Day 259, The '' THEY and THEM '' vs the '' ME and WE/US '' Part - 4

Now i am moving to the next dimension which will be the; Backchat-Dimension.

Backchat-Dimension:

***  why do they act like they don't know or don't understand?

***  what do they think they can do to all of us?

***  Why are we not changing damn it!



Self-forgiveness statements:


I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to have a backchat saying: '' why do they act like they don't know or don't understand?,'' to exist within me as me as the mind as energy.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to judge ''they'' as in ''they'' not knowing and not understanding, implying within myself that there are points about ''they'' within myself that are not known nor understood within and as myself and is being reflected in the world outside, within the behavior and manners of  the ''they's'' i am judging within and as my mind.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to judge others within and as my mind without seeing/realizing/understanding that by judging ''they'' i am actually within and as SElf-judgement, thus me judging me, because i am the one with the judgement existing within me as me as the mind as energy.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to think/belief that by having the backchat: '' why do they act like they don't know or don't understand,''  within which i think/belief that ''they'' think they don't know or don't understand whatever, that it really is so in reality, but in reality it can be so or also NOT be so, and by this i am then letting myself be sabotaged by my thoughts by thinking/believing that they are true and real, but they are not, because they do not exist within the physical world outside as a manifested reality.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to have the backchat: '' what do they think they can do to all of us,'' to exist within me as me as the mind as energy.


I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to use the backchat: '' what do they think they can do to all of us,'' to feel like i am protecting myself and others as myself against the ''they.'' 

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to think/belief that i can actually protect reality with illusion as this backchat: '' what do they think they can do to all of us.''

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to even conceive that i can actually protect reality with illusion.

I forgive myself that i haven't accepted and allowed myself to see/realize/understand that a backchat in my mind is just that; '' a backchat IN my mind,'' thus can never ever be REAL.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to choose sides within and as my mind and thus project this into the world outside, wherein i will then choose to be against the ''they'' and belonging or forming part of the ''us.'' 

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to use an illusion in the form of a backchat in my mind to justify why i must continue perpetuating the separation that i project in the REAL world outside, that is only existing in my mind.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define myself within/through this backchat as if it is the REAL me, when all of is the illusionary me.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to use the illusionary me to act in my place within and as my mind to make decisions that are outside that are to be made by the real me, and thus within this i am attempting to make the illusion have an appearance of being real, just because i can through/via the illusionary me have a look at my own interpretation of what i think/belief that is outside of me happening.


I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to have the backchat: '' why are we not changing damn it!,'' to exist within me as me as the mind as energy.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to have this backchat: '' why are we not changing damn it!,'' to be part of my own projection within what i perceive based on information i have gathered throughout my own life, to measure reality with, without seeing/realing/understanding that i am using past memories to measure that which is actually HERE as what has become what i together with the whole of humanity has built together as one as equal in separation from ourselves as LIFE, wherein i am now only seeing this separation and being now impatient about it, when this is all me, myself that is impatient about my own change as it is reflected within the world outside that i am NOT one and equal to/with/as as LIFE yet.


I forgive myself that i haven't accepted and allowed myself to see/realize/understand that by using memories that are not what is in fact right HERE, right now, i am then in FACT trying through/via my memories that were nothing but interpretations, to keep myself of taking my Self-responsibility to what i am accepting and allowing in each moment i am HERE, that are NOT what is BEST for all LIFE.


I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to not have patient with myself in order to work myself out, and little by little see all the points that i need to delete in order for me to stand as the real me and not as the illusionary me that are characters and personalities in the dimensions of my mind.





Self-Commitment statements:


When and as i see myself going into or i am about ot go into judging ''they'' within and as my mind, I STOP, i take a deep breath and bring myself back HERE till i am clear and stable and nothing moves within me as me as the mind as energy.


I realize that i am judging ''they'' as a reflection of myself as i see it within my own mind interpretation as in their behaviour and mannerism, as they not knowing and not understanding, which means in reality ME not knowing and understanding, because it is my interpretation mirrored in them.

Therefore I commit myself to look at all the reflections as in now understand them to be my mind reflections as what i call my interpretations and bring them HERE as me to work them all out so there will be no more they and me or they against us and free myself from my own mind delusions in forms of backchats based on memories as characters and personalities.


When and as i see myself going into or i am about to go into judging me, I stop and i take a deep breath and bring myself back HERE till i am clear and stable and nothing moves within me as me as the mind as energy.

I realize that the judgements i have upon others are my own judgements and only exist within and as me as my mind consciousness system, and thus by judging them, i am actually judging ME.

