In this blog i will walk myself to nothingness for 7 years onward of self-forgiveness, self-correction and as so i take upon me all that i have accepted and allowed to be HERE as life as me as all.
Sunday, 10 June 2012
Day 55, Impossible..??
Now many, and i mean many people in this world will see what we are busy doing at DESTENI as in bringing into this world oneness and equality, that which is best for all life, as something that is impossible to reach, impossible to ever happen.
Now most whom are saying this are in reality those who don't want their alleged ''freedom'' been taken away from them, and their ''freedom'' is more a freedom to abuse others, it is NOT a freedom that is equally so for all LIFE.
So impossible we as humans see as anything that resembles us coming and working together as a group, and we never ask why it is we are seeing it as impossible. Is it maybe because we ourselves don't want to work together to bring about a world that is best for all, a world of oneness and equality, where everyone and everything is equally valuable as LIFE...??
Do we have something to hide, something we fear loosing maybe, like our self-interests....??
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to see in oneness and equality something that is not livable, something i cannot achieve in this lifetime,something that is impossible.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to compare oneness and equality with communism and socialism and in this because of me fearing these systems immediately fear oneness and equality to, because i see it as utopia, and to me utopia will never work, without realizing that utopia will never work only because i am the one not creating it with the rest that is here.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to see impossibility in oneness and equality because the point of equality was never here in this world, everyone was talking/believing only about oneness all the time but never about equality, thus that oneness cannot exist without equality and in so doing, i forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to belief/think that equality with oneness is impossible.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to because of seeing only oneness as in spirituality and never hearing and knowing about equality being existent in and as oneness i have dismissed equality completely from oneness, leaving oneness without equality and hence making sure that the world i am in will never know that we are equally as one as LIFE here.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to NOT see/realize/understand that as long as i don't LIVE oneness and equality, that which is LIFE, i will never be LIFE.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to look at oneness and equality from my mind perspective and not from my physical body/breath/physical reality perspective as what is here, and within this perceiving and looking from my mind perspective i only see oneness of my mind as in separation to the world and this physical body i find myself in,and not oneness as life as what is here as life equally so.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to not trust my own common sense and decided to trust knowledge and information which are all based on memories as the past which is NOT here, as in common sense i see what is HERE, as what it is and if it is what is what is best for all or not, i don't need the past to see what is here as what i accept and allow to be here.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to fear the word ''equality'' so much because i see it as having to compromise my self-interest life,that i have come to define as the who i am, living next to others but never seeing and treating them as truly as my equals, because in self-interest there is no equality, there is only me as the personality i belief myself to be and that i have accepted and allowed myself to become.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to never saw how my personality was only living in my mind and was completely separated from my own body and all other bodies and personalities and my whole world at large, but yet trusted me as this personality above my body, and above all other bodies and the whole physical world itself as the source/substance as what my body consists of and exists as.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to squander my body and this physical reality for a personality that i have accepted and allowed myself to be/become that in fact does not act in ways that are best for all, because me as the personality is only concerned with my own survival as me as the personality.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to use the word impossible to say something about LIFE as that which is oneness and equality, because in this i don't see oneness and equality as LIFE, i see only my life, and other life in separation with my life and not that we are equally all as one as all as LIFE.
I commit myself to through my writings, self-forgiveness and my commitments to show that it is possible for me to change and become a human being that walks as oneness and equality, that which is best for all life, so others as me may see/realize/understand that we can create ourselves as what is best for all in the same way we have created ourselves as separate entities in our minds that are always acting in self-interest alone.
I commit myself to prepare myself breath by breath in order to when the time comes to really stand in all tribulations to never fringe and never give up to stand as me as life as all as one as equal.