Day 269, Why i am creating unnecessary friction and conflict within myself in regards to my process of breathing. - Part 2

Within this thread i am continuing with the the second part that would be about my commitments to myself in regards to what i have seen/realized and understood within and as myself within my Self-forgiveness statements.

                                                                       

Self-Commitment statements:

I commit myself to little by little as i start to focus on my breathing again in moments wherein i will be able to see more the movements of my mind and in so doing be able to prevent myself from physical actions that lead to consequences that are not what is best for all.

I commit myself to work on my anger within and as myself that i have created within and as myself against myself because of myself being aware that i am not stopping myself in moments as i wrote i will do when the moments come up and i have to stop me from participating into my mind, and i work this out through my writing of Self-forgiveness till i become more and more stable little by little within my physical actions.

I commit myself to work on my anger that i also project on others in regards to myself not stopping myself in breath in key moments, because i see that i am late constantly, in the sense that i keep on falling in the behaviour or action and then after i have a look at it, i will see that it was because i have missed being in breath, not being here within and as my breathing one and equal.

I commit myself to gif myself the gift of just being here within and as myself within and as my breath simplistically just BREATHING, without having to spiritualize it or whatever, just simply BREATHE, and practise and practise just like i will practise doing any physical task in this world, till the task or what i am practising is ME. And with breath it means that i will be automatically focused and aware of ME breathing. And little by little not missing breaths, because every breath missed is a moment NOT lived.

I commit myself to also work on my guilt through Self-forgiveness for not focusing on my breath as i have stated before that i will do in each moment when i see myself going into or about to go into whatever energetic reaction that will pop up within me, and all this is because of the very fact that i was in my mind and not in breath that it occured that i couldn't see the movement, before it happened, and only saw it afterwards.

I commit myself to learn little by little to focus on my breathing and to stop myself in participating in thoughts by just not letting myself go through them and stay within and as my breath, till i get the breathing, the focused breathing becomes me, and that i have to have patience, because it took time to be/become an individual not aware of itself breathing, thus it will also take time to be/become an individual that is aware of itself breathing.

I commit myself to learn little by little to focus on my breathing and stop myself in participating in feelings that comes up within and as me, so i can see within myself through my breath, because through my breath i am slowing myself down, and can see the movement of my mind, thus then in fact be ON time, before i participate in the feeling and thus can not participate in it.

I commit myself to learn little by little to focus on my breathing and stop myself in participating in judgements that comes up within and as me, so i can see within myself through my breath that i am to about to go into such mind program and my physical body addiction to this program and just stop participation in it before it happens.

I commit myself to learn how to little by little stop myself through breath in participating in justifications, because i have seen/realized and understood, that because i am solely within my mind participating in these justifications i cannot see that i am in them, because i was in them and not In breath, thus my focus was on justifications and NOT on me breathing HERE. Thus breathing is key for me as i see it within and as myself, because i am sick and tired of having to go to the same things over and over and over, meaning i am doing something that is not correct, and which i found out is my very focus on my breathing that i have said i will be doing in each moment but yet did not live it in FACT.

I commit myself to learn how to little by little stop myself in breath in participating in backchats, because i can see i can only be in backchats because i am not actually in fact focusing on my breathing, me being here jsut simply breathing. Because if i was i will see beforehand that i am going to participate in a backchat and thus be ON time to stop myself in fact before i participate in it.

I commit myself to learn how to listen to others without having to feel like i have to defend myself, because this feeling is pertaining to EGO, and it is also a moment of NOT being here within and as my breath. So i have to practise extensively staying within and as my breath daily till i get this point and i live being in breath in each moment, so i don't participate in mind and then afterwards try to defend my ego for doing so.

I commit myself to learn how to stop myself in being spiteful through learning to stay focus within and as my breath in practical living, because i see that this is my problem, my being not focused on my breathing, so much so that it has even become an excuse, so i will be going back to learning how to focus on my breathing till i become it in fact, that i am here aware of myself breathing in each moment.

I commit myself to even though in this moment i see focusing on my breathing as something difficult, i have to discipline myself to learn how to do so, because it is difficult only from my mind perspective, not from my body perspective, because i am breathing, just not aware of it. The body is busy breathing automatically. Thus me being aware of myself as myself breathing as my body will assist and support me greatly in my process of getting myself out of the mind into the physical.

