Thursday, 19 July 2012

Day 87, Sexual Preferences Names.

1. Homosexuality: “Sexual desire for those of the same sex as oneself”

2. Pedophilia: “Sexual activity with a prepubescent child (generally age 13 years or younger)”.

3. Exhibitionism: “Recurrent, intense sexually arousing fantasies, sexual urges, or behaviors involving the exposure of one’s genitals to an unsuspecting stranger.”

4. Voyeurism: “Achieving sexual excitement” by “peeping”, that is “observing unsuspecting individuals, usually strangers, who are naked, in the process of disrobing, or engaging in sexual activity”

5. Bestiality (clinically known as Zoophilia): Zoophilia is sexual attraction to and relationships with animals. Bestiality is defined as “sexual relations between a person and an animal”

6. Bisexuality: Sexual desire and interaction with both males and females.

7. Coprophilia: Sexual arousal associated with feces.

8. Frotteurism: “Recurrent, intense sexually arousing fantasies, sexual urges, or behaviors involving touching and rubbing against a nonconsenting person”

9. Fetishism: “Recurrent, intense sexually arousing fantasies, sexual urges, or behaviors involving the use of nonliving objects (e.g. female undergarments)”

10. Transvestic Fetishism: “In a heterosexual male, recurrent, intense sexually arousing fantasies, sexual urges, or behaviors involving cross-dressing.” In severe cases he may be diagnosed with the additional “With Gender Dysphoria” when he desires “to dress and live permanently as a female and to seek hormonal or surgical reassignment”

11. Gender Identity Disorder: “A strong and persistent cross-gender identification, which is the desire to be, or insistence that one is, of the other sex,” along with “persistent discomfort about one’s assigned sex or a sense of the inappropriateness in the gender rle of that sex”

12. Klismaphilia: Sexual arousal and pleasure derived from enemas.

13. Necrophilia: “An abnormal obsession with death and the dead, especially an erotic attraction to corpses.

14. Partialism: Sexual arousal obtained through “exclusive focus on part of body”

15. Sexual Masochism: “Recurrent, intense sexually arousing fantasies, sexual urges, or behaviors involving the act (real, no simulated) of being humiliated, beaten, bound, or otherwise made to suffer”

 “Masochistic fantasies (may) involve being raped while being held or bound by others so that there is no possibility of escape. Others act on the masochistic sexual urges themselves (e.g. binding themselves, sticking themselves with pins, shocking themselves electrically, or self-mutilation) or with a partner. Masochistic acts that may be sought with a partner include restraint (physical bondage), blindfolding (sensory bondage), paddling, spanking, whipping, beating, electrical shocks, cutting, pinning and piercing (infibulation), and humiliation (e.g., being urinated or defecated on, being forced to crawl and bark like a dog, or being subjected to verbal abuse).

16. Sexual Sadism: “Recurrent, intense, sexually arousing fantasies, sexual urges, or behaviors involving acts (real, not simulated) in which the psychological or physical suffering (including humiliation) of the victim is sexually exciting to the person”

(T)he sadistic fantasies usually involve having complete control over the victim, who is terrified by anticipation of the impending sadistic act. Others act on the sadistic sexual urges with a consenting partner (who may have Sexual masochism) who willingly suffers pain or humiliation. Still others with Sexual Sadism act on their sadistic sexual urges with nonconsenting victims (e.g., forcing the victim to crawl or keeping the victim in a cage). They also may involve restraint, blindfolding, paddling, spanking, whipping, pinching, beating, burning, electrical shocks, rape, cutting, stabbing, strangulation, torture, mutilation or killing…Sexual Sadism is usually chronic. When Sexual Sadism is practiced with nonconsenting partners, the activity is likely to be repeated until the person with Sexual Sadism is apprehended…Usually…the severity of the sadistic acts increases over time. When…severe…individuals with Sexual Sadism may seriously injure or kill their victims”

17. Telephone Scatologia: Obsession with “obscene phone calls”

18. Transgenderism: A person whose gender identity is not clear, and who may take on the sexual identity of either male or female to carry out sexual fantasies or behaviors.

19. Transsexual: A person who identifies himself as having the identity “of the opposite sex, sometimes so strongly as to undergo surgery and hormone injections to effect a change of sex” (Webster’s).

