Friday, 6 September 2013

Day 259, The '' THEY and THEM '' vs the '' ME and WE/US '' Part - 4

Now i am moving to the next dimension which will be the; Backchat-Dimension.






Backchat-Dimension:

***  why do they act like they don't know or don't understand?

***  what do they think they can do to all of us?

***  Why are we not changing damn it!



Self-forgiveness statements:


I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to have a backchat saying: '' why do they act like they don't know or don't understand?,'' to exist within me as me as the mind as energy.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to judge ''they'' as in ''they'' not knowing and not understanding, implying within myself that there are points about ''they'' within myself that are not known nor understood within and as myself and is being reflected in the world outside, within the behavior and manners of  the ''they's'' i am judging within and as my mind.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to judge others within and as my mind without seeing/realizing/understanding that by judging ''they'' i am actually within and as SElf-judgement, thus me judging me, because i am the one with the judgement existing within me as me as the mind as energy.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to think/belief that by having the backchat: '' why do they act like they don't know or don't understand,''  within which i think/belief that ''they'' think they don't know or don't understand whatever, that it really is so in reality, but in reality it can be so or also NOT be so, and by this i am then letting myself be sabotaged by my thoughts by thinking/believing that they are true and real, but they are not, because they do not exist within the physical world outside as a manifested reality.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to have the backchat: '' what do they think they can do to all of us,'' to exist within me as me as the mind as energy.


I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to use the backchat: '' what do they think they can do to all of us,'' to feel like i am protecting myself and others as myself against the ''they.'' 

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to think/belief that i can actually protect reality with illusion as this backchat: '' what do they think they can do to all of us.''

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to even conceive that i can actually protect reality with illusion.

I forgive myself that i haven't accepted and allowed myself to see/realize/understand that a backchat in my mind is just that; '' a backchat IN my mind,'' thus can never ever be REAL.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to choose sides within and as my mind and thus project this into the world outside, wherein i will then choose to be against the ''they'' and belonging or forming part of the ''us.'' 

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to use an illusion in the form of a backchat in my mind to justify why i must continue perpetuating the separation that i project in the REAL world outside, that is only existing in my mind.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define myself within/through this backchat as if it is the REAL me, when all of is the illusionary me.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to use the illusionary me to act in my place within and as my mind to make decisions that are outside that are to be made by the real me, and thus within this i am attempting to make the illusion have an appearance of being real, just because i can through/via the illusionary me have a look at my own interpretation of what i think/belief that is outside of me happening.


I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to have the backchat: '' why are we not changing damn it!,'' to exist within me as me as the mind as energy.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to have this backchat: '' why are we not changing damn it!,'' to be part of my own projection within what i perceive based on information i have gathered throughout my own life, to measure reality with, without seeing/realing/understanding that i am using past memories to measure that which is actually HERE as what has become what i together with the whole of humanity has built together as one as equal in separation from ourselves as LIFE, wherein i am now only seeing this separation and being now impatient about it, when this is all me, myself that is impatient about my own change as it is reflected within the world outside that i am NOT one and equal to/with/as as LIFE yet.


I forgive myself that i haven't accepted and allowed myself to see/realize/understand that by using memories that are not what is in fact right HERE, right now, i am then in FACT trying through/via my memories that were nothing but interpretations, to keep myself of taking my Self-responsibility to what i am accepting and allowing in each moment i am HERE, that are NOT what is BEST for all LIFE.


I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to not have patient with myself in order to work myself out, and little by little see all the points that i need to delete in order for me to stand as the real me and not as the illusionary me that are characters and personalities in the dimensions of my mind.





Self-Commitment statements:


When and as i see myself going into or i am about ot go into judging ''they'' within and as my mind, I STOP, i take a deep breath and bring myself back HERE till i am clear and stable and nothing moves within me as me as the mind as energy.


I realize that i am judging ''they'' as a reflection of myself as i see it within my own mind interpretation as in their behaviour and mannerism, as they not knowing and not understanding, which means in reality ME not knowing and understanding, because it is my interpretation mirrored in them.

Therefore I commit myself to look at all the reflections as in now understand them to be my mind reflections as what i call my interpretations and bring them HERE as me to work them all out so there will be no more they and me or they against us and free myself from my own mind delusions in forms of backchats based on memories as characters and personalities.


When and as i see myself going into or i am about to go into judging me, I stop and i take a deep breath and bring myself back HERE till i am clear and stable and nothing moves within me as me as the mind as energy.

I realize that the judgements i have upon others are my own judgements and only exist within and as me as my mind consciousness system, and thus by judging them, i am actually judging ME.

Therfore, I commit myself to STOP  and wrtie myself  out to delete as in Correcting myself  within me all the Self-judgements that will come up within me till none of them is existent within me, because by accepting and allowing them to exist within me is validating within myself that it is o.k. to let them exist within the reality outside, thus compromising myself to be Self-responsible and get rid of all judgements within this reality, so there can be a world without judgements, but a world where Equality as LIFE is actually lived by all.


When i see myself going into or i am about to go into sabotaging myself, I STOP take a deep breath and bring myself back HERE till i am clear and stable and nothing moves within me as me as the mind as energy.


