Tuesday 29 April 2014

Day 307, Who am I in relationship with the word: " Molecule." Part 22

Here I am with the next word, which is: " Molecule."

This is the definition given to it by the searchcio.techtarget.com website:

A molecule is the smallest particle in a chemical element or compound that has the chemical properties of that element or compound. Molecules are made up of atom s that are held together by chemical bonds. These bonds form as a result of the sharing or exchange of electron s among atoms.
The atoms of certain elements readily bond with other atoms to form molecules. Examples of such elements are oxygen and chlorine. The atoms of some elements do not easily bond with other atoms. Examples are neon and argon." 


                                                         


Now as it was and is with the atom, so it is with the molecule to, I am not aware as myself as this molecule. I do have knowledge and information about it, and have seen them under a microscope but that is about it, but when it comes to actually be aware as them within and as part of my human physical body and also the whole physical existence, that is another story because I am not at all aware of the molecule as myself from a equal and one standing point of view.



Self-Forgiveness & Self-Commitment statements:


I forgive msyelf that I have accepted and allowed myself to not stand one and equal with the molecule as what it consists of and exists as within and as my human physical body and within and as this physical existence, because I thought and believed that the molecule is separate from me and is only part of my human physical body, because I have been taught that it is so and accept that as truth without ever questioning none of it.

I realize that I am standing one and equal with and as the molecule, because I have lived my whole life in separation to everything that I am and have become and everything else that exists, even to my own thoughts/feelings and emotions, so from that perspective it is impossible to ever to have come to know that there is such thing as standing as equal as one as the molecule here within and as myself, because the molecule is also here with and as me as my human physical body and this whole physical existence.

Therefore, I commit myself to to work out on my own solutions to come to a better understanding about the molecule and then use that understanding to investigate more deeply within and as myself through self-forgiveness and my commitments to life done in self-honesty and when there are more information on the molecule through the portal to use these to assist and support myself in my process of understanding myself and birthing myself into and as life here.



I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not use the knowledge and information that I already do have about the molecule  to assist and support myself in understanding myself within and as my relationship with the molecule.

I realize that I did not use the knowledge and information that I do have about the molecule as I should have had, because I saw/see as only just that; " knowledge and information."

Thus within this I commit myself to turn the knowledge and information i already have into something constructive and also add more knowledge and information about the molecule in order to assist and support msyelf better in my standing in my relationship with the molecule and eventually in my standing as one as equal as the molecule.



Self-Reward:

I have seen/realized and understood that I am in separation with the molecule exactly as I am in separation to everything else in this world, this existence and that the only thing I can do about it is, to work all points of limitation I may have within myself about my relationship with the molecule and the tools of self-forgiveness and self-commitments in self-honesty and my breathing to little by little and step by step do become one and equal with and as the molecule.




Thanks.


Larry Manuela



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Day 306, Who am I in relationship with the word: " Atom." Part 21

Continuing with the next word here, which will be the word: " Atom."

on the searchcio.techtarget.com they have as definition for the atom the following:

An atom is a particle of matter that uniquely defines a chemical element. An atom consists of a central nucleus that is usually surrounded by one or more electrons. Each electron is negatively charged. The nucleus is positively charged, and contains one or more relatively heavy particles known as protons and neutrons. "






                                                            




I suggest to listen to the interview that I will place here below, in order for one to have another perspective on the atom. And this perspective requires one to REALLY be " open minded," because in this interview the atom itself will speak through the portal, and will give perspective on its manifestation, its design, and its functionality, its history and its purpose in creation. This interview was just the introduction, more will come in the future.





    

Self-Forgiveness & Self-Commitment statements:


I forgive myself that I haven't accepted and allowed myself to see/realize and understand that the atom is really actually part of myself as myself, because I never stood as one as equal with and as the atom as myself, all I know about the atom is from knowledge and information told by others as myself and the knowledge and information is not an awareness of the atom as myself, its an observational perspective rooted in separation.

I realize that I am at the moment and also in the past not at all aware as msyelf as the atom which is part of my human physical body as myself, because I never was aware as myself as my human physical body, and now that I know this, I am aware that I have to forgive myself all the way, everything that is preprogramming and programming within and as my mind and stand as one as equal with it in order to move to my human physical body and eventually all of what my human physical body consists of and exist as.

