Showing posts with label awareness. Show all posts
Showing posts with label awareness. Show all posts

Sunday, 20 July 2014

Day 323, Why our opinions veil us to not see what are the facts of how life functions here?

So within a conversation with my sister today about what is going on in the world and how we live with each other in this world, what we accept and allow, I came to see/realize and understand that for someone to see that their believes/opinions/assumptions and their perspectives based on these same premises, thus believes and opinions and assumptions are not fact, is a very challenging point for most people to accept.



                                                                 

As we all know the all so famous words we use to defend our believes/opinions and assumptions with are: " We all have different believes about things, so let us just leave it to that" and with this meaning that because of this we are of the opinion that we will never come to work together or agree on the things that are really actually important in this world. The point not seen is that no-one is asking the how it is that we all have different opinions and believes and assumptions that are most of the times not based on actual facts. Most of our believes/opinions and assumptions are more based on knowledge and information, that in some cases some facts are used to defend it with, but the actuality of the fact itself is not a reality for that particular person. It is not something that the person in fact have proven physically for him or herself.

Let me give an example about this.

When I say that it is possible to stop thoughts/emotions and feelings and reactions and judgments, this is not a believe/opinion or an assumption I am sharing with another. I am sharing this with someone else as a fact that I myself have gone through and is going through, thus it is not a believe system from my part, it is an actual fact, because I have done this through forgiving myself and remaining here within and as my breath. Now, I am aware that this is a process, and that I am not yet still constant and consistent within this and that there are a lot of points that needs to be forgiven, and then corrected thus deleted within my mind and my human physical body, before I completely am just here breathing with no thoughts/emotions/feelings or any kind of energy reactions coming up within me.

But to someone else when I share this information with them and they do not agree with me on some points, they are not paying attention to or they cannot see clearly yet, that they are weighing what I am sharing with them based on what they have as believes within themselves, and will think and  believe that I am sharing my believes/opinions and assumptions with them, just like they are doing. But they themselves have not done the actual forgiveness and the actual being one and equal and staying within and as their breath to see/realize and understand for themselves and have their own proof that what I was sharing with them is not a believe, but an actual fact. But instead they will choose to not agree by using what they have as believes/opinions and assumptions within their minds without the actual fact for themselves. And just because of this also will not go into actual trying it out to see if it works or not, they will rather protect the believe they have about the points they do not agree with based on what they believe without having actual facts. And all this happens because we within ourselves have accepted and allowed that everyone have their own unique believes and opinions about the facts, so much so that we forget to look at the fact itself and by this we value our believes above the facts.

So within this we keep on devaluing facts with believes and we don't try something out practically to see/realize and understand for ourselves that what someone else is sharing can be so or not. An immediate dismissal comes up in the mind based on what we have accepted and allowed as believes in our minds that have no substance at all, because we are basing the believe not on actual facts, but on opinions and assumptions, and from there we project it out on the other that he/she is just sharing his/her believes/opinions and assumptions, because that is what we have accepted and allowed within ourselves as mode of operation, the things we have accepted and allowed about ourselves that we value and make decisions about life with.