I realize that i am sabotaging myself by thinking/believing the backchats i am having within my own mind consciousness system, even when i can see with all clarity that the backchats i am having about reality are NOT actually REAL manifested in REAlity.

Therefore, I commit myself to find out through my writing of Self-forgiveness and my commitment to LIFE, to workout and get rid of all that exists within me that i use to sabotage me into making sure i do NOT take my Self-responsibility to really change me and live me as that which is BEST for all LIFE  in FACT.


When and as i see myself going into or i am about to go into a backchat of what others might or can do against us, i immediately STOP---------take a deep a breath and bring myself back HERE till i am clear and stable and nothing moves within me as me as the mind as energy.


I realize that i am using the within the backchat ''they'' against the ''me/us '' to in this way think/beleif that this is a protection in some way or form, when in reality it is just an illusion of protection that i interpret within and as my mind and not REAL protection within and as the reality that is outside, which is the Real Physical Reality. By doing this i am then NOT taking my Self-Responsibility in actual reality, because i am thinking/believing that i am doing that within and as my mind already thus neglecting the reality that is REAL outside of myself as this physical reality.

And thus within this, I commit myself to start little by little through my writing of Self-Forgiveness and my commitments to LIFE to take my Self-Responsibility to that which is actual and real and manifested as this physical reality as what is HERE in fact and get out of the belief of taking care of protecting that i am deluding myself with, within and as my mind consciousness system, till this is done!


When and as i see myself going into or i am about to go into choosing sides within and as my mind, I STOP------------- take a deep breath and bring myself back HERE till i am clear and stable and nothing moves within me as me as the mind as energy.


I realize that by choosing sides within and as my mind consciousness system i am somehow somehow protecting that which i see within and as my own mind consciousness system that needs protection, but in reality i am not really physically moving in making sure that that which is in actuality in need of protection gets real protection, it is just a mind projection of myself based on my own interpretation what protection is, and doing this, i keep on living and participating within and as my mind consciousness system without EVER taking real physical changes that will be waht is BEST for all LIFE.


Therefore, I commit myself to instead of seeing the problems and thinking and believing that i am doing something about them by choosing sides within my own mind consciousness system, i make sure that i transform what i see and bring it to reality as a living example through my participation in common-sense what will be BEST for all life, without having to choose any side, but to actually just LIVING what will be BEST for all of LIFE in each moment.


When and as i see myself going into or in am about to go into projecting my own illusions within and as reality, I immediately STOP-------------- take a deep breath and bring myself back HERE till i am clear and stable and nothing moves within me as me as the mind as energy.


I realize that i am projecting my own illusions within reality through my mind consciousness system to continue with the perpetuation of separation within this world that is actually only in my mind, and because i live through my mind a make my body live this way, as IF we are separate from each other, when in reality we are Equals as LIFE HERE.


Therefore i commit myself to through my writing of Self-Forgiveness and my commitment to LIFE to bring that which i hold dear within my own mind consciousness system and that i interpret as separation, down and face it and walk step by step through all the layers it may exist as and consist of till they are NO more within me as me thus i can then NOT superimpose or LIVE anymore in this world what is in me, because they are not there anymore for me to LIVE  as and by.


When and as i see myself going into or i am about to go into using myself as the illusionary ME, and NOT the REAL ME, I immediately STOP--------------- take a deep breath and bring myself back HERE till i am clear and stable and nothing moves within me as me as the mind as energy.

I realize that i am using a character/personality that is illusionary to play the part of the REAL me, which is my human physical body within my own mind in order to NOT take my Self-Responsibility within and as this physical reality where physical real movement is required and not mind movements as energy.

Therefore, I commit myself to little by little through my writing of Self-Forgiveness and my 
commitments to LIFE, to STOP the illusionary SELF within and as my mind that i use in order to NOT move physically in real reality, and little by little start walking my Self-Responsibility to what is actually HERE and that are in need of real physical/actual/factual occurences or circumstances and/or happenings, so that an actual real change can happen within and as my participation within and as actual real Reality.


When as i see myself going into or i am about to go into being impatient within and as my mind consciousness system, I STOP-------------------take a deep breath and bring myself back HERE till i am clear and stable and nothing moves within me as me as the mind as energy.


I realize that i am being impatient within and as myself and then reflect this within and as the world outside as IF it is taking too much time, and thus in a sneaky way perpetuating why the energy as impatient must constinue existing within me as me as the mind as energy, because then i do NOT have to actually do something that requires physical movement, i can just be in my mind being impatient about, thus in my mind being impatient about being impatient without having to really do anything in reality, thus leaving Self-Movement out of the picture, thus NOT actually changing ME to just LIVE in the moment and be HERE as my breath and my human physical body, one and equal as all as LIFE.






Self-Reward


Within this writing i have seen/realized/understood that the backchats i am using are specific to make sure that i do NOT physically/practically/actually and in FACT move within and as this reality within and as my breath and my human physical body and take my Self-Responsibility and LIVE that which is BEST for all of LIFE. Therefore now that i have seem through my own writing what i am doing in order to NOT DO, i can change myself and transform myself into living; '' DOING.''



Thanks.




Larry Alexander Manuela





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