I commit myself to use these changes that i am going through that makes it all seem difficult because i am being challenged to help me learn to focus on my breathing so i can assist and support msyelf better in dealing with my own changes that are happening within and as myself so it is more bearable and also can be more aware of myself in what i am doing in each moment.

I commit myself to STOP being too hard on myself in regards to me not focusing on my breathing as i have mentioned before and wrote before but yet did not live them before as i wrote them before i kept on falling in the moments and only see afterwards that i have fallen, because i have missed the beginning part of my commitments i have made to myself which was to STOP myself when i see myself going into or i am about to go into, but yet could not see it, because of me not being in breath and just in my mind, thus not being able to prevent myself in going into participation within my mind.

Self-Reward:

Within this commitments i have seen/realized and understood that when it comes to my personal process, this breathing part is the part that is disturbing me to move forward within and as my process, because i keep on missing being HERE in breath and then look for excuses on mental level to cope with it, when deep down i know within myself that i am NOT focusing on my breathing and i keep on letting myself get caught in old habbits of not being aware of myself breathing. Because when i look at myself and compare myself in the beginning of my process where i was more in breath, i could see more of myself as my mind consciousness system, and now i am always late because of not slowing myself in breath and thus being in almost full mind participation most of the times, and even see that only when i take a deep breath afterwards that i can see that i was not HERE in breath, thus in my mind. So i have homework to do, and that is to go back to the drawingboard and start again learing HOW to breathe physically, just being here breathing, as simple as that till it becomes part of me in awareness, that i am aware of myself breathing, because this is the only way i will be able to be ON time and thus prevent myself physical actions that will be not what is BEST for all.

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Day 238, Contemplating for Contemplation Sake or Not? Part 4

Here i am again with the working out of the next Dimension i will be taking on in regards to this particular point.

The next dimension will be the Backchat-Dimension.

Before i continue, let me put a little bit of what i wrote in the previous post:

Self-Reward:


Within this blog i have seen/realized/understood that i am using my imagination linked to memories that are functioning as protection of ''my upbringing/my culture'' and thus i make sure that i do NOT make choices that will compromise this Belief-System within and as myself. Thus hereby now that i see what i accept and allow within and as myself i am now able to STOP my participation when similar situation will come up again, so i can then gift myself the gift to stop myself in participating and correct myself in that moment, instead of trying to keep on holding on to a Superimposed BeLIEf-System that have nothing to do with Reality at all.




Now up to the Backchat-Dimension.



Problem:



Backchat-Dimension:


**** o.k. so this is how she uses her broom


*** Now i got it, i know which food to cook in that pan


*** Does she realize what it means to me: '' do what you would normally do in the space of your own home.?


*** O.k, so she eats in her little bowl, and it is not necessary to precisely put the bowl on the table.



Solutions:



Self-forgiveness statements:



I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to have the backchat: '' o.k. so this is how she uses her broom,'' to exist within me as me as the mind as energy.


I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to let the backchat: '' o.k. so this is how she uses her broom,'' to influence my decision making as to what i will do or NOT do in real physical reality.


I forgive myself that i haven't accepted and allowed myself to see/realize/understand that whatever i interpret within and as my mind is NOT what myself as my body is busy in that particular moment doing, thus in this case the interpretation of looking at her, how she uses her broom, is NOT me as my human physical body using the broom.


I forgive myself that i haven't accepted and allowed myself to see/realize/understand that all my interpretations were and are always NOT one and equal to what i am doing as my human physical body/form, because my body is busy with doing/moving/taking action right HERE and the interpretation of the action taken, is NOT necessary in the physical reality.

I forgive myself that i haven't accepted and allowed myself to see/realize/understand, that i in my whole life have lived and are still living in trust of my interpretations/views, that on themselves are NOT actions taken or physical movement but just comparisons with past association as another interpretartion and view in another moment in time of an physical action/movement, that is NOT HERE anymore.


I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to have the backchat: '' Now i got it, i know which food to cook in that pan,'' to exist within me as me as the mind as energy.


I forgive myself that i haven't accepted and allowed myself to see/realize/understand that to have the backchat: '' Now i got it, i know which food to cook in that pan,'' I am stating to myself on an assumption that only that specific food is cooked in that pan, when this is NOT a fact in reality, because she might cook something else other then what she cooked that particular day in that same pan.