We are all aware that if a human body does not have food to eat it will eventually die, this is a fact. No matter how many opinions we throw at it, will not change this fact, because this is how the human body functions in this world. There are certain things we do for example like the word "care," that we say we care because we feel sad and we get emotional about certain things we see and then we help someone that is in need and then based on this help we have given, we are then from the opinion and assumption that we are caring beings, because we are helping someone else, but in reality we cannot see yet that the helping is in actuality an acceptance and allowance of a system wherein these living conditions are a result of,  and thus that we need to change the system that produces that kind of end result as that living condition we all are aware we won't want for ourselves nor for our loved ones, but instead  that we create a system  that supports all life equally, so that no-one will be in a position where they can't take care of themselves, we accept and allow this to continue. We believe that help is the only thing we can do. Solving the problem itself so that no-one have to suffer needlessly and get into a situation where they need to be helped just for awhile we do not compute, because within our believes and opinions and assumptions this is an impossibility, and understand an impossibility that we have never actually lived to see if it works or not. We never created a system where life is being supported to have a result that is best for all life. But yet within our believes/opinions and assumptions we act as if we have done this already and it didn't work and that what we have now is the only way we can function even with all the proof we have daily that it is not working. Now the planet provides and produces more then enough food and also resources so that all the life expressions on it can survive and have all they need to live an optimum life with. But with the human, when the believes/opinions and assumptions comes up, we create systems wherein only a few can eat and the majority not or not well enough, and we justify it. We come up with all kinds of excuses to drive away from the fact that we have created a system wherein most will die of hunger and suffer severely, because within our believes/opinions and assumptions we are not equally valuable. We think/believe that some of us have more value then another and that we deserve to have more, and that we are special, all of which of course are believes/opinions and assumptions, because in the physical reality we as human bodies are not special, we all need to eat, we all need to poo, we all come into this world in the same way and we all die, we all breathe the same air, drink the same water, we all have two hands with uneven length of fingers, we all have hairs on our heads. There are things about the human body that one cannot change, because it will harm the body, or it will die. But in the mind we can stop and change anything in seconds and we will not die. We cannot stop our breaths, because we will die, there are consequences to the body when we do this, we cannot stop our hearts and continue living, or stop any major body function and continue living. Thoughts/emotions and feelings, reactions and judgments we can stop all these without harming the body. But of course if we do not test this for ourselves how would we see/realize and understand that these things that seem to be part of the human body is so or not? How would we be aware that they are the illusions? Would we just trust our believes without proving it to ourselves first if what we are experiencing as thoughts/emotions and feelings and all kinds of reactions are real or not?
Now I am aware that my mind cannot move in breath, my mind does not have any form of control on the breath itself. By this I have my own proof as I said some paragraphs above by staying within and as my breath one and equal, just following my breath, not needing any special meditation technique or whatever, just a simple being here with and as my breath following its movement in and out and whatever comes up within me I immediately forgive it till it appears no more and after awhile I am just here breathing. So if you are reading this and you have never done this before, test it out and see for yourself, but do not dismiss it because of believes/opinions and assumptions you may have about it. All of us that have done it and are doing it, and we are people coming from different walks of life that have proven this for ourselves and if we can do it, so can you, it is not reserved for the few or the special ones, it is something we can all do and apply. It is very simple but yet very effective.
So within this I implore you to before dismissing anything based on believes/opinions and assumptions in your mind wherein you have not walked the point itself in the physical and proven it to yourself that it is so or not, to first consider the point and try it out for yourselves. And then when you have your proof and it is something you have done yourself physically your process of becoming aware of what you have accepted and allowed yourself to be/become starts, and your creation of yourself into a being that live what is best for life starts and to also understand that it is a process that will take time, it is not something that will happen overnight, because it took us years to become what we are now as personalities in the mind we live through the body, so it will take some years to deconstruct that first and then start with creating ourselves into a human being that always does what is best for all life in all ways, always.



Thanks.

Larry Manuela



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Friday, 28 February 2014

Day 287, What is understanding Part 2

In the previous post I wrote the following, and this is just to give a little illustration of what I will be continuing with in the post.


" This means that all of these words I never ever lived them as whom I am for real. All the words I/we use are talking and saying something about something that exists within and without us. Most of the words have an actual real manifested form in this reality, in which they can be seen. And there are forms that are subtle but yet physical, they cannot be seen with the human physical eyes so to speak. So I can say that I do have knowledge and information about these words, but how I turn these words as knowledge and information into Self-Awareness is a whole other story which involves actual practice and dedication and patience with oneself till Self-Awareness steps in and with it also understanding."


Now I will move to Self-forgivenesses and Self-commitment statements, regarding the previous post.