Therfore, I commit myself to STOP  and wrtie myself  out to delete as in Correcting myself  within me all the Self-judgements that will come up within me till none of them is existent within me, because by accepting and allowing them to exist within me is validating within myself that it is o.k. to let them exist within the reality outside, thus compromising myself to be Self-responsible and get rid of all judgements within this reality, so there can be a world without judgements, but a world where Equality as LIFE is actually lived by all.


When i see myself going into or i am about to go into sabotaging myself, I STOP take a deep breath and bring myself back HERE till i am clear and stable and nothing moves within me as me as the mind as energy.


I realize that i am sabotaging myself by thinking/believing the backchats i am having within my own mind consciousness system, even when i can see with all clarity that the backchats i am having about reality are NOT actually REAL manifested in REAlity.

Therefore, I commit myself to find out through my writing of Self-forgiveness and my commitment to LIFE, to workout and get rid of all that exists within me that i use to sabotage me into making sure i do NOT take my Self-responsibility to really change me and live me as that which is BEST for all LIFE  in FACT.


When and as i see myself going into or i am about to go into a backchat of what others might or can do against us, i immediately STOP---------take a deep a breath and bring myself back HERE till i am clear and stable and nothing moves within me as me as the mind as energy.


I realize that i am using the within the backchat ''they'' against the ''me/us '' to in this way think/beleif that this is a protection in some way or form, when in reality it is just an illusion of protection that i interpret within and as my mind and not REAL protection within and as the reality that is outside, which is the Real Physical Reality. By doing this i am then NOT taking my Self-Responsibility in actual reality, because i am thinking/believing that i am doing that within and as my mind already thus neglecting the reality that is REAL outside of myself as this physical reality.

And thus within this, I commit myself to start little by little through my writing of Self-Forgiveness and my commitments to LIFE to take my Self-Responsibility to that which is actual and real and manifested as this physical reality as what is HERE in fact and get out of the belief of taking care of protecting that i am deluding myself with, within and as my mind consciousness system, till this is done!


When and as i see myself going into or i am about to go into choosing sides within and as my mind, I STOP------------- take a deep breath and bring myself back HERE till i am clear and stable and nothing moves within me as me as the mind as energy.


I realize that by choosing sides within and as my mind consciousness system i am somehow somehow protecting that which i see within and as my own mind consciousness system that needs protection, but in reality i am not really physically moving in making sure that that which is in actuality in need of protection gets real protection, it is just a mind projection of myself based on my own interpretation what protection is, and doing this, i keep on living and participating within and as my mind consciousness system without EVER taking real physical changes that will be waht is BEST for all LIFE.


Therefore, I commit myself to instead of seeing the problems and thinking and believing that i am doing something about them by choosing sides within my own mind consciousness system, i make sure that i transform what i see and bring it to reality as a living example through my participation in common-sense what will be BEST for all life, without having to choose any side, but to actually just LIVING what will be BEST for all of LIFE in each moment.


When and as i see myself going into or in am about to go into projecting my own illusions within and as reality, I immediately STOP-------------- take a deep breath and bring myself back HERE till i am clear and stable and nothing moves within me as me as the mind as energy.


I realize that i am projecting my own illusions within reality through my mind consciousness system to continue with the perpetuation of separation within this world that is actually only in my mind, and because i live through my mind a make my body live this way, as IF we are separate from each other, when in reality we are Equals as LIFE HERE.


Therefore i commit myself to through my writing of Self-Forgiveness and my commitment to LIFE to bring that which i hold dear within my own mind consciousness system and that i interpret as separation, down and face it and walk step by step through all the layers it may exist as and consist of till they are NO more within me as me thus i can then NOT superimpose or LIVE anymore in this world what is in me, because they are not there anymore for me to LIVE  as and by.


When and as i see myself going into or i am about to go into using myself as the illusionary ME, and NOT the REAL ME, I immediately STOP--------------- take a deep breath and bring myself back HERE till i am clear and stable and nothing moves within me as me as the mind as energy.

I realize that i am using a character/personality that is illusionary to play the part of the REAL me, which is my human physical body within my own mind in order to NOT take my Self-Responsibility within and as this physical reality where physical real movement is required and not mind movements as energy.

Therefore, I commit myself to little by little through my writing of Self-Forgiveness and my 
commitments to LIFE, to STOP the illusionary SELF within and as my mind that i use in order to NOT move physically in real reality, and little by little start walking my Self-Responsibility to what is actually HERE and that are in need of real physical/actual/factual occurences or circumstances and/or happenings, so that an actual real change can happen within and as my participation within and as actual real Reality.


