day 151, What Is There In My Name: Larry ..?? SFS Part 3

I am continuing with my self-forgiveness statements of the previous early writings related to this specific point.

                                                     

For more clarification and to understand what the heck i am forgiving myself about here, please do read the early blogs, i will place the links of them here below:

http://larry7yearwalk.blogspot.com/2012/10/day-146-what-is-there-in-my-name-larry.html

http://larry7yearwalk.blogspot.com/2012/10/day-147-what-is-there-in-my-name.html

http://larry7yearwalk.blogspot.com/2012/10/day-148-what-is-there-in-my-name-larry.html

So this self-forgiveness statement writing is related specifically to the the last link here above, thus day 148.

Self-forgiveness:

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to let myself be influenced by the positive energetic experiences as in when my name is being called in specific way or/and with specific voice tonality.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to NOT see/realize/understand that by creating positive energetic experiences within me in regards to my name being called in some manner and in some certain/specific voice tonality, i am in fact allowing within myself a personality to take over and decide for me what should be the good feelings within me in relation to my name in the form of a memory i have created myself in the past to deal with this particular experience in relation to my name.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to let my mind interpret according to what it has as memory within it to decide for me if i would feel good or not good about what i hear through/with my mind itself when my name is being called in specific manner and in specific voice tonality.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to let my mind interpret that if a voice is nice and sweet and whispered it means that i can then feel good and rust the individual and all is fine, when this is not entirely so, and i should not react at all in whatever way my name should be called in whatever way or in whatever voice tonality.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to even interpret a worrying voice to be something that is sweet and caring and that it means that i have to react back in a sweet way back as to reward this sweet voice for using such a nice tonality of voice with me by saying my name calm and in a whisper.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself  to see in the voice of my mother used in a sweet way and worried way in saying my name, that i can then take this experience and make a memory out of it and then use it from my mind perspective always within situations where my name will be addressed in the similar manner and similar voice tonality so i can then experience the same energetic experience of positivity i had when my mother spoke my name like that to me.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to let myself create within myself through my mind interpretation when my father spoke my name in a funny way to be the way that i will react in happiness and feeling all happy and wanted to laugh all the time. 

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to depend on my mind with it's program with it's memories to dictate to me when i should feel happy and when not, when real happiness is in enjoyment in ones expression without harming oneself nor others as oneself.

 

 

More to come tomorrow....................

 

Thanks.

Larry Manuela

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