                                                       


Self-Forgiveness & Self-Commitment statements:

I forgive myself that I haven't accepted and allowed myself to really investigate and do self-introspection to see/realize and understand what understanding really means in practical living.

When and as I see myself going into or I am about to go into avoiding and sabotaging myself to really investigate and do self-introspection, to see/realize and understand what understanding in practical living really means, I STOP--------- take a deep breath and bring myself back here till I am clear and stable and nothing moves within me as me as the mind as energy.

I realize that I am not thoroughly investigating and doing self-introspection in regards to the word; understanding and what it implies in real physical living.

Therefore, I commit myself to little by little to do real investigation and self-introspection on understanding what exists as words within and as myself and within and as the world in common sense and words that not lead to common sense as what is best for all, I redefine them so I can live the word for myself in common sense in this world.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself  to not actually really do understand what it means for real to practically live the desteni message as; ' oneness and equality, that which is best for all life,' which implies that I live oneness and equality, that which is best for all life as whom I am.


When and as I see myself going into or I am about to go into not really practically live the message of desteni as whom I am, because of trying to understand it as knowledge and information of the mind without practical living of it in every moment, I STOP------------------ take a deep breath and bring myself back here, till I am clear and stable and nothing moves within me as me as the mind as energy.

I realize that I am too much trying to understand as using knowledge and information about the message of desteni instead of living at it as it should be as I have proven for myself already what it is to live the message using the tools of desteni.

Therefore, I commit myself to live the message more and more and stop mentalizing the message less and less and turn the knowledge and information into real practical living.

I forgive myself that I haven't  accepted and allowed myself to give myself as the awareness as whom I am as life within and as my human physical body and this physical existence a chance to come forth and start to live as one as equal with the my human physical body here.

When and as I see myself going into or I am about to go into clouding my awarness with what the mind present to me instead of just being here and breathing as one as equal with my human physical body and the awareness within and as it as life, I STOP-------------- take a deep breath and bring myself back here till I am clear and stable and nothing moves within me as me as the mind as energy.

I realize that I not letting my awareness come through/up within and as my human physical body, because I allow my mind to direct me as if the mind is the awareness part of me, when it is not.

Therefore, I commit myself to through my writing of self-forgiveness and my commitment to life to m,ake sure that I little by little writing by writing and especially breath by breath live less and less in and as my mind and more and more in as as the awareness as me as the life-force within and as my human physical body, one and equal.

In the next blog I will start with each word I have written and start investigating them in common sense and see where I am not living the word, and how I could redefine the word so I can live it in this world in a way that is best for all life.



Thanks.



Larry Manuela



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Monday, 4 March 2013

Day 217, My life vs ALL Of LIFE.

Before i continue what i started yesterday i had a cool realization today, so i will share this realization today and tomorrow i will continue with the deconstruction of the dimensions i have to walk in regards to the post of yesterday about Being Nice.


It is as follow: '' MY life as what i see/perceive/interpret as of more valuable is impossible without ALL of LIFE.''

In this whole of existence every little thing is dependent on the WHOLE, they cannot exist as a singularity without the support of the whole, thus if I support only what I term MY life, and does NOT support what is the whole,  which is ALL of LIFE, I am automatically  abusing MY life and ALL of LIFE. Thus my life MUST be equal in support as what the WHOLE is doing, the moment I use/abuse the whole for MY own life( thus self-interest steps in,) I am trying to be NOT part of the whole of which I cannot exist without as this singularity, that I call MY life.

Let me use our own body as an example.