When as i see myself going into or i am about to go into being impatient within and as my mind consciousness system, I STOP-------------------take a deep breath and bring myself back HERE till i am clear and stable and nothing moves within me as me as the mind as energy.


I realize that i am being impatient within and as myself and then reflect this within and as the world outside as IF it is taking too much time, and thus in a sneaky way perpetuating why the energy as impatient must constinue existing within me as me as the mind as energy, because then i do NOT have to actually do something that requires physical movement, i can just be in my mind being impatient about, thus in my mind being impatient about being impatient without having to really do anything in reality, thus leaving Self-Movement out of the picture, thus NOT actually changing ME to just LIVE in the moment and be HERE as my breath and my human physical body, one and equal as all as LIFE.






Self-Reward: 


Within this writing i have seen/realized/understood that the backchats i am using are specific to make sure that i do NOT physically/practically/actually and in FACT move within and as this reality within and as my breath and my human physical body and take my Self-Responsibility and LIVE that which is BEST for all of LIFE. Therefore now that i have seem through my own writing what i am doing in order to NOT DO, i can change myself and transform myself into living; '' DOING.''



Thanks.




Larry Alexander Manuela

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Day 199, Wishing is NOT Physically Moving.

I write here about wishing, because this word with its meaning have devestated a lot of humans, and through the humans all other LIFE-form. It keeps you in a state of NO action, in a state of NOT being practical.

                                                            

We notice that we wish always in some way to escape that which is negative or to protect ourselves from that which is negative and desire the positive, the little carrot put on a line in front of us...loll........... We never look at what we can do phyiscally right here in order to NOT have to try and escape like a coward. The funny thing about all this is the following.

We are always bragging about us evolving, right...??

Have a look at this, in the past everything that is HERE as the system and everything else was created in the past, thus IF we were evolving as many belief, and we are becoming much smarter, how come we cannot just STOP the bullshit we created in the past and create something totally NEW, something that will benefit ALL life on earth Equally..??


Wishing is avoiding movement, it is sabotaging oneself, it is NOT wanting to face oneself, it is a never ending trial of trying to escape through the mind for what oneself accept and allow to be HERE as part of the reality one find oneself in, that oneself contributed for it to be what it is today, at the moment. All the ''good person'' you believe you are, and all the ''bad persons'' you blamed for what is here, IS contributing to what we have in this world, so that the world can be in the state that it is right now, right HERE. Everything is pointing to self-change, if we want to change the world for real, all of us that are participants HERE, MUST change..!!!!   But most of us want someone else to change first and even when that someone else changes, we will attack them instead of applying what they did to change ourselves, we become jealous of them and start to attack them with our nastiness. We all know deep down that we live in a physical/practical world, where practicality is what counts, there is nothing moving in this world that is practical by just wishful thinking. So as you can see, changing and becoming a ''good person'' is NOT going to do it, because it is already here and as you can see throughout the whole world it does NOT bring about that which is BEST for all LIFE...!!  So don't even think that by just being a ''good personality'' is going to bring about a world that is BEST for all, because a ''good personality'' is JUST a personality, it is NOT LIFE...!!!  Personalities are mind entities, they are NOT real, hence you can see in common sense for yourself that what is NOT real is never going to support the real, because it only sees what is NOT real, that which it is. It only gives value to what itself is equal to, hence we live in the world and treating ourselves and everything else as what we have accepted and allowed ourselves to be/become.

You want to walk, you HAVE to do it physically, whatever you want to do in this world, physical movement is involved, we can call it work, physical work. It doesn't move by itself. So is LIFE to in this world, you want to LIVE/EXPRESS as LIFE in this world you HAVE to physically LIVE as the life-form you are, which is your human physical body, the real being we are right HERE, the being that was formed from the substance of this earth. Can you grasp this...??  Can you see your importance in this..?? The earth, and i mean to really have a  look at how you are just a spack, but yet a part of this whole earth, this whole organism, that is alive...?? At the moment you only ''know'' you are alive, it is NOT you being life-AWARE, which is a very very BIG difference. Common sense tells one already in the words: LIFE-AWARE, that one is AWARE of oneself as LIFE and ALL the rest that is LIFE, you are aware of the totality of what LIFE is as yourself and as all that there is as LIFE right HERE one and equal. Thus not LIFE-Aware, is what we are living now, which is a living in the mind, separated from our own awareness of ourselves as LIFE and thus ALL of LIFE.