I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to based my decision making on an assumption that i have created within my own mind in a moment based on a memory that i have chosen in that particular moment to protect my self-interest so i don't have to go through the usage of her pan in that moment or maybe/possibly in some future moment if that is to come into being.


I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to based my decision of NOT wanting to do something on memories that have an Negative outcome only to make sure i don't go through the actual/factual doing to see/realize/understand, what will actually happen if i go through the actual doing of what o have to do and thus taking my Self-Responsibility.


I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to let my mind dictate through fear and thus take directive control over my Self-directive Will, in order for me to NOT take the Body's Directive-Will instead, which I as the Mind CONsciousness System is totally fearful of.


I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to have the backchat: '' Does she realize what it means to me: '' do what you would normally do in the space of your own home.?, '' to exist within me as me as the mind as energy.



I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to have the backchat: '' Does she realize what it means to me: '' do what you would normally do in the space of your own home.?, '' just because I, in myself already as my Mind Consciousness System have decided based on comparisons with an Negative outcome that she might have some complaints on me using her stuff the way i will use it normally in the space of my own home and then due to this make the decision based on that comparison to better NOT use her stuff at all in that moment, because of probable outcome that will be the why I don't want to hear, thus face myself in regards to my own self-created/accepted/allowed belief-system imbedded within me that I most of the time don't even notice till i am already in it.


I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to Fear taking decision in a moment because i fear failing.

Thus within this, I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to due to my fear of failling makes me look for options within my own mind as my memories where things went wrong so i don't have to probably/maybe go through the experience of failling again or being seen as a failure again.


I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to have the backchat: '' O.k, so she eats in her little bowl, and it is not necessary to precisely put the bowl on the table,'' to exist within me as me as the mind as energy.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to use this backchat: '' O.k, so she eats in her little bowl, and it is not necessary to precisely put the bowl on the table,'' because of me comparing eating at other peoples home and them NOT eating with the bowl or plate not on the table, thus to me this is a point to judge her in a good way, because i then now know that she will be fine if i were to eat out of her bowl also in that same way, NOT seeing/realizing/understanding that i am then participating in my mind and i am not being HERE as the breath and my human physical body one and equal in that moment.



Self-Commitment statements: 



When and as i see myself going into or i am about to go into a backchat or similar backchat as in: '' o.k. so this is how she uses her broom,'' I stop and take a deep breath and bring myself back here till i am clear and stable and nothing moves within me as me as the mind as energy.

I realize that i am using this particular backchat to abdicate my own Self-Responsibility in doing my own thing.

Therefore, I commit myself to when this particular backchat or similar backchat pop-up within my mind consciousness system to immediately to stop myself by NOT participating in it, because i already know i have forgiven it within myself, thus it coming up again to visit me is to see i can direct myself all fall again, thus i will not give it attention and focus on my breathing, and if it doesn't STOP, then i will get to my writing to explore more deeply and effectively what i have missed and not pay attention to, that makes the backchat repeating itself.


When and as i see myself going into or i am about to go into usage of backchat to influence my decision making on what i will do or not do, i STOP take a deep breath and bring myself back HERE till i am clear and stable and nothing moves within me as me as the mind as energy.


I realize that i use backchats in order to influence my decision making on what i will or will not do.


Thus within this i commit myself to the moment i see that i am giving my power away to my mind in order for it to make decisions on my behalf, immediately stop participation in this backchat and do NOT give it attention, and if this backchat persists, it means that there is a point i have missed in my self-forgiveness statements, thus i go back to writing and seek the what is still holding that particular backchat still intact, till i completely wipe it out, or root it out.



When and as i see myself going into or i am about to go into mind interpretations of what she is physically doing, I stop------------------- take a deep breath and bring myself back HERE till i am clear and stable and nothing moves within me as me as the mind as energy.


I realize that that i am using my mind interpretations to interpret reality instead of seeing/realizing/understanding reality as it IS right HERE in a every moment of breath.


Thus, therefore I commit myself to instead of getting lost in interpretations of my Mind Consciousness System, i focus on myself as within/ as my breath HERE and give that all my attention and help myself to keeping the focus by for example; holding my two hands together, or touch something that is physically HERE so i can stay grounded, thus HERE.