                                                                




My heart pumping blood to give oxygen to the rest of the parts which the whole of the body consists of and exists as, MUST always do what will be BEST for all the other parts. Now this heart and all the hearts of all the people and also the animals, this is its functionality within the bodies to make sure that all the parts receive their nutrients and oxygen.  Now the functionality has its purpose and importance for the heart itself and for all other parts, but the heart cannot do what the lungs can do, that is not the purpose or what the function of the heart is, only the lung can do what the lung is designed to do, and so is this applicable to all the other organs and parts of what the body consists of and exists as. So all the parts cannot express themselves individually independently from the whole, they rely on each other for their own individual existence within their unique expression and functionality. All these organs and parts are aware that if they do NOT make sure that the whole is always at its BEST as it express itself as the whole where each of them is part of, each of them will be in trouble if something goes wrong with the whole that they are part of. Thus their individual contribution, which is their fuctionality within the body MUST be to support that which is BEST for the WHOLE of the body.  Can you see this...??

Most of us, we know this, but yet when it comes to systems and the lot we create in this world as a respresentation or an extension of ourselves is NOT aligned to this order, this: '' taking care as BEST as possible for the whole that I am part of...!!!! ''   

 Suddenly each part see themselves as having more value then other parts in our case, this whole that is called humanity. Where each human is part of, thus HUMANITY which is the whole of what we are as parts as one human body each.


So what does this mean..??

It means that somehow we are NOT our bodies as we may say and belief and act as if we really are, because we are NOT living like our body itself is living by itself where each part of itself always does what is BEST for all the parts of what the body consists of/ exists as. There exists no disputes and fights for superiority between the parts, like; 'the heart for example and the lung or the brain and the liver, where they will demand more value or importance or deserve MORE because of their functionality.' They are aware that,  if something like that is to happen/occur, the whole body will collapse and none will have an existence, no matter how superior they may see themselves to be if this was real of course. Now, this is REAL intelligence...!!!

Why are we not living as a whole body together with other bodies, each individually exactly in the same way our own bodies are existing as a totality of parts together as one group that form one BODY and each part individually working to maintain always what is best for the whole body that each is part of...?? What is wrong with us, what is keeping us separated from living as this wholeness, this oneness, this equality, where each part have equal value no matter what their function is, be it a simple function or a more complex function, their value/worth IS equal and their support to each is also equal so each part is equally supported to express themselves to their optimum, that will contribute to the expansion and growth of all parts in perfecting themselves in their unique expressions and manifested forms, where none will be left behind or lacking in any kind.


We should have been learning from our bodies, but we don't. Even now that we know much more as in how our bodies function on a biological level, but yet still we don't use the system our bodies use, we don't take its way of functioning as an example and implement it in our systems we create outside of ourselves, what a shame..!!


We are devided and conquered through/within/as our own MINDS. This is where we are separated...!!

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Thanks.


Larry Manuela




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Tuesday, 26 February 2013

Day 214, A Moment Of Fear.

Problem:


Today at work, i made a mistake, by proceeding to work when the quality test was not really o.k.
I knew it was not o.k. but because i had to call upon the quality controller after awhile i just forgot and kept on letting the machine running. When the quality controller came he took a few more tests and he said that i need to change the perforation-blade to one that have a lower value so i can also get to a lower value. When my shift-supervisor came to see what was going on, why the machine was not running, i told him and he told me that i should have called the quality controller and that now all the products i made have to be on hold, this means that they are going to have to call the client if they want the product still or not. When he told me this i went to a slight movement  of energy within me, because i knew i made a mistake, and in my mind i was having the back-chat:'' you see, i told you to stop the damn machine and change the fucking blade, but nooooo we have to continue and now what..?? ''




                                                                          



Solution:


Self-forgiveness statements:


I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to let doubt have a grip on me and because of this created an immediate consequence for myself and others as myself at work, because of not stopping the machine and change the blades when i knew i had to.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to take a decision based on knowledge within my mind trying to justify in my own mind that i can continue a little more before i go and get the quality controller guy, when in my practical way of working with my body with the machine was telling something else, and because of this created a friction/conflict within me that came out as doubt.


