.



When I am capable of hating is it not the same for another as me?

When I am being angry at another or even at myself,  am I not being violent?

When I am arguing with another to proof my point of view, am I not at war with another?

When I use words deliberately to get people to stand next to me, to manipulate people to also go against what I am against at, am I not breeding hatred?

When I within my own mind judge other people and races and believe systems as something terrible am I not doing the same as them judging me and my race and my believe systems?

 When I allow men/women/children to be killed in this world, what does this tell me about myself? Am I a coward or am I afraid to stand up within and as myself and say: " no more!" 

 Why do I think and believe that it is always someone else that is the "bad guy." an not me, but yet I do not come up with any practical solution that will make sure that "bad guys" are none existent in the world we live in?

Why do we human kill each other in the name of our believes and our opinions, our projections about others?

Why does the words we use end up being real manifestations in our reality here on earth, and when we see this, why do we not stop it and change ourselves and change our words and thus through words change the reality we live in, using words and living words that will support and honor and respect life in each one of us and in everything?

Why with all the mothers and fathers "feeling love" to/towards their children have love not been a way of living by the children, as the word implies living in peace with oneself and one another and having compassion and care? Do we see this in the world at large, or are we going to continue sorting out little and very small incidents where some of us have had some intention of compassion in a small way or did some compassionate work here and there in the form of charity, to use that as a proof that we care and have compassion, when we are aware that in the greater scale of things, in the lives of ourselves as humanity, in the lives of the animals and plants, these little small contributions of compassion and care are nothing more than a "feel good experience" or to proof ones believe as it being something "good."?


All these manifestations of harm in some form or another are, if we are true to ourselves; manifestations of our own accepted and allowed mindset. We are seeing and going through consequences of accepting and allowing the fears we have within ourselves to take form and become real physical manifested forms in reality. Now these forms can be many forms, and this incident of what happened in France is just one of them, because the people that committed them were just like you and me, they also experienced hatred sometime in their lives and have decided to act on it, between me and you they are just the doers, but yet their starting point is the same. Thus it must be understood by all of us, that if we want to change the world, we must start by ourselves, changing ourselves one by one till all this is done, it may take time, but it will take less time than the time we have dedicated our lives accepting and allowing our status quo wherein the world is like it is right now with all of us here. Self-forgiveness is the tool here and this must be done in Self-honesty. We must stop at looking at problems and start looking at solutions and find ways to bring about these solutions and especially solutions that will benefit all life equally, not just the human life, but literally all life. Than and only than, words like: "respect, love, compassion,care," will have a practical meaning, where they are manifested in the way we live with each other and everything else and within the systems we will create.


Larry Manuela

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Saturday, 3 January 2015

Day 341, A dream about an occurence with a woman I am attracted to. Part 2

Now continuing with the deconstruction of my first blog about this point. For more insights, do have a look at the link I am placing here.

Now I am continuing with the self-commitment statements:


Self-Commitment statement:

When and as I see myself going into or I am about to go into desiring her, I stop--------------- take a deep breath and bring myself back here, ground myself within and as my physical breathing till I clear and stable within and as myself.

I realize I am desiring her, because of interpreting my attraction to her into giving the sexual attraction more impetus, thus leaving out the other attractions as being comfortable with her and around her and stable and also being able to move more freely as and within myself with her.

Therefore, I commit myself to explore myself better and learn from what I gathered when being around her, because within this I can see that I experience a grounding, a stability, a comfortability that I did not experience with others before that is practical, physical, thus making sure to go deeper into exploring within myself to use this opportunity to learn about myself more and thus getting to know myself as I am getting to know her.

When and as I see myself going into or I am about to go into creating an energetic positive experience within myself, I stop---------- take a deep breath and bring myself back here till I am clear and stable and nothing moves within me as me as the mind as energy.

I realize that I am creating this positive energetic experience within myself but in separation with the actual experience itself thus not getting into the depth of the experience as the positive energy experience itself, and within this not being able to direct myself within and as this energy and allow myself to be carried away.