When and as i see myself going into or i am about to go into trusting my interpretations instead of trusting myself HERE within and as my breath and my human physical body/form, I STOP---------------- take a deep breath and continue focusing on my breathing till i am clear and stable and nothing moves within me as me as the mind as energy.


I realize that that i trust my interpretations instead of my breath HERE, 

Therefore, I commit myself to make sure i push myself to learn through my writing of self-frogiveness done in self-honesty and with my commitments to Self as LIFE, till i trust myself as my breath and my human physical body/form.



when and as i see myself going into or i am about to go into assumption about how she does something in this case cook her food in a pan, I stop----------------- take a deep breath and bring myself back HERE, till i am clear and stable and nothing moves within me as me as the mind as energy.


I realize that i am letting assumptions i have built about her in a moment rule over my decision making as to what or what-not i should do in a moment.

Thus, within this I commit myself to make sure that i stop these assumptions within me in the moment they pop-up/appear out of nowhere within my mind consciousness system, and IF these assumption continue i will continue digging within myself to see what i have yet have to uncover within myself to get to the origin and then stand as it completely and then delete it from within me, because it is NOT needed in LIFE.


When and as i see myself going into or i am about to go into comparisons within my mind of past memories that all had an Negative outcome, I STOP------------- take a deep breath and bring myself back HERE tilll i am clear and stable and nothing moves within me as me as the mind as energy.

I realize that i am using comparisons of past memories within my mind with a Negative outcome in order to NOT have to do some physical action that i fear another my judge or find me faulty or just that i may fail.


Therefore, I commit msyelf to little by little through my writing my self-forgiveness and my commitment statement in Self-honesty to delete all these Negative outcomes as memories i have now that are part of my ind consciousness system and to have patience with myself till i get each point step by step.


When and as i see myself going into or i am about to go into judging her in a good way in relation to how she uses her bowl, and how other people uses their bowls, I STOP------------ take a deep breath and make sure i focus on my breathing till i am clear and stable and nothing moves within me as me as the mind as energy.


I realize that by judging her positively makes it o.k. within my mind to judge, when judging is judging and is still a mind-Fuck.

Therefore i commit myself to little by little through my writing of self-forgiveness and my commitment statements to STOP judging others in myself and thus judging myself, because it is me that is busy judging another, the judging is me/coming from me.



Self-Reward:



Within this post i have seen/realized/understood that i am using backchats as means to abdicate my self-responsibility to myself and also in my interactions with others as myself to not take action and get over my self-created fears within myself, thus therefore now that i have seen that i am doing this, the next moments that certain similar situations occur i can then STOP myself in participating in creating myself as fear all the time, wherein i will make the decision to NOT move or do something and instead wait for a chance or a moment that will seem ''right'' based on assumptions and interpretations of my mind.




Thanks.



Larry Manuela.

Day 177, The Apparent Goodness Of Man.

As long as i can see this apparent goodness of man, wherein man belief/think that he is good because he coins out some moralities within a system of abuse and inequality has nothing to do with real goodness. Real ''goodness'' is in reality, practical caring living application that is BEST for all LIFE. And this is what Man have NOT lived throughout history yet at all.

                                                                  

All what man is doing as to try to be so-called: ''good,'' which in turn is derived/fueled/relying on as what is HERE as what man is and as what man creates, which is all the opposite of this ''good'' man is trying to be. It is the ''bad/negative/wrong'' that is HERE, that is the platform where man is trying to run away from in order  to be ''good/positive/right.''   It is NOT the opposite way...!!!  So this means that the ''bad/negative/wrong'' is creating the other as an illusion, because the opposite is NOT what is HERE, what is HERE is the ''bad/negative/wrong,'' because now it has friction/conflict. Man is creating the friction/conflict within himself as an illusion that he is NOT, in order for him to NOT face what he has always been, which is '' bad/negative/wrong.''


So to be good in this world, in reality as we exist in this world as we man proclaim, is nothing but to be EVIL, because the apparent goodness of man needs the EVIL for it to be good. Without the EVIL there is NOTHING to be good about. 

So trying to be ''good'' in this world is in reality conforming/confirming  that the EVIL as what man is MUST continue existing as it exists.