                                                                    

Thus this whishful thinking and wishful living MUST come to an END..!! It doesn't serve our physical existence at all to what IS BEST for all. It is a form of trying to escape the reality that is HERE, which in its turn keeps on creating through neglect the same consequences of Inequality all the time.

Understand, that you can sit and wish all you want/like, but your physical body is NOT going to move because you are wishing things in your mind.  And understand that to EXPRESS yourself as LIFE, HERE in this world is to LIVE as one as equal as your human physical body and also as one and equal with all the other BODIES that are here in Zillions of forms/types/shapes.

Thus just STOP yourself in breath every time you see yourself going into wishful thinking or imagination and forgive yourself self-honestly, because it will lead you nowhere. It is designed to keep you stuck, NOT moving and accept and allow the atrocities that are HERE without doing absolutely nothing to STOP it and then to change it. That is why religions and spirituality exist for you to rot away in wishful thinking and imagination. From these all you will ever be/become is another personality, in this case a ''religious personality'' and a '' spiritual personality.'' And ALL personalities ARE NOT real. Can you NOT see how it is impossible for you to change and become another body..??  Because the body is REAL.



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Larry Manuela





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Day 170, Man And It's Intelligence.

If one have a look into this world as how we as humans co-exist with other lifeforms, and how we live with each other, that is if one really really see it without being bias about it, just look at it as it is, one will soon find out that we as a species is NOT intelligent at all as we belief we are.

                                                                     

The reason we are believing we are intelligent is because of the tools we are creating as in technology for our survival, and our ability to coin out words and be very expressive with words as knowing lots and lots of words if some of us were lucky enough to be able to PAY for an education and than  using them as to show how good we are in speaking words. Because the more words you know, the more intelligent you will appear. And the other lifeforms whom are not designed to do this, we see them as lower than ourselves and even not advanced as ourselves, just because of them not being able to do what the human does. We have a peculiar belief that our design as a human being is superior to the other lifeforms.   But is this really so...??


Those with a higher education in this world, thus on a university level are just the ones that are much better in being a little less stupid, if you ask me. Because they know more.  Let me give you an example. The poor poor peoples in this world, whom have never even been to school and never ever know anything about reading or mathematics, will be considered stupid in this world, people whom don't know nothing. They just don't know better, they  are born and breed in poverty and will stay in it and won't know about how the system works and have no way either to ever find out, and to STOP the system. And evetually they will die and never knowing anything of in what kind of system they were living, they will only know that it was not fare, and that their lives were a constant struggle and suffering with loads of fear.


Now the ones whom are so called intelligent in this world, the ones whom their parents have money to pay for their education, they will know how the system works in some way or another. It is not like they really really know for sure in detail how the system they are participating in each day functions for real and how every little thing affect their own lives and lives of others as them and other lifeforms to, but they are not like the ones whom don't have any education at all. They move into college and finish universities and get intials in front of their names and within this system this is something very honorable, because of course, wtihin the system now there is another organic robot to add to system, that will abide by the rules of the system and that will never ever question the system and STAND up against the abuse of the system and STOP it. Have you met people whom have higher educational degrees, that questioned the material they were studying, when they were students..?? You will find very very few, i mean really very very few. They were taught to accept whatever will be presented in those books as so called facts. Some studies on mechanical engineering one can say on some physical or biological functioning thereof, that some of it is so, and understand that most knowledge and information is from the point of view of OBSERVATION, it is NOT an equal and one awareness HERE. But the moment they move into how exactly that mechanic functions and how it is possible that it exist within that design, they move into the realm of guessing and imagination and illusions, some form of faith. But yet will present it as a fact in the study books. And we humans most of the time are studying only what we will be needing to survive within the system. We don't really get to study how everything really functions in this world/this reality, that is NOT part of the curriculum. You are not suppose to question the material they are giving you as knowledge and information in your schools. It is about inforcing and imposing upon you to copy it and then use parts of it, because in the long run, most of it you will forget anyways. That is why they have certain/specific period of time attatch to it to finishing high school or certain fields of study. This in itself is already forcing you to comply to the system, because they have to keep to the schedule as to how things have to progress in the educational system and how fast they need slaves to work in the system. This is the norms in many societies. And those who finish their higher educations can now go into the labour market and try to find a need job to be working obidient slaves for the rest of their lives.  And now that they have these wonderful initials in front of their names, suddenly they will turn mean and nasty to others that did not get to have these opportunities that they had, they will use all the big words they have learned copying, and try and be superior to another. And they to will become the abusers in this world that will look for ways to make profit on the suffering of others and make laws/rules/regulations to protect their nastiness and crimes against LIFE.