Thus within this I commit myself to really direct myself within my positive energy experience and make sure to give it back to my body and use that in a way that is practical to/towards myself and to/towards her.

When and as I see myself going into or I am about to go into wanting and feeling energetically that I want to kiss her, I stop-------- take a deep breath and bring myself back here till I am clear and stable and nothing moves within me as me as the mind as energy.

I realize that my want to kiss her is about me fantasizing about it within my mind and thus generating energy within my mind.

Thus within this, I commit myself to let go of this generation of energy within myself but first also letting go of the fantasizing about kissing her that is making me generate energy within myself. Thus when this happen I make sure to immediately to step out of it by reminding myself to breathe first grounding myself and than to change myself in the moment itself by staying here, in the touch of my breath and the touch of my hands.

When and as I see myself going into or I am about to go into wanting and sexually desiring her, I stop------ take a deep breath and bring myself back here till I am clear and stable and nothing moves within me as me as the mind as energy.

I realize that I am confusing the comfortability and stability when being with her or in her presence and give it a sexual desire, so I can start accumulating and building energy within my mind using the attraction of being in her presence and really getting to know her.

Thus therefore, I commit myself to when I am with her to only make sure I focus on the stability and comfort I am experiencing and learn about that, because it is something that I need to learn to be, make part of my expression as myself in this world.

When and as I see myself going into or I am about to go into being impatience about myself waiting and projected on her as if I have to wait for her, I stop------ take a deep breath and bring myself back here till I am clear and stable and nothing moves within me as me as the mind as energy.

I realize that I am projecting waiting on her as if I am the one that have to wait for her, but in reality it is me fighting against my own impatience, thus that I am the one that have to learn to live patience.

Thus within this, I commit myself to direct  myself using the tools of self-forgiveness and self-commitment  done in self-honesty to become someone that lives patience and just be here doing what I must do to bring about that which is best for all, whatever will happen will happen, because she can also find someone else and decide to choose to be sharing her life with this someone else.

When and as I see myself going into or I am about to go into wanting to protect the woman I am with or want to be with, I stop-------- take a deep breath and bring myself back here till I am here and nothing moves within me as me as the mind as energy.

I realize that I am relying and applying within myself an old relationship pattern wherein men believe that they are made to protect the woman, because the woman is weak somehow and they are strong, thus within this wanted to express this old construct within and as a relationship to feel better about myself.

Therefore, I commit myself to use the tools I have at my disposal as self-forgiveness and self-correction done in self-honesty to release free myself from this old pattern and construct about relationships between a man and a woman.

When and as I see myself going into or I am about to go into giving a woman more value because of me being able to protect her, I stop---------- take a deep breath and bring myself back here till I am clear and stable and nothing moves within me as me as the mind as energy.

I realize that within this I have allowed myself to programmed myself into believing that a woman have more value if I am able to protect her, as if she is a prize I have won, thus this prize is to be admired and honored, but purely from the perspective that I won the prize as her.

Thus within this, I commit myself to release myself from this program that I have programmed myself to be and become utilizing the tools of self-forgiveness and self-correction done in self-honesty to stop and change within myself to not see the woman as a prize that I won, thus the woman as the prize itself is not of value, but my winning of her as the prize anymore, but to see and live with her as an equal expression of life here having the same value as I have to express myself as life here.

When and as I see myself going into or I am about to go into feeling sorry for her because of interpreting that she cannot defend herself with words when others are attacking her with knowledge and information that she does not have clear understanding of yet, I stop---------- take a deep breath and bring myself back here till I am clear and stable and nothing moves within me as me as the mind as energy.

I realize that I feel sorry for because I feel sorry for myself to when I am in similar situation or have been in similar situation and thus remembering myself going through that I project this onto her.

Therefore within this I commit myself focus resolving and releasing myself from this construct within and as myself of feeling sorry about myself and thus when there is a similar situation outside myself I generate the same emotion again within myself, thus making sure to forgive myself in that moment and stay focus on my breathing, grounding myself touching myself by holding my two hands together to remind myself to stay here when I am busy grounding myself and releasing myself from this emotional pattern.


Larry Manuela

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