Therefore, I commit myself to little by little to do my self-forgiveness statements and my commitments to life done in self-honesty to work out all the points that exists within me as me, till i reach a point of equal and one standing with  and as all that I am here, and to remind myself to be here within and as my breath and also that it will take time and dedication from my part to work it all out.


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fully accept the current defintion and knowledge and information about the atom as what the atom is without ever investigating it and question it for myself, because I have made a habit for myself to trust the scientists and that they know better, so whatever it is they find must be so, when in reality I do know that what they know is only from an observational point fo view, which means a view done in separation to whatever it is they are observing.


I realize that I trust the knowledge and information given by the scientists about the atom without question, because it is still the only knowledge and information closer we have to what the atom actually is, and instead of taking self-responsibility to investigate it for myself within and as myself, because the atom is here part of me I rather go along with the the knowledge and information given by others as myself who also only have knowledge and information about the atom.


Thus within this I commit myself to spent more time questioning the current kowledge and infromation about the atom to come to an understanding about it as is now and from there use that knowledge and information to find more about the atom on my own, and to remind myself that this to will take time and dedication and patience and that I have to forgive myself on all points that are limiting me of not understanding myself as the atom as being part of me as me as my human physical body.



Self-Reward:


Within this blog I have come to see/realize and understand that I am not aware as myself as the atom at all, because I am living in complete separation to everything that is here as me and as part of me, so what I have to do is make sure to work out every point that I have lived in separation and become one and equal with everything that is here in order to have a complete understanding about everything that is here from a equal and one standing within and as everything that is here as life as one as equal as all. Within this I am also aware that all of this will take time and that it is not something that happens just like that by studying few kowledge and information about the subject, but that it becomes a very intense real physical application in real time investigating myself thoroughly and continue walking my points and clearing myself from my self-created limitation and separation.





Thanks.



Larry Manuela


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Thursday 24 April 2014

Day 305, Who am I in relationship with the word: " Universe" Part 20

With this word " universe" I am refering to here to understand through my own words, is the universe that all the planets and stars, black holes, the solar systems and galaxies or light and matter and dark matter, sound, vibrations and you name it are part of it and that are existent within it-------- thus this physical universe with everything that is existent within it and that it consists of, including the human mind with its program that is called CONsciousness. The consciousness is made of the energy that is existent within the universe
Now there is a reason why I say this specifically, because I am aware that in some spiritual disciplines in this world, other references are being given to the word universe. Within these definitions of the universe in spirituality it is just one of the many universes in the multiverse. Now I am not going into all that here, because it is something that boarders with the point of believes, and imagination and projections of fantasizing about something to make it seem more then it is, while not being able to actually verify that it IS so. One thing that is certain is, that this universe we are in and are part of is HERE, this physical existence as the universe that we are part of and participants within it. Everything we ever measured or study be them as abstract as possible even, are all existent within this universe. They are not things that have been found outside of it or separate of it. It is all IN it. With this I mean manifestaions like; ' energy, light, sound, frequencies, vibrations, matter and dark-matter,' are all existent within this physical universe, they are not outside of it, alien to it.


                                                 

One thing most, if not all humans miss is the LIFE that is existent within the universe, and I am specifically saying the life that is within the universe itself as a whole, that which is behind of everything, the origin of everything and not so much an expression of life that we have named: "animate," within the universe, where we separate animate manifestation with inanimate manifestations. LIFE is what is FIRST, THE source of EVERYTHING.
LIFE is existent within the very small to the very big/large, seen and unseen, known and unknown.

Within the desteni material, we learn that we have an inter-relationship with Life, Substance and Energy, but these are all one and equal and there is no separation within these. Our problem is we are not standing as one and equal within/as the absolute point, the source of ourselves that is LIFE. Within this I mean that Life is in Substance as it is in Energy. We have created ourselves into total separation to this LIFE that is existent in everything. We are now in a separation relationship between Energy(mind) and Substance( the physical). We are so separated that we are not even one and equal with the energy(mind) nor with the Substance( the physical) let alone the LIFE( source) that is within/as them.
The oneness and equality that are being taught and spoken of in spirituality and religion in this world are mental concepts and not the absolute standing as the oneness and equality of LIFE itself that is in EVERYTHING. And this is very easy to see/realize and understand, because there is no communication with everything at all that this life is existent within and as. If it was true that those( spiritual masters and Gurus) in spirituality were really one and equal with everything as they believe themselves to be when they go through a specific experience of Nirvana/Higher Consciousness/God Consciousness or whatever, they would have been able to communicate with everything that exists directly in their expressions, in whatever form the expression might be, in specificity and detail and have complete understanding of the expression itself as how it functions and why it is, all its history of what it is and how it came to be, from its very conception or manifestation into existence all the way to what it has become because it would have been a standing of equality and oneness within that point of absoluteness of it which is: " LIFE," that is existent within it and therefore being able to also communicate with it.

