In this blog i will walk myself to nothingness for 7 years onward of self-forgiveness, self-correction and as so i take upon me all that i have accepted and allowed to be HERE as life as me as all.
Monday, 27 August 2012
Day,116 What Is the Chain That Holds Me.?
There is nothing so seemingly powerful in this world right now then this thing called: '' money.'' Even the ones whom are saying money means nothing to them HAVE TO go by the rules of this money and HAVE TO use it no matter what their beliefs about it are.
And the majority or better yet everyone is using this money in a selfish way, even those whom are proclaiming that money means nothing to them,and they can be perfectly ''good folks '' in this society, but yet they don't see how they live in a pattern where they have been taught to handle money in a selfish way, take care of yourself with it and yours, those very very close to you and that is about it.
So if i would tell them in their faces they are selfish, they're not going to like it,because they don't see themselves as selfish human beings. They will throw in lots and lots of defensive arguments to protect their position and tell me how they help people that are in need and so forth and so forth...........
But now here is the thing, will they give their support to a new system wherein not ONE individual will starve within this system...?? Will they live their lives supporting this idea, and walk together with others to bring this idea about, because they can see how it will STOP all atrocities and suffering in this world...??
What would they do..?? Most will start to look for ways to avoid this, and will call such a system and compare it with a ''socialistic'' or ''communistic '' idea and that these ideas never worked and so forth and so forth, without even investigating it in detail. So for those whom don't know what it is i am talking about, which kind of system i am implying here..?? It is the EQUALMONEY SYSTEM..!!
When it comes to systems, this system was coined in one breath, as to be HERE to support all LIFE equal. Because as you know, the one system we have now in place is NOT supporting LIFE at all, it is just a parasitic system that sucks on LIFE for real and does NOT know when to STOP. All of this is based on our acceptances and allowances. the current system exist only, because we are deliberately allowing it to exist..!!! And in our deliberateness to not STOP and Change this system, we CHAIN ourselves within our own creation and act as IF we cannot free ourselves from our own creation, strange isn't it...?? We will even defend this system of chain with our own LIFE, rather then stopping ourselves in our supporting it's continued existence.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to let myself chain myself within a belief system that i allow to exist to chain me,instead of freeing me. Herein i realize that it takes me to chain me as it will take me to free me.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to belief that in reality i cannot set myself free from this chain that i together with others have allowed ourselves to be chained with.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to use chains as a presentation of slavery, for the chains man created was used and is used today still for this purpose to contain and control and not let go off. Within this i forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to live in world where resources are being transformed into objects that enslave me and all, instead of transforming them into objects that free us,where we are supported by the very objects we create.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself not do whatever it takes necessary to break my own self-created chains as my thoughts/feelings/emotions/judgements/justifications/reactions.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to fear this system that i myself have created together with others HERE, thinking/believing that this system is somehow beyond my capacity to do something about it, when it is clear to me that NO human made system can continue without the human, the human make the system, so the human is the system. I realize if i together with all the other humans were to be extinct all the human systems in this world will STOP existing for they were being held alive by the human alone.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to the symbolism as chains to explain my own bondage to the system,making sure the fear to NOT go there to keep surfacing, when it is just a fear, and fears just like they surface out of nothing,i can make them nothing to, for if fear was real, i will be in constant and consistent fear in every breath. I realize fear appears only when i am leaving it's presence in me, it's a reminder within my mind to go there where you should not go, and there where i am being warned by my own mind passively to not to go is exactly where i need to go as to see the ''whom i am'' for real, right HERE.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to engage into fears of chains for they come with images of slaves being chained as to not escape their capture, symbolizing that when one is captured, one is CHAINED as to have no possibility to escape.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to belief that i for real can chain myself within my own thoughts/feelings/emotions and then create a system outside of myself that will be exactly what i accept and allow of myself within myself, and thus here we are in a system of CHAINS.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to NOT see/realize/understand how DEBT of one of the Chains within the system, the one that is the MOST heavy duty built within the system, it is so heavy duty that it keep on gaining weight, that none will be able to carry when it reach it's optimum.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to NOT see/realize/understand how PROFIT is the very iron the chain is made of from, the very reason the chain must exist, so DEBT can have it's rein.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to NEVER realize how this whole chain system of DEBT and PROFIT is exactly like our beliefs in GOD and THE DEVIL, how god needs the devil i order to appear that god is good,and have all power, the same with DEBT as god and PROFIT as the devil, for the devil as profit is the driving force just like in this world and God is the one hiding as the DEBT within the driving force as profit, so profit is heavily dependent on it's god that is DEBT.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to let he heavy chains as my thoughts/feelings/emotions get the grip on me, when the only grip they have is a grip that is dependent on my allowance of their grip since they as being a so-called grip cannot exist without ME. I decide what can grip me or not, and especially when it is something i cannot even see and then allow myself to be going to an experience of possibly being gripped.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to loose myself within my own self-created chains of energy within me that come and go as the energy is made and when the energy runs out they are gone. But yet here i am letting this having power over ME, something like energy that cannot even hold itself as itself for long it have to deplete and run out, and in all this i keep on giving it rein over me.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to use money as a chain to chain me HERE in this world so i will be captured within/as my own thoughts/feelings/emotions/judgements/justifications/reactions about this money that is the representation of this energy that runs within me in this world outside, so the energy as money outside is showing me what i have accepted and allowed myself to be/become within myself.
I commit myself to little by little debunk and expose and delete all the chains i have been accumulating and building within myself and also within my world outside myself, where i don't just chain ME, but all the other ME's.
I commit myself to STOP myself of looking at things in symbolism and look at them as what they are HERE in fact as what they produce as consequence and if this consequence is a consequence that can be BEST for all LIFE, and if it is NOT to immediately STOP myself within and as it and BREATHE, and make sure i am touching something that is physical to remind me that i am HERE.
I commit myself to show that money as we have accepted and allowed it to be in this world is just our own enslavement and that all we need is come together and transform what we do with this money.
I commit myself to never give up and continue till me last breath to make more and more people aware that We have TO STOP as soon as possible, all it takes is our agreement to never ever again to create ways to make life suffer, because life is us, life suffers we suffer..!!
I commit myself to make sure to break loose of all my own self-created chains that run as deep as my thoughts/feelings/emotions, and embrace myself out of it by embracing all that i am HERE in order to understand me and LET Me be free.