Wednesday, 18 July 2012

Day 86, Christians And God ......Part 2

Here i am continuing with the self-forgiveness and commitments to LIFE.

Self-forgiveness:

 

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to belief in God.

 

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to belief that only god can save me from my own creation i am participating in creating together with others as me.

 

I forgive myself that i haven't accepted and allowed myself to see/realize/understand how my belief in a god was pure self-interest and it did not involve me being one and equal as LIFE, all LIFE.

 

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to belief that some greater being as god will somehow when the he wants to make all the pain and suffering go away,instead of seeing/realizing/understanding that this will never happen as is already a proof throughout the whole world, suffering was always here and will always be here if humanity don't stop pain and suffering itself. Because each human knows that it is the human that creates all the pain and suffering in this world, so if the human is creating it, the human can also stop it.


I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to not see/realize/understand how the god i was believing and reading about  in books was just a character placed there by myself and that in the real physical world no god was ever seen or not be found ever.


I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to use the physical reality as proof that the god i believed in, in my mind has created all this reality, with me in it, but since i can't remember and don't know for sure and see this physical reality as much more then me, i believed there must have been some greater being whom created all of this, without realizing that all of this is just life manifest together with my human physical body one and equal.


I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to in my life have placed god above LIFE, even go as far as to believing that this god is more then life and created LIFE, which is a total illusion and insanity, instead of seeing/realizing/understanding that if LIFE would have been created nothing would have been depending on LIFE, but LIFE would have been depended on them, but this is clearly within all common sense NOT the case, even god is dependent on LIFE, in all the stories where is mentioned a god of sorts.


I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to take in my life the character of a Christian, then a spiritual seeker, then a sacred wisdom seeker, mixed with sacred philosophies, that  were all one by one products of my mind, only in my mind could i have delved in such endeavors, for LIFE thus NOT need nor depend on none of these for it to be what it is which is: LIFE..!!


I forgive myself that i haven't accepted and allowed myself to see/realize/understand how any belief whatever it may be, can only exist in the mind, and be superimposed from there into and on the physical reality as one can see in the monetary system, which is a belief system trying to take the place of life, exactly what we are doing within our minds, trying to take the place of life through our minds and give the mind and it's workings the status of life, instead of living as LIFE here as the human physical body, which is LIFE manifest as form, as any other form that is here no matter how small or how big, all are manifestations of this life.


I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to let myself belief in a story in a book to convince me that there is apparently some higher being or force that created reality and that is beyond reality itself, because common sense will suggest that if someone can create something, what you create is less then you, it can be more then you ever, so if there is a god whom created reality, this god must then be more then reality, and then what would reality mean then if there is something more then reality..??


I forgive myself  i haven't accepted and allowed myself to see/realize/understand in the past how common sense suggests that very simple that the greatest thing about reality is, that only reality itself can be real, thus if there is something more or less then reality, that something is for sure NOT real, because it is NOT as one as equal as reality, that which is real.


I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to give my mind the status of reality when i say: '' my mind reality'' which in reality it is just me as a character in my mind experiencing myself as if me as that character is real and thus will say: '' my mind reality,'' because as the personality/character there is where i experience myself within  and not AS YET.


I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to create characters in my mind that will play out their characters role in this world and using  what is real and believing/thinking that the role they are playing as the characters are real because they can go through the experience of the role playing in the physical flesh that is truly real, not seeing/realizing/understand that this is the is the only closest thing to reality that a character can and will ever get, which is ''EXPERIENCING'' reality as if it is real, but never will it BE REAL..!!

 

I commit myself to show that all beliefs are of and as the mind, and are all thus not real as the mind can never ever be real, for it is energy system sustained by the energy produced by  the body, and without the body there is NO MIND as is obviously seen in this world when people dies, the personality that they were playing as a role in the mind is forever gone together with and as the mind.


I commit myself to show that in breath all illusions as the mind can be STOPPED and yet still be HERE living, expressing without that mind, for i have proven this for myself already, i only need to discipline  myself to stick to it till there is just me breathing here as my human physical body one and equal and keep on forgiving all patterns that will come up in me, and slowly but surely become life here in and as the physical one and equal.


I commit myself to help all that are willing to see in common sense that whatever they belief is only of and as the mind, because there is where beliefs are coming from, if beliefs were coming from reality, then reality would not be real, but a make belief reality as i have realized for myself already.


I commit myself to show through common sense to those whom are ready to hear that reality as LIFE can only be real as LIFE and nothing else that is not one and equal to this is then real as LIFE, they will all be experiences attempting to be real as LIFE.


Thanks


Larry Manuela


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