For more indepth information on that, I suggest to have a look at: "the secret history of the universe series" on EQAFE.



Self-forgiveness & Self-Commitment statements:


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to separate myself totally from my mind(energy), from Substance( the physical) and from LIFE as one as equal as what I am here.

I realize that I am separate of all that is here as mind(energy), Substance( the physical) and LIFE(source), because I am not at all standing as one as equal with all of them as myself HERE.

Thus within this understanding, I commit myself to through my writing of self-forgiveness and my commitments to life in self-honesty to workout all the points I have created myself to be in separation to myself within myself as what I have accepted and allowed myself to be/become in separation to the mind(energy), to Substance(the physical) and to LIFE(source).


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to accept the concepts as they exist in this world without questioning them in common sense, to see/realize and understand for myself that they were just concepts people have created within their own minds about what they do not stand one and equal as yet.


I realize that as long as I cannot stand as one as equal with the concepts that I believe to question and verify  the oneness and equality of it in relationship to all life for myself these concepts will just be concepts reserved for personal experiences and nothing else but that, but will not be a direct equal standing as in having complete understanding of what the concept is really all about and if it can stand within the oneness and equality as LIFE here.

Thus within this I commit myself to only use my common sense to measure a concept and if a concept is common sensically viable I will use that as a support to see/realize and understand myself within oneness and equality as life, in my process of birthing myself as LIFE here.



Self-Reward:

Within this blog I have seen/realized and understood that when it comes to the universe I have much more to do, in terms of forgiving and changing myself in order to come to the point of absoluteness within and as myself as LIFE, and that I am aware that this will take time and dedication and patience, because I have separated myself so much that is literally not any direct relationship or even awareness as myself as everything I have created myself to be and become and let alone the context within which they exist.



Thanks.

P.s. this word I have just walked here are from a list I have made myself in a blog wherein I stated I will be walking each of these words to come to a practical understanding of the words for myself. Here is the link to that blog.

http://larry7yearwalk.blogspot.com/2014/02/day-286-what-is-understanding.html


Larry Manuela


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Wednesday 23 April 2014

Day 304, Who am I in relationship with the word: " Planet Earth." Part 19

Now planet earth is a perfect subject to talk about and investigate within myself, because I can see in my life I with all other human beings have not taken our responsibilities in regards to the earth as a whole as how it functions as a whole. We have taken parts of the earth and try and own them and then try to protect these parts we have taken. It can be pieces of land, oceans, humans, animals, plants, whatever.........
Most of the subjects we study at school or in universities do not include the functioning of the earth as a whole in our equations and how to always take into account all of life in it and on it.All the problems we have created on the planet are solvable problems. But we are acting as if we can't solve the problems, and we invent all kinds of excuses in order to NOT solve the problems, we make of something that is simple a very complex thing, just in order to not stop and change.
We do know, because we can see it that the earth is doing her best to balance itself out, but what we do not want to accept is the point of seeing that EACH one of us is contributing to the fact that the earth is being forced to balance itself out because of how we live on it. In the action of all of us participating in the system as it exists and support it to continue the way we have placed it, manifested it- IS what is the BIG problem, the main problem!

So what do I have to do in order to be the change I want to see in this world in regards to the earth?

I am aware that the system that I support in most areas willingly and in some areas unwillingly if I want it or not, still bring about the same consequences of destroying life on earth. It means that I have to learn to understand the system I participate in, either directly or indirectly in order to come with the best possible solution of what we have or where we find ourselves within our capacity. And what is really important to bring this about is MYSELF. I have to stop and change me first. Who am I as living being on this planet? Where do I stand? What do I accept, and what do I allow? What I don't accept and allow?

I suggest to read the blog where all this have started, wherein I've placed the list of some words that I am busy walking here now:

http://larry7yearwalk.blogspot.com/2014/02/day-286-what-is-understanding.html




                                                                     


Self-forgiveness & Self-Commitment statements:

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not treat the earth that I am part of with honest respect as in living my life in a way where I do not bring harm to the earth, where the conditions I create due to my living I make does not harm the earth, where earth is equally cared for by me as I will care for myself. Thus within this I forgive myself that I haven't accepted and allowed myself to care for myself with respect and self-honesty and thus due to this not being able to do the same with the earth.

