Thursday, 7 August 2014

Day 325, So Larry, why don't you change? Part 2

So now I am continuing with more self-forgiveness statements and see where they will all lead me and what will open up within me and become clear about myself that needs correction in my living application.
I left off in the previous blog with these sentences:


" I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to even when I am aware of what the heck is going on, still I do not place myself and do more then enough to change myself in order to be a living example of the change that is being seen as impossible and make it visible and thus possible for all to see within the whom I become and the how I live my life in relationships with everything else with only one principle as an outcome, which is; ' that which is best for all life," no matter in what form life has manifested itself.


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not be really  self-honest within my writings about myself within and as my process, and deliberately leave certain aspect about myself for later, when I am aware that the later will not come, because I will keep on not writing about it, postponing my own change."


Now continuing with more Self-forgiveness statements:


I Forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to let myself fall into habits of doing nothing and not take a stand within and as myself to change myself in a moment.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed to not push myself to  write everyday, because of my own awareness that I will be facing myself and have to get out of my comfort zone.


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to create a comfort zone for myself based on projections/interpretations/perceptions/ideas about myself and within these how and who I am within all of them as I live by them, manifesting them as the who I am within and as this human physical body and within and as this manifested physical world as the substance of life, hence I then live by/through these and not live directly here within and as my breath and my human physical body one and equal.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to create a comfort zone within and as my mind and  make my body produce the necessary energy for my mind creations to be manifested through my very body.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see/realize and understand that the words: "comfort zone," are already implying to myself that I have placed/separated  myself within and as a "zone" as a particular/specific area/placement/location which is not HERE as breath and take that as a mode of comfort within and as separation itself as the "zone," which is a particular area/placement/location separated from myself of being HERE one and equal within and as my breath and my human physical body.




                                                                     


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not stand within and as myself to take a stance within and as myself as to what I am aware I must do/live in order to change myself and out of which be the change I want to see in the world as living the example that I create myself to be/become as that which is best for all as the principle of life.

I forgive myself That I have accepted and allowed myself to not see my responsibility in the world in everything that happens in life.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not go through real shame, for this will push me into becoming really self-responsible human being that actually do care and have real compassion.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not care and take responsibility for the system of money I have accepted and allowed to be here.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not care and  take responsibility for the system of education I have accepted and allowed to be here.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not care and take responsibility for the system of justice that I have accepted and allowed to be here.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not care and take responsibility for the system of religion/spirituality/philosophy that I have accepted and allowed to be here.


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not care and take responsibility for the system of war that I have accepted and allowed to be here.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not care and take responsibility for the system of labour that I have accepted and allowed to be here.


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not care and take responsibility for the system of technology that I have accepted and allowed to be here.


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not care and take responsibility for the system of art that I have accepted and allowed to be here.


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not care and take responsibility for the system of Music that I have accepted and allowed to be here.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not care and take responsibility for the system of movies/films that I have accepted and allowed to be here.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not care and take responsibility for the ecosystem that I have accepted and allowed to be here.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not care and take responsibility for the system of banking that I have accepted and allowed to be here.


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not care and take responsibility for the system of family that I have accepted and allowed to be here.


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not care and take responsibility for the system of food/nourishment that I have accepted and allowed to be here.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not care and take responsibility for the system of bureaucracy that I have accepted and allowed to be here.



                                                     


To be continued.............................



Thanks.


Larry Manuela




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