20. Transvestite: “A person who derives sexual pleasure from dressing in the clothes of the opposite sex”

21. Urophilia: Sexual arousal associated with urine.

22. Heterosexual: attraction between males and females.

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As one can see here, there is an evolution into sexual activity in Self,and as Self evolved sexually, so did Self's preferences, that became worse and worse.

Many of you may already know of these names, because if you ventured on any website that is an ''adult website'' and you had to fill in what your preferences are, you would have probably  found many of the above mentioned names or preferences therein.

So within this blog i am going to do self-forgiveness on these '' sexual orientations'' that i have accepted and allowed to be here in this world, in this existence.





I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to identify  myself as a Heterosexual, as me in this simple identification create a character that is a Heterosexual and is then separate form all the others as me, without seeing/realizing/understanding how by this simple character creation within my mind, i am also giving more power in the creation of all the other characters as other names, as sexual preferences/orientations to exist within this world and within the minds of men, thus men within this will superimpose their characters they created on to the physical where it will become physical abuse to the body, that which is really REAL.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to conduct in such survey's where i would be asked what sexual preferences i have, and i had to fill in what i would like and what i would not like and within this i have then given permission for this charade to continue existing in this world, in this reality.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to judge being a Heterosexual as ''positive'' compared to the other sexual orientations, without seeing/realizing/understanding how i was creating a open door for more characters to be played out as the contrary/mirror to what i have chosen to be as my character as is my orientation, which is another attempt of my mind to keep me in the world of opinionated characters full of desires/wishes/energy needs/preferences/orientations.


I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to even get aroused by just seeing such names/orientation/preferences, just because my mind will overflow with images and pictures of the past things i have put in there as to use for energy consumption on the body.


I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to create together with others as myself words within ourselves that will be useful to abuse the physical body and turn sex, which is a function of the physical body as means to consume energy, within this even abusing sex itself it has become the number one way to consume not just the human physical body but even the physical existence, because of the propaganda's that are being made using sex as a means to gain profit, consuming physicality to keep an illusion alive in the form of: ''profit generation''

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to create together with others as myself a world where our very physical human functions are imprisoned to our minds, zombienizing our physical bodies to be/become perfect consumers of energy within as the mind and energy without as the monetary world system, within which each participate either directly or indirectly.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to see all these sexual orientations as acceptable when it comes to people's preferences and fantasies, when these are all one by one abusive behaviors of a humanity gone mentally insane.



I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to let laws/rules/regulations to exist that are only existing as punishment and NOT as preventions, because of the very fact that they exist all over the internet and all over the place. Thus meaning if there were laws/rules/regulations that prevented pornography for example, pornography would have not existed on the web at all, because we as responsible human beings would have known from the very start what kind of outflows of consequences would have derived for accepting and allowing such thing to exist within our world, within our reality.


I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself  to see within these names as ''sexual orientations'' as just descriptions of fantasies in peoples minds, that are not really harmful to society because they are just fantasies in peoples minds, without seeing/realizing/understanding that these fantasies are being played out and those that are dangerous and are even destructive to the human body are all played out in one way or the other in this world in secret and in plane view.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to create a character that is Heterosexual and act as if i am part of the ones whom are ''normal'' when in fact none are normal because each is a character in the mind consuming the body of energy, making each character in fact all murderers, because of physical consumption to transform into energy, where the physical body will little by little die out, which is very evident within becoming of age/growing old. Thus becoming of age and all wrinkled is the proof how the mind sucks like a parasite on the physical body to survive till the body decides that it is enough.

I commit myself to study these orientations and to write about them using common sense in a simple format as to show to what extent we have accepted and allowed ourselves to be/become, here as ourselves as the way we live with each other.

I commit myself to whenever i see myself going into reactions as thoughts/feelings/emotions/judgments/justifications, to STOP ---------Take many deep breaths till i am stable within myself within my breath and make sure i am touching something that is physical so i do not loose myself within my mind.

I commit myself to STOP identifying myself as Heterosexual, for Heterosexual is just another name as is another character invention of my mind that i can choose to play or not, and just be HERE as the real character as the human physical body that i am for real.

I commit myself to debunk all the sexual orientations in this world for what they truly are representing and supporting as outflows of consequences that are abusive and destructive to LIFE.



Larry Manuela


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