I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to experience a movement as energy, like an nerveseness within me when i was told that i need to change the blade now, because in that moment, i knew that that was what i needed to do in the beginning already but didn't, and that i am now in trouble.


I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to go through a little experience of fear when my shift-supervisor told me that all the products that i have made need to go on hold now, and ''going on hold'' even though i didn't know what that realy meant in terms of production, but i perceive it to be something that have negative outcomes. Thus within this i forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the words: '' go on hold'' to negative energy.


I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to to have the backchat: '' you see, i told you to stop the damn machine and change the fucking blade, but nooooo we have to continue and now what..?? '' to exist within me as me as the mind as energy.


I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to use the backchat:'' you see, i told you to stop the damn machine and change the fucking blade, but nooooo we have to continue and now what..?? '' as a way to blame myself. Within this i realize that even in these little moments my mind play tricks on me still, because even though the blame, thus what i am saying in my mind is right according to my mind perspective/view, but the ''blaming'' itself is what is NOT what is BEST for myself, because eventually in the end, i blamed my body, because it is my body that is doing the actual physical task and not my mind, thus my mind is seeing itself as more then the body and blaming it and acting as if the body is stupid, when in reality the body was aware what it was doing and even gave the indication/hints when i was uncomfortable within myself, but eventually i took the decision to continue running the machine,and that decision was NOT the body's decision, but my mind's decision---------- forcing the body to continue working when the body was aware that something was wrong.


I forgive myself that i haven't accepted and allowed myself to see/realize/understand and hear my body when my body was giving me the indication/hints of uncomfortableness within my chest area and my breathing became short and undeep, that something was wrong, that i was taking decision that my body itself was against. Thus i realize this day, for REAL and in FACT that it is my body that learns and NOT my mind. Thus within this, i forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to always have believed that it is the mind that learns, when all these times it was and IS the body that learns IN fact..!!




Reward.


Self-commitment statements:


I commit myself to whenever i am about to go into or i am takoing decision based on my mind interpretation of physical tasks, i STOP, take a deep breath and bring myself back here within/as the human physical body till i am clear and stable and then out from this clarity and stability within and as myself i then express myself as the human physical body that i am, the real being of planet earth.


I commit myself to pay very close attention to my body indications, and to not loose myself within and as my mind as knowledge and information, and whenever i see myself going into this, or i am participating in it, i immediately STOP, take a deep breath and continue focusing on my breathing till i am clear and stable and nothing moves within me as me as the mind as energy, so that i am just here as the human physical body breathing, living.


I commit myself to whenever i see myself going into or i am about to go into reactions of uncomfortableness, i just STOP and take a deep breath till i am clear and stable and nothing moves within me as me as the mind as energy and then in this clarity and stability i then  move and act as the human physical body one and equal.


I commit myself to be very watchful to the energetic movements that happen within me whenever there are points that trigger my mind, that will result in fear, and when these happen to immediately STOP, take a deep breath and bring myself back HERE and continue breathing till i am clear and stable and nothing moves within me as me as the mind as energy.


I commit myself to whenever i see myself going into or i am about to go into backchatting myself away in my mind to immediately STOP and take a deep breath and don't allow myself to fall into this trap as backchat of/as my mind, and continue breathing till i am clear and stable and nothing moves within me as me as the mind as energy.

I commit myself to in the future to be more vigilant in hearing my body and be watchful to its indications/hints, thus whenever i have a movement as energy within me, even though i may not know why it is moving, i just immediately STOP participation in it and take a deep breath or many deep breaths till i am clear and stable and in this matter i can then see why it is i am having an energetic movement within me as me as the mind as energy.


I commit myself to now that i have realized what i was told lots of times that the body is the real being that learns and not the mind, to be very watchful and careful in aligning myself to be one and equal with and as my body, and little by little move myself from the trap of my mind, till i am the directive principle of my mind, and i live and express as my body, the real of planet earth.



Thanks.


Larry Manuela




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