Most of the laws/rules/regulations we have in this world are laws/rules/regulations that protect individuals against each other. They are NOT laws that protect LIFE. Understand when i use the word ''protect'' here in this sentence i am not talking war and all the bullshit that people use under the banner of so called protection. This protection i am using here is the prevention to destroy/abuse LIFE in whatever form it exists.


If we have a look at all the presidents in all countries of this world, most of them, if not all, will never open their mouth and announce that they are going to abolish and remove the whole military complex of the face of their country, this doesn't happen, and these people are so-called the ''intelligent ones.''   How can one be intelligent if one is willing to destroy everything. The people whom are creating these weapons of mass destruction are not dumb individuals, they are all Engineers and Professors, all man and woman with higher educations, i have yet to meet a stupid person who can create a Atom bomb and a Hydrogen bomb and all these weapons, biological or otherwise. They won't even know about Hydrogen or Atom, let alone how to create such a thing, but the intelligent ones do, and they are and will create them to destroy other life. Now can someone like this be intelligent, is this what being intelligent is all about, creating bombs to kill others/destroy life, inventing cheap shit in order for a company to keep on existing under the banner that ''people need jobs'' so we create jobs..???.....These are lies, they NEED Slaves, in order for them to be in the position of ''feeling powerful'' because that is as far as they can go, just FEELING that they are powerful through LIES and make sure that everyone fear them.


If we are to be measured because of what we can create as humans, it is really in the reverse if one look at it, we have to do more shit in order to just survive, when the rest of the expressions don't have to do so much stuff in order to just survive, they survive naturally. The human have to built homes, and bridges,computers, clothing, cars, schools, have to be taught how to communicate  ...etc etc........the animals are fully equipt, so even biologically they are more advanced. And they are very intelligent, because they don't go around destroying the very planet that provides for them to exist here.


Have you noticed that animals according to their species are all staying within their design, and live fully according to their design..??  You will never find a cat uttering the Giraffe way of communicating or vice versa. They will stay within the confines of how they are within their own species. They don't go to war in other allocation where there are others and rob and steal and pillage and kill others for some resource. Like, can you imagine the Lions in South-Afrika marching on to go to war with the lions in Mozambique for example.....  loll   ........ But the humans.....hmmmm this is another story, they will go as far as they can to kill and destroy all opposition in order to get a hold on some illusionary thing called: ''MONEY.''  Willing and determined to kill life in whatever form to get a hold on for a while to this illusion as money.  Now for a race to be so intelligent that it needs to pay for it's own survival to some people they don't even know that  have declared themselves as OWNERS of resources and lands, when the planet they live on is already providing all they need to survive with, are NOT signs of an intelligent species at all...!! This is beyond stupidity. Humans also have another weak point, they don't have just ONE language that one can say, this is The HUman language, you have varieties of languages and due to this, confusing and complicatng the whole living together even more, it is more for separation purposes all these languages.  A cat in America, will miaou the same as a cat in Iraq and they will understand each other if they were to meet one day. But a human in America will not be able to communicate the same with  another human in Iraq. Now not even this the so called smart ones can manage to sort out so the humans have one language that EVERYONE  understands completely and can co-exist in a better way with each other, taking care of this whole division bullshit that is going on and cultures seeing and believing even that their particular language is more important and of more value............ etc etc.. all these are signs of stupidity NOT intelligence.

Now here comes the grand finale. Do you see intelligent people ever coming together and brainstorming on how they are going to make sure that LIFE is being protected and is the MOST important real valued supporting system in this world, and i am talking about ALL the intelligent ones in this whole world from all the countries..??  Of course not, throughout history  groups of smart peoples come together only to see what they can do as smart people in their particular group to continue having slaves working for them, and make sure that the rest don't get smart as they did, that is the only unity that exist between them. And on the elections in most countries, they can never work together, they always work against each other and always want to be THE ONE that is right.  If they were really smart and really wanted to do what will be BEST for all, they will just get together and do everything together and work together with the ones whom have voted to put their asses in office to. But they don't do that. You cast a vote once, and that is all what they mean with the democratic propaganda they sell to you. That is the only democratic thing about their so called;' DEMOCRACY.'  After that they are going to pass leglislation/public policies to enslave you even more and you just accept it and have NO saying in the decision making, because  thy consider you STUPID  and unable to make LIFE decisions, when clearly they to are NOT capable of this AT ALL...!!


It is simple, very simple we can only call ourselves intelligent the day all are doing individually and collectively that which is always in ALL ways what is BEST for all LIFE. Because LIFE is the only REAL value system that we all have equally and that trully supports all of us equally.




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Larry Manuela



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