Have a look at it, you will find within yourself that all your decisions you ever made in your whole life are based on what it is you fear, which is the ''bad/negative/wrong.''


lets have a look at a few examples:


***   Wanting/wishing to be rich and doing everything to be rich is because within you, you know that being poor as you can see in this world is NOT the kind of life you would want for yourself nor for your so-called: '' loved ones.''  Being poor is negative.


***  Wanting/wishing to fall in love or find someone to love and that loves you back, is because you don't want to be alone, and being alone is for you negative.


***  Wanting/wishing to educate yourself to survive in this system, because without the education your chances for survival are minimum and your life would be a struggle. So struggle is negative.


*** Wanting/wishing to be looking attractive all the time, is because you know that in this world, looking attractive as the world impose upon you is much more pleasant then looking ugly, and looking ugly is Negative.


*** Wanting/wishing to go to heaven and following religions is considered a ''good'' thing to do, because you want to escape this shithole we create here together, thus earth is a place you don't want to be on, and this earth is negative in your view, because HERE you suffer.


So as you can see, we can go on and on with these things............................................

The only way to get out of this polarity and opposite Con, is to live and express in every way what is BEST for all LIFE, what is BEST for all LIFE is a none polarity application, that have a consequence that is always BEST for all LIFE.   So one more time, if you do what is ''good/positive/right'' will NOT result into what will be BEST for all, because these require/need/rely on the opposite polarities as in ''bad/evil/negative/wrong,'' which is what is actually/factually HERE to continue existing in order for them to be experienced as if they are REAL. So they will always lead to EVIL..!!  So none of the polarities will ever lead to what is BEST for all, ONLY what is BEST for all alone as in a living application will lead to what is BEST for ALL LIFE...!!  Self-honesty will pull you out of this one, in order for you to get it..!!


But if you want to live ''the good'' '' the positive'' ''the right way/action''   you will automatically have the opposite from them in your reality, because they cannot exist without each other, which are: '' the bad/evil''  ''the negative''  and ''the wrong way/action.''


It is NOT that ''the good'' ''the positive'' and ''the right action'' exist first and is HERE and out of this, makes you make the decision to choose to be ''bad/evil'' ''negative'' or ''wrong.''  


So EVIL is the cause/source of your attempts to be the illusions that are created by this very EVIL that is inherrent in Man, and NOT the other way around.




Thanks.


Larry Manuela




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Day 155, The Same Day Repeats Itself

I am going to walk with you here in this blog how i see one day and all days, that there is a structure of destruction repeating itself over and over and as it is reaching it's peak it gains momentum and speed that makes it look like there is an evolution within the whole thing, but it is just an accumulation of the same thing repeating itself to the point where there is just enough, and of course that day will also be a day on it's own like all the days that went before it.

 

 

                                           

1)    The human is becoming more and more angry as each day passes by. If you read/watch the news one can clearly see that there is this increase in anger. People are ready to fight and kill each other for something that can be resolved very easily, but yet they will choose to fight or kill each other, thus harming each other badly to the point where they even kill each other.  The young people are also becoming more dare devils as they say. I would say they are becoming much more crazier then the generations before them, because they embody all the pain/frustration/fear/anger of the generations before them passed on to them and are now ready to let all loose.

2)    Sexuality is out in the open now and is becoming more and more obscene. It is now very normal to just go out and look for someone to have sex with and just go and do it. All the sexual diseases are forgotten and it is as of no-one care if they will get the diseases or not, as long as they can have the sex of their lives with someone. And within this alcohol and drugs play a major role. Younger people are having more sex now then their previous generations and are more open in their sexual behavior to, it is like a free for all thing going on when it comes to sex. And it is on an increase, becoming a norm as everyone just accept it and move along. The sex crimes are also becoming more and more, even animals are now being raped and killed by us the humans.

3)     Religion is also being taken to the next level or i would say the final level, where most participate in it, but as most do and become aware that their lives are not getting any better, people are becoming religiously mean and angry for what they belief in is not really working, so the attacks on those whom are not religious are increasing, and what is written in their books as what is ''bad'' they openly go about trying to physically destroy this what the book tells them is ''bad.''  Within this there is also the GOOD INTENTION of the religious population that is growing, because that is all religion was always for anyways, to have ''good intentions''  so the religious people can FEEL that they are good people, where they help a few people and animals here and there and belief that they are really changing something in this world, when the reality is that they are accepting the very thing that they are helping by helping it alone and this help is in the form of a continuation. Because they are dealing with the symptom and not the CAUSE of the symptom. So religion does NOT deal with STOPPING the cause of what brings the ''bad/wrong/negative'' as they perceive it in this world, they just accept it and allow it and put bandages on it and by this thinking/believing that they are actually solving the problems. And with this they can then proclaim that they are very good people and that they care. But in reality, REAL care will be to make sure NO-one and nothing ever suffers and be harmed in this world physically or in whatever matter. But they don't do that, because that will mean one have to have lots of guts to do that, because it is the kind of action where one can loose everything in this world in order to STOP that which is the root cause of all the evil in this world, which is through the invention of MEN, the peculiar thing called MONEY and all it's laws/rules/regulations that protect it to be THE support system of inequality in this world.

4)  Politicians are also as one can see, becoming more open in their lies, as if everyone is so effectively brainwashed that it has become a competition of whom of the candidates can have the better lie and whom can have the better lie-defense, with the approval of the voters when they place their votes on them. Meanwhile reality is being abused and NOT addressed at all in their agenda, and when they do address them it is from the perspective of HOW MUCH IT WILL COST. So reality as LIFE has gotten a price tag. This is as low as we can go to put a price on LIFE, the very thing that support all of us and everything else. Such an dishonor and shame to see us humans wasting our lives and all other lives for something so low as a valueless thing called MONEY.  Those whom have all the money are getting more and more, but the real physical resources that are being used to transform into products to sell in order to make the MONEY are getting less and less, so there will come a time when they can't use the resources to come up with the next cheap shit to make profits and will have to deal with the drug-addicts they have created that are called CONSUMERS. The monsters..!!  this is the REAL reason why the upper elites are hiding and are NOT known, because they know what will happen when the drug addicts cannot get their next fix, they will become very very angry MONSTERS, and these monsters are in the majority.

5)   Animals and plants are becoming more and more instinct, so instinct that the brainwashed Zombies as humans don't even bother and notice, and as a matter of fact don't give a damn anyway. Because the human is so self-centered freak, that it actually belief/think that It is the very reason maybe that all the animals and plants exist, that they exist for it's take/sake, for it's abuse and so if they all die, it won't matter, because the human is THE one that belong here and nothing else. This is our crazy attitude we live by in this world day by day. There is an increase in petition signing growing on facebook as if this is actually going to change something when in reality it just won't. This is also people with ''good intentions'' reaching their peak of coming with an solution as to what they can do to STOP these atrocities, but most will NOT stand for LIFE and come together and change the monetary system of inequality that is causing all this mess.

Now i can continue giving you many points, but you got the drift.  There is an increase in everything and there will be a point of NO-Return where all the SHIT just burst out of the toilet. So stay tuned as you are already very tuned but not practically taking action as to come together as a group and stand for that which is BEST for all LIFE, and take nothing at all that is less then this or more then this, this is it-------- we are going to create that which is BEST for all LIFE or not. ONE of these have a continuation either with or without the human and the other have an ENDING. So choose wisely..!!  CHOOSE LIFE...!!!  The Only Real Choice that ever existed..!!!

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Day 153, What Is There In My Name: Larry..?? Part 2 SCS

Now i am continuing with my self-commitment statements for the other day of the writing.


This one blog is specifically related to the link i will provide here:

                                                 






http://larry7yearwalk.blogspot.com/2012/10/day-150-what-is-there-in-my-name.html

Self-commitment statements:

 

 

 

 I commit myself to show and to teach as i go along studying and investigating more about how we live with each other in this world, how parents used to most of the times believed the teachers story above that of their own children without really doing proper investigation as to what really happened and then to take action and by taking  action i mean, taking action without the use of punishment and beating.

 

I commit myself to show that teachers equally together with parents don't have a clue how to raise children at all, for the very simple fact that none of them know in detail and specificity how they create thoughts/feelings/emotions within themselves, the whole process from the beginning till the end of each. Within this i commit myself to investigate my own thoughts/emotions/feelings in order to assist and support myself and then to assist and support others as myself.

 

I commit myself to show that in this world as we have lived with each other and are still living with each other, we have always placed our believes whatever they might above LIFE itself, life is being used in some circumstances only to give the belief the importance and value, but LIFE itself is NOT really being seen as THE most valuable.

 

I commit myself to show that we in this world are living equally unequal, with this i mean that we support the inequality in every way possible and we act as if there is nothing we can do about it to change it, and that the way it is, is just the way it is, but it is NOT true, it is only the way it is, because we accept it and allow it, we participate either directly or indirectly. So within this i commit myself to show that just as we can create a world together of inequality the same way we can create together of EQUALITY wherein NOT one is left behind to fend for themselves, everyone and everything is taken care equally and have equal value because they are all expressions and manifestations of this ONE thing we all have common which is: '' LIFE.''

 

 

I commit myself to show that to live in this world doing that which is ''good'' only implies to be on the opposite polarity of that which is ''bad''  and that we are brainwashed to always try as much as we can to do the ''good'' and avoid as much as possible the ''bad.''  Thus wanting to do the '' good'' and avoiding/ignoring the ''bad'' will keep on supporting both to continue existing and as such both can have their play out in this world because of our participation  in both. Life itself if one truly look at it with common sense one can see/realize/understand that it does not have any opposite, because one cannot be NOT LIFE, because then you won't be existing and LIFE itself won't exist. Life is NOT dependent on the ''good'' nor the ''bad'' to BE LIFE, it depends only on itself alone.

 

I commit myself to show the obvious that because all of our parents have taught us only to raise us with punishment and reward and with anger and fear, this would be exactly what we will teach our children to when we become parents ourselves, because it is THE only example we have had throughout history. No-one know how to co-exist with each other practically in the /best possible way and live with each other as equals, because we were raised to be selfish and taking care of the ones that are so-called: '' our loved ones'' alone above everyone and everything else first and foremost.

 

 

I commit myself to show that beating a child in order to make the child obey the rules that the parents want to impose on the child is NOT going to make that child become later on in LIFE someone whom will DO what is BEST for all LIFE, that child will grow up obeying all rules that  come from any authority in this world without question, because the child have already been scared to death to accept by force the rules of the authority that was his/her parents, thus will not see anything wrong if the laws/rules/regulations in his/her particular country are also doing the same thing his/her parents did to them, and the abuse continues.

 

I commit myself to whenever i see myself going into or about to go into anger character to just STOP and take a deep breath and make sure i keep on breathing till nothing moves within me as me so that i can then act out of common sense reasoning and not out of my mind.

 

 

I commit myself to little by little to defuse this reaction of anger that i myself have created within me in the past when my mother used a certain/specific voice tonality to assert her belief on me that the teacher is telling the truth and not me, wherein because i could not convince her and even had to take a ass-wooping. So by this i commit myself to STOP myself whenever i see myself going into or about to go into this anger character when someone use the similar voice tonality with me and react then in the same way i reacted when my mother did it to me when i was small, and just STOP myself and BREATHE till nothing moves within me as me as the mind.

 

I commit myself to make sure i calm myself down using my own breath, the breath of life which is ALL i really need to be HERE, so i just focus  on my breath till i am calm and nothing moves within me as energy as the mind.

I commit myself to whenever i see myself going into or about to go into avoidance in some way within myself or outside myself, to just STOP, take a deep BREATH and make sure i am focused on my breath till i am clear and stable and can act accordingly within that breath-moment in self-honesty.

I commit myself to whenever i see myself going into or about to go into spite, to just STOP myself in doing so by taking a deep breath or many deep breath till i am clear and stable and nothing moves within me as energy as the mind, and in this whole process to not forget to touch something that is physical so i remind myself that i am here and not in my mind.

I commit myself to STOP myself whenever i see myself going into or about to go into mind participation regarding my name being used in certain/specific ways and in certain/specific voice tonality that ignite certain memories in me in order to make me have certain emotions within me in order the mind as myself to continue it's energetic existence, and i just BREATHE till i am clear and stable and nothing moves within me as me as the mind and little by little i can defuse and delete all that i have accepted and allowed myself to be/become in this world.

 

Thanks.

 

Larry Manuela

 

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