I realize that by not respecting myself and being self-honest with myself I am then living my life in a way that is careless about anything and everyone including myself, thus equally so about earth.

Thus wtihin this, I commit myself to be honest with myself and to learn to take care for myself first and from there I can be honest within my living with the earth and care for the earth and all life on and in the earth as it should be.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to let myself believe that I cannot protect the earth because it's too big, and find in the earth being big an excuse to not do whatever it takes to protect the earth as my home and the home as everyone and everything else.

I realize that I cannot protect the earth by being in separation to it, because in being in separation to the earth I can not come up with common sense solutions that will benefit all life on earth.

I commit myself to investigate within myself through my writing of self-forgiveness and my commitments to life in self-honesty to learn/see and to understand for real how to live protection practically without having to harm anyone or anything.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not stop and change myself in every moment thus by allowing myself to do so, I also then accept and allow it to happen outside of me where all of humanity is not stopping and changing themselves and the system we are all supporting by participating in it, because we are all collectively living in separation within ourselves and also with the earth and everything else.

I realize that there can be no actual real change as long as I do not stop and change msyelf and live as a living proof and example for others to see that changing oneself is not only possible but a must.

I commit myself to actually do my best in every moment to change myself in order for me to become a living examples for others as myself and live to protect all life on earth as my equal.



Self-Reward:

Within this blog I have seen/realized and understood that as long as I do not stop and change myself practically I won't be able to come up with any solution that will be best for all life on earth including the earth itself, thus that is what I have to do in order to become a being that reall care about the earth, because I have learnt how to care for msyelf first.



Thanks



Larry Manuela


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Day 303, Who am I in relationship with the word: " Human body." Part 18

Continuing with the next word, which is: " Human body."






                                                                             

Here is the link from the blog where I placed the lists of words I will be walking to gain more physical living understanding of them:

http://larry7yearwalk.blogspot.com/2014/02/day-286-what-is-understanding.html



So now lets move to see what the dinctionaries are saying about this word:




So our human physical body is very important. We have been living on this planet for a long time as personalities in the mind in this human body, and love making statements, that we are our bodies, but in reality we are not as we are pretending through the usage of our words that we are. The body is like a vessel the personalities in the mind are using in order to continue existing. Up to this moment we have not lived as our bodies at all. This of course have great disadvantages because we will never be able to solve physical problems as best as possible if we do not stop and change the way we live, because we do not see and treat anything as a whole but instead in separation. We are so separated from everything and everyone, that we are even separated to/within our own thoughts/feelings and emotions, that are existing within our minds in our bodies. We do not know anything specifically about our bodies as in how it functions as a whole/complete unit, nor do we know how the mind functions as a whole, we only know a little through the observations we carry out in separation and believing that we know soo much. The more complex we can talk about the things we observe, the more we believe ourselves to know more, but at the end of the day they are only words we have coined up from the mind, to give something we observe a name and a definition, especially in the medical field when we are talking about the human body, lots of names are being coined up to give the discipline of being a doctor its value. And these names and concepts are only available for the ones studying to become doctors. The names and concepts are not all available equally for everyone, finding out things through observation only, have lots of limitations, because it allows for a very small part to be studied in separation to all the parts that the human body consists of and exists as. This is of course not to say that we should not do this, because we have to start somewhere and use what we already have and make sure we bring about with what we have what will be best for the human body.


Self-forgiveness & Self-commitment statements:


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not stand one and equal with and as my human physical body and have only accepted definitions that others has given to the human physical body through observation and within this I forgive myself that I haven't accepted and allowed myself to see/realize and understand that I am limiting myself when I accept knowledge and information given to me by others without ever investigating for myself what these knowledge and informations really are for real, thus I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself in this way to make myself dependent on others to tell me about my own body, when I know it is not a direct seeing that has brought about their information, but a scattered in pieces observation of separate parts looked at individually apart from the whole of the human body as in how it functions as a whole with all its parts working together as one unit, the whole body as what it consists of and exists as.

I realize that I have accepted without question what others have told me about my own human body, or the human body without ever bothering at all to investigate what they are telling me, trusting their knowledge and information above what I could find out about myself by myself  and thus remain limited in my understanding as myself as the human body and thus not having any sense of direction at all in my living as the human body here.

