Here is the link of that first blog where I started with this series and there one can find the list that I have placed that I will walk for myself working them out to come to a real physical real understanding of these words.
http://larry7yearwalk.blogspot.com/2014/02/day-286-what-is-understanding.html
So now let me have a look at what the dictionaries say about this word:
1war
noun, often attributive \ˈwȯr\
: a state or period of fighting between countries or groups
: a situation in which people or groups compete with or fight against each other
: an organized effort by a government or other large organization to stop or defeat something that is viewed as dangerous or bad.
Full Definition of WAR
1
a (1) : a state of usually open and declared armed hostile conflict between states or nations (2) : a period of such armed conflict (3) : state of war
b : the art or science of warfare
c (1) obsolete : weapons and equipment for war (2) archaic: soldiers armed and equipped for war
2
a : a state of hostility, conflict, or antagonism
b : a struggle or competition between opposing forces or for a particular end <a class war> <a war against disease>
c : variance, odds 3
— war·less adjective
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So this word is the expression of all of my acceptances and allowances of friction and conflict that I have within myself that become also an acceptance and allowance of the friction and conflict that exist outside of me in the world at large that I also at the same time is accepting and allowing to exist because it is a part of me inside of myself. Inside myself I also choose sides, which idea or opinion or believe is right and have more value and worth then the others and deserve to be protected against the others. Every time I see myself within my mind being better then another or plan strategies to win from the others either in my sectret mind or sharing it with like-minded people. Every time I choose to see the race I see myself as part of, the culture I was born in as special and needs my protection or needs my support in coming up for the people or the culture as what it represents to me, every time I do whatever it takes to get ahead in life in relation to my job, every time if I am playing a game and I want to come victorious in the end and will do my utmost best to come out the winner, every time I judged others as better or worst then me, as superior then me or inferior then me............ and then the dissapointment that comes with when one looses whatever it is one wanted to win about. All of this is the contineous war that I am accepting and allowing to be here in this physical existence, this physical world, just because I accept and allow it to be part of me, thus so it will be part of my world, because I participate within it and I live it in my daily live, without changing course where my living and my participation in life is one that support life not because there is something to win in life, but there is this great ich to contineously wanting to explore and expand and just live and enjoy the expression of living as a human being part of the whole that is humanity that is also part of another whole that is called: "life on earth."
So as I am part of life on earth why do I behave and participate within and without myself in the destruction and harm of life? Where is this disrespect coming from? Is this not what actual/real/ in fact disrespect is all about, to deliberately wanting/wishing/desiring to harm, to kill, to abuse life in all its forms and manifestations either one is aware of it or not, or directly involved or not?
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to have friction and conflict within me as me as the mind as energy, by having an opinion about something in my head and in my head being against this very opinion to make sure the one I have chosen is the right one, when meanwhile all of it has nothing to do with reality here.
I realize that I am letting friction and conflict happen within me about an opinion I myself choose in order to be sure that the one I choose is the right one.
Thus within this, I commit myself to through my writing of self-forgiveness and my commitment to life in self-honesty to make sure I work out all opinions little by little and step by step till I do not have to let myself be lead by my own opinions, but that I direct myself in common sense in every moment and based on common sense choose what will be best for me and for all.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to give my opinions and believes more value then other opinions and believes within my own mind and also value them more then other people with other opinions and believes other then what I myself have as believe or opinion.
I realize that I am giving opinions and believes more value within my own mind and also more then other people's opinions, because by doing this I can continue holding on to my world in my mind that is full of opinions.
Therefore, I commit myself to through my writing of self-forgiveness and my commitment to life in self-honsty to walk mysefl out of opinions and believe and integrate instead more and more common sense points to live practically in my life till I am totally living only common sense in each moment.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to do whatever it takes to get ahead in life at work just to be a winner at work in order to have a better survival life then others as myself.
I realize that I am waring others as myself just to make sure my survival is intact and that I can have a better survival life then others.
Thus within this I commit myself to work out through my writing of self-forgiveness and my commitment to life in self-honesty to just see my work as something I have to use in this moment to get the money I need to survive in the system and not see it as something that I have to be better at then others and move within this so I can be a point of support not only for myself but also for the whole group I am participating in that is working hard towards a solution that is best for all life.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to see and feel like I have to defend the culture or race I am part of because they are special and also worthy, I contribute to the separation and hate that also exist in the world outside where countries and races and cultures go to war against each other having the same starting point within themselves about their particular race/culture and country.
I realize that I am choosing to see the country/culture and race as special just because I have accepted and allowed myself to be brainwash through the people of the country/culture and race to hold them in higher regard then other country/culture and races.
Thus within this I commit myself to work out through my writing of self-forgiveness or spoken out loud thereof and with my commitments done in self-honesty to life, to make sure that I actually for real more and more each moment start to live as a human being that is part of life on earth, and that is what I live together with and do what is best for all the life on earth, the human life, the animal life, the plant life, the entire nature and the whole planet....all life on the planet.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to when I am playing whatever game to always want to be the winner, the one that comes out victorious in the end, using all kinds of strategies to win from the other up to the point where winning itself is important and the game itself is not really fun anymore, because I have made of it a battlke field.
I realize that I am when participating in games always wanting to be a winner or come out victorious in the game and will invent all kinds of strategies to do so, because the winning of the game itself is important to me and not the enjoyment of the game.
Thus I commit myself to when I am playing games to remind myself through my breathing to stay focus in enjoying the game itself and not at all in wanting to win the game and little by little teach myself to play games because of enjoying myself through expressing myself in a game.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge others as superior or inferior then me.
I realize that judging others as superior or inferior then me gives me more energy to continue with the struggle within myself to be a winner or dreaming to be a winner.
Thus within this I commit myself to let superiority and inferiority out of my mind and out of my life, through either writing self-forgiveness or saying it out loud and making commitments that I am aware that I can live them in a moment in self-honesty and make sure that I do not measure anything or anyone including myself through judgment, but that I measure everything and everyone including myself through common sense and equality equation.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel dissapointment when I got to loose whatever it is I wanted to win, and in this way keeping myself withinmy mind sharp to next time do better in trying to win either by wanting to be right at something or just wanting to win a game or win at doing a good job.
I realize that I get dissapointed because it is part of the polarity game that goes on in my mind to energize my mind consciousness system to continue with the same wanting to win strategies to generate more and more energy for my mind itself to keep it going.
Thus within this I commit myself to stop sabotaging myself through contineously participating in polarity games within my mind just to energize my mind consciousness system to generate more and more energy and keep it going. Make sure I am concentrated to focus on my breathing in each moment when if I forget my commitment to myself and through this remind myself to do something physical that help me with being here and staying here, breathing and moving with the physical one and equal.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to participate within and without of myself in harming life and abusing life and add to the destruction of life without actually really chaning myself to live to do what is best for all life.
I commit myself to little by little and step by step, through the writing of self-forgiveness and/or saying out loud of self-forgiveness in self-honesty to make my participation in this world one that add to what is best for all life in all ways always, till this is what I am and have become.
Self-Reward:
I have seen/realized and understood within this writing here that my participation in energy within myself is my very acceptance and allowance of war that exist in the world outside myself, because I am projecting the same starting points unto the physical reality as the world outisde and thus justify it the same way I justify my desire to win, to be victorious or be better then others or just be better then the first time within my own mind. Thus now that I have realized all this I van be more aware of what I am accepting and allowing myself to participate within in this world and stop myself in crucial moment before I go into it and change my course and just refuse to participate in them and make sure I participate into solutions that are best for all life.
Thanks.
Larry Manuela
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