Thus within this, I commit myself to start using little by little the informations that are available to get to know me as the human physical body and also to get to know who I have become as personalities in my mind in order to really practically understand me as the human physical body and start living as one as equal with and as it.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to only have believes and opinions about the functionality of my human physical body and in no way have a direct real understanding of my human physical body's functioning as a physical expression as a whole.

I realize that I have no direct real physical understanding of my human physical body, because I only look at it with the eyes of believes and opinions and within separation.

Therefore, within this I commit myself to little by little and step by step learn to physically understand my body by myself, through self-forgiveness in the written word or spoken out loud and with their commitments to start having a real physical in fact relationship with my body as equals, and become more and more aware as myself as my human physical body in real time and not walking around with information about my body that was given to me by others as myself.


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to treat my human physical body superficially and not with full care just because I do not experience many body-aches as people that do go trough the experience of body-aches, and within this I consider myself to be reasonably healhty, when the reality is that I do not know for sure, because I never go for a check up until something is really wrong.

I realize that I consider myself healthy just because I compare my body-aches with those that have some kind of complications, when in reality I do not really know, because I will only go for a check up when I get really sick and the doctors have to find out what is happening.

Therefore I commit myself to treat my body with more care and make sure to pay attention to the little things that might be a warning for something bigger later on, but that I do not see as something to worry about, as small as it could be, to really investigate it and if it persists I go and let the doctor have a look at me to see if it is something that is harmful or not to my body.




Self-Reward:

Within this blog, I've come to see/realize and understand that I have been taking my living as my human physical body not serious enough, not paying attention to it in the details, and thus being careless about my body. Thus now that I have seen this through my own words I can firstly stop myself from doing so and correct myself in commiting myself to step by step changing my attention to the details and transform what is not what is best for my body into that which will be best for my body.



Thanks.


Larry Manuela



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Tuesday 15 April 2014

Day 302, Who am I in relationship with the word: " Water" part 17

Now I am continuing with the the next word which is: " Water."

I suggest to have a look at the blog where I placed the list of words I am writing about individually now:


http://larry7yearwalk.blogspot.com/2014/02/day-286-what-is-understanding.html


Now lets see what the one of the dicionaries online are saying about this word:



                                                               




wa·ter

 noun, often attributive \ˈw-tər, ˈwä-\
: the clear liquid that has no color, taste, or smell, that falls from clouds as rain, that forms streams, lakes, and seas, and that is used for drinking, washing, etc.
: an area of water (such as a lake, river, or ocean)
waters : a specific area of water; especially : an area of seawater

Full Definition of WATER

1
a :  the liquid that descends from the clouds as rain, forms streams, lakes, and seas, and is a major constituent of all living matter and that when pure is an odorless, tasteless, very slightly compressible liquid oxide of hydrogen H2O which appears bluish in thick layers, freezes at 0° C and boils at 100° C, has a maximum density at 4° C and a high specific heat, is feebly ionized to hydrogen and hydroxyl ions, and is a poor conductor of electricity and a good solvent
b :  a natural mineral water —usually used in plural
2
:  a particular quantity or body of water: as
(1) plural :  the water occupying or flowing in a particular bed 
(2) chiefly British :  lakepond
b :  a quantity or depth of water adequate for some purpose (as navigation)
c plural 
(1) :  a band of seawater abutting on the land of a particular sovereignty and under the control of that sovereignty (2) :  the sea of a particular part of the earth
d :  water supply <threatened to turn off the water>
3
:  travel or transportation on water <we went by water>
4
:  the level of water at a particular state of the tide :  tide
5
:  liquid containing or resembling water: as
(1) :  a pharmaceutical or cosmetic preparation made with water 
(2) :  a watery solution of a gaseous or readily volatile substance — compare ammonia water
b archaic :  a distilled fluid (as an essence); especially :  a distilled alcoholic liquor
c :  a watery fluid (as tears, urine, or sap) formed or circulating in a living body
d :  amniotic fluidalso :  bag of waters
6
a :  the degree of clarity and luster of a precious stone
b :  degree of excellence <a scholar of the first water>
7
8
a :  stock not representing assets of the issuing company and not backed by earning power
b :  fictitious or exaggerated asset entries that give a stock an unrealistic book value
— above